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danny-boys-world · 3 months

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Peach Crescendo- indica - popcorn buds

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mariposas8494 · 10 months

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Don’t forget your meds 💊

#actually bipolar #bipolar disorder #bipolar mania #bipolar1 #mental heath support #bipolar depression #disabled #mental health #mental health matters #infp #heavily medicated #self medicating #medication

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sasuga-whump · 6 months

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Whumptober 2023: Day Ten - Panic (alt prompt)

Glory Jane Ep 7

Seo In Woo's father calls and it triggers an attack

Find the full whump list for this drama here

I subtitled this myself, all mistakes are my own

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whumpetywhump · 8 months

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The Defected - Ep. 8 & 9

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smashing-yng-man · 4 months

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I've done it all - attended Alcoholics Anonymous twice a day, five days a week. Memorized the fourth edition of the "Big Book" from cover to cover. Admitted myself into two different rehabs, staying 60 days each time.

What has ultimately kept me sober from drinking is confiding in my therapist and taking a combination of Acamprosate and Naltrexone twice a day to curb alcohol cravings.

I drank heavily for nearly two decades, and frankly have the experience and genetic predisposition to confirm that addiction is not a choice.

But sobriety and self-care are.

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noodlesnovember · 22 days

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i cant find my herb vape

i went outside for less than an hour and now i feel like shit.

ive prepared a vile mixture since they wont buy me electrolyte drinks

i put some wine in it to mask the taste of salt and baking powder

i will have to get up to drink this

i got up

i hope i will be able to keep this down god

i lit some candles

i took a sip

the aftertaste

i had a tasty treat to prepare for the rest

i chugged it i guess i didnt mix it proprely because i was hit with this terrible wet powder

i feel better already

ive added some water to the remains

this looks disgusting

i drank it and gagged

i survived

#im on mushrooms #cripplepunk #writing #helpol #hephaestus worship #dyonisian worship #self medicating

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creathur · 6 months

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kissing monster energy full on the mouth.

#self medicating #but seriously i have such good days when i chug one in the morning #like im happy not that im particularly productive #monster energy

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notdelusionalatall · 2 months

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i don't condone this

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darkhorsedantes · 23 days

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[Poetry]

⚠️Trigger Warning⚠️:

Mental illness. Graphic violence. Poetry.

[If you are hurting, seek help! Talk to someone!❣️]

...Alone...

Cast away.

Trapped in these dark asylums,

Without a heart to fight with.

My only friends in the world were the shadows crying,

Saying, 'Just let go Dantès, join us dying'.

Alone with Lilith in the darkness,

A lustful tempest siren,

Her soft hands upon me as she's gently sighing,

Saying, 'Don't fear the fall, come join me flying,

I'll give you everything that she's been denying,

Just stay with me forever and I'll show you Zion'

"Craven boy who's Sorrow Laden!

Beset by dreams more gravely graven,

Than all of sorrow's souls both lost or taken.

Give your heart to me, you'll no longer be jaded,

& Bear what time remains with fairfarren maidens."

"It's all untrue the love you think you feel,

It can never exist because it was never real,

Unless you choose to choose me,

We can make a deal,

Not a drop of blood pour it out with zeal!

Come Dantès, you do see my appeal,

I could peel away your skin & watch your blood congeal,

I won't steal a kiss but to you I'll reveal

Everything your dark heart's tried to conceal

Then you'll choose to love me more

Not that pseudo-gilded-slight Lenore!

I'll teach you to HATE her now and evermore.

You won't be burdened by her love forlorn,

You'll quoth to the sky, to that demon raven, You'll shout it with bloodlust, 'NEVERMORE, NEVERMORE!'

You'll be my savior, my own angel Agale!

Just crawl to me, submit to me now, and I will heal,

All the HEARTBREAK! All the SUFFERING! All the ANGUISH & SORROW you could EVER FEEL!!!"

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...Alone...

...I am alone down here...

Cast away.

Locked inside a room, in the dark, in a desperate place.

A place you don't go to by mistake..

A place they put you so you can be safe..

Safe from yourself.

Safe, & Alone.

But I'm never alone.

Even to this moment,

Since that day as a child when she spoke to me straight through the fucking ether.

Even now, bound by chemical chains,

With talons so deeply lain, to me she cleaves

...She is silent now...

But she never leaves...

She haunts my mind & senses,

She haunts my dreams,

& Only death will grant my longful reprieve.

Now, ten years & a lifetime ago,

Feigning innocent eyes in the light just for show,

But if you find me alone in the dark,

as by & by you happen to go,

With gleaming fangs, & bloodied claws, & eyes all aglow,

You will see me alone & you'll know that I,

I am never ever alone...

-Dantès

This poem is about a prevailing aspect of my life; my mental illness, my psychosis, & a specific moment as a child as well as a specific moment while inpatient at a psychiatric hospital.

#confession #poetry #true story #art #dark academia #depressed #schizophrenia #recovery #medicated #self medicating #be kind #bear your soul #struggle #anguish #lost #alone with my thoughts #memories #alone with my memories

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dichotomoustessellations · 3 months

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i was drinking monster energy then i felt the sudafed kick in woaaaahhgh

#Self medicating #self medication #monster energy #sudafed

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sasuga-whump · 9 months

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The Uncanny Counter 2: episode two

Wong relocates his shoulder

There's just something about villain whumpees 🫡

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milowithani · 7 months

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I'm just saying.

If someone has to struggle through every minute of their life, already tried every coping mechanism, medication, and professionals available to them, and the only thing thing that relieves up to 80% (I would even take 10%) of the agony they experience on a day to day basis, and improve their quality of life, and for some people is even cheaper than the total cost of seeing professions and being on medication, and can be easily accessible, and the only thing you have to have is a triple espresso and you're good for the day, then respectfully, I don't care about your opinion.

I hope this reaches the people who understand what I'm talking about, and know that they're not alone.