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I don’t know. I’m sorry I don’t want to be so complicated. I just don’t know what’s going on inside. 

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**tw: blood**

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ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ ⁺ . 𓆩 𔓕 𓆪 . ⁺ ㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤㅤ

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A part of suicidal ideation or self harm no one talks about is the numbness to the subject that comes with it. I sit and scroll through pages and pages of cries for help, suicide notes and plans and feel nothing. No worry, no concern, no crushing feeling in my chest. Nothing. Those familiar feelings are now replaced with a strange familiarity, a kind of comfort that it’s not just me.

Fuck. When did it get to this

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thinking of ending it, all the bad news , feelings and pain..

but is there hyperpop in hell.. cuz that’s a dealbreaker

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looking back at me.. my notes tell me my profession is all wrong..

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Mary Oliver, "Little Crazy Love Song." Blue Horses