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ria-ragdoll · 11 days
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guys
im here to say that i am alive!! school has been kicking my ass and it will continue to unfortunately.
requests are closed but feel free to send smth if you want
my grades have been dropping wayy too quickly, so i need to fix that before i even think about writing..
all in all, im gonna be on hiatus for a while nd also trying to do an account revamp (tumblr is very confusing for me)
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ria-ragdoll · 6 months
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chat wheres all of the ness x reader stuff
and by ness i mean fnaf movie sparky's waiter ness
chat give our actor matthew patrick some love
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ria-ragdoll · 6 months
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how does mike (fnaf) show affection / love in your opinion??
small showtimes
small things mike does ..
cw: fnaf movie spoilers!!! underlying narcissism (i just now he has something wrong with him i mean like— [insert movie spoilers]
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michael "mike" schmidt.
first of all, he was previously relentlessly haunted by the past of garrett's abduction, it broke mike, knowing that he was right there and could have done something if he had just gotten up a moment before, or maybe if he didn't pick up the frisbee would he then be able to get to him in time. still, even after dealing with freddy's, that doesn't mean that the guilt is gone fully, just slightly. helping the dead children no longer be confused about their deaths gave him his own sense of peace seeing william 'die'.
but, i'll stop beating around the bush, with what i just mentioned there, it feeds into mike cherishing the littlest things. seeing death has changed his perspective on the world, making him more open minded then most people, yet more possesive at the same time. he's going to show that he cares using his voice and body, scarce touches throughout the day, or small mentions that he loves you along with a quick peck. but then it's going to take a long time for him to warm up to you, while you two might already have a relationship started, he wouldn't see much of it other than a special label on the friendship you both have. probably the only way he'd actually have a significant other is before freddy's, he's going to be kind of iffy in the start of your relationship, but still trying when he could, but then once the animatronics start to go after him is when you two actually have a breakthrough and start to have an actual heartfelt relationship. he'll start to open up by telling you his troubles, but when he tells you most of them but don't piece it together for you to understand is when he then admits about his dream idea and garrett. hearing and noticing you actually listening and wanting to help him through it actually makes him realize that his own feelings for you aren't just a subconscious way of him using you for affection, and that you aren't doing the same either.
once you two actually have a breakthrough and have an actual relationship that wasn't just believed momentary feelings, it definitely feels way more natural, but awkward in a way. mike doesn't want to weird out his sister at all so probably all affection will probably be done in the comfort of his large yet empty bedroom or somewhere private when it's just the both of you. he's definitely going to do faint touches throughout the day, he isn't the right person for public displays of affection and he'd probably make that known a little while after you two started to date. but that doesn't mean that he'll sneak in a kiss once or twice like when he's making food or about to leave for work. while in the privacy of his bedroom, he'll try not to cling too much but ends up doing so either way, his room is his safe space, a place where he doesn't have to worry about responsibilities or anything. he becomes kind of childish as well, kind of viewing himself as the king in his room, the bigger and better person, he's not going to be as reserved and closed off as he is anywhere else. but that also means that his room is also your safe space, you could do or say anything you wanted to, it's not going to leave the room nor is he going to judge, as long as you don't judge him.
i totally didn't do this at like midnight although i desperately needed sleep :3
— r
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ria-ragdoll · 6 months
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small things
small things that they do
cw: mentions of narcissism & the red flags of them
feat; bsd characters. (ada ver.)
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nakajima atsushi.
dear darling over here will show his love to you through the little things, like simply asking if you're okay or if you need a hug. usually most of the time when he asks if you want any sort of affection, it's his silent way of saying that he wants your affection as he's just too shy at times to voice his love to you. but at times he will get enough courage to say that he loves you, but with him it's like sharing a secret in the dark night, where it's simply just the two of you and sappy feelings that make his heart jump in excitement. sometimes he'll even crack a joke if he feels up to it, sweet boy thrives off of seeing that people feel better because of him. he wants to see just how much he can do to help others, even in the expense of his own happiness, so as long as you're with him and happy, he wouldn't need anything else in the world. atsushi is hurt, causing him to be needy and clingy, he'll stick around you for a while but then suddenly distance himself, not wanting to be a nuisance. it's an annoying process, but it's a way that shows that he cares and loves, even if it's manipulative in a way. he'd do anything for you to the point of leaving you if it made you happier. so if you show your love to him in a faint way, a faint touch or simply just a smile, it's going to remind him that he's doing the right thing, and that he's doing good. atsushi is simple but sweet, a true romantic at heart, some flaws too, poor boy is trying his best. but, atsushi would do anything for you, you're truly the only thing that matters to him
dazai osamu.
dazai is a very narcissistic person, manipulating others for his own gain, it's in his port mafia black blood. but he's been trying to better himself, ever since he was given the chance to abandon the port mafia for a better life. the love he tries to show you is like being vulnerable with someone who won't criticize you for it, it feels good, maybe even a little forbidden at some times, but you enjoy it. dazai will whisper sweet nothings in your ear as you pass each other during work, he'll annoy you as you work, but it's his way of showing love, very tough love. there will be scarce touches throughout the day, sometimes even risque ones, another way of his love. but there will be times where in the comfort of your home will his heart be shown barren to you, blood, guts and all the other crap he has piled on him. he'll wear less layers as your relationship progresses, leaving him in his striped blouse and khakis and less bandages. it might not seem like much, but it's like walking around naked, you'd have to be comfortable to do that, it's a silent way for dazai to show that he trusts you. his way of love is truly silent, it might seem like he would scream out to the world that he loves you, but he also loves you enough to say it to the person who matters, the person who gave a faint reason to live in his dull life.
