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splishsplashimtrash · 4 years
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Firecracker (part 1)
Fred x Reader
Summary: Fred was close to getting away from Filch but the universe had something else in store for him.
Warning: fluff, one or two curse words?
There was only a couple things in this universe that Fred Weasley found exciting. Quidditch, his mother’s cooking, and pranks with his little brother.
That’s it.
Well that’s what he thought until a blazing fire cracker bursted into his little universe.
Literally.
Fred and George had just pranked flitch earlier and had ended up splitting into different directions, trying their best to lose the grouchy grounds keeper. George ran through the courtyard while Fred unluckily ran towards the dungeon. He let out a groan of frustration when he saw that Filch deciding to pick him over his brother. He ran down the winding dimly lit tunnels, heart beating fast with excitement and a little fear trying his best to lose Filch somewhere.
Just as he was in the middle of passing Snapes classroom, a loud explosion rang to the side of him, he didn’t even have enough time to react when a body suddenly collided into his making them both tumble and skid across the cobbled dungeon floor until they hit a wall. Fred taking most of the hit.
Fred as well as the mysterious person groaned in pain, dust clouding the air causing them both to have a coughing fit. Fred watched with hazy eyes as he tried his best to identify the figure in front of him, the dust making it a little difficult.
When it cleared a little Fred could make out long Y/H/C hair and a red Gryffindor cape. “Oh dear!” A panicked voice cried out turning around to face the injured red head. Fred’s eyes widened when he was met face to face with the most beautiful witch he’d ever seen.
Round Y/E/C peered into his with worry, full lips moving but he couldn’t hear a word she said over the rapid beating of his heart. It felt like the world around him slowed down, the enchanting witch seeming to be the center of his attention. “Oh Merlin you’re bleeding!” She panicked raising her hands to gingerly touch his scratched cheek. Fred sighed at the intimate contact as he closed his eyes, savoring the touches of her soft hands against his skin.
“Mr Weasley, Miss Y/L/N” Snapes snide voice called out, finally snapping Fred from the trance the mysterious Gryffindor had placed upon him. “Miss Y/L/N not only have you blasted a ghastly hole in my classroom, you also endangered the safety of your peers. As for you-“ he narrowed his eyes at the red headed teen. “It seems you have no business here Mr. Weasley, up to your no good pranks again!?” And just like that Flitch arrived at the scene, covered in green sludge and huffing from running around the dark dungeon corridors.
Snape tilted his head slowly not even looking at Filtch. “Seems like I’m right, detention for both of you, as well as 20 points each.” Groans were heard from the Gryffindors in the class room. “Now, get to the hospital wing immediately before you disappoint me further” with a sassy swish of his cape, snape casted a spell to fix the broken door of the class room and slammed it shut.
Filtch sneered at the two as he motioned them both to head towards the hospital wing, turning away from the two, making his way to the bathroom to clean lord knows what off of his head. Fred groaned as he tried to get up but his back ached a bit from the impact he made to the wall. “I’m so sorry Fred” she apologized, kneeling down by his side, a worried expression on her face.
“I didn’t mean for this to happen, I’m just horrible at potions, can’t concoct potions for shit” she joked, causing him to chuckle, “I hate that class as well, I’m sure you’re not as bad as me and brother” smiling, she wrapped his arm tightly on her shoulders and lifted him up from the ground.
It was weird that she knew his name, yet he didn’t know hers, how come he had never seen her before? He knew everyone in this school, all the way down to the most shy hufflepuffs in the first year. “I- you’re...” The girl giggled, eyes disappearing as a wide smile formed on her full lips. He felt his cheeks heat up, Merlin she was beautiful. “Sorry I forgot, I’m Y/N, we’re in the same year” she introduces, “I would shake your hand but they’re a little occupied at the moment,” Fred smiled, she had humor... he liked that.
When they exited the entrance to the dungeon, the pair was immediately met by a worried George. “Fred!” The voice of his twin called out, he turned around to be greeted with a worried expression from his younger twin. “What happened!? And why is Y/N with you” he question staring at the shorter girl with a confused look. Fred’s lips pursed, George knew her but he didn’t? He felt his mood sour a little. Y/N laughed, a laugh that sent chills down Fred’s spine, heart beating fast as he felt his world slow down again and once again she was the cause of it. He loved her laugh. It sounded so beautiful.
“Well you see-“ she looked up at Fred with a mischievous sparkle in her eyes, captivating him. “It’s a painfully long story” she punned wiggling her eyes brows at the two of them. Her joke earned her a confused look from George but a loud laugh from Fred, his stomach hurting from the force of his laughter. “Indeed it was love” he teased back making the girl straighten but a little as she casted her eyes towards the floor, cheeks turning red. Fred didn’t notice the change in demeanor but to George it was crystal clear.
Fred suddenly let out a groan when he felt a sharp pain in his back, making the light hearted atmosphere disappear. “Anyway we’ll tell you the story later George, your bother over here needs to see Madam Pomfrey” George nodded curtly and pulled his brother in his arms. “You go on ahead Y/N, I’ll bring my brother to the hospital wing” Y/N smiled, “Thank you George, and sorry again Fred, I’ll try not to explode another classroom when you’re around, can’t promise you though” Fred laughed a little, feeling a little disappointed that he will be parting ways with the beautiful witch.
