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My first confession pt.2 | drabble

A part of DEEP series

✧ Pairing:Min Yoongi x reader

✧ warning(s): explicit language, hinting of underage drinking, drunk kiss

✧ word count: 1.6k

a/n: part two to this drabble and the ending.

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MIN YOONGI

she blew out the candles, jihye picked out her cake after I insisted on doing it myself but she wouldn't shut up so I had no choice. she smiled brightly as they took turns taking photos of her, going in pairs to take photos with her. It irked my soul when he stood next to her, his arm wrapped around her as he rested it on her arm tugging her closer to him.

"hey! smile!" taehyung yells refusing to take the photo without causing some sort of scene. I glared at him as he suggested them to get closer but how closer could they get. taehyung laughs as namjoon yells at him to take the photo, he glances my way which I mouthed "do you wanna die" and he frowned right away, turning to the pair and taking the photo. handing the phone to junho but the bastard didn't stop there, instead he leaned down and began whispering who knows what to her, I stared at her to read her reaction but all she did was smile and nod giving his arm a small squeeze as he moves on letting jihye step in his spot as she hugs y/n tightly for a photo.

"alright last but not least" taehyung pushes me towards the table, indicating it was my turn for a photo. "happy birthday" she automatically hugs me, kissing her forehead I squeeze her as I hug her back.

this is it, no matter what he does. he can't have this, our relationship.

my eyes glanced to him, he was sitting at the table taking a sip of what ever he was drinking, eyes on us. "smile" she says softly, my eyes tracing back to her as she gives me her bright smile "you don't have to tell me that" I smile, turning to the camera my arm wraps around her waist, holding her closely to me.

"we're finally 21" she whispers

"and? just another year" I shrug

"yeah but we can drink now, legally" she drags out the last word which i roll my eyes. "I'm still older than you" I pinch her waist which she slaps my hand "shut up, by what? two days? oh grow up already" rolling her eyes she pushes me away but I don't let her sit down as I grab her arm and pull her into a hug "still, happy birthday sweetheart"

"give her one more I fucking dare you" I grip his collar, leaning over the table. Y/n and jihye grabbing onto both my shoulders as they try to pull me back but couldn't. "alright alright, it was just joke" he yells back but was not terrified at all of my outburst.

"yoongi!" she yells, giggling like the rest of them but I knew she was starting to get tipsy and maybe this sensitive outburst is also cause I was getting tipsy too. namjoon finally gets in, gripping my fist as he tries to undo my grip on taehyung's shirt

"I wanna know my limit" releasing my shoulders she hugs me from my waist, releasing his collar I sit back looking down at y/n who was still hugging me almost crawling into my lap " later don't be telling me nothing" I grab her arms, prying her off of me as she sits back on her seat emptying her cup once more.

I sit back, cross my arms and just watch her. two bottles later she was starting to talk gibberish and glare at me intensely as she whispered something to jihye who decided to stay sober to not miss the chance of seeing her drunk.

it didn't last long, this stare off she was trying to have with me as her head ended up against my arm. I chuckle as I watch her, little mumbles coming from her lips every now and then.

"she's gone" jihye laughs, taking photos of the both of you with her phone. As a good friend I should've stopped her, save you some dignity but you didn't listen to me to stop drinking, these were you're consequences. typing into my phone I let them have their fun as I called for a Uber. "alright alright that's enough of that" I lift her head of my shoulder, turning my body as I called your name trying to wake you up but instead you face fell flat on my chest as I was holding your shoulders.

"yeah I think it's time to go home" I tried to hold back my laugh, but the smile creeping on my lips was unavoidable. sitting her up once more I called her name gently trying to get her to react and she looked up at me slightly but she was drowsy and definitely gone.

My smile disappearing instantly as he grabs onto your arm pulling you towards him as he gives me a cold stare "isn't jihye taking her home" my body reacting before I could think I wrap my around around your waist, pulling you towards me as I stand "and why the fuck would she" i scowl at him, I was close to losing my patience with this man, who the fuck did he think he was to tell me what I can and can't do with you.

"she's drunk" he stands, my brow arches as I scoff as his attempt to intimidate me. "junho" jihye chuckles awkwardly "sit down, they live next to each other...and they've known each other way longer" tugging on his shirt as she looks around at my friends as if telling them to do something but all they did was watch.

junho stared at me with daggers in his eyes as I stood smugly there your face was resting on my chest as I was holding you up with my arm around your waist. "alright alright, cut it out" namjoon finally steps in, putting his arm between the two of us from across the table. "yoongi just take her home, we'll explain to junho how shit runs here" I couldn't help but smirk as his hands clench into fists.

"i wasn't asking for permission anyways" crouching down a bit I wrap my arm under you as I lift you up into my arms, jihye quickly hands me your purse. moving in my arms your small eyes look at me for a split second before wrapping your arms around my neck. licking my lips I grin as I look at him one last time before turning on my heel and leaving.

she finally woke up once we entered her apartment, she'd stare at me as I was crouched down trying to undo her heals. "yoongi" she mumbles my name which I hum in response but instead of her talking I just hear her sniffle.

I stand quickly, tugging her hair behind her ear as I try to make her look at me but she kept looking down instead "hey..why are you crying" I couldn't help but almost laugh, so she's the type to get emotional.

I should've never talked, the moment she looked up at me. rivers of tears began to trickle down her cheeks and I lost it.

I began to laugh, which didn't help as it caused her to hit my arm with her small purse as she just cried "come on, lets get you cleaned up" I decided it would be best to just get her into bed.

she would stumble over her own feet but I held onto her as she walked down the hall towards the bathroom. "yoongi" she cries, tears in her eyes as I pat her back "stop crying" I held back another laugh.

"you just don't get it" she continues to hit me with her small fists. "then explain it to me, but stay still" I close the toilet cover and make her sit. If I didn't clean off her make up and make her brush her teeth she would be pissed the next day. she kept leaning on me as I tried to take out a make up wipe from the bag. putting it down I push her back slightly, finally being able to get one I wasted no time to wipe her face gently.

