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when u think u see someone hot but then realize they ugly

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The poster boy for rage is going to tell me how to control my anger?

Olivia Benson, SVU (via heylovelyy)

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this fucking show

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1D + SNL14

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Someone please help me?!

So, I usually watch Law and Order SVU on ProjectFree.tv but they took them all down and now I don't know where to watch any old episodes. I'm on season 13. Do you know where I can watch them for free? I'll love you forever omfg.

#law and order svu #special victims unit #olivia benson #mariska hargitay #free episodes #watch tv online #law and order special victims unit

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You & I fan video

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Lets be honest here,

I know we would all say we would be Rick or Daryl in the apocalypse but in reality we would all be Eugene. 

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The last three years have been a fucking shit show for me (well, really ever since grade 11), but I'm not going to get into the details other than the fact that I was sexually assaulted and I still can't move past it. I still can't talk about it without almost having a mental breakdown. so anyway, 313 days ago I broke and actually tried to kill myself. I still think about it, it runs through my head everyday but there's a difference between thinking about it and actually trying it. luckily I haven't tried again. I just wanted to say I haven't had one slip/relapse in almost a year. And I won't lie when I say that I do have days and nights where I just want to put a bottle to my head and pull the trigger. I will say that I do tend to drink myself stupid just to stop myself from thinking, but that never really works, it just makes it worse. I have gotten myself addicted to Oxy pills to numb the pain and to knock me out, and to just keep me going, and I know that isn't good. Whenever I feel like I want to break and quit life something stops me. guilt, that idea of not knowing if things will work out, my family and friends? I don't know. the thing that really gets me and breaks me down are the what ifs. what if I can't get better? what if I never get my life on track? what if I'm never happy with myself? I think I'm always going to be depressed, I don't think that goes away, I think you just learn to deal with it the best you can.

#depressed #depression #self harm #self harming #Suicide #suicidal #self destructive #commit #clean #binge drinking #self medicating #oxycontin #alcohol #numb #assulted #rape victim #NO MORE

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sophierth:

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You’re not a bad person for the ways you tried to kill your sadness.

This is really important. (via clubless)

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