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im late to the hi fi rush fandom but i support your goal of making that guitar guy suffer

SOMEBODY'S GOT TO DO IT FR.

#and i will gladly do it for free. #do you think i have a reputation at this point #looks at self. i think ive earned it at this point #anonymous #jem.txt #asks

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Wonder what would happen if Chai’s music player kinda. Got damaged or something. That thing is connected to his heart, after all. Not great.

well technically weve already seen chai when his player wasnt working. twice even. at the beginning of the game when he was fresh out of his surgery and he has to be hit to kickstart it properly. and when kale spectra'd chai and knocked him out. the music player being connected to his heart is technically a headcanon (although a fairly solid one i enjoy very much). but i think its still pretty safe to say that having his player broken would DEFINITELY affect him in some capacity

so what i speculate would happen is that it wouldnt kill him. but it certainly affect his musical synesthesia. considering thats what his music player for sure gave him. i think it would fuck up his ability to fight. chai does more damage the more on beat he is right? i like to think that his player enhanced his ability to fight bc he gained a innate sense of rhythm for combat and also the ability to perceive and anticipate other ppls moves (or at least if the gamer is good enough hgbksdhflk). chai feels the beat like a physical thing and it affects literally entirely how he sees the world. so if he cant feel it anymore.... hed be... off his game so to say. maybe if its fucked up in a certain way, he could be literally offbeat. like arrhythmia. his movements are clumsy, disjointed, or leave him open to hits. self indulgently, i think it would be fun if he gets disoriented in a sense. i think he were to perceive the world incorrectly, depending on how badly his beat is fucked up, i think it has the potential to give him severe spatial disorientation and vertigo.

if the beat is simply dead tho i think chai might just be. nerfed to normal guy. to how he was before (plus metal arm). but he got so used to feeling the beat i think not feeling it would leave him with a deep sense of unease. like it isnt right. somethings really wrong. the feeling that hes missing something. and he would be. because the beat was a part of him and now its gone

#jem.txt #asks #infernal fox #hi fi rush

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Some drawings of my friend @sadisthetic's OC, Seltzer!

I miiiiiiiiiiiiiigh have a massive crush on his toxic ass. Im a certified seltzer apologist actually ♥

#MY ROTTEN GUY <3 #thankies dan. we love him. Together. #for me #my ocs

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wakes up. aaaaaaaaaaaaahghfk part of the glow animation got fucked and i didnt fucking realize geodtfuckingdamniy . well. its too late. abd i dont think anyone will noyice.wnd its a nonessential part. im going wbajck to bed.

#jem.txt

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normal kid. normal amount of tears

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cropped in version so you can see his face and his goopy ghibli tears i had fun animating

#my art #danny phantom #danny fenton #imma be real i dont think danny is really the crying type but also i wanted. ectoplasm to gush out of his eyes. #gooping him once again #my animation

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goop

#i keep on gooping him for some fucking reason #my art #danny fenton #danny phantom #guy who has repeatedly procrastinated hw with fanart for the past week #also this was supposed to be a colored piece but then i remembered. i hate coloring. i dont have a painting method. i dont know colors #at least not digitally #this sounds fucked up but im actually decent at gouache and oils #but i cant apply those skills digitally tho for some freaking reason #if this angle looks familiar dont look at me this is my 3/4s view crutch.

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BURST💥

#get fucked eardrums #first caption i thought of was 'music's too loud' but like it didnt have the punch. #anyways i keep on doing terrible things to this man youre welcome btw #hi fi rush #chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #my art #this is a side comment but i bet chai could still fight to the music even when deaf (temporary or otherwise) #bc im sure he can like Feel the music through his body even when his ears are out of commission #like not only is that the case for a lot of Deaf people in reality but also #as a headcanon i think his player in his chest would let him feel the beat even better so #so i think if this were a permanent thing hed be super bummed and uncomfortable with the silence at the beginning #feeling weirded out by how he has to navigate the world now #but i think he'll adjust and come to terms with it with only mild difficulty #music is still a part of him (literally) #its just different now #(though language is another matter entirely)