"do me a favor and keep crying so I can make sure to get all the mascara" I snort as she slaps my arm away "ouch" I exaggerate

"you're mean"

I caress her knee my thumb brushing circles against her skin, looking into her teary eyes that glared at me"babe, i'm trying to listen to you but all you're doing is crying. take a deep breath and talk"

"I love you"

"I really really love you" my hand freezes, my eyes meeting hers as she stares at me with anticipation in hers. I felt like kissing her, the way her eyes shimmered as the tears fell down her perfect cheeks.

fuck, i'm drunk too

pinching her cheek I smile at her "I love you too kid"

"yoongi" she whined, stomping her feet annoyed.

"okay, I understand alright. I love you too, we've known each other before we could even walk. I adore you, alright?" throwing the wipe away I get up from my crouch position "now brush your teeth cause you know you can't sleep without brushing your teeth"

grabbing her tooth brush I add toothpaste, placing it in her hand I make sure she grips the handle before I let go "i'll go look for something comfortable to wear, where did you put my clothes I brought over here? I don't wanna leave you alone just to find you dead cause you fell or something" I laugh walking down the hall towards her room as I hear her say "in the closet" slowly. entering her room I stop, leaning against the wall "holy shit" I whisper.

placing one of my shirts she had taken and her shorts on the bed I quickly change into joggers and one of my shirts. I step out of the room once she's back to give her space to change as I get her a cup of water.

I could feel myself getting drowsy and just wanted to sleep. getting back to the room I found her giving my side her back as she just hugged the blanket hiding her face. "you're sleeping" I still ask.

getting on my side I poke her back "come here" I say to her which makes her shift in her spot but she didn't avoid me and turned towards me, cuddling into my chest as I rub her back.

"yoongi" she mumbles"

"yeah"

"I said I loved you" swallowing I lick my lips "and I said I love you too" I give her a tight squeeze. "but you don't seem to understand" she props herself on her elbow as she looks at me, my arm still on her waist "what?" I mumble, enchanted by her.

She brushes my bangs aside as her hand then caresses my cheek. "y/n" my voice shakes, my mind in shambles and the alcohol in my system not helping me.

and what happened next I couldn't control.

she closed the distance between us, her lips pressed against mine. my heart did a somersault and reason was long gone. leaning against my elbows I held her nape, kissing her roughly as she moaned against my lips. nibbling on her bottom lip she couldn't get the hint which irritated me. quickly I lifted my hand to her lips, pressing my thumb against her lips as they part slowly I stick my thumb into her mouth "fuck" I curse as I shove my tongue into her mouth, our tongues tangling as I press her down on the bed.

her legs wrap around my waist, my hands on either side of her head as I hold myself up to stop me from crushing her. "yoongi" she whines, and it made my heart jitter.

she had my heart at her palm, she had me at her fucking palm.

I couldn't think, my tongue wandering every nook and corner of her mouth as I sucked on her tongue. slowly kissing her chin as my hands roamed under her shirt, inching closer to her breast as they itched to grope them. her hips grinding against my hard cock that was dying to be inside her.

"fuck--please y/n" I groaned against her neck as I groped her breast, pulling her bra down as I sucked her hard nipple over the shirt. "yoongi" she cried out, sitting up I pull my shirt over my head looking down at her disheveled hair, fast panting and her shirt was half way up her stomach. I could feel my dick throbbing against her clothed area. taking a deep breath I hook my fingers on the hem of her shorts, lifting her hips I was just about to pull down her shorts but she grips my hand.

my eyes jolt to her, I wanted to be selfish. I wanted to just have her but her grip was hard.

her other hand was covering her mouth "I feel like i'm gonna throw up" my breathing was fast as i stared at her holding her mouth. letting go of her shorts I sit her up "let's go to the bathroom" I tell her slowly, trying to calm myself down. "false alarm" she giggles against my chest

I shut my eyes, inhaling.

before I could say anything to her I began to hear her small snores. it's fine, this is good. I was about to do something crazy.

laying her down on her side I fix her bra and pull her shirt down. never ever ever drink and lay with her, I told myself.

"Fuck" she curses, my eyes open slowly as I feel her body jerk back from my chest. jumping out the bed as her hand covers her mouth she runs down the hall. automatically I go after her, picking up the cover seat she empties her stomach into the toilet, I quickly reach for her hair, pulling it back into a pony tail but not having anything to tie her hair with so I just held onto it.

"I fucking hate him" she cries

"I told you not to over do it, now you know what will happen" I chuckle, patting her back slowly.

"i'ma kill him" she throws up some more,

"I tried to stop him and you still didn't listen" I shake my head as she sits back. I hand her a hand towel as she wipes her mouth "all better?" she glares at me clearly caught that I was trying to hold back my laughter "fuck you" hovering over the toilet she throws up again and i couldn't help but laugh.

when she finally finished I took her to sit while I fixed her something to eat. "here drink this, it'll help you" I said slowly. she nods, taking sips of the honey water.

"yesterday" she says slowly

my hands freeze at the ends of the container "yeah" I say

"thank you for rubbing my back as I slept" she mumbles, taking another sip of the drink

"thats all you remember?" I turn to look at her

her eyes widening quickly "did something happen?" she sits up.

"well you almost barfed in the bed" i lick my lips, grinning. it wasn't a lie, she almost did.

"oh shut up please, I don't remember anything after you got in the bed" she rubs her temple "I really don't remember anything" she whines

letting out a bitter chuckle, I smiled at her "not even when all you did was cry"

"wait, I do remember the bathroom..a little" she shuts her eyes as if trying to recall "you made me brush my teeth" she says

"oh shut up already" I laughed

handing her the food she ate slowly and occasionally cursed at taehyung. but never mentioned what had happened last night, and I really hoped it was just that; that she simply can't remember and isn't choosing to just forget.

