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How do you loose weight slowly so parents don’t notice?

#depressing shit #recovery #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff #ercdallas

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Slowing starting to restrict again.

#depressing shit #recovery #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff #ercdallas

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I’m drunk rn wand I want to call her. I shouldn’t. But I can’t help it. But I want to. But I can’t.

Help me. Please.

#depressing shit #recovery #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff #ercdallas

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Reminder for myself:

if you can pinch it. You can loose it.

#depressing shit #recovery #bulimima #my thoughts #ed #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff

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3 snacks a day and I feel like a whale

#depressing shit #recovery #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff

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Why does breakfast feel like giving up?

#depressing shit #recovery #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff

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Food is my only control.

And I’ll never let it go.

#depressing shit #recovery #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #ercdallas #edstuff

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Have you ever missed someone so much it hurts?

#depressing shit #recovery #bulimima #my thoughts #ed #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent #edstuff

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Anyone know how to get into blind weight?

#depressing shit #recovery #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #trauma #bpd vent #ercdallas #edstuff

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I miss when I had a thigh gap.

#depressing shit #recovery #bulimima #ed #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #trauma #depression #bpd vent #edstuff

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I'm only who I am because of mental illness, why would I want to get rid of my only sense of identity?

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Ghosting ppl cause it’s the only thing I can control in my life

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Christmas food hits different when you eat less than the others.

#bpd vent #bulimima #edstuff #you don’t know #depressing shit #depression #help plz

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Anyone have any tips on how to fool a scale?

#recovery #depressing shit #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent

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Can’t wait to be beautiful

#recovery #depressing shit #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent

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The huger pains are leaving. Finally!

#recovery #depressing shit #bulimima #my thoughts #ed #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent

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Diet soda 🙏🏽

#recovery #depressing shit #ed #bulimima #my thoughts #help plz #you don’t know #depression #trauma #bpd vent