edogawa ranpo.
ranpo is obviously very clingy and high maintenance from first impressions, believing that just because he's smarter than everyone else he then deserves special treatment. he's very narcissistic in his own way as well, but it's mainly unintentional, he lacks the normal amount of care and love he should have been given. that then causes his over clinginess and over exaggerated personality, he lacks attention and he found that being like that then gave him the attention he looked for. he's not above becoming better either, it's how he's grown up and still has that child like mentality, but there are times when he's truly vulnerable and acts like his age. when he puts on his childish front, he'll cling to you as if you're the thing keeping him tethered to the world, maybe even share a snack if he deems that you're deserving of it. he'll drag you away from your work, so days like these are never productive, even when you whine and beg for him to let you go he won't listen at all, throw some praise in the mix and he might think about it, only if you promise to praise him more. but then during the times of solitude when it's just the two of you alone, no longer in the agency for the day, he becomes silent, quietly doing things and staring blankly at walls or even his snacks. the atmosphere of being around others fuels him, causing his loud and childish nature, but the moment he's alone he then acts his age. he'll actually be more bold as well, telling you softly to not go when you're about to go grab something from the kitchen. it's almost like he's in a state of depression, but it's just how he truly is, silent and soft. it's like watching the sunset with the person you love most, it's a soft moment, sometimes even useless to some, but in the end it's a sense of vulnerability where you share secrets without any words. his true love is like that, quietly looking out for you, using his insight to subtly help you. love is a very foreign topic for him, he used to view it as useless and unnecessary, but with you he's slowly warming up to the idea of loving someone.
i was gonna add fukuzawa but i gave up .⁠·⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠(>⁠▂⁠<⁠,)⁠´⁠¯⁠`⁠·⁠.
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ria-ragdoll · 7 months
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whatup
i'm renee / ria or whatever idk i have nicknames
23 & in school, minors can interact if they want since i usually don't write nsfw
im crazy lazy that it's a continuous problem for me + i procrastinate so if you do ever send a request i most likely did get it i just haven't posted it yet
requests r closed!
im in a whole bunch of fandoms to where i can't remember
i play a whole bunch of hsr so you can request that idm
i don't play genshin but you can ask for stuff in that
bungo stray dogs, record of ragnarok, blue lock, jujutsu kaisen, omniscient reader's viewpoint are okay too
i never proofread i just hope i didn't make any mistakes
im usually fine with most characters but ill just let you know if you ask for a character i dont write for
i'll write basically anything from fluff to dark topics, just ask honestly
just ask questions because my mind can skim over things so if anything isn't clear just lmk
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ria-ragdoll · 9 months
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HELLO! I'm so happy your write for orv! I'm curious, could you provide headcannons of Dokja trying to be a good husband/s.o during the apocalypse and trying to lead the team? I think it'd be super cute because he seems like a "the small things count" type of guy! Thank you! 💜
i know! i barely see any orv x reader stuff so i'm more than happy to write for you! i've been trying to understand his character more and so hopefully he doesn't seem too ooc. i totally agree though, i can't wait to dive deeper into this stuff! i also really love the fact that the world after the fall featured kim dokja, i found it really funny!
(i actually went back and reread orv for this..)
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kim dokja.
before all of the mess started, he'd definitely info dump about twsa, telling you all about yu junghyeok and the other characters, so you probably know more than his mom does about twsa. (please listen to him, even before or during the apocalypse, he'd literally be so elated if you did.)
during the first scenario he'd definitely put you and sangah before him, making sure that you're safe before he is. (if you're with him on the subway.)
now, if you aren't, and you somehow survive, the moment he gets internet again he's already dialing your number, hoping, praying that you'll pick up. once you do, he'll have you tell him where you are so once he can, he'll get back to you, the one he loves.
he'll try to keep you out of harms way as best as he can, leaving you with pidlu once he gains ownership over him, you're the only thing that's keeping him sane, so he's so anything and everything he can to keep you safe.
both of the kids absolutely love you though, at first they thought that you we're stealing dokja away from them, but now they've grown to see you as their new mother figure (they both secretly want the two of you to adopt them once the apocalypse is over. and seeing you with the kids definitely makes dokja think about starting a family with you once in a while.)
in the case that the two of you are married, his ring couldn't be trusted anymore while in battle just in case he dies, so, he has then found the solution of tying his ring on a necklace, then having you wear it whenever he goes into battle.
example;
"this will be a promise that i'll come back to you, okay?"
dokja said softly, gently kissing your forehead as he put the necklace around your neck, not only was the piece of metal purposed for showing that you two belonged to each other, it was now also a promise. a promise to come back to you, a promise to slide that ring around his ring finger once more.
"be safe."
you said softly, gently holding his hand, yet your eyes and grip showed a hint of fear and uncertainty, knowing that even the ones you loved most couldn't be trusted in such a predicament.
as you two shared one more kiss, a gentle and chaste one, the star stream exploded, sending you both so many messages and coins, ruining the sweet yet nerve-wracking moment the both of you had.
so much for romance.
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i hoped you enjoyed! it turned out more fluffier than i expected, and i kind of just did a summary more than anything. i'm more than happy to hopefully go into more detail one day.
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