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Deep | M.YG ✧ Pairing: Min Yoongi x reader ✧ warning(s): explicit language, suggestive content, mature content ✧ genre: angst,fluff,smut,fake dating au,contract ✧ synopsis; you're in love with your childhood friend but he does not see you more than just a friend. One day you ask him to be more than just friends, he agrees. ✧ word count: 8.2k ✧ Theme song: Fri(end)s by V a/n: comment to be in permanent taglist!

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Leaning against his bedroom door I watch him as he laid on his bed, back against his headboard with a pillow to give him comfort. His arms were crossed against his chest as it rose and fell; wet hair glistening his forehead with water, his eyes shut unbothered. once you both arrived you went to your apartment to shower since he pushed you towards your apartment saying he also wanted to shower.

pursing your lips as you walked to your door, a small laugh left his lips, he grabs your hand gently pulling you towards him"i'm not saying you can't come back, I can come to you once i'm done" he plants a kiss on your forehead, your heart getting all jittery and you couldn't hide the emotions on your face. He wounds his arm around you as you look up at him smiling "i'll come to you" you pull him down, wrapping your arms around his neck as you give him a quick kiss before hurriedly leaving.

you should be disappointed, he fell asleep while waiting for you. but there was a rather blissful feeling as you watch him sleep. his brows furrowed in his sleep as if even then he was in deep thought. you stood there admiring him for a good minute before he opened his eyes, staring back at you he raises a brow "for how long are you planning to stand there and watch me" he wipes his cheek which had a trail of droplets from his wet hair. "you shouldn't sleep with your hair wet" your voice was calm, but your heart was jittery.

"I was gonna dry it, but once I sat here" he lets out a stretched yawn "I just couldn't get up" you knew he was exhausted lately. He continued to stare at you with tired eyes, all you could do was give him a smile.

walking to his closet you pull a basket out that contained folded towels, turning to look at you he watched as you pick it up for him to see. you receive a small smile from him, climbing into the bed you sit by his stretched legs bring the the towel to his head.

"ready for midterms" his voice groggily, you knew he loved this. your hands massaging his head as you dry his wet hair, he was more than happy and could fall asleep at the moment which was why he strikes the conversation.

"yeah, you?"

he gives you a small nod

you move to the crown of his head, "come here" he says, having a good hold on your waist as he lifts you to straddle him "this is better"

thump , thump

your heart began to beat harder against your chest, making you nervous as to think he would hear your ridiculous reaction.

"wha-"

"come on, finish so we can sleep" he buries his face in the crook of your neck, arms lazily holding you in a embrace. "ok" you manage to say as you dry the remaining bits of hair which didn't take long. Finished, you spread the towel on the headboard to let it dry from the dampness. "i'm done" he hums to your voice but doesn't budge.

"yoongi" you say quietly.

his hands which had only been hugging her begin to slip into his t-shirt which laid on your frame. a shiver runs down your spine as his cold hand touches your back. "wait y-yoongi" your hands clinging to his shoulders. "relax" he chuckles "we aren't doing anything today"

"but.." bitting on your bottom lip as he strokes your back in a slow motion. "everything's in plan"

finally letting you see his face which to your surprise was no where near as flustered as your but rather he looked amused. laughing, he drawls"what is this a mission or something" he shakes his head as he laughs "it has to be natural, not forced" his head tilts to the side as his eyes watch you.

"you just don't think i'm ready" you let go of his shoulders as you slump down on his lap. he gazed at you without a word. his brown eyes watching you pursing your lips while you looked away.

"it's not you that's not ready"

you sat there blinking at him, confused at the words that slipped from his mouth. but he did not budge but rather he continued to stare into your eyes as if he had something to add onto his comment.

wanting him to not stop and explain what he meant "what do you mean" his eyes slowly falling onto your lips as he watched them move to your voice. licking his lips which formed a small smile he shakes his head "forget it" his arms becoming firm on your waist caused you to grip his arm as he leaned forward pressing his lips to yours, pushing his tongue into your mouth. the sensation of his soft tongue made you melt into his arms "was it really only one cup" he breathes out, tilting your head back to give him access to your neck as he delivers kisses to your skin

"what" you manage to say, a soft whimper leaving your lips as he bites your shoulder only to have him kiss the same place "I can still taste it, the faint taste of whatever you drank tonight" a deep flush colored your cheeks as he entwined his wet tongue with yours once more, hungrily kissing your lips as if he wanted to swallow you whole. when your lips finally pulled apart, his hot breath fanned your face, "breath y/n" he can't help but chuckle at your flushed dazed appearance as you held your breath.

"yoongi" your hands cupping his face, your turn to kiss him deeply but he quickly takes over ending it just as he started. "thats...it for now" he says out of breath.

both of your chests rising and falling as you take deep breaths. his forehead against yours "good night y/n" he whispers, kissing your forehead. swinging your leg off of him you take your place next to him. Your body was radiating excessive heat, your eyes burning from the kissing. you lay down, trying to calm down but he gives you no chance as his arm wraps around your waist pulling you into his chest. glancing up at him, he was unfazed eyes already shut.

"sleep" he says to in which you wrap your arms around his waist, and buried your face into his chest.

"i'm in love" you say, looking up at jihye who smiled at your words. the two of you sat on the grass in a open field not far from campus. flowers of all kind coexisted in this field, students tend to have picnics here or just escape for a while during their studies. "i'm not surprised" she boops your nose in a teasing matter. your head was on her lap as she leaned against a tree, the two of you deciding to be under the shade rather than under the harsh sun.

"what do you think he meant, it's not like it's his first time" you watch her, as he pursed her lips in thought. "it will be, with you" she smiles "you're not just anyone. this could be something he could've wanted but never thought of having" she continues to speak her mind but this time it was you who laughed.

sitting up, you lean against the tree "the heat is cooking your brain jihye"

"why?" she exclaims, offended.

"it's not possible"

"what isn't"

"he never wanted me that way, we've only ever been friends in his eyes" the words coming out of your mouth sounded as if you were telling yourself rather than her. your fist grasped the grass as you pulled it from the ground "y/n, i sometimes think your a idiot"

"what?"

