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He had told me that evening that he was afraid of not being capable to fulfill my expectations, of being too simple for me. He thought that I was expecting something extraordinary, something he could never give me. What a stupid thing ! Then I said to myself.

The reality is that I did not expect much and that everything was already enough pleasant. Enough for him to become the biggest source of inspiration of the moment, and even, one of the biggest of my life. There was certainly simplicity in him, but how beautiful and seductive it was, this plain simplicity.

A bit like a sunset in July, the one that stops you in the middle of your way and pushes you to take out your camera to capture it. Or even, as the sound of the waves at the edge of the ocean, the one that later, you hope to find in a shell by sticking your ear to it. So natural, so simple, and yet so intoxicating, so nostalgic. And how such simplicity can provoke a complex feeling, lead to deep thoughts and inspire an adventurous soul. How he could push me to write, to capture my memories of him and hope to find them later in my archives.

So certainly, I believe that there was nothing so particular or extraordinary, neither in his appearance, nor in his way of life. He was a simple man, a little lonely, a little wobbly, and at times a little lazy. But I read in him, and in his simplicity, a huge complexity. I think, if he was a book, then he would probably be a collection of poems. The kind of poems that are filled with allusions difficult to decipher, with hidden meanings. The kind of poems which only make sense once you discover the biography of their author. And so I took a real pleasure to decipher each facet of his person, to understand each of his metaphors and his rhymes.

More than anything, I loved his sensitivity, which he managed to hide so well in everyday life. Behind his sturdy body and intimidating aura, was hidden a man filled with wounds and doubts. A man, who, by his way of speaking, could provoke a myriad of emotions. A man who, by his way of looking, could make you want to take him in your arms and never let go.

I also liked how I was by his side. It seems that I had found a part of me that I had forced myself to hide, to change. And there, by his side, I was me again. And I was me, because, there was certainly in his story, a part which was very similar to me. Maybe was it easier to learn to love myself by loving him, to accept myself by accepting him. Maybe was I also one of those poems a little too hard to decipher.

It is said that the opposites attract each other, that they somehow reveal our hidden side. He was just like me. And for once, instead of brutally facing my subconscious, I was facing this consciousness that I had never taken time to love.

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#writing #pluto in the 7th house #venus in the 12th house

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Astro observations n°22

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Aquarius moon people are really sensitive yet they know how to hide their emotions very well. Sometimes it's really hard to understand what's going on in their head.

Moon at 29° makes someone very aware of their emotions and the emotions of others, it comes to them naturally. They have high emotional intelligence.

Whereas Moon at 0° needs to learn how to deal with their emotions and be aware of them throughout their life. Their emotions tend to be very challenging and put them in rude situations.

As a Pisces moon I always end up being attracted to the types that have difficulties expressing their emotions (basically the opposite of me). And actually, I often manage to help them to connect with their emotional side.

Sun conjuncts Uranus is the black ship of society. They always want to be different from others and may even have problems with authorities. The more they grow, the less they'll care about people's opinion of them and the more they'll bloom.

I feel like Scorpio Venus is really similar to Capricorn Venus, they both seek stability and won't get into a relationship fast. They aren't very passionate lovers.

Sagittarius Moon is the type to always help other people and being an amazing emotional support but never opening up about their own struggles.

Gemini Venus people are so indecisive when it comes to love. They change their mind so often. One day they'll get in a relationship with you and the next day they'll tell you that they aren't ready to commit.

Synastry

Moon conjuncts Sun in synastry is so precious. It's a very nurturing placement where the two try to understand each other on a deep level.

Venus squares Mars...well, the desire is wild. It's hard for both of them to control themselves, there is a deep attraction that can't be explained.

Moon trine/sextiles Mars gives an excellent sexual chemistry. They are on the same emotional level, they just know how to please the other person. Mars fulfills Moon's deepest needs.

#astro observations #astrology #astro notes #synastry

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Astro observations n°21

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(don't take it too seriously)

Cancer women are soooo charming (I have a crush on you). They have this soft angelic look, and deep stunning eyes that can seduce everyone.

Sagittarius and Pisces can get along quite well. Both ruled by Jupiter and both mutable signs, aka : philosophical adventurers.

