noinnercompass
noinnercompass
21 year old girl from germany
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any one else feels cheated by their former mental illness? like fuck it, why did i spent the last (5?8?10?) years hating myself, my life, my body, my face, my character, everything about myself so much that at times I wanted nothing other than to die?
damn this wasted so much time, so much room for improvement, happiness, gratitude and the way I viewed myself was so distorted, so, so distorted! i can only imagine how much happier I could have been, but instead I believed that everyone hated me, perceived me as ugly and unworthy of love and everything.
I dont even know wether I feel more shocked, sad or angry about realizing how poor my mental health actually was and how unhappy i actually was, but how distorted my own views were. No one saw me the way i used to see myself. Its scary. I wasted so much time and i am not getting it back ever!
#mental illness#unhappy#self improvement#happiness#distorted reality#depression#regret#mental health#yourenotalone
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“this fucking ugly feeling where I feel happy but in this sad way, in the way that I want to end it all”
— twisted mind
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