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Been running away so long from the day Into the strange night of stone to fade away As the light is gently bleeding out of my soul Penetrating the evening as i ride on this endless road

But you can't turn back the time It always gonna wait on the line

Some may wish never to be born Wasting the dawn Like a rose growing from the christ's thorn Wasting the dawn

Dawn been waiting for you so long little bird of prey To fly me higher to the brighter day Where the lizard lingers long under the sun Forgetting the night darkest july paris '71

But you can't turn back the time It always gonna wait on the line

Some may wish never to be born Wasting the dawn Like a rose growing from the christ's thorn Wasting the dawn

Some may wish never to be born Wasting the dawn Like a rose growing from the christ's thorn Wasting the dawn

Some may wish never to be born Wasting the dawn Like a rose growing from the christ's thorn Wasting the dawn

The 69 Eyes

#The69Eyes #wasting the dawn #rock #rock music #rock music lyrics #lyrics #rock aesthetic #rock lyrics

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#gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #my year of rest and relaxation #girl interrupted syndrome #girl interrupted #lana del rey #female rage #female hysteria #the feminine urge #whisper girl #feminine hysteria #feminine rage #female manipulator #femcel #dark feminine aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #unhinged girls #just girly things #just girly thoughts #just girlboss things #just girly posts #girly thoughts #girlboss interrupted #delulu #lana del rey aesthetic #delusional #girlhood #live laugh lobotomy #female insanity #my brain is fried

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#medcore #hospital core #hospitalcore #medicalcore #pill #pills #pills aesthetic #pillcore #happy pills #morute #traumacore #weirdcore #ventcore #traumac0re #traumacope #trauma vent #trauma coping #actually anxious #morute aesthetics #morutecore #girl interrupted #girl interrupted syndrome #i am heavily medicated #medication #medications #medication aesthetic #live laugh lobotomy #numb #xanned out #girls who take pills

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#meme #memes #haha #anxiety memes #mental health memes #my appearance vs my thoughts #memes instead of therapy #dog and werewolf

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#gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #my year of rest and relaxation #girl interrupted syndrome #girl interrupted #lana del rey #female rage #female hysteria #the feminine urge #whisper girl #feminine hysteria #feminine rage #female manipulator #dark feminine aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #unhinged girls #just girly things #just girly thoughts #just girly posts #girly thoughts #girlboss interrupted #delulu #lana del rey aesthetic #delusional #girlhood #live laugh lobotomy #female insanity #regina george #mean girls #jealousy issues

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#40s #50s #60s #40s aesthetic #50s aesthetic #60s aesthetic #40s fashion #50s fashion #60s fashion #old hollywood #old hollywood models #old hollywood aesthetic #vintage models #vintage #vintage aesthetic #old hollywood glamour #vintage starlets #starlet #coquette #dollette #coquette dollette #dollette coquette #coquette aesthetic #dollette aesthetic #old school aesthetic #old school #oldschool #oldschool aesthetic #vintage beauty #marilyn monroe

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imagine if that gets stuck on a door handle or something lol. i like it tho

#2000s #early 2000s #y2k #y2k aesthetic #2000s aesthetic #y2k princess #pink princess #y2k fashion #2000s nostalgia #00s #early 2010s #2000s fashion #trashy y2k #trashy y2k fashion #trashy aesthetic #trashy #trashy 2000s #cyber 2000s #tashy y2k #cyber y2k #y2kcore #trashycore #y2kcore aesthetic #trashycore aesthetic #trashy coquette #2010s fashion #piercings #corset #body mods

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i wanna write down all of my secrets here

#gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #my year of rest and relaxation #lana del rey #lana del rey aesthetic #the feminine urge #whisper girl #whisper aesthetic #coquette #dollette #coquette dollette #dollette coquette #coquette aesthetic #dollette aesthetic #coquette girl #hyperfeminine #feminine aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #lana del rey aka lizzy grant #i'm just a girl #just girly things #just girly thoughts #just girlboss things #just girly posts #girly thoughts #girl experience #girlhood #girly girl #hello kitty #hello kitty aesthetic

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#medcore #hospital core #hospitalcore #medicalcore #pill #pills #pills aesthetic #pillcore #happy pills #morute #traumacore #weirdcore #ventcore #traumac0re #traumacope #trauma vent #trauma coping #actually anxious #morute aesthetics #morutecore #girl interrupted #girl interrupted syndrome #i am heavily medicated #medication #medications #medication aesthetic #live laugh lobotomy #xanned out #barred out #you are just a figment of my imagination

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#witch #witches #witches of tumblr #witchblr #witchcraft #witch aesthetic #witchy #witchy vibes #witchery #practicing witchcraft #witchy things #broom closet witch #broom closet #witch community #witchlife #book of shadows #magic #magick #wicca #wiccan #witchy memes #witch memes #witchcraft memes #full moon #full moon aesthetic #witchy shit #on my witchy shit #full moon memes #moon memes #full moon in scorpio

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#lana del rey #lana del rey aesthetic #lana del rey aka lizzy grant #Elizabeth Woolridge Grant #Elizabeth Grant #lana del slay #lana is god #ultraviolence #lana del god #this is what makes us girls #honeymoon #diet mountain dew #put me in a movie #born to die #lust for life #did you know that there’s a tunnel under ocean blvd #aw #a&w #hollywood #hollywood aesthetic #pretty when you cry #pretty when i cry #the other woman #cinnamon girl #norman fucking rockwell #lana stan #coachella 2024 #coachella #coachella aesthetic #lizzy grant

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words can't describe how much i hate beauty influencers and their bullshit beauty standards that they are pushing

#i hate influencers #fuck your beauty standards #rant

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#C++ #coding #coding is fun #programming #i'm having fun #learning #default parameters #the code is working

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#gaslight gatekeep girlboss #gaslight gatekeep girlblog #my year of rest and relaxation #girl interrupted syndrome #girl interrupted #lana del rey #female rage #female hysteria #the feminine urge #whisper girl #feminine hysteria #feminine rage #female manipulator #femcel #dark feminine aesthetic #this is what makes us girls #unhinged girls #just girly things #just girly thoughts #just girlboss things #just girly posts #girly thoughts #girlboss interrupted #delulu #lana del rey aesthetic #delusional #girlhood #live laugh lobotomy #female insanity #i am not okay

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#medcore #hospital core #hospitalcore #medicalcore #pill #pills #pills aesthetic #pillcore #happy pills #morute #traumacore #weirdcore #ventcore #traumac0re #traumacope #trauma vent #trauma coping #actually anxious #morute aesthetics #morutecore #i take my pills and i'm happy all the time #girl interrupted #girl interrupted syndrome #i am heavily medicated #medication #medications #medication aesthetic #take your meds #live laugh lobotomy #popping pills

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I skipped my meds (antidepressants and antipsychotics) due to being sick with the flu and wanted to avoid feeling extra tired from them and now I feel like I should, you know, kill myself. :-D

#skipping my meds #tw #tw suicidal #tw suicidal thoughts #i feel worthless #i feel useless #tw personal #i failed in life #tw vent #tw personal vent #antidepressants #antipsychotics #:D #:-D #fml #i should not have done that #major tw #tw self destructive behavior #tw self destruction #tw self destructive

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#as we are now so shall you be #cemetery #cemetery aesthetic #graveyard #graveyard aesthetic #cemeteries #graveyards #cemetery lovers #graveyard lovers #cemetery addict #graveyard addict #horror #horror addict #horrorcore #horror aesthetic #horrorcore aesthetic #creepy #creepy aesthetic #creepycore #creepycore aesthetic #death #death aesthetic