All Gemini risings I know (including myself) have thin but well proportioned body with long arms or legs, elegant hands and thin hair. Also their eyes catch your attention almost immediately.

As a Pisces woman who is naturally (and maybe unfortunately lol) attracted to fire signs men I have concluded :

Aries => determined and brave dudes that are usually very charismatic... but sometimes they are TOO MUCH you know (too loud, too protective, too stubborn), like calm down nah?

Leo => proud, very proud bastards but somehow very attractive, probably because of their sense of humour and their silly attitude that keeps you alive

Sagittarius => their witty attitude makes them sexy, it's never boring with them cause they won't shut up (their brain is big...and I mean maybe not only their brain) but they're so detached sometimes...you don't know what's going on their mind.

As someone who has 11th house stellium I always spot 11th house placements and get along with them. They have this curiosity for the world and are real empaths who want to understand people (probably because they always feel misunderstood).

Mars-Jupiter aspects/Mars in the 9th house/Sagittarius Mars may be very much into outdoor sex.

Cancer Mars may be very much into submission/domination sex practices.

I'm sorry to say that but Leo rising women have a very bad taste in man... I mean, they always end up being attracted to some shitty guy that hurt them.

I feel like Venus or Mars in the 8th house can indicate someone who can have sex just to have sex (to fulfill their enormous sex drive lol), they can detach love from sex very easily.

Sagittarius MC people may try many different jobs throughout their life. They always want to learn something new.

#astro observations #astrology #astro notes

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I found The Death card on the ground today 😳

#tarot

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Astro observations n°20

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Leo risings often have small eyes

Also Leo risings might act like they're always confident and like they 100% love themselves when in reality they have a lot of insecurities

Taurus Mars love eating...or being eaten (and I'm not talking about cannibalism)

Neptune-Uranus conjunction creates great controversial artists who may revolutionize the wold of art

Mercury-Neptune conjunction is an indicator of writing talent, someone who's very good at writing

Jupiter in the 5th house is an indicator of having plenty art talents and having abundant love life (or sex life)

Chiron/Pluto/Saturn in the 6th house is an indicator of eating disorders...take care of yourself

Lilith-Moon conjunction may be an indicator of someone who's very manipulative or at least good at manipulation

Venus-MC conjunction may be an indicator of someone who's very good at playing a role in public, not showing their real face, in order to seduce people

Never met a Sagittarius who wasn't funny in some way...well maybe I just appreciate you because I have Sagittarius DC

North Node in the 6th house people need to learn how to be organised...like really guys make an effort

Venus in the 3rd house people love to seduce others with words and use a lot of nicknames with their loved ones

Aquarius MC are theses odd colleagues

Moon opposite Jupiter culture is crying all the tears from your soul and fifteen minutes later laughing at funny tiktok

I feel like it is better to look at composite chart (rather than synastry chart) when it comes to love relationship because it predicts how you two will work together rather than how you two will react to each other

#astro observations #astrology #astro notes

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Yesterday I wrote my theory of love (as someone who has their Pluto in the 7th house). I invite you to read that.

Love. Enigmatic love is so common in our language. It seems that everyone has already experienced love on this planet, yet everyone gives it their own definition. Love is subjective but universal, it touches everyone's heart in its own way. As for me, I believe that love has always disappointed me, it never corresponded to the definition that I had attributed to it so I never loved it. There was always this feeling of rejection in my loves. Loves that made me believe that I don't deserve to be loved. Not pretty enough for this boy I liked in middle school. Not to the taste of the one I gave my first kiss to. No more news from this girl who had become like a sister. These parents who never knew how to appreciate who I really am and this young man who appreciated my body a little too much. This is how I learned to detach myself, to say things clearly and to stop expecting sincere love. It is also because of all these gestures that now loving someone has become a hardship. A constant fear of being neglected, of being abandoned, of being disappointing. A fear of reliving all those little things that made me cry a little too hard. Fear that transforms the action of loving me into a hardship as well. So I came to the conclusion that it was probably my definition of love that was not right. Because in the end, does love really exist? Wouldn't it just be a matter of timing? This person arrives at a specific moment to teach you a lesson and leave. There is no unconditional love, no timeless love. We probably love for the image that this person gives us of ourselves, so when they leave it forces us to change. Then in the end, evolution is the key to our life. It will hurt in any case, but I believe that it is by accepting the departure of the person before theirs arrival that love (or rather the end of this love) becomes more bearable. To give your heart to someone is to accept that this person will break it. To love is to embark on a journey of evolution. To love well is to be ready to change. Love is a cycle. So the next time I offer my rare "I love you" to someone, it's more like "I'm offering you the power to change me and I'm about to evolve you."

