nesshka

[nesshka]

someone told me that i look like a pregnant women

#pro a4a #a4a diary #disordered eating thoughts #ed not ed sheeran #i wish i was weightless #tw mia #ana bllog #thin$po #i wish i was thinner #i wanna be perfect #tw ana shit #ana and mia

[nesshka]

i’m starting to accept the fact that i’m unloveable and nobody will ever love me. I change everything about me; personality, hair color, weight, msense of style and nothing. Maybe it’s my fate to be lonely

#i wanna be small #i wanna be thinner #a4a diary #i want to be small #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #pro a4a #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be weightless #loveislove #lonesome #alone with my thoughts #im dying #dying to be thin #th1gh gap #i want to be weightless #i wish i was thinner #i wish i was small #i wanna lose weight #i fucking hate my life

[nesshka]

finally i found it

#i wanna be small #i wanna be thinner #pro a4a #a4a diary #i want to be small #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be weightless #będę motylkiem #lekka jak motyl #bede motylkiem #i wish i was small #i wish i was pretty

[nesshka]

tongue piercing todayyy

#i wanna be small #i wanna be thinner #pro a4a #a4a diary #i want to be small #ed but not sheeran #ed bllog #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be weightless

[nesshka]

omg i finally hit 66/65kg guys!!! im so happy 😭  next goal -> 55kg

#ana trigger #i want to be small #i wanna be perfect #i wanna be weightless #tw ana diary #ana stuff #tw ana shit #tw ana relapse #tw edd #ed bllog #ednotsheeran #ed but not sheeran #ed not ed sheeran #ed j0urnal #ed disorder #4norex1a #4n4t1ps #tw ana fast #ana and mia #mia #diet and weight loss #dieta motylkowa #bede motylkiem #motylki blog #lekka jak motyl #blogi motylkowe

[nesshka]

omg i get my industrial piercing and im so happy😭

#i wanna be small #a4a diary #i wanna be thinner #i wish i was thinner #pro a4a #ed but not sheeran #i want to be small #sweetspiration #i want him #ed bllog #sweetspiro #a4a #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #ednotsheeran #i wanna be weightless #i want to be slim #i wanna be perfect #lekka jak motyl #motylki blog

[nesshka]

if i hit to 60kg im gonna buy nintendo switch because

no money = no food

no food = no problem

#i wanna be small #i wanna be thinner #a4a diary #i wish i was thinner #i want to be small #ed but not sheeran #pro a4a #i want him #sweetspiration #sweetspiro #a4a #ed bllog #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #ednotsheeran #i wanna be weightless #i want to be slim #i wanna be perfect #incorrect quotes #blogi motylkowe #motylki blog #lekka jak motyl

[nesshka]

I lose 9 kg but i don’t see any results

#i wanna be small #i wanna be thinner #pro a4a #a4a diary #i wish i was thinner #i want to be small #ed but not sheeran #i want him #sweetspiration #sweetspiro #a4a #ed bllog #ed j0urnal #ed not ed sheeran #ednotsheeran #i wanna be weightless #i want to be slim #motylki blog #lekka jak motyl

[nesshka]

i love baking  but i can’t eat so I will make some cookies for my coworkes instead :)

#pro a4a #i wanna be thinner #i want to be slim #i wanna be perfect #i wanna lose weight #i wanna be small #i wanna be weightless #a4a diary #a4a #ed not ed sheeran #ed but not sheeran #ed j0urnal #ed bllog #ednotsheeran

[nesshka]

one of my goal is to look like one of ai’s yazawa characters

#i wanna be small #i wish i was thinner #i wanna be thinner #pro a4a #a4a diary #i want him #i want to be small #nana anime #nana aesthetic #anime aesthetic #paradise kiss #miwako sakurada #a4a #sweetspiro #sweetspiration

[nesshka]

“The boys, the girls They all like Carmen”

One day I will be Carmen

#lana del rey #coquette #i wanna be thinner #i wanna be small #i want to be small #i want him #i wish i was thinner #ed but not sheeran #pro a4a #a4a diary #i want to be weightless #small #ldrcontent #ed j0urnal #ed bllog #sweetspiration #sweetspa #sweetspiro #ednotsheeran

[nesshka]

i’m disgusting

i hate my body

i hate myself

i wanna look like a fairy

weightless and small

#pro a4a #a4a diary #tw ana shit #anarec1a #ana trigger #i wanna be small #i want to be slim #i wanna be weightless #i wanna be thinner #i wish i was thinner #i wish i was small #i wish i was pretty #i want to be small #i want him

[nesshka]

istg there’s no worse feeling than seeing your friends lose weight and get skinnier and eating loads of food, while you haven’t eaten in days and haven’t lost a pound yet

[nesshka]

i wanna be like them…

#tw ana relapse #tw ana diary #ed not ed sheeran #i wanna be thinner #i wish i was thinner #i wish i was dead #i wish that was me #pro a4a #i wanna be small