"I told you, yoongi has had a crush on you. but no matter how many times I say it you don't believe me" she sighs, tossing the flowers she had plucked from the grown. nibbling on your lip you release a flustered cry "i don't care, as long as i don't hear it from him directly. i won't delude myself" defeated she lays her head on your lap "yeah whatever. from what I've heard he's never been a kisser but it seems he just can't get enough from you" your cheeks colored with a deep blush, causing jihye to smirk. content with the reaction from you she shuts her eyes "now shut up we have twenty minutes before we have to start walking back"

"I thought I was going to die" jihye's body drops next to yours, the campus lounge was empty since everyone else was still taking their midterms; some students scattered around either eating or studying.

"do you have exams tomorrow?" she passes you your favorite drink. thanking her, you sit up "no thankfully today was my last day"

"we should go on a trip then" she says excitedly

"a trip?" taking out your phone you check if there was any message from him but there wasn't.

"glamping" she voices

"glamping?"

"yeah, apparently it's trendy for friend trips and couples" she nudges your arm, eyebrows wriggling. "shut up" you push her away, taehyung and jungkook coming into view. "can you not right now" you plead.

"you guys done? i'm starving, lets eat" taehyung sits on the ground in front of the two, while jungkook takes the seat next to you. "we're waiting for everyone else" jihye sighs, she was also hungry and you were the one who specifically said that you were waiting for yoongi and the rest of course...

"guys, I was telling y/n. what if we go on a trip" she brings it up once more, scooting away from you since she already heard your opinion over it. taehyung's eyes light up, he sits up giving jihye his complete attention "I wanted us to go glamping, I know of a place not so far....and I'm really hoping you guys say yes cause I reserved for all of us" she gives a sheepish smile, "jihye!" you scold her. "you don't even know if we have plans for the break or not"

"yoongi said he didn't, do you" taehyung speaks up, frowning. probably thinking you're being boring. "no but..." in fact you were planning to just stay home and catch up on the projects that you had been procrastinating on because of all the drama you caused in your life. "come on we just finished midterms and we need a break. all of us" jungkook speaks up for the first time, his gentle voice rings in your ear from how close he is to you. you look at jungkook who's golden doe eyes are staring right back at you. "it'll be fun" he smiles

jihye and taehyung nod at his comment but gave your disapproval sigh no regards as they went back to talking about what we could do there.

"I thought you guys were having a one time thing" jungkook was scrolling through his phone but glanced up at you the moment you looked at him "no, they're dating" you glare at taehyung who raises his hands in defeat.

you didn't care if jungkook knew, in fact this is what you wanted but when he looks at you with those curious and judging eyes it makes you feel small. yoongi's stupid words replayed in your head, on how jungkook could've been better for you. you couldn't even talk about it with someone without them raising the question if you were becoming interested in jungkook.

you just wanted to know why he thought jungkook would be the guy for you. "we're dating" you say for him to hear, which he just gives you a slight look "cool"

you nod, taking a sip from your drink trying to tune in to jihye and taehyung talking about the trip but you kept wanting to look at the man next to you who was typing away on his phone. the small tattoos decorating his hand made you wanna ask what they mean or if there even is a meaning behind them. you wondered if getting his sleeve done was painful and what was the whole process.

"I thought the two of you were just best friends...honestly the fact that you know him so well surprises me that you're willing to date him. no offense of course" he chuckles, eyes never leaving his screen.

you stare at him, not knowing what to respond. licking your lips you let out a low chuckle "crazy right..it just ended up this way"

"Seems like it" he glances at you, catching your eyes on his tatted arm "you can ask you know, about them" he puts the phone down, sitting up from his slouching position he rolls up the little bit of sleeve he had to show you the entire art piece.

"did it hurt"

"what do you think?" he raises a brow, you sit back getting annoyed by his

"I think that with this much done" your eyes sweep his arm as you take in all the details. "you probably passed out half way and the artist just did the rest with you unconscious" jungkook snorts, seeing your serious face he couldn't help but laugh "y/n, it wasn't all done in a day. i got it done by parts" he purses his lips trying to hold back his laugh. You can feel your ears heat up from embarrassment and your cheeks flushed "shut up, I knew that I was only joking"

"no no, you looked really serious" turning your body to completely face him, taking his arm and spreading it in front of you. "what's the meaning to the flower" you ask as you turn his arm, giving you full view of his forearm "it's my birth flower"

"oh, it's pretty"

"thank you"

"do the others have meaning?"

"most of them, others were just for fun...but I think i'll tell you their meanings another time" he smiles, moving his arm away from you as his chin nudges behind you. turning around to see where he was looking. you see yoongi walking down the stairs with namjoon and jimin, he looked frustrated as he exchanged words with namjoon before catching your eyes from across the room.

jihye gets up from her spot, crossing her arms "finally you guys decide to join us, we're starving" she glares at the three men who join us at our little spot. "well no one told you to wait" yoongi scowls, sitting down next to you taking her spot.

"hey"

"hey, how were your exams?" you smile at him as he looks your way.

he shrugs "i'm just glad they're over" he leans in catching you off guard as his lips catch yours in a sweet but short kiss which ended before you could even gather yourself. leaving you in a daze, he grins licking his lips as he sat back.

"cut it out" taehyung and jihye say in unison as they gag. yoongi rolled his eyes at the two but his face stayed indifferent as his arm stretches behind you along the backrest.

