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I'm not sure about the future of my 3d art

This summer, I lost my PC, and all my art files from the last several years, and notes. I hadn't been backing things up.

I have a new PC, which doesn't want to run the old version of DAZ Studio I was using. The most recent version of DS is an adjustment, and I am not adjusted yet.

I don't know if I'm going to be able to rebuild much of what I did over the last 5-6 years.

Add to this that it seems like no one cares about my artwork. I'm feeling pretty close to done.

#nia #behind the scenes

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I'm off the deep end, watch as I dive in DAZ Studio, Photoshop Nia

#3d art #nsfw #nsfw art #boobs #surreal #Nia #Niaouro

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Elasticity check (clear skies & hot today) DAZ Studio, Photoshop LaFaonne

#LaFaonne #3d art #bikini

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Strawberry sky in March DAZ Studio, Photoshop Fraise

Trying to do art again after two months. Not all the way back to functional yet.

#redux #Fraise

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#Effervescent MeowMeow

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Raspberry snake, among spheres of hot light DAZ Studio, Photoshop Nia

Happy New Year, if you're, you know, into that kind of thing.

#Nia #lamia #snakegirl #3d art #surreal #photoshop

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Spheres (They say space tastes like raspberries) DAZ Studio, Photoshop

This isn't actually a planetoid; it's hollow and translucent, more like a bubble. But it looks spacy, right?

#abstract #3d art

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Ouch.

In the last half hour I was thinking idly of deleting all my accounts & magnetising my hard drive. Kind of of two minds whether that would be to rebirth/"save" myself or kill myself.

But then I thought that wiping out everything I've done online in the last ten years would be a kind of murder. A murder of a piece of me.

Anyway, I'm really feeling this one.

I’m not okay

(from ask polly)

#text post #self hatred

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Tag your oc who would press all kinds of destructive buttons just to see what they would do.

You know the one.

#maybe the cat #cat #Sandy Claws #i think that is what Ellery calls the black cat

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[Looking at empty DAZ Studio scene] I'm never going to do art again, am I?

[In a different voice] Not good art, anyway.

[In a third voice] You did art yesterday!

[Second voice] Not good art!

#text post

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Well, I don't know where I'm goin'… 2022 december 6 DAZ Studio, Photoshop Nia

I seriously considered placing lyrics from Whitesnake's "Here I Go Again" over the background. Decided against it.

well, I don't know where I'm goin' but I sure know where I've been hangin' on the promises and the songs of yesterday and I've made up my mind I ain't wastin' no more time but here I go again....

I haven't been using community labels. Should this be "Mature" because Whitesnake is an old fogey band? Or should I just keep it on "Everyone" because God gave rock'n'roll to everyone?

Well, when I put it that way...

#nsfw #breasts #Whitesnake #Dave Coverdale #here I go again #Nia #had to redo all my settings #this was not showing up on my own dash #show me everything

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Ugh I had an idea this week but at one point I wanted a character dripping in black oil & that's a whole project for a cartoon so I would have to just do it as text

And I didn't do that either

And now I've forgotten what the rest was

I'm rendering something very simple right now just to render something

Maybe I can sculpt dripping oil?

#text post

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reblog if you want your followers to tell you one thing they secretly think about you.

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Okay, so I have done this before because I obsessively read Twitter all day lately. And it’s killing me.

But this time it was triggered by Twitter saying they will put recommended posts in your feed even if you’re on “Latest”.

Elon taking over Twitter worried me. I had this feeling that people who stayed on would gradually be altered by the experience. Influenced by the new algorithms somehow. Changed. Propagandised, driven mad....

I got scared.

Thing is, for a while now Twitter’s algorithm has not known what to do with me. Am I posting my own art? Retweeting other people‘s? Am I doing art at all? Am I a fandom account? An activist account? A reply bimbo?

I don’t know. I got on to yell at a public figure. I stayed because reading Weird Twitter was fun?

So, maybe no great loss.

I just deleted Twitter from my phone again.

I am waiting on my PC to finish a thing so here I am.

Oh. And again I just deleted Twitter without looking at my saved drafts. Didn't even think of it this time.

Well. Most of them were lost like a month ago when I did this. Had a couple maybe this time.

#Twitter #text post

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Another Grace bikini shot unpublished scene from 2017 based on some work from 2016, rendered and shopped in 2022 DAZ Studio, Photoshop Vicki & Grace

#Vicki #Grace #3d art #daz studio #photoshop

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Blue sky, big field, Ellery  DAZ Studio, Photoshop Ellery Petrezza

I put together the portrait-orientation version, then made a square version for Instagram, which I’m including because...maybe it’s better.

Then I uploaded these images and spent a half hour unable to come up with a title.

#3d art. #Ellery

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The urge to bother my mutuals