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Pusheen the cat, more like Pusheen the limits of science

#jackie's advice column #EVERY TIME. WITHOUT FAIL #I THINK OF THAT POST #oh my god we sell pusheen stuff at my work i can never NOT think of this post when i'm there #that post defines me now

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I swear on my mama bro if I unearth one more repressed memory

#I DON'T WANNA REMEMBER WHAT THOSE BEASTS DID TO ME TAKE IT BACK TAKE IT BACK NOW #I WANT TO RETURN THESE TRAUMATIC MEMORIES AND IMAGES FOR STORE CREDIT #I DON'T EVEN WANNA REMEMBER MOST OF THE MUSIC I LISTENED TO???? LET ALONE THIS??? #@ my therapist HELP!!!!!!!!!! CALL THE POLICE!!!!!! ON MAMA!!!!!!!! #THEY'RE FRIENDS W/ PEOPLE DRAWING THE V*GINAS OF INFANTS!!!!!!!!! TJEY'RE DEADASS CALLING 10 YR OLDS THEIR CUTE SH*TA BOYFRIENDS!!!!! #I NEED AN ADULT I NEED /SEVERAL/ ADULTS AUGHHHHHHH PSYCHIC DAMAGE AUUHHHH #WHE!!!RE AM I!!!!11!! #ok i'm calm now i just needed to lose my shit about that for a minute #i'm that meme rn I Don't Want This #in other news i actually have someone in my life now who cared enough to note that i have bipolar #official diagnosis btw! collecting those mental illnesses like pkmn badges #i'm experiencing mania rn if you couldn't tell. fun. fun fun fun fun #also if you're reading this (which i know you are).... VOMITING EMOJI X50!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EWWWWWWWW!!!!!!!! #jackie's advice column #traumacore #actuallybpd #actuallytraumatized #actuallyabused #actuallybipolar

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this wouldn't leave my brain

#funny.mp4

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#prozzak #simon thornhill #minnie mae

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I'm gonna be real with you Israel I'm not watching your propaganda ads

#i will deadass click off and on as many times as i have to so i don't have to watch that trash #jackie's advice column

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BPD Culture is why do I always have to apologize first when your cruelty is what made me split?

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#curtain call #oooh.... #ouch

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BPD culture is please someone hurt me right now. someone please tell me to shut the fuck up and get over myself. someone please just beat me up until i cant open my eyes. someone please hurt me because i cant handle love that isnt abusive

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#curtain call #abuse cw #mmmmmMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMmmm

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bpd culture is being told “i won’t leave you” every fucking time but they still leave.

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#curtain call

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BPD culture is constantly having your needs stepped on, your mental state worsened on purpose by those around you who have no compassion for you, and being stabbed in the back and abandoned by everyone you could trust, but if you say you want to kill yourself because of it all suddenly you're a horrible manipulative person who deserves all that's happened to you

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#curtain call #oh! #anon are you me lol

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/vent (kind of?)

bpd culture is HOW DID YOU MOVE ON SO QUICKLY DID I ACTUALLY MEAN NOTHING TO YOU DID YOU ALREADY HAVE A REPLACEMENT FOR ME BEFORE WE WENT SEPARATE WAYS DID I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU

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#curtain call

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bpd culture is always being the "it's okay i understand your feelings and why you acted this way" person but never the one being understood

#curtain call

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I hope the fact that her name is Tamara makes a very specific few people feel very very guilty <3

#you know what you did. (: #jackie's advice column

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why is this so accurate? 💀 🐪 🏜

#funny.mp4 #faves #REPRESSED MEMORY RECOVERED WHAT THE FUCK

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How unfortunate. I seem to be gushing blood. The wound has ripped itself open again. No stitching can hold such a deep gash.

Sadly it is a wound above my paygrade. I cannot care for something so grand.

Ironically, it's one that I never inflicted on myself.

When the flies nest in my blood and bone and lie maggots I only hope I shall meet you to vomit them in your eyes.

Of all the stomach acid and bile and insects I'll spray it will never be as poisonous or acidic as you.

#curtain call #traumacore #actuallytraumatized #actuallybpd #actuallyabused #jackie's advice column #gore cw #insects cw #vomit cw

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Do you perhaps recall the time when one of your own attempted to doxx me? How upset and afraid for my life and the lives of my family I was?

And then you had the audacity to say they "didn't know what they were doing"? That they were the victim? All because you were angry at me?

Do you even know how traumatized I was? Do you know that I wanted to crawl in a hole and die? Do you know that I felt ashamed and humiliated and that I blamed myself for months?

Do you care?

#curtain call #jackie's advice column

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Remember when you wished death and physical harm on my family?

I do.

And I will never let you forget it.

#(: #curtain call #jackie's advice column

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behold the most moving voice acting of all time

#funny.mp4 #faves