“See you around George, Fred” she waved as she made her way back to potions. George smirked as he sees his brothers eyes follow the Y/H/C haired Gryffindor down the hall until she disappeared around the corner. Only then had Fred suddenly snapped out of his trance like state. “Are you back from dream land, oh brother of mine?” George teased making the older twin roll his eyes. “Shut up you twat, bring me to the hospital wing I feel like I’ve been shot by a firecracker” George only smirked in response. “You mean Y/N?”
Fred didn’t respond, his mind thinking back on the whole scenario once again. Fire cracker... he thought to himself. “Fitting” he whispered. “What was that?” George asked hearing his brother mutter something under his breath. Fred shook his head smiling goofily.
“Nothing”
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splishsplashimtrash · 4 years
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The Prefect’s Bathroom
(Y/N) and Remus love each other through the good and even the bad.
Warning: Angst, Fluff, Smut
(F/L/O/N) : first letter of your first name
Being a prefect had its perks but the one privilege she loved the most was that they had their own bathrooms. A giant bath and nicely laid tiles giving the bathroom a very luxurious appearance compared to those in their dorms. For a small price of catching students sneaking around after curfew, they pretty much could bend the rules for themselves whenever they wanted to.
For (Y/N), she used her prefect privileges to break the rules by sneaking her boyfriend of 4 years, Remus John Lupin. The smart, quiet, well spoken, and charming boy from Gryffindor, into the bathroom.
It came to no surprise when the two announced their relationship when even a person who didn’t have a brain could tell they fancied each other. The way the two Gryffindors would stare longingly when the other wasn’t looking or how the two tried their best to arrive at the library at the same time as always to “accidentally” bump into each other. Their faces turning red when they greeted each other shyly. Although it was clear to others that the two fancied each other, it just took more effort for them to finally confess their feelings. With a little help from a well known and famous Hogwarts player.
Sirius had a reputation for being the ladies man of the school. It didn’t take much effort to get any girl he wanted and when he heard that Remus was denying to make a move on the beautiful Gryffindor, the two marauders made a devious plan. (Y/N) (L/N), a popular and a smart girl who was known as the “beautiful jewel of Gryffindor,” she was a pure blood witch, same as Black and Potter and shared the same ideals as the two numb skulls. The belief of always treating others with respect. She never cared for peoples blood status or wealth, her ideologies and kindness caused only pleasant words to leave people’s lips when anyone even uttered the (H/C) haired witch’s name, she was a respectable individual.
She even rivaled the beauty of those in Slytherin, Ravenclaw, and Hufflepuff. Girls who were known for their charisma, intellect, cunningness, and mischievous manners.
Although she was beloved by almost everyone in the school, she wasn’t a very outgoing person. She was just like Remus, humble, quiet, and a giant book worm. She would spend her pass time plucking out books to read in the library or even drinking tea in the Gryffindor common room while burying her pretty little head into a novel that had always captured her interest.
It came to no surprise that her beauty caught the attention of every boy she encountered in Hogwarts. Boys at the weekly professed their adoration and love for the young witch, who could blame them? Her elegant and strong composure entrancing those around her with just a single glance. The air around her screaming beauty and power.
Even Sirius had to admit that the (H/C) haired Gryffindor was enchanting in his eyes. She even had a fiery personality to compliment her pretty complexion, but he knew that his dear friend was smitten with the young witch so he promised to back off.
It was that day in the courtyard where she had strutted inn, her long (H/C) hair shining in the sunlight, kind and fiery sparkling (E/C) eyes leaving him captivated, and her lips, oh Merlin those lips, looked plump and delicious. The urge to kiss them becoming too unbearable to suppress. She was beautiful that day, don’t get him wrong, she was beautiful every day but at that moment she stole the blondes breath away leaving him speechless when she came up to greet him.
Her velvet like voice entrancing him like a lullaby. “Hello Remus, how are you this fine afternoon?” She chirped happily. A blush formed on the poor blonde as he stammered out a reply. “I-I’m doing well (Y/N), and you? Hopefully classes are treating you well?” She smiled sourly, “If your definition of treated well is being bombarded with essays and trests then I’m treated splendidly,” she stated causing Remus to laugh at her sarcasm.
The other two marauders watched as their friend blushed and smiled, his hands twiddling nervously.
Sharing a mischievous look, James nodded to Sirius, who quickly made his way to the two.
“Well if it isn’t our gorgeous (Y/N)!” Sirius stated slyly sitting down in between the two, causing the Remus to ball up his fist in annoyance. Sirius brought up his elbow and leaned towards the young witch giving her his signature panty dropping smile. A smile that no girl could resist, everyone, except the young witch.
(Y/N) giggles at the boys antics, being well aware of what he is trying to do, his charms not working on her. She rolled her eyes smiling, “Hello Black,” she answered a little dryly, not even batting an eye at his advances. Wishing he would leave so she could talk to the cute blonde again.
