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#ariana grande

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when phoebe bridgers said "i don't wanna be me anymore" and when olivia rodrigo said "i'm so sick of myself, rather be anyone else" and when taylor swift said "will you still want me when i'm nothing new" and when harry styles said "what if i'm someone i don't want around" and when lorde said "i understand, i'm a liability"

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Assumption: you grew up watching sci-fi shows (I'm thinking Star Wars, Star Trek, Doctor Who).

Did not watch Star Trek but definitely Star Wars, Doctor Who, Digimon, Sailor Moon, Black Hole High (I think it had a different name in the US), Power Puff Girls and Dexter's Lab.

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🪐 (you deserve all the good things 💖)

Thanks 💜

Honestly this is tough. Mentally I have been 💩 for many reasons since the end of November and it's hard to see the positives because at the moment I am just living day by day. It's why I have slightly pulled back a little from posting on here and sometimes engaging with others. I'm trying to learn not to seek validation for the sake of validation and get my head in a stable enough state to get back into engagement. I am finding myself questioning myself, doubting myself and maybe overcompensating to the point where I have made things a little difficult for people. But hey it's going to be progress so who knows.

But maybe to change the question slightly, I can give three things I'm looking forward to:

1) having a newly decorated house. I have done the living room, the hallway is next.

2) Guts Tour and Eras Tour in May and June. I also have Hamilton in June.

3) Going to Montenegro in July.

Edit: I am also trying to get my shit together because I have fallen into some very, very bad habits that were probably exasperating everything. It's a marathon not a sprint and slowly I will get there.

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📚 ❄️ 🐚

💜

📚 - house shit I need to do (including hall way painting)

❄️ - I want to do a dual timeline obitine fic and honestly could imagine it being a novel but I would trust claudia gray to write it.

🐚- depends. I have major anxiety so it's a complicated feeling.

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MAKE THE FRIENDSHIP BRACELETS. TAKE THE MOMENT AND TASTE IT. YOU'VE GOT NO REASON TO BE AFRAID. [insp]

#taylor swift

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Drying off after getting caught in a sudden rain squall, he gives her his comparatively dry undertunic and then is all “…well I didn’t think that through, did I?”

#otp: half truths and hyperbole #obi wan kenobi #satine kryze #star wars

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kendall roy, hamlet and the ouroboros of punishment

jeremy strong as kendall roy, succession, hbo (2018-2023) / david daiches on hamlet, from a critical history of english literature, vol. 1, published in 1960 [x]

#kendall roy #succession

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Bleedin' me dry like a goddamn vampire

#56 days! #olivia rodrigo

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🗡️

(in case you need a knife in the next two days for reasons unrelated to political assassinations)

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RYAN GOSLING "I'm Just Ken" Oscars 2024 Performance Highlights

#no i have not watched this a hundred times #ryan gosling

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WIP Wednesday

From this obitine thing I'm working on.

#obitine #obi wan x satine

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Suzanne collins wrote a trilogy where a main media propaganda strategy was to market a horrific act of violence as a love story to distract ppl and then it got adapted into a box office breaking movie and ppl made it all about the love triangle. so then since they didn’t get the point the first time Suzanne collins wrote a prequel story about the main dictator and she makes it so that you as a reader want it to be a genuine love story so badly even tho it’s so very clearly not and instead feels extremely unsettling to make her point even more meta which then gets adapted into another box office breaking film and now ppl are making romantic snowbaird tik toks. do u think she’s gonna write another book that’s somehow even more blatant or just give up and start executing ppl? hard to say but I wouldn’t blame her for the second one

#hunger games

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CHAMPAGNE PROBLEMS TAYLOR SWIFT: THE ERAS TOUR dir. Sam Wrench (2023)

#it's me hi i'm the problem it's me #taylor swift

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#it's me hi i'm the problem it's me

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Speak Now (Taylor's Version) // Better Than Revenge // Track 10/22

#taylor swift

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Haaaaate

#otp: half truths and hyperbole #obi wan kenobi #satine kryze #star wars