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UHM I'M ALIVE?

#nana talks

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i was today years old when i found out that one of my favorite musicians made a song inspired by tokyo ghoul–

what a beautiful coincidence.

#nana talks #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #chase atlantic

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i am not a practiced artist and i don't draw often but i couldn't sleep again and i kinda just decided to pick up my pencil and draw kaneki. is nothing special i know but have a sleeveless turtleneck kaneki nevertheless !!

#nana talks #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki #anime #kaneki fanart #tokyo ghoul fanart

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kaneki with a reader whos love language is giving physical touch? SIGN ME UPPPP 💳💳💥💥💳💥💳💥💳💥💥💳💥💳💥💥💳💥💥💳⁉️⁉️

anon you awakened my brain <3

RESURRECT THE SUN.

— pairing ; kaneki ken x human!gn!reader

— summary ; kaneki's life was shrouded in misery, but your way of loving him shines a little light on his forever darkness.

— cw ; fluff, just fluff, kaneki is a little touch-starved, i went with headcanons ( i don't even know if this was intended as a request but i don't really care, if someone feeds me kaneki brainrot i write )

there wasn't much reason to be happy for kaneki.

his life was a mess. he was a mess.

his pathetic state was a result of torment and pain, everlasting misery piling up from one trauma after another.

and then there was the loneliness that came with it. half ghoul, half human; torn between worlds, he felt like he didn't fit in anywhere.

until he met you.

a silly human who somehow accepted his every side, who embraced his ghoul side just as much as his human side. you didn't treat him like a monster, you treated him as if he was your equal.

falling in love with you was so easy for him, and much to his surprise, it wasn't unrecruited. you had such a big heart, big enough to let in a self-proclaimed monster.

and suddenly, his life got a little better.

unexpected rays of sunshine fell upon his path as you lit up his days with simply your smile alone. he thought he didn't need more than that. but as you grew closer and more comfortable around each other, you developed a new way of showing your love.

physical touch.

kaneki never expected himself to be so touch-starved, but as you open up and grow more clingy, he comes to find how deprived he has been throughout his life. no one ever really showed him love, and he basically only knows pain and torture.

so for you to touch him with such tenderness and love, a whole new world opens for him. a world he thought he doesn't deserve, but you tell him the opposite and never cease showing him exactly that.

whether you hug him, cling to his arm, pat his head, ruffle his fluffy pale hair, hold his hand and play with his fingers absentmindedly, he loves it all.

he melts against you, leans into your touch like a lost puppy, finally finding it in him to relax even just a little. his troubled mind calms in your embrace and he almost feels human when he's with you.

you're not holding back with physical touch, showering the half-ghoul with affection he's never gotten before. it just works so well; kaneki is so insecure in a relationship since he truly believes he doesn't deserve love, and the fact that your love language is physical touch gives him the reassurance he needs.

your way of loving him is open and sincere, and the fact that you're never hesitant to physically show him how much you love him slowly helps him believe that he too deserves it.

because he does.

mizutenshii — O8.1O.2O23 — masterlist

#nana writes #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki #anime #kaneki x reader #ken kaneki x reader #kaneki ken x reader #tokyo ghoul headcanon #tokyo ghoul x reader #tokyo ghoul fanfiction #tokyo ghoul kaneki #tokyo ghoul fluff #kaneki fluff #ken kaneki fluff #kaneki ken fluff

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what if i would confess that 99% of these are kaneki ideas and drabbles that i am working on or plan to work on eventually ??

this number increases daily.

#nana talks #tokyo ghoul #kaneki

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WHY are there no fics about kaneki comforting you i am in need of comfort fics :_:

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my boyfriend's cat is sleeping on my lap and now i wonder, would kaneki be a cat person??

#nana talks #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki

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What you think about Reaperneki?? ( ゜o゜)

Indeed the chair kicking man, forniture doesn't last that much at his side

he intrigues me to no end.

regretfully i never got far enough into the manga to encounter him (when i get my wage i will go feral and buy manga to pick up where i left off) but he's just hot and i never wanted to be a piece of furniture so badly i am joking ofc.

there's just something about him. no longer silly little troubled neki. still a snack, though. i love kaneki in every form and shape and personality and what more. he will always be my skrunkly.

it's me. i'm trash. save me please.

