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Rachel Rector: 'Teabag Cyanotypes' (2021)

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I just want to make an album, a short film, get better with 3D software, learn how to code, make my own clothes and jewelry, write a book, get good at figure drawing, paint, make clay figures, read 5 giant philosophy books, do more photography, start a youtube art channel, and makeover my whole apartment.

And if it doesn't happen by the time I'm 24 I'm going to feel like I've failed. Why am I like this?

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when it rains it pours,

but how big must a puddle grow

before it is considered a pond?

when does a pond become a lake?

i’m drowning,

but i insist that i’m dry.

insist i couldn’t die.

now every single day is overtime.

is extra credit.

is derealized.

i’m drowning but i

wring my clothes

and promise that i’m dry.

it’s good for the flowers, they say.

that’s very good.

you’ll need them soon.

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All that's left is blood and rust.

It's hard to tell which when they're dry.

"Man vs machine" 2020 | McKenna Gray

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Alexander McQueen Spring 2000 Ready-to-Wear

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Bluebeard by Marjolaine Roller

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“Once you realize there is life after mistakes, you gain a self-confidence that never goes away.”

— Bob Schieffer

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Zendaya at the premiere of 'Dune: Part Two' (2024) wearing Thierry Mugler A/W 1995 Robot Suit

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Zendaya at the premiere of 'Dune: Part Two' (2024) wearing Thierry Mugler A/W 1995 Robot Suit

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Halseys If I cant Have Love I Want Power

#iichliwp

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Do you ever feel trapped in your body like it's made of wax? Body horror of just existing in skin. Wanting to claw it off until it's just muscle and bone. I want to crawl out of it. Violently. Quickly. As if its my last chance at survival. I have been suffocating since the first time he laid eyes on me. I want out. I want out of me.

Journal Entry 16 •° (Drunk Edition✨️)

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