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doodling him is fun

#and is literally so easy hes the easiest blorbo i ever tried to draw #punching him with a knoife bc i love him #my art #danny fenton #danny phantom

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this stupid jackass (<3)

#my art #chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #hi fi rush #trying to lower the effort of the art i post and drawing doodles for once

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What’s this? It’s an ask bomb 💣, just for you! What’s one of your favorite show-don’t-tell moments in your writing?

this is a rather difficult question considering like. show dont tell is what i do for like most of my writing?? descriptions and action is my thing? hmmmm....... i guess i can pick out a few things from my fics

one line im fond of in ptw is "Jay’s lips quirk, but it's too miserable to be a smile." theres a lot of lines i think fucking slays in that fic but i think this one especially really nails the exact vibe im going for this whole fic

i decided to take out an entire slice of an excerpt from blabbermouth

Jay feels warm trails drip over his taped mouth, following the curve of his chin. His gi is definitely getting wet. He barely has the headspace to care about new stains though.  A punch to the stomach buckles him. Despite his wooziness—from the lack of air, from blood loss, or from being punch-drunk, whichever barely matters at this point—he miraculously stays on his feet. He stumbles but he doesn't fold like he wants to.  Because he has to... Jay sways. What does he have to do...?  He can’t think through the thick cotton of his aches.  Several rowdy jeers from all around pierce him through the fog. Jay blinks. Shakes his head. Collects his pieces. He takes in a wet, stifled, stuttered breath. He squares his shoulders the best he can.  He has to survive this.  He can't think straight enough to recall a real reason why.  He just simply does. He doesn't have many other options anyway.

its a bit long for an excerpt but i do think this whole part should be together. i think i captured jays headspace really well here. the disconnect, the congestion, the inability to focus. hes not all there, disoriented as hell. and yet hes still tethered to the present by his own body, the corporeal hell hes in right now and not much more beyond that.

and yet he stays standing despite the fact he can barely remember whats hes doing this for. this is a "show" of his resilience in skybound. because even while at his most pathetic, hes surviving.

mostly because he has to <3

#asks #anonymous #jem.txt

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melt

#danny phantom #danny fenton #my art #guess whos been on a violent danny phantom fanfiction bender for the past few weeks #i needed to draw him at least once to get it out of my system #he wasnt bleeding originally in this i swear i just blink and bam #ectogoop on my hands #i wanna crush this boy with my bare hands #like *crimch* the combination of crunch and squish #love revisting old shows with the most whumpable guys.

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Since you have homestucked: Should i be offended that someone said i looked like the guy with round glasses. And that another person thought i would like the clown

wait...... actually. i dont think round glasses is enough for me to know who that is lol. also god. gamzee. i cannot make a prediction about that either.

#he is. a lot. #asks #2014federalbudget

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ppl accused of me of being slick with that bruiseshipping art but clearly missed my blatant homestuck coded cole/jay/nya shipping chart that i reblogged onto the post

#also. what were you doing at the devils sacrament #jem.txt #delete later lol #whats so shocking about it im RIGHT is the thing

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Homestuck??????

yeah

#whats the issue here #i read homestuck and im not a pussy about it? move along #asks #anonymous #maybe i should draw a karkat or something like damn

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end of the year fic asks! give us a behind-the-scenes look at "for want (for nothing)"; why did you include a scene, when and where did you figure out that one tricky sentence, which part wrote itself, things like that!