#nana mail #black reaper kaneki #he is just a big yes #walking red flag maybe? #dont know dont care

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PAINT IT BLACK.

— pairing ; kaneki ken x human!gn!reader

— summary ; it had come to your attention that kaneki started to wear black nailpolish, so you insist on doing his nails. yes i know his nails aren't black because of nailpolish but let's pretend for the sake of my fluffy brainrot.

— cw ; fluff, incorrect lore but i don't care, est. relationship

    “i still don’t understand why you insisted on doing this,” kaneki mumbled, staring at his hand that currently rested in yours. “it’s a tedious job, if you’d ask me.” 

     “and yet you do it every few weeks or so,” you countered mildly. “i just wanted to do it for once.” 

honestly, ever since your boyfriend began to wear pitch black nailpolish on his fingernails, you’d been itching to do his nails, even if it was just once. you weren’t all that into make-up and stuff, but painting his nails just seemed fun to you, for some reason. it was a silly little thing you could do together, a shared moment that felt human. 

dating a ghoul – okay, a half-ghoul – brought forth quite some drama. kaneki’s mental breakdowns, the times you had to patch up his injuries (you knew he could heal himself, but your worried self just wanted to tend to his wounds, just in case), the random moments of realization that he ate people, the knowledge that he had so many enemies who wanted to see him perish. barely a day went by peacefully, and your stress levels had risen dangerously since you started dating kaneki. 

it was okay, you always told yourself. you regretted absolutely nothing. but you couldn’t help but crave some mundane moments every now and then. moments that would feel human, enjoying the simplicity they brought along. now was such a moment, and you felt delighted to simply do his nails. 

the bottle of pitch black nailpolish stood on the kitchen table, and you held the cap between your thumb and index finger while the other hand supported kaneki’s. it rested in the palm of your hand delicately, as if he couldn’t actually believe you were about to do this – the weird look in his eyes gave it away; he didn’t understand why this brought you so much joy. but he gave in with a small sigh.

     “well, go on, then,” he said, wiggling his fingers to draw your attention towards them. 

you let out a quiet yay and then got to work. the brush swiped over the nail of his thumb, and you did your very best not to mess up and spill nailpolish all over the skin surrounding it. you weren’t at all experienced when it came to this, but you were determined to make it look good. 

as soon as his thumb was finished, you moved on to his index finger. his hand was cold in yours, but it brought you a strange sense of comfort; it was such a kaneki-thing, the way his cool skin made contact with yours as he let you hold his hand. this is what you were talking about. it was such a simple and sweet moment, one you would cherish for a long time when it was over. you’d think back to it with a smile when times got rough again. 

with one hand finished, you now brought your attention to the other. kaneki placed it in yours gently and watched intently how the brush danced over his nails not-so-gracefully, leaving a trail of thick, black nailpolish. 

the entire ordeal didn’t take long; you were finished before you knew it. 

     “all done,” you grinned, screwing the cap back onto the bottle and taking a moment to admire your work. 

frankly, it was a mess, but kaneki smiled at you regardless. he was such a nice guy, too nice to tell you that his nails looked like some sort of crime scene. he’d probably have to redo it himself, but that didn’t matter. it was the moment that counted, and it had been worth it. you had fun painting his nails. 

little did you know that the half-ghoul hadn’t taken his eyes off of you for a moment, for you looked absolutely adorable in his eyes. tongue poking from between your lips as you were fully focused, the smile you offered him when you were done. he, too, had enjoyed it, for reasons that were so different yet the same. he still didn’t understand why painting his nails had seemed to fun and important to you, but he was happy you insisted on doing it. 

he’d definitely let you do it more often, when another moment of peace presented itself.

mizutenshii — O7.1O.2O23 — masterlist

#nana writes #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #anime #kaneki #tokyo ghoul kaneki #tokyo ghoul fanfiction #tg kaneki #ken kaneki x reader #kaneki ken x reader #kaneki x reader #kaneki fluff #ken kaneki fluff #kaneki ken fluff #fluff

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had a super intense panic attack yesterday night and now i can't help but think about how kaneki would react (because my mind revolves around kaneki) but i think he'd just start to panic too tbh

#nana talks

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SLOW DOWN.