"we should get something to eat before I really do vomit" jihye shakes her head at the couple as she drags her feet grumbling something under her breath with jungkook and taehyung behind her as they volunteered to get lunch. "your exams, how were they?" his eyes were barely opened as he tried to make conversation. you in the other hand was still stuck in the daze from the kiss he just planted on you. "good i guess..." you mumble, he sits up looking at you with a intense stare "you know we have to graduate soon right, did you study"

"yes i did alright, stop treating me like some kid" you cross your arms, annoyed by his stupid comments. he clearly is just concerned but he could at least have some hope in you. you've made it this far already, so what gives. "I'm not, you know that you-"

"well you wouldn't be questioning me if our study session wasn't interrupted now would you" you spat, yoongi scoffs his tongue poking his inner cheek as he sits back "you don't ever let shit go, do you?" he questions, his voice displaying his annoyance towards you. shrugging your shoulders you stand from your seat "i'm gonna go help them bring over the food" you tell the others sitting around as they watched the two of you fight.

hoping he'd get up and follow you and say something like lets talk or we're talking but like every other time he just sat there and stared at you with a amused look on his face that triggered your anger even more.

namjoon stared at the couple and watched as you walked away. he watched how yoongi's eyes followed you "you just love making her angry, don't you" he snickers

jimin scoffs "tell me about it, last time I went to his place they were also fighting" shaking his head he lets out a heavy sigh "it was hard to eat then, and it'll be hard today too" the three walk to a empty table as yoongi pulls out a chair placing his bag on it, saving you a seat.

"there are more tables not just this one, do yourself a favor and find a different one" yoongi shrugged as if saying he didn't care about his feelings. Jimin flicked him off and took his seat "the ones that need to have their own table is y/n and you, you'd think she'd be happy dating you but all i've seen is that she's stressed or angry" jimin doesn't take the hint when he sees yoongi glaring at him with a face that screamed shut the fuck up but he decided to just keep ranting.

"let them be, he knows what he's doing" namjoon sighs.

soon everyone came back with food that could be shared between all of you. you were watching how yoongi didn't eat much but only enough to not be with a empty stomach till dinner. "are you not feeling well?" you lean in, whispering to him. reaching for his hand he looks down. "you're done right, with your exams and all" he mumbles back. giving him a nod he sighs in relief "then lets go home"

"wait!" jihye exclaims, standing from her seat. startling you as she suddenly yelled. everyone looked at her with questioning looks while taehyung who dropped his cheese puff from her sudden scream glared at her.

"glamping, lets all go glamping" she gives her radiant smile.

"fuck off" yoongi spats, pulling you up from your seat as he grabs both your bags.

"but taehyung said that you didn't have plans and y/n isn't doing anything either" she whines. you glare at her at her for bringing you into it. yoongi on the other hand looks at you, waiting to see what you would say.

"do you want to go"

"not really.." you mumble

"then we don't go, have fun" he blandly says

"but I already got everything reserved" she grabs onto your other arm, giving you her pleading eyes to reconsider.

you start to feel bad, you knew that she wanted you to have a break and hinted at the whole couple situation but how could you possible ask to go when the projects you had been procrastinating on were due soon.

"jihye" you whine

"when are you guys leaving" yoongi sighs behind you.

"tomorrow" jihye answers quickly, not knowing why he was asking but wasn't gonna waste the chance.

"we'll leave on Saturday, for now leave us alone" his arm wounds your shoulder as he pulls you away, taking you with him.

you told yourself since you both were leaving a day late you'd work on your projects all day and then take your computer with you and finish there without yoongi knowing. but the moment you both arrived at his apartment he dragged you into bed and said he just wanted to sleep, that he was tired.

"let me just get my computer" you pinch his side, annoyed at how he trapped you in his arms. "why just sleep" he whines

"yoongi, pleasee" you whine

"fine" he sits up, reaching for the bags he had placed on the floor. grabbing yours he hands you the computer. once you sit up and place it on your lap he lays back down on his stomach but his arm wraps around your waist. "you're so lazy" you laugh

"yeah yeah what ever" he grumbles

lately this is all theres been between the two of you, it's no different to how it was before just that there is a lot of making out. your eyes begin to feel tired cause of staring at the screen for three hours now. "that's it for today" you mumble to yourself. carefully closing the computer and putting it aside. you could hear his small snores, finally falling asleep after he stared at you for a while before he finally fell asleep. you gently brushed aside the messy locks covering his face.

the tip of your index finger tracing his facial features. you knew something had been bothering him lately. he tends to be this way when he has a lot on his mind, but he wasn't ready to tell you what was wrong or he was not going to tell you at all.

his eyelids flutter open as he looks at you through his brushed bangs "sorry, did I wake you" stretching his arms he lets out a groan

"no"

"did you rest"

"some what" his eyes watched you as you lay next to him "has something been bothering you" you ask but he doesn't answer.

"if it's me-"

"no, it's not" he sits up, "i've just been having to deal with something my dad put on me. don't worry. now that I brought it up, I'm going back home tomorrow. want to come?"

you sit up, surprised. "home?" it must have to do with what he just said. giving him a small nod he gets up from the bed "then start packing, we're leaving early that way we join everyone else after"

"alright, i'ma call mom. honestly I miss Hajun" you grin. walking out of the room as you hear him laugh "yeah I bet he misses you too"

*･ﾟ:*✧*:･ﾟ*

You made sure to make extra food this time, last time he decided to eat your share. "you got everything?" he yells from his room "yes" you yell back as you finish packing your drinks. "did you want your computer?" he walks from his room two bags in hand and your computer in the other "yes please" you mumble, focused on what you were doing.

"it's spring break, why?" he groans, shoving it into his bag.

"Just.." you give him a small smile, he would cancel the glamping trip instantly if he knew you were trying to work on your project and would definitely send you to your apartment alone to finish it. his sudden laugh causes you to look up at him.

"what"

"i honestly thought you'd be bringing your books with you" rolling your eyes at his comment he walks into the kitchen, his laugh dying as he stands behind you hugging you as he stops your hands from wrapping a snack as he intertwines his fingers with yours "you made a lot this time" he mumbles

"yeah, last time you ate my share"

"it always tastes better" he kisses your neck, your hair was braided and rested on your shoulder. his nose brushing against your skin as he continues to give you kisses. the dress you had on complimented all your curves, his free hand begins to play with the small bows resting on your shoulder which were the ones that held your top piece up.