thats a fucking thing? well lucky for YOU i LOVE talking about my own writing and that fic DEFINITELY has quite a few "bts" things i could talk about lmao

first thing to start off with is that i actually rewatched and studied that corruption scene in canon quite a bit while i wrote this. i needed the refresher and Man did i realize i forgotten a bunch of major plot points (most of which werent actually relevant to the fic) lol. but anyways the structure of my fic is pretty strongly based on its canon counterpart and theres a lot of little things i took inspiration from and just injected more flavor to it. like kai uses lightning a lot??? which make sense production wise bc thats like. probably easiest element to show off and make it look cool. so yay! excuse to use my jay bias and favor using his powers lol

in general that fic was a means for me to write a character study for kais character which i love a lot. he is my second fav blorbo. i have a huge weakness for older siblings in media. and kais shift in character is so interesting even if it was never done with conscious intention. ninjago Definitely uses every single one of their characters as pawns to advance the plot of whatever rather than you know. treating them like characters who are people. so theyre inconsistent with or contradicting themselves. characters are used however the writers seem fit with the situation at hand. i think the corruption scene is a fair example of it. kai was over it right? the whole green ninja thing? and yet. anyways my fic was an attempt at reframing and adding context and depth to kais character bc man did think about these fucking legos a lot for some goddamn reason when its a bad show!!! maybe some of yall will hate me for saying it. but man. ninjago sucks more often or not. not Entirely BUT A LOT OF IT IS NOT OF THE HIGHEST QUALITY.

and that sorta gives me an awkward segue into lloyd. haha. you know the line "A brat who had everything handed to him by destiny. It wasn’t because he deserved it. It was simply because he was born special."? well. it makes sense in the context of the fic that kai feels this way bc thats the natural conclusion the fic flowed into. But Also. i wont lie. that is my own genuine thoughts about lloyds development as a character. lloyds writing fucking BLOOOOOWSSS. and none of it is his fault. its the writers fault. but MAN its the LAZIEST DESTINED HERO/LEADERSHIP CHARACTER ARC I EVER SEEN. IT COULDVE BEEN INTERESTING. but no it was too simple too forced too Cheap. too shallow. its like they picked his little minifig and decided he Must be the prophesied hero no matter what :) and they forced his little lego feets into the studs of Destiny above everyone else and made it happen in the easiest way possible. by simply declaring it. forcing him into the role unnaturally. and because hes the Chosen One that means hes very very very important right? so NATURALLY hes the leader also! HELLO HES A FUCKING BABY??? NO SENIORITY?? any leadership skills he gained is because he was Forced to develop them, not because hes a natural leader. i could talk shit about his treatment all day but all in all i hate the flagrant favoritism the show gives lloyd when its meant to be a show with a team dynamic. i dont hate lloyd but i sure do hate the way his character "developed". this fucking baby was fed too many rare candies and some evolutionary stone on top of it. hes not the best he could be as a character because none of it naturally happened. no care put into developing his characters. i could accept lloyd being the green ninja or being a leader. if it were written well at least. ANYWAYS. kai is a subtle projection of me. or closer, a messenger. he was corrupted by me in way considering i was the writer lol. but it works because theres a bit of truth in there isnt there?

also that fic also happen bc i wanted to writer fun elemental power stuff along with fucked corruption. i love fantasy power things. and i LOVE rancid rotting feelings

#i dont think you couldve anticipated such an answer from me but lol i hope this doesnt make anyone too mad #i hope it gives interesting insight into that fic lol #asks #anonymous #ninjago talk

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new icon. obvious self portrait of me. reaaaaaaaaaalllly leaning into the edge

#my art #i hope everyone is clear that im evil and aro

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limewire virus

#chai hi fi rush #hi fi rush chai #hi fi rush #my art #if anyone reads the tags i put under my art. you know this has been a thing ive been thinking for a While #i think if an ai program can take over chais body then a virus ABSOLUTELY can #love thinking about fantasy symptoms because i think the computer virus symptoms can produce effects that are equivalent to irl viruses #i think it would be funny if he got cryptojacked and his core's processing power gets used for nefarious purposes (lol) and that #raises his temps in other words fever #headaches likely... definitely fatigue #this bitch aint gonna be able to FOCUS #if i wanted to write a fic id probs flesh the symptoms out more