— pairing ; kaneki ken x human!fem-bodied!reader

— summary ; the half-ghoul had no idea you loved his sleeveless black turtleneck that much, but he surely loves seeing this desparate side of you.

— cw ; NSFW MINORS DO NOT INTERACT, rough and unprotected sex, overstimulation, dom!kaneki, his libido is feral lol, cockwarming, established relationship

he tortured others.

slap.

he was cruel, merciless.

slap.

ice cold as he threatened another life.

slap.

all while wearing that stupid black sleeveless turtleneck that had you frothing at the mouth. it hid absolutely nothing from the eye as it clung to his frame snugly, wrapping around him like a second skin.

slap.

he wasn't as frail anymore as he used to be. muscular wasn't the right word, but he had certainly beefed up a little over time. toned chest and abdomen, your eyes drinking in all the crevices of his more apparent muscles. strong arms, perfectly sculpted shoulders that were currently your only lifeline as he slammed into you.

slap.

the sound of skin slapping against skin was unholy, bouncing off the bedroom walls and thrumming onto your eardrums. fingernails digging into his pale skin, leaving crescent marks that would soon turn red and remain for a while.

he came home looking like that today, and you had started dropping subtle hints that you wanted him – if you deemed pressing your ass against his crotch subtle, that is. needless to say, kaneki understood the assignment, taking you right then and there on the couch in the living room.

you lay sprawled out onto the velvety cushions messily, gazing up at the half-ghoul with glossy eyes as he fucked you raw. his dick throbbed and pulsated with every drag across your gummy walls, stretching you out deliciously. he always filled you so good, and now was no exception. it was as if his cock was sculpted especially to fill your warm pussy, causing you to see stars with every animalistic stroke.

kaneki was rough, certainly not holding back as you begged to be fucked so desperately. his hips snapped against yours, leaking tip of his dick prodding at your cervix with every thrust. he knew your body so well, knew exactly how to take you to have you unraveling from his touch.

tears of bliss brimmed in the corners of your eyes as he hit that special little spot inside of you just right, vision blurring over as you simply tried to watch his muscles work under the fabric of his damned turtleneck. he was so hot.

"ah, f-fuck," you moaned after a particularly rough thrust that had you crooning out in pleasure. "s-slow down, ken."

"this is what you wanted, right?" kaneki rasped hoarsely in response, his tone rather harsh in a way that matched the monstruous pace he was using on you.

"y-yes," you stuttered, hips buckling against the male.

"t-then why are you whining so much?" the half-ghoul asked, leaning a little closer to your ear and whispering in a low voice, "now be good and take what i give you. after all, you begged for it."

you were left at his mercy – mercy he didn't have. he set a feral pace as he thrusted into you. all there was left for you to do was take it obediently. he was right, you had begged for it.

kaneki was far from done with you, even when your toes curled as your first orgasm crashed upon you with a dizzying intensity. your eyes rolled back as you sang out in pleasure, and the humanoid helped you through your high by finally slowing down a bit. but it was only for a moment, and as soon as you came down again, he picked up the pace.

your body jolted in shock, not expecting your lover to go for another round. you didn't even know if you could take it, as he left you no time to recover from your first orgasm and set a ruthless rhythm all over again. you writhed underneath him as if you were trying to get away, while in fact, you were very content with your current situation. you'd be fine with it even if he planned on continueing until you passed out from sheer exhaustion.

he fucked you silly and you let him, happy to have his cock buried balls-deep inside of you. it mattered not how many orgasms rippled your body, for you were in a state that went far beyond bliss.

and then there was kaneki, rutting into you relentlessy, spurred on by your unhidden neediness. low growls erupted from his throat, making him truly sound like the predator he was.

ultimately, after pulling your nth orgasm, you could tell he was finally growing tired. his thrusts abandoned their steady rhythm and grew more frantic, sloppier, yet reaching all the right spots nevertheless. you shuddered, your body too tired to muster up any motions beyond that. you were completely fucked out by the time kaneki released inside of you, his hips stuttering as he shot thick ropes of semen into your already soaked pussy.

