I can admit things on this app because well no one knows who I am. These men have literally changed my taste in men and their personalities have given me faith that good men still exist. I wish them all the best and all the love and positivity.
Just a little something for the evening. I think they should go through a belt collecting story line. ROH six man, AEW tag team, Nick take the international championship of Fenix. Why not?
Is that Matt Jackson blushing? Maybe the tumblr girlies have won this round? Nah, he knows exactly what he is doing…photo cred @mattjacksonooc on twitter
Physically here but mentally i’m the main character in a romance book, one where my love interest is a sexy billionaire who’s desperately in love with me and can’t live without me.
Days like today remind me that all of my mirrors and secrete keepers are gone. All of these thoughts and feelings building up, but I don't have anyone to tell. How do you trust someone with all the mess that is in your head? I have really good friends that have known me for 25+ years that I can't tell how I feel or what I am thinking because the words sound stupid or just come out wrong. The fear of judgment and ridicule. The need to run and hide at the same time, or the fear and anxiety of never being good enough, or feeling like you will never be loved again because you don't deserve to be loved. Those words beaten into you repeatedly for years. So I sit here and smile, pretend everything is fine and normal. Falling back into survival mode, alone, with just the mess. Ler's go outside, maybe we can reverse out of the darkness...