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Kyungsoo: We’re so in sync that we finish each other’s...

Jongin: *stares into space*

Kyungsoo: Ssssss

Jongin: Ssssorry, what were you saying?

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(At a cafe)

Chanyeol: *shyly* H-hello

Baekhyun: Hi

Chanyeol: Is anyone sitting with you?

Baekhyun: Not yet...

Chanyeol: Oh well then, do you mind?

Baekhyun: *smiles* Not at all

Chanyeol: *grabs chair and abruptly yells* SOO I GOT YOU A CHAIR!!

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Minseok: *flirting* On a scale of 1 to 10, you’re 9 and I’m the 1 you’re missing.

Baekhyun: *trying to flirt* On a scale of 1 to 10, what’s your favourite colour of the alphabet?

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Junmyeon: You’re adopted

Baekhyun: *teary eyed* Then where are my real parents?

Junmyeon: No I am your real parent

Baekhyun: Wait wha-

Junmyeon: We're giving you away

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Why does life come easier to those live it how ever they want? How does life grow lemons on trees hidden from the sun? Does life ever wonder if it is the only one? Should life be told to grow old till it is none? Why does living feel as if life itself is on the run? When did smiles and laughter turn into life's twisted fun?

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There's something so sad about life's silent loudness when nothing seems to be of use or purpose anymore. That meaningless feeling of sitting quietly with your head against the bus window, watching the colours fuzz by while your earphones play that one song heard too many times. It's almost as if you're waiting for something or someone, but you don't quite know what or who. And why does it matter? If all you're going to do is wake up and repeat the same boring steps, following this age old tutorial of what life should be. And even in this, your mind plays selective mutism where when asked "how are you?", the word "not" disappears and all you blubber is "I'm okay, you?". Are you? See winter comes and goes but the cold lingers far too long, sometimes waiting for summer becomes a drag. And it comes back as small ice cubes in your cold drink. It's always there, you just look over it. By the time the journey is up, another year begins and you repeat the same process. Sigh. The song gets old, but you can't pick another, can you?

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Me after disappearing for over a year: pls send asks so I can begin writing for you all again

Me after getting asks:

#guess who #writers block #exo #exo meme #kpop #kpop meme

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If you are taking request I have always wanted a second part of this exo reaction "maternity over mafia" please and thank you!!

Does anyone still want this? 👀

#asks #replies

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I was going to delete this blog because I wasn’t sure how many of you were still around. If you are here, drop me a dm or request. I think I’ll be around more often now <3

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I’ve spent hours meant for sleep trying to awaken the person you once were. And somehow I day dream in this cold night hoping you’ll return to me like a soothing lullaby. But instead I wake up to the alarming notice that you aren’t him anymore. And yet, I spend every waking moment fast asleep in your love.

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Thank you for the shout out and for remembering me 🍯 💛

♡ my favourite fics 3.0 ♡

Hi everyone here’s another list with all my favourite fics that I’ve read so far I hope you all enjoy, I added a tag to some fics to give you an idea of what it’s about the ones without tags are some drabbles or mainly just smut so I wasn’t sure which tag to use, also just so you know these fics aren’t in an order of most favourite to least favourite it’s goes according to my memory. I think this one and the next one has a lot of that heartbreaking angst that I just love so let me just warn you and there’s smut as well so no minors allowed. I hope you guys enjoy this list the next one will be up next week ♡ feel free to recommend me some fics as well I feel like there’s such alot of fics I haven’t read yet and I wouldn’t want to miss out on reading them so share some of your favourites too especially if it’s angst I’m a sucker for angst :)

s- smut a- angst f- fluff

swinging by a fine line by @mimikookie f s a (spiderman au)

(there’s going to be a few spiderman au’s on this list and a another, I found one and went down the rabbit hole and couldn’t get enough of them so if you know of any jungkook spiderman au’s tell me please 😂🥺)

better left unsaid by @angelguk a (best friends au)

almost home by @angelguk s a (single dad au)

hopeless love by @jiminscenarios  a (best friends au)

silent treatment by @blu-joons f

promise by @growlingyu a (break up drabble)

voicemail by @bangbangbangtanbys a (college au)

he won’t know by @jgukmilk s a (cheating au)

not today by @moonlitjiminn a

Trust by @moonlitjimin a (best friends au)

rejection by @jaxonah a

Rebound by @btssaysstudy a (cheating au) (ft. Taehyung)

war of hearts by @mochi-rose s a (love triangle) (ft. Jimin)

love isn’t easy by @monicaexol f a (love triangle) (ft. Taehyung)

coffee & cream by @yoontopia f s a (friends with benefits au)

cherry by @kpopstories s (love triangle) (ft. Taehyung)

young by @joonsgalore f s

house of cards by @aiimaginesbts f s a (infidelity) (Taehyung fic ft. Jungkook )

to the moon and back by @yeojaa f a (love triangle unrequited love au) (ft. Taehyung)

lost stars by @smoochkooks s a (childhood friends to lovers)