"you look beautiful"

you could feel your ears heat up as you hear his low voice next to your ear "do we really have to go" he whines, his forehead resting on your shoulder. you chuckle "you're the one that said we had to go"

"yeah but I rather do something else" before you could ask him what that could be his hand was already traveling up your thigh gripping it slowly as he kissed your neck, slowly sucking on the exposed skin. "did you start it" he mumbles, titling your head to the side you give him more access to your neck "what" you breathe out, bitting your lower lip he nips your earlobe, a rush of heat surges throughout your body leading to your aching core.

"the pill"

"yes, last week" you answer automatically.

he chuckles at your quickness to answer him, "good" pulling your underwear aside he slides his finger in "look at that, already wet for me huh" he chuckles kissing your neck once more before he starts thrusting his finger into you. your legs tremble at the sudden pleasure, making you grip the counter. "don't worry, i'm holding you" his low voice doesn't help but his grip around your waist tightens as he adds another finger thrusting into you without warning. your hips in rhythm to his fingers, barely keeping your mind from going insane as the sensation travels through your body.

you can feel him getting hard as it pressed up against your ass, pressing your ass back, rubbing against him. "so fucking needy, are we?" he groans. gripping your jaw he turns your head, smashing his lips on to your as he molds your lips with his. the kiss starts off slow and sweet "come here" he says as he pulls his fingers out, a small moan escaping your mouth as he turns you. gripping your thighs he lifts you up, you wrap your legs and arms around him quickly as you felt like you would fall if you didn't. before you could say anything in the matter of you almost busting your shit he begins you kiss you once more as he starts to walks.

you didn't have any sense of direction, your fingers gripped his locks as he sucked on your lips, the two of you tumble onto the bed, giving you a second of air as he pulls his phone out of his pocket, tossing it somewhere on the bed. he continues to kiss you until you began to push at his shoulder begging for air. "you're still bad at this" he says between the kiss.

"fuck off" you curse at him, while you pull away and gasp for air, he doesn't waste time leaving a trail of kisses down your neck, licking, sucking. your grip on his locks stays firm as his hand cups your breast over the dress. "are you sure you want this" his index finger takes hold of your strap trialing up until he reaches the bow

"hmm" he kisses your shoulder, annoyed that he kept asking you the same question every time you cup his face forcefully and kissed him, sucking his bottom lip. unable to stop the quiet moan rising in your throat as your tongues rolled against each other, as he caressed your thighs resting between them. your dress falling to your waist as you expose your bottom to him. "you're so gorgeous, have i told you that" just as he began pressing his lips against your neck, cleavage. his phone rang.

"fuck" he groans. sitting up, he picks up his phone scowling at the caller ID. "are you gonna answ-"

"fuck no" pressing his finger against the side he slides on the screen turning off his phone completely as he tosses it towards the ground, not caring if something happened to his screen. your heart was beating against your chest as you watch him hold the hem of his shirt as he pulls it over his head, getting rid of it.

thump , thump

gripping your thighs as he pulls you down from you leaning on your elbows, he pulls your underwear as you lift your hips. he pressed two fingers into you. gasping, whining, trying to buck your hips as to grind yourself into his hand but he grinned at your attempt "you want it that bad huh" he stopped moving.

"yoongi" you whine, catching your breath

"what"

"please" his dick twitched at your pleading voice, but he felt like teasing you. you were right, lately he had been stressed. and how does he deal with stress?

by having sex, but he didn't want it to be a quick fuck and feel good on his own. no, it was you this was different, but as he watched you squirm underneath him, your eyes tearing up with pleasure as your mouth was agape at every sudden move.

"Don't tempt me y/n, it's using every inch of me to not just fuck you right now"

"I don't want it to be too painful for you, but your pushing it. i don't usually put too much time into this part" what am I saying he tells himself, wanting to slap himself for the dumb shit that came out of his mouth but instead he curled his fingers inside you as his thumb rubbed circles over your clit. you gripped his shoulder, gripping your thighs hard he lowers his mouth to you.

"fuck" you breath hitched, gripping the bed sheets. he licks from your core to your clit, licking through your folds as he takes every last drop of you. swirling his tongue around your clit before sealing his lips and sucking hard.

your body jolts, hand covering your mouth your head tipped back. pulling your thighs he brings you closer to him, his eyes watching you as you lose your mind over his tongue. your thighs tense, twitching under his hands. lifting his head, you quickly pull him into a kiss, eager to kiss him. if someone asked you what part of yoongi you loved the most it would be his lips. you smile into the kiss, yoongi ignoring it but his heart still squeezed at the small gesture.

he quickly unties the two bows that laid on your shoulders and pulled your dress off of you.exposing your chest to the cool air, sending shivers down your back. his hands slid down from your arms until they reached your breasts, curling his hands around and giving it a tight squeeze, getting a small whimper from you.

he skillfully plays with your nipples between his fingers as he begins to grind his hips against yours. taking your nipples between his teeth as he tugs on it gently. "please... yoongi" you whine. he ignores you, his soft lips connected with your nipple, sucking on it tenderly, while his one hand starts to play with your other nipple; rubbing it, squeezing it, pulling it and pinching it.

"you like this hmm" he touches your folds, feeling how dripping wet you were "you like having your tits sucked by me" he teased. not expecting a verbal response from you as your back arched once his lips connected again to your nipple.

leaning back he watches as you lay beneath him a complete mess. he caresses your thighs as he stares at you for a bit "you tired?" he smirks, pinching your thigh making your body jolt.

"I thought you didn't like spending a lot of time at this" you spat.

"but seeing you like this, it was worth it" he kisses your forehead. you sit up, kissing him passionately. he smirks as you suck on his lips but soon groans as you palm him through his pants "fuck" he growls as he holds your hand "look at you, getting hard from just watching and kissing me. who's really the needy one" you grin.

