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jb in highschool!!! she looked like such a sweetheart omg

#julien baker #music

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I know the last time I swore

Not to make a scene and now

I'm wandering into traffic screaming

To set me on fire in the middle of the street

Bend my knees and paint the concrete

The color of my bloody knuckles

Pulling splinters from the chapel door

I wanna let you break my heart

And I wanna let you break me

Red Door - Julien Baker

#one if my favorite JB songs #julien baker #colombe session #music #video post

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I love this video... That was the first time I heard and fell in love with Steamroller which was still called "Ask me to". How I wish It had the full version of just her playing this song and another just with the interview.

#i fucking love this woman #phoebe bridgers #ask me to #steamroller #video post #music

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Whenever I feel down.

#julien baker #music #mine

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Palestine solidarity graffiti seen on the Vietnam War Memorial in Canberra

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This would probably be another drawing that would go to the pile of unfinished drawings but my psychologist asked me to bring an art, anything, and since I changed the therapy day and now I have less time, I'm going to take this one that was almost finished. I just need to fix some parts and it will be ready to take to her. Somehow drawing Julien Baker calms me, and taking into account all recent events, it looks like I'm going to have a collection.

#julien baker #hand drawn #hand drawings #art #mine #my draws #boygenius #forrister #the star killers

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Fuck the Supreme Court!!!!!!!

#fuck america #I love you phoebe #phoebe bridgers

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Smashing Pumpkins has announced Kiki Wong as their newest touring guitarist. After doing a bit of research online, she seems to have good technique, even though she falls prey to making absurd faces like so many other YouTube guitarists (which she readily admits). I'm still baffled as to why the band needs three guitarists on the stage, since Iron Maiden, they aren't.

How long will Wong last? Considering every member of Smashing Pumpkins has left or been fired by Billy Corgan at some point, I'm going to hazard a guess of, "Not forever."

#kiki wong #the smashing pumpkis

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#its gonna be may

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#woow #kiki wong #the smashing pumpkis #news #billy corgan #james iha #jimmy chamberlin #smashing pumpkins #tweets #@thesmashingpumpkins #@kikiwongo

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Dante and Virgil in Hell (detail) by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 1850.

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Growing.

#and sometimes they rot you inside and kill you #but it's not a rule

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Beans sighting

Bonus: the dog mom look™

#julien baker #npr tiny desk contest

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“the content was so sweet ! i was singing it to my partner” 🥺

#julien baker

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Yeah... It's not so much about returning favors, I think if you do it, it has to be genuine, to give and to receive and this conversation doesn't even needed to exist. The thing is, unfortunately there are some people who just don't have empathy, even if you always doing something good for them (which is sad to have to say that). I think that says a lot about a person's self... But on the other hand, yeah, there are still good people who would be here for you, who really care if you're alive or not, without expecting anything in return. These people are rare and definitely deserve equally good people around them.

Today my psychologist told me something that is obvious but at the same time has always scared me. No matter how good you are to someone, they have no obligation to treat you the same way. What frustrates me is not the part where I don't receive my affection and consideration back, because I never did anything expecting retribution, but I hoped that at least I would have 1% of that, like, you don't have to come to my house in the middle of the night whenever I need you like I did for you, but at least text me to see if I'm alive, but no, you won't have that. The only person who can take care of me at this moment is myself and I can only expect it from myself. No matter how painful it is to remember the moments where you were there for the other person and now you are suffering alone, you will have to go through this alone.

#thanks <3

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Today my psychologist told me something that is obvious but at the same time has always scared me. No matter how good you are to someone, they have no obligation to treat you the same way. What frustrates me is not the part where I don't receive my affection and consideration back, because I never did anything expecting retribution, but I hoped that at least I would have 1% of that, like, you don't have to come to my house in the middle of the night whenever I need you like I did for you, but at least text me to see if I'm alive, but no, you won't have that. The only person who can take care of me at this moment is myself and I can only expect it from myself. No matter how painful it is to remember the moments where you were there for the other person and now you are suffering alone, you will have to go through this alone.

#this is a very sad part of life #about life #thoughts #depression #txt #mine