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12 YEARS OF THE VAMPIRE DIARIES PILOT - AIRED SEPTEMBER 10, 2009

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laura’s endless list of favourites ● ships ➼ damon salvatore & elena gilbert “I’ve been a vampire for a long time, Elena. It’s been a blast, but I’d give it up in a second to be your husband, your partner, father of your kids. I can take it for us, okay? Because even if it doesn’t work, even if all goes to hell, even if I’m miserable and alone, the smallest chance at the perfect life with you is infinitely better than an immortal one without you, and I know this, Elena. I love you… And I will love you until I take my last breath on this earth.”

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I’ve been wanting to write for the longest time now but never got around to doing it. Writing in a note book never worked for me. So I’m going to try and use this account as a diary.

Dear Diary

Christmas was a couple days ago and now it’s only a couple days before the new year. 2022. I’ll be turning 23 in 2022. I keep overthinking about everything. My anxiety and stress has been all over place recently. I’m scared. Lately my mind hasn’t been in a good place. Thinking more and more about if I’ll make it through next year. Im just kinda at my limit. I’ve never thought about it this much before. A part of me just wants to end it. Obviously trying has gotten me nowhere. So why should I keep trying. Why should keep failing.

S.B.

#personal #tumblr diary #dear diary #words #this is depressing #depressing post #tw depressing stuff #depressing shit

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“I am haunted by humans.”

— Markus Zusak

pc :: @maevaeatsbooks in instagram.

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Safia Elhillo, from Home Is Not a Country; “Boys”

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13 Reasons Why (TV Series 2017–2020)

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“ I’m not angry that you betrayed me. I’m angry because I thought I could trust you.”

#hannah baker #13 reasons why #i’m in a mood #personal #spilled words

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“I wish I could be more.”

— Six word Story

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I never thought I would say this but I miss my old self. I want to go back to the time when things were easier and I was free. Free from all the thoughts I have now. I guess my good days are over now and all I have are memories. Things were better then. I feel so sad when I thinking about the time. I am homesick for my old self.

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every day I step on my silly little scale and want to jump off my silly little roof

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#spotify #my playlist #playlist

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It‘s such a lie to say „tomorrow will be better“. No, tomorrow will be the same, you just accept the pain and try to move on and time doesn’t heal any wounds, you just get used to the pain, while the scars will always remain.

Truth no one wants to hear

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#spotify #my playlist #playlist

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#personal #spotify #my playlist #playlist