im back from spain so im also back to calorie counting (i wasnt counting bc if i make 30k steps daily and eat only breakfast ofc im not gonna gain any weight)
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I hate my body so much. So much, that I can’t even describe how badly. The last weeks I have been in the medical hospital and needed to gain weight. But now back to reality-> starving and starving until you reach your goals.
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This will be my plan for this week, but the exercise will only be from Monday-Wednesday since I usually lead a pretty inactive life style so I’ll probably not be able to power through the week, my diet will be the same all week round I will make a huge batch of the cucumber salad on Monday and equally divide it for the rest of the day (261.82 cals is gonna be for all my meals of the day since a cucumber salad is relatively low cal)
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My grandma bought me a notebook today, so using it as a new ed journal <3
Should i post my pages of it?? I'll try keep it neat lol
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i want to disappear from my hometown. never to be seen or heard from again. moved across the country. going dark on social media. and just starting new. people back at home don't appreciate me. so i'll find a new home. new friends. new hobbies. i just need so badly a break. something to change.
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Okay I’ve started a liquid f4st last night after dinner! Just gonna see how many days I can go without having solid f00d tbh! I’ve set the goal on the app to 120hrs but we’ll see!
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Terrible feeling when my family compliments me ✨ that I actually look healthy ✨
I don’t want to look healthy, I want to look the sickest I’ve ever looked. Is it too much to ask for ?
Anyone out there who can relate my feelings
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🐚 accountability blog :)
🪼 new to tumblr
🪸 weiad + journal
🐬 not really posting stats
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go take ur meds and vitamins and drink some water
stay safe my loves <3
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calorie update
had a bag of chips, a salad, and some black coffee / monster zero. i feel light and a bit faint, but at least i know its working. might have some fruit to help with the low blood sugar
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Literally SO sick of myself 😭
I keep trying to f4st, and I literally could but people keep offering me terrible f00ds for me (like deep fried shit) and I keep being unable to say no… WTF IS WRONG WITH MEEEEE
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