"hng, so tired but still taking my cum so well," he cooed, a nearly twisted grin curling his lips as he gazed down at you with blown-out pupils. he was shaking after holding back his own orgasm for so long, caving in now that he finally got the release he had pushed away.

"f'course," you mumbled, head lolling against the armrest of the sofa. you stared up at the ceiling blankly, your ability to formulate thoughts completely erased.

it was only you and kaneki and his dick that softened slowly between your folds. still a tease, still in control, even after he had fucked you so hard, leaving you a tired mess. you didn't care, too tired to fight it – and frankly, you liked the idea of his cock stopping his juices from flowing out of your used cunt, succesfully stuffing his semen inside you.

he lowered himself onto your shivering body gently, innocently nuzzling his face in the crook of your neck – as if he hadn't just almost fucked the light out of your eyes.

and all that because of a silly turtleneck.

mizutenshii — O6.1O.2O23 — masterlist

— a/n ; i'm feral for his sleeveless turtleneck if you can't already tell. may or may not have been listening to slow down by chase atlantic :,)

*drops the food* okay i shall see myself out now.

#nana writes #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki #anime #kaneki x reader #ken kaneki x reader #kaneki ken x reader #anime smut #kaneki smut #kaneki ken smut #ken kaneki smut #tokyo ghoul smut #tokyo ghoul x reader #tokyo ghoul fanfiction #nana nsfw

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i impulsively ordered. a kaneki sweater. and now the waiting game begins. arrive soon please ???

#nana talks #kaneki ken #tokyo ghoul

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Turtleneck Kaneki is like, his whole level on clothing, top fashion. Doesn't matter if he has long or short sleves, turtleneck looks so good on him, deadly cute (literally) and I'm so sure if you tell him he looks good and cute with them he's able to at least get 3 more.

YOU UNDERSTAND ME SO WELL

boy is absolutely stunning when he wears them and he's probably gonna be really surprised as you tell him so because ?? he looks good ?? u think he is pretty n cute n all ?? his lil heart 🥺

normal people are happy with compliments already but kaneki just,, his heart does a tiny happy dance and his eyes widen innocently when he looks at you and god knows what inhumane things he did wearing turtleneck buuut it's so easy to forgive and forget :)

#nana mail #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki

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PLEASE write that it would be so cute !!!! this app is in dire need of more kaneki fluff i am so deprived D:

Thanks you Kaneki for another lovely night of roaming free in my head and not letting me rest while talking and walking extremly loud.

Can't believe (can believe) he spend more than an hour speaking.

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LOOK AT HIM.

I WILL NOT SHUT UP ABOUT TURTLENECK KANEKI I WILL NOT. IT'S MY RELIGION, I BOW DOWN TO U WHEN YOU WEAR THAT.

putting the rest of my thoughs under cut cuz im ashamed of myself.

#nana talks #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #ken kaneki #kaneki

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i accidentally went feral over the holy sleeveless turtleneck kaneki again and proceeded to write something with my sleep deprived brain doing things then i realized what kind of person i have become

#nana talks #TURTLENECK KANEKI #i will never get over it #suffer with me when i upload #if i have the guts to do it sndhdh #tokyo ghoul #kaneki ken #kaneki

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you 🤝 me ; being kept up as a certain silly little skrunkly half-ghoul refuses to let us sleep

i tell you i am dead tired but very content with so many kaneki thoughts being thunked in all those sleepless hours

priorities

Thanks you Kaneki for another lovely night of roaming free in my head and not letting me rest while talking and walking extremly loud.

Can't believe (can believe) he spend more than an hour speaking.

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