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I need to get so much worse

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im still alive! what a shocker!

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biting my tongue to the point of pain whilst repeating in my mind: my life will be good, it will be better. my life will be good, it will be better. my life will be good, it will be better. my life will-

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I wish regular things filled me with the same level of excitement as the prospect of losing weight :c

#tw edd #tw ana diary

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how much weight can you feasibly lose in a month?

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fastest way to lose weight is to find and check his twitter

#tw weight #you're not eating for the next 3-4 business days #and that's on being mentally ill!

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I just realized

that I probably weigh the

most among my peers.

#i was just sitting there in the lecture hall and i noticed how much skinnier everyone else is. #i've lost it man #this thought will literally not fuck off outta my head #tw #tw 3d #i hate uni

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my biggest bully is my mother <3

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really wish that someone told me that guava seeds are a laxative before I expelled what can only be described as Niagara Falls from my body

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is it really a ed if I can't even do it right

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"i want to be torn apart excruciatingly,

i punish my body cause it's not good enough for me."

#probably needs a tw so yeah #the song's by sushi soucy

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getting out of bed due to sheer will-power and going back due to sheer exhaustion <3

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which cannibal wants to eat all the meat off my thighs.

#fucking deranged

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skipping dinner, not waking up thinner >:c

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mourning my skinny self

#n0t pr0 #pr0 3d #pr0 @na #pr0 ana diary #ana ed #only pr0 for myself #not pr0 just for me #tw edd #tw ana thoughts #th1nspø

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have to get my picture taken, might just cry afterwards.

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i wish i didn't experience such visceral dread and having my first thought be "I'm not skinny enough to go anywhere yet." when I get invited someplace.