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My eating disordered ass can't handle being quarantined in my student room for 7 days.

This is no life.

I can't walk long distances, there is nothing and nobody to distract myself with. I am hungry but not because I am doing stuff I need a lot of energy for.

I am only lying in bed, with my curtains closed, eating everything that I can, feeling bad for not excercising and not wanting to throw up because I don't want to go back to that dark place.

I am going mad.

I am panicking.

I can't handle being clustered at home.

This is really, really, really bad for my mental health.

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trans women are real women

art by liberal jane

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sleeping with your stuffed animals is punk rock don’t let anybody tell you different

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If you’re islamphobic or an anti-Muslim/Arabic racist please unfollow me

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me: *pushes ppl away before they have a chance to hurt me*

me: damb why is everyone ignoring me

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- “Milk and Honey”

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Imagine not wanting to die lol

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I'm not brave any more darling. I'm all broken. They've broken me.

— Ernest Hemingway

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I just want to leave like I never existed.

I don’t want anyone to remember me,

I don’t want to hurt anyone.

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