#pluto in the 7th house #writing #love

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Astro observations n°19

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Almost all Pisces I know are old souls. They're the type to listen to the old school music, reading a book at the evening and being the wise friend of the group. OR they're the baby. Not in the between.

Mars in the 7th house is an indicator of conflictual relationships. You may attract a lot of drama and may be the aggressor or be aggressed many times in your life. You have a love-hate relationship with people.

Pluto opposite Venus people tend to hurt a lot of their partners, they're awkward in the matter of love.

Pisces Venus people fall very quickly in love and tend to be naive.

Fire mercuries have the best humour and are those who are really good at making people laugh.

Moon trine Pluto people are very good at understanding people's emotions and are very good therapist friends.

Sun conjunct MC have a lot of attention on them and tend to be very recognised and respected. Their career may be very successful.

Scorpio risings have very beautiful, mesmerizing eyes.

Surprisingly, Virgo risings tend to have very outstanding and unique style.

#astro observations #astrology #astro notes

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Astrology is a tool that reveals the spiritual dimension while acknowledging our responsibility to remain in the world and tackle the life we have chosen.

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Sagittarius people who have 9th life path are the stereotype of Sagittarius, they're like :

🧠💡📝✈️🌎🃏🗣️

#life path 9 #astro observations #astrology #sagittarius sun

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PLACEMENTS THAT MAKE ME KINDA NERVOUS 😳💗

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CAPRICORN MOON/MARS: I love everything about these placements. Your ambition, your ability to remain calm, your sex drive. There is something really inspiring in the way you approach things in life. Once you decide to do to something, you really commit and put your soul into it. You're capable of everything !

SUN-VENUS ASPECTS/LIBRA SUN/SUN IN 7H: You're soooo charming ! I love your tenderness, your softness, your gentle movements. It seems like you can only make people feel good. You're presence is extremely reassuring.

SUN IN 8H: Intense ! You have a strong presence and you are so mysterious. You are intriguing to me. Makes me want to discover every part of you.

TAURUS RISING: Surprisingly I don't really find this placement very beautiful or something but there is something special about you ! You have a very very intense stare but such a welcoming presence. You're intimidating but I feel very drawn to you. A lot of charisma.

FIRE MERCURY: I loveeeee your bluntness ! You have strong opinions and you're not afraid to tell them. Also you have a good humour which is really charming. It's fun to be around you.

#astro observations #astrology #astro notes

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Pisces moon and Aquarius moon are actually quite similar, the only difference is that Aquarius moon will hold their tears and be like "I'm a tough man".

#astro observations #astrology #aquarius moon #pisces moon

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Am I the only Taurus Mars who is instinctively attracted to Capricorn Mars ? 😳

#astro observations #astrology #taurus mars #capricorn mars

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Have you noticed the difference between February and March Pisces ? March Pisces are the type to be "head in the clouds" and lost in their own fantasy world, whereas February Pisces are much more grounded and ambitious. I feel like February Pisces have some "saturian" qualities to them...

#astro observations #astrology #pisces

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Astro observations n°18

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❄️ Libra in 6th house gives you the ability to see aesthetic everywhere, it's like you romanticize your everyday life and you have an eye for beauty.

❄️ Mars conjunct Lilith males may be fascinated by women and find a real interest in female sexuality.

❄️ Pluto conjunct Saturn people can stand a lot of shit, they know how to overcome things in life and are quite resilient. They're also might be very good in manipulation, they read through people very easily.

❄️ Virgo mars conjunct Virgo sun, these people are control freaks. They organise everything, everything must be perfect, everything must be as they want it to be.