"you got a lot to say when it's you who want's my dick" taking the opportunity your lips attack his jaw, trailing down to his neck leaving kisses along the way, sucking on his skin harshly.

you feel as his breath becomes hitched, kissing his adam apple as he swallows hard. holding your waist he lets you do what you want, waiting for you to finish having your fun. your hand makes it's way to his waistband, swiftly freed his hard cock from its containment.

you begin to feel annoyed as he didn't voice his pleasure as you had done under his touch. but you can sense a bit of reluctance when your fingers caressed his length, your thumb rubbed over the tip. a string of curse words left his mouth as you began to move your hand, his hand on top of yours as he helped your clumsiness.

retreating your hand once he lets go, he stands from the bed undressing completely as he walks to a bag that he had packed.

pulling out a black box he opens it, taking out the string of condoms he drops the box. bringing them all to back with him.

"all of them" your eyes widen, voicing your mind without wanting to. he laughs at the fear in your eyes. "slow down, babe" he shakes his head as he laughed.

giving himself a few pumps he begins to put on the condom as he gets back in his place between your legs. wanting to see what he'd say you hold his hand "and if we don't use one"

a grin appears on his face " i don't think you can handle me without one yet" you pout at his remark. letting go of his hand "you act as if you're that great"

"you'll see right now" he grabs your ankle, pulling you down as pulls your waist towards him. rubbing the tip of his cock as it gets coated with your wetness.

he feels your body tense beneath him and his eyes dart towards your face "you can't do that, relax" he caresses your thigh. you give him a small nod, swallowing hard before you take a deep breath.

spreading the lips of your pussy he rubs the tip against your clit. lining his cock to your entrance he barely manages to enter his tip before you grips his arms, your body tensing up again. he stops moving, kissing you slowly as he waits till he feels you relax a little to enter you a bit more. "deep breaths, y/n" he whispers to your ear as he grips your waist lifting it slightly higher angling himself better. "wait" you cry out, and he stops moving. staring at you, as both your chests raise and fall at the same rhythm "this is torture y/n, i promise once i'm completely in and we start then you'll feel better" he groans as your body twitched.

"ok"

"can i?"

you nod, he kisses you once more. not moving at all as his tongue sucks on yours. your arms wrapped around him as you pull him closer to you. with a swift move, he thrusts his hips forward entering you completely a moan of contentment left his lips.

you bit down on your lower lip at the sudden pain, watching how yoongi's eyes shut for a split second as he mutters a curse. "are you alright" he manages to say.

you nod slowly, he waits for a moment as you calm down. trying to keep himself sane, his body shivers at your hips moving. "fuck" he curses gripping your waist "it's fine" you whisper, eager to feel him move inside you. as much as he wanted to give you what he wanted, he couldn't help but kiss you deeply instead wanting you to memorize everything about this moment knowing he was going to.

he wanted you to remember how it felt to have him inside you, and wish you'd only ever want him, kissing you deeply once more he began to moving his hips against yours, in a slow motion. his dick throbs inside you as your walls clenched around him "your so fucking tight, you're making it hard for me not to ignore that it's your first time" he seethes through his teeth as he shuts his eyes.

"just do it" you begged, his slow movements had helped but the pain you felt was now subsiding with something else. your words snapped the last string of sanity he had, yoongi caught his breath, having reached his limits of patience. gripping your lips as he motioned you to wrap them around his waist giving him a better angle to thrust in deeper.

yoongi slid out of you, but soon thrusted into you again, your thighs quivering as you held onto his arms for support. droplets of sweat trickled down his forehead and soaked his long lashes. you drew him closer, he released a moan, moving with greater urgency. soon all the pain you had felt disappeared, all you could feel was pleasure sending shivers down your spine. moaning softly as your bodies, pressed together, pulsated wildly like a pair of drums.

your body burning feverishly as you began to rock your hips, wishing he'd give you a more intense pleasure and he understood. he hungrily takes your lips, as if to devour you. rubbing his tongue against yours.

"you're driving me crazy" mumbling to himself as he begins to thrust more deeply into you. already had filling you completely, yet he drove himself in deeper as if he were still unsatisfied. you could no longer comprehend his nor the words coming out from your mouth as he thrusted into her faster each time. you felt how you were so close, your walls clenching around him causing him to make swifter moves as he entered you.

"y-yoongi" you cried out. he grunts at your voice, pulling out of you only to plunge even deeper. your back arches as your head falls back. kissing your neck, licking then sucking he hums against your skin as he feels you cum all over his cock. your nails dig into his arm as you convulsed with pleasure. your body sending him over the edge before long, he reached his climax making you shudder as he continues to pound into you.

when yoongi finally eventually raised himself, you could see his lust filled eyes. and a part of you knew that he needed more. you lay as he sits back both of you catching your breath. you watching him remove the condom but he was hard again, standing from the bed as a groan escapes his mouth you suddenly grab his arm pulling him back.

catching him off guard, he pressing on the bed on one knee before he could fall on top of you "what's wrong? are you pain?" he asks, his eyes filled with concern

"where are you going" you ask quietly

"i'm gonna toss this out" he caresses your face, kissing your forehead, he gets up once more getting rid of the condom.

"yoongi"

"hmm" he answers, coming back to you. "you're still hard, did you no-"

"don't mind me, get up you have to go-" not wanting him to reject you, you pull him into a kiss once more, as you push your body back you bring him with you.

"fuck...I really want to go eas-"

"i didn't ask you to" you whine

"I haven't had sex ever since you started playin this game of yours, don't start something you won't be able to handle"

his eyes scanned your face, muttering a curse he abruptly grabs you, flipping you face down on the bed. before you could process what he was doing you hear him rip another condom and wasted no time as he rubbed is large, still-erect shaft against your opening. entering you before you could even speak you grip the bed sheets at the sensitivity of your insides due to your recent climax. he begins to move his hips after a moment of letting you adjust, pushing your legs apart with his knee he thrusts deeper making you fall flat on your stomach. his tip pounding into a particular part causing your back to arch.