The trip by @dreamescapeswriting f a

nasty by @tanniefm s (established relationship au)

warning signs by @mimikookie (spiderman au)

be good for me by @jikookiekosmos f s a (best friend to lovers au)

All in the triangle by @mintxxxy s (ft. Taehyung)

the secret beneath our stars by @subvk f s a (friends to lovers au)

Power trip by @softyoongiionly f s (established relationship au)

chapstick by @softyoongiionly f s (established relationship au)

teasing by @letspurpletogether s

too young by @jeonggukookies f a (single dad au)

Daddy Day Care by @yoonjinkooked f s a (single dad au)

Falling for you by @mono-moonchilds s a (unrequited feelings)

these days by @cha-lan a

ocean eyes by @jimidol f s (established relationship au)

ineffable by @euphoria-vmin7 a

crushed by @dreamescapeswriting f s

vanilla mornings by @btsbling s (marriage au)

passing notes by @jkstompers f s (college au)

piece of you by @dntaewithluv f s

cherry bomb by @bubblebeom f s

silence by @katsukikook f a (established relationship au)

movie night by @k1sstaegi f s

let me drive by @wtf-yoongi f s (established relationship au)

(Un)welcomed addition by @honeyj00ns f

her by @bts-hyperfixation a (unrequited feelings)

wordless by @whatifyoulivelikethat s

love letter by @whatifyoulivelikethat s

Lollipop by @whatifyoulivelikethat f s

headspace by @whatifyoulivelikethat s

that kind of morning by @whatifyoulivelikethat s

that kind of evening by @whatifyoulivelikethat f s

sweeter than sugar by @jungkxook f s

fall for you by @kimvtae f s a (fuck boy jungkook)

the wedding planners by @gukyi f s a (enemies to lovers au)

everythingoes by @jamaisjoons lots of a, s and barely f (cheating) (Taehyung fic ft. Jungkook)

borderlines by @jamaisjoons f s a (arranged marriage au)

warm this winter by @jamaisjoons f s a (ft. Ex-boyfriend Jungkook) [I LOVE THIS FIC!!]

right on tide by @namluve s a (enemies to lovers)

secrets by @itskimtaehyung f s a (fratboy jin)

Lost and found by @taleasnewastime f a (strangers to lovers au)

#I love you #❤️

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You guys there?

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They never warn you that you’ll lose yourself when you find someone you want to give your everything to.

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Cold Nights

Genre: Angst

Pairing: You x Kyungsoo

Synopsis: It’s cruel how cold nights are the warmest.

The world always came to a standstill when you were with him. From that, never once did you feel you would run out of time.

People pass by, cats cross roads, stars collide and yet your world would pause at once. All because of a smile... his smile.

Kyungsoo peers at you from behind the curtains of his hair, a sly twinkle sits in the look of his eye. His warmth radiates close to yours, soft and inviting as always. That small chuckle tumbles from his heart shaped lips and you remember why you fell so hard so fast.

There is a cut on his lip. He picks up a napkin and taps the blood quickly. But you knew. You saw. “Let me ex-“

“You aren’t real.”

His lips freeze mid sentence, the words pause your own thoughts. He knew you saw. “What do you mean?” He asks with his eyebrows drawn together with an invisible string. That twinkle disappears and blankets itself with emptiness.

The cold air tickles your ankles, your dress a kite in the sky behind you. Kyungsoo waits in the silence of your stiff breaths, time fading with every quiet tick of the clock on your wrist.

But it was time. If not now, then when? Your hand gently releases his, both glancing down at your empty fingers. He raises his sight and searches for your eyes, staring deep enough to peek into your starless past.

A frantic sweat draws on his forehead. You know his eyes are screaming. Yet carefully, he reaches out, hand stretching across the small of your warm cheek, his ring leaving a cold trail in its wake.

“Stay.”

He wasn’t real. You watch the windows shatter, doors slam, people run, a tear slowly rolling down his cheek. Your dress taints it’s rose pink into a blood red. The world fell apart.

And you woke up.

It’s cruel how cold nights are the warmest.

#exo #do kyungsoo #kyungsoo #d.o #kyungsoo angst #d.o angst #exo angst #exo scenarios #exo imagines #exo drabbles #kpop #kyungsoo imagines #kyungsoo scenarios #kyungsoo drabble #kyungsoo fanfic #exo fanfic

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How does tumblr expect me to move on after seeing this as if nothing happened???

KAI x Gucci for Esquire Korea (March 2021)

#manners pls 😤 #kim jongin #jongin #kai #exo

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He’s ethereal

#so pure #doh kyungsoo #do kyungsoo #kyungsoo #soo #D.O

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Kyungsoo’s military discharge VLive ft. Sehun

(note: it is unclear whether the album he is preparing for is solo or exo but lets hope for a solo!)

#the warmth of my being #my everything #doh kyungsoo #kyungsoo #D.O #d.o #exo