❄️ Juno/Venus conjunct Pluto, Lilith, or in Scorpio/8th house, seek intense relationship, they are attracted to mysterious, deep individuals, and crave deep commitment, ride or die type of relationship. When they're in love they give their all, they become obsessed by the person.

Synastry

❄️ When your houses degrees align with someone else's same houses degrees (for instance your MC with their MC), it feels like you are similar, you share a lot of opinions and have a similar vision of the world.

❄️ Already said it multiple times but 12th house synastry... It's the most karmic and intense one. There is a type of "I just met him but I feel like I knew him for a long time" feeling. A lot of vulnerability since the beginning.

❄️ However, 4th house synastry can give the same feeling. It's like you've met a part of your family that you were always looking for. I particularly noticed this with IC-DC conjunction. And 4th house synastry, compared to 12th house synastry one, is less intense, less destructive.

❄️ 6th house synastry can be very precious too actually, the planet person deeply care about the house person and vice versa. It's good for a long term friendship/relationship.

#astro observations #astrology #synastry #astro notes #pluto conjunct saturn #mars conjunct lilith #12th house synastry #6th house synastry #4th house synastry

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You're right ! For a long time I was neglecting the fact that I'm a pisces sun instead of embracing it, but now I'm proud of my little pisces sun 😌

Yes I'm very sensitive, yes I do feel all emotions very intensely, yes I'm intuitive but still ignore the red flags, yes I'm an artist, a hopeless romantic and a professional overthinker.

Be proud of who you are 💗

i have accepted the fact that i am a Cancer sun and as a Cancer sun I enjoy cooking for people I love, taking care of them, surprising them with gifts & grande gestures (Leo Venus tbh) and screaming at the strangers that make a rude joke towards my people. I have also accepted that I want to appear "tougher" so I get tattoos and manifest a naturally bitchy face so people don't underestimate me but at my core, I am a Cancer Sun.

Embrace your Sun sign guys. Set em free. The same way like I did, spreading my crab legs wide and open.

#pisces sun

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Astro observations n°17 (synastry/composite only)

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🍂 I think depending on your natal placements, some synastry overlays will be more attractive to you. Because I see people tell that 3rd house overlays are better than 8th house overlays, or that 5th house overlays are better than 12th house overlays. But in fact all of them can be very good if it's what you're looking for !

For example someone with Scorpio or Pisces placements may be attracted to 8th house or 12th house overlays. However someone with Gemini or Virgo placements may be more attracted to 3rd house or 6th house overlays.

🍂 HEAR ME OUT. Pay attention to Pluto aspects in composite ! Especially to squares, oppositions and conjunctions. It is an indicator of deep intensity which can lead to toxicity, manipulation and trauma.

For instance, in my composite chart with my ex, we had pluto conjunct the descendant, pluto opposite saturn, and pluto square venus, sun, mercury and mars ! It was a VERY destructive relationship, with a lot of emotional abuse and sexual trauma. Be careful guys :/

🍂 Also pay attention to Saturn aspects. Of course Saturn can be an indicator of long-term relationship and stability. However, if there are too many negative aspects (square, conjunction, opposition) the relationship may feel like a prison, like you can't be yourself with this person. And it can also indicate a manipulative relationship as one of them will try to have control over the other one.

🍂 With 7th house overlays (especially moon and venus) the connection may come very fast. Since the first time it seems so natural, and you can easily open up to each other.

🍂 Aquarius sun in composite may indicate two people who met through social media.

🍂 With 1st and 10th house overlays in synastry, the house person may be fascinated by the planet person and idealise them a lot. Can be an indicator of one-sided love.

🍂 With Mars in the 8th house in synastry, the Mars person may be deeply attracted by the planet person without really understanding why they're so attracted to them. It's an impulsive sexual desire that can feel new and unknown.

#astro observations #astrology #synastry #astro notes

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So my Pluto is in the 7th house...which is already a VERY HARD placement to have right ? BUT THEN it squares my moon, my jupiter and it trines my venus (WHICH IS IN THE 12TH HOUSE)...am I destined to suffer in relationships ? 😭🖐️

#astro observations #pluto in the 7th house