"wait s-slow down"

"I told you not to start something" he whispers to your ear before kissing your back "y-yoongi, it feels so good" you cried out. your words not helping but rather causing him to quicken his pace as he thrusts his hips into you. you walls clench around him and in a moment you climaxed him following you.

as he pulled out of you, hearing your small whimpers he wished he had done it raw. wanting to feel you more, but he needed to control himself, he already did more than he told himself he would. as you laid on your back, your eyes closed as you felt your heart not calming down at all.

yoongi peppered you with gentle pecks as he brushed back your hair that stuck to your forehead due to the sweat. "Sorry I was harsh on you wasn't I" he kisses your cheek.

"No" you assure him, kissing him back.

you showered first, he ran around getting everything for you. going to his packed luggage to pull out a big shirt of his so you wouldn't have to wear something tight on your sensitive nips that he bit and sucked on.

after you returned to the bedroom you found him changing the bed sheets, he took a quick shower. "are you hungry" he walks into the room drying his hair with a towel.

"not really, what time even is it" you reach down picking up his phone that had landed by the night stand. checking the screen you see that the screen was in good shape and nothing had happened. turning the phone to yoongi who was leaning against the frame as he dried his hair looked uninterested in the condition the phone could be in. you begin to turn the phone on as you see him walk out of the room.

he walks into the kitchen, opening the bag of snacks you had packed and found a container filled with grapes and strawberries. grabbing two napkins he opens the container tossing the top into the sink as he makes way back to the room.

"you got 10 missed calls from you're dad, 5 missed calls from your mom and a shit load of messages" you show him his phone which he takes from your hand, placing it on the night stand. "here eat this, even if your not hungry" he grabs a grape, pressing it against your lips your reluctant to eat it at first which his brow raises in question.

opening your mouth slightly he pushes the grape in, as you begin to chew he eats one as well. walking around to the opposite side he gets in the bed. back up against the headboard as he picks up a strawberry this time which you had already taken the green stem from them earlier "here" he says, bitting the big strawberry to a smaller bite size. you smile at him, crawling up to him as you sit facing him. letting him feed you.

you both only ate to the middle of the container before his lips were all over yours once more. you were straddling him, his thumb brushed against the outline of your lips "should we not go to the trip" he says.

"you told them we would" which he shrugs in response as if saying he didn't give a shit.

you laugh at his response. "where even is my phone" you look around "my mom must've been calling me too, she thought we were coming" he then pulls you into a hug.

"she'll be fine"

"what you gonna tell my dad huh" you arch your brow at him, which he purses his lips in thought "that we couldn't make it cause I was too busy fucking his dau-" you slap his chest playfully as the two of you start laughing.

"we'll come up with an excuse when we have to cross that bridge" and as if they were hearing his phone rings, father written as the caller ID.

"speaking of the devil" he lifts the phone, answering it.

you could hear his dad clearly upset as he yelled from the other end. while yoongi in the other hand stared at you eyeing your body as he plays with the hem of his shirt which fell on your thighs. you had nothing but your underwear underneath.

the call continued, and all he did was listen as his hand caressed your thigh his thumb brushing against your skin.

suddenly, his hand stops and his jaw clenches. "i'm not interested, I told you" he says through clench teeth. you stare at him worried as he tilts his head back, letting out a long frustrated sigh. you then placed your hand on his naked chest, he didn't move at all as he continues to hear his father rant about something you couldn't make out. leaning into him you begin to kiss his neck making his body tense up as he lifts his head to face you he mouths cut it out

but you ignore him and continue to kiss and suck on his skin as he had done to you earlier. but he wasn't having it and pushes you back gently, grabbing a grape and pressing it into your lips as you take it in.

he laughs at your shock face, soon regretting it as you hear his dad yell once more. but you couldn't keep it in and laughed too.

he lets out a sigh "i'm with y/n, I couldn't go home cause she needed me for something" he grins, giving you thigh a good grip, your face blushing a pink color as he passes the phone to you.

"y/n, darling how you been" he exclaims

"i'm good, sorry i kept yoongi back" you shyly say into the phone, he automatically says it was fine and began to ask you how you were doing. you open your mouth to answer but you end up gasping as your feel yoongi grope your ass, his lips were against your clothed nipple as sucked through the shirt. "you're right" you say letting out a chuckle as you press your palm against his forehead pushing him away.

"yes, next time i'll make sure he goes home" you say goodbye, hanging up the phone "why" you glare at him.

"what" he shrugs "you can do it but I can't?" he scoffs

"you're something"

"and your gorgeous" he hugs you tightly. you both laid in the bed and talked about random things, or kissed. you never really thought he was the kissing type of guy and it made you wonder if he made all the other girls feel all jittery inside. did he lay in bed with them too just as we are now.

he watches you as you hug his waist, head on his arm. his hand caresses your cheek as he lifts your chin "what are you thinking about" he mumbles.

"nothing" you give him a small smile but he doesn't buy it "come on, tell me what is it"

"it's dumb"

"ok, let me be the one to tell you" he laughs as you try to move away from him, rolling your eyes. "i'm joking come on, come here" he manages to bring you back but only cause you let him. "we're you like this with them too" you mumble, hiding your face into this chest. he couldn't comprehend your words so he tried to pull you back and make you repeat it.

"just forget it, i'm overthinking shit" you whine.

"come on tell me" he whines back, mimicking you.

"fine, I said if you were like this with them too" your cheeks became a dark shade of red as you stared at him. he was confused, not really understanding. and why would he know what you meant right away, he was enjoying this. enjoying this moment with you, not thinking about anyones else but you.

"who?"

nibbling on your lip you speak up "all your other girls, eunju for example"

"If i'm meeting up to have sex then that's it" he sits up, annoyed that you brought her up again, not really understanding why she had to be brought up to begin with. you stared at him as if not believing his words.

"plus we're dating remember" either way, it's you. so how can I treat you coldly. he should of said but couldn't

his hand itched to touch your face and comfort you but you're next words stopped him from doing so.

"fake dating" you say, regretting instantly as his face twists with a emotion you had never seen.

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