”What’s a beauty like you doing here? We’re you looking for me? I knew you’d come around eventually love,” he stated coyly, leaning in a little bit more, his face inches from hers. Remus suddenly shot up, his fist clenched as he glared daggers at his friend, his knuckles turning white from how hard he was gripping his book.
“Moony! I didn’t see you there! Please inform (Y/N) here how giving me a chance for a good time, would be the best deicion she would ever make in her life.” He stated sleazily, nudging his disgruntled friend, eyes never leaving her (E/C) ones.
Remus felt something boil in his veins as he suddenly shoved his friend aside making him fall to the floor. Red hot anger blinding his vision. “The hell mate! You know I fancy her and you’re here flirting with her infront of me!?” He yelled. Suddenly his anger simmered to that of embarrassment, his face turning red as he saw a sly smirk form on Sirius’s face from hearing his confession. “I-I” he stammered looking at the beautiful witch’s surprised expression.
“Rem-“ she started only to be cut off.
“Excuse me” he stated pushing past the small crowd that had formed around them. Running away from the painful scene, hearing voices shouting after him. After a couple minutes of running away, he found himself at the astronomy tower, his hands shaking as he brushed back his messy dirty blonde hair from his face, hating his self already for losing his cool infront of his long time crush. “Bloody idiot” he scoffed at himself, sighing out in despare. a hand suddenly tapped his shoulder, causing the tall blonde to grunt.
“Go away Padfoot, I don’t want to talk to you,” he gritted out, annoyed at the audacity of his friend. “I’m not Sirius but if you really don’t want to talk then that fine, I’ll come back later,” a soft velvety voice called out.
Remus’s heart beat quickened at the sickly sweet voice that he had grown to love over the years. He whipped his head around, his forest green eyes meeting (E/C) orbs. “(Y/N)..” he whispered, not believing his eyes, “I was going to tell you something before you quickly left in a hurry,” she laughed leaning her body closer to the blonde, hands intertwined behind her, making her look enticing and innocent. He groaned inwardly at how beautiful she looked.
Unknowingly to him, she’d been crushing on him for so long as well, ever since she laid eyes on him at the sorting ceremony. With his cute messy dirty blonde hair sticking out in different directions like the quills of a Knarl (Like a porcupine) but softer. His big green eyes filled with nervousness as he fiddled with his robes in anticipation to where he would be sorted.
He stole her breath away that night and always have ever since, leaving her looking like a love sick fool for the blonde. With his sexy scars and charming witty humor. “I-I get it you’re not into me, I mean who could? I’m hideous with all these scars” he stated lowly looking away from her.
(Y/N) scoffed at his accusation as she lifted her soft hand to his scarred chin, leading him to look back at her again. “On the contrary Remus, I really like your scars, they give a certain quality to how you look,” she whispered, running a hand up his scarred arm, sending a shiver up his spine. “It gives you personality.” She finished looking at him with her dazzling smile. Remus smiled apprehensively as his heart quickened in pace, Merlin what he would do to make this girl his.
“As for your little confession, I fancy you too” she stated smiling widely. Remus choked as he thought he didn’t hear her right, did she really fancy him? “I-l.. r-really?” He stammered in disbelief, “for a scholar student you’re quite dense,” she stated teasingly causing the blonde to chuckle, “I was the one who gave you those chocolates a few weeks ago on Valentine’s Day silly, before Sirius stole and ate them, the (F/L/O/N) was for (Y/N)” she confessed, Remus suddenly blushed like crazy, his face heating up.
“That’s was you! B-But it was just sitting on the table,” he whispered bewildered at the news he just learned. The delicious sweets he had eaten was hers, the box that his friend rudely raided with their grungy hands was meant for him. (Y/N) sighing in annoyance at the memory.
She had purposely left a batch of chocolates she had made with the help of a sweet Hufflepuff on the table, the table Remus had always sat at in the mornings after breakfast. She watched from behind a book shelf as the three marauders sauntered in. The blonde, quietly trailing behind his friends, who were being loud and obnoxious as always.
(Y/N) bit her finger in annoyance as she wasn’t aware that the other two were going to join him today. It was usually just him in the mornings after breakfast, quietly sitting at his table reading or studying for his classes.
Sirius was the first to spot the chocolates that sat perfectly on the table. “Oh would you look at this! Someone must have left these chocolates here,” the black haired wizard mumbled scanning the elegant red box. “Who do you think it belongs too Padfoot?” James asked trying to read the small note attached to the box. Sirius opened the flap and scowled confused, “I’m not sure Prongs, it just says, “I hope my feelings are more clear, - (F/L/O/N),” Sirius read out, turning the card around to spot if there was a full name of the sender.
(Y/N) groaned as she bonked her forehead on the bookshelf, trying not to kill the two dunderheads for blowing her surprise confession. “Oh well, it’s mine now” Sirius stated slyly opening the box. Resmus frowned at his friends actions and piped up, “Sirius that’s incredibly rude, you’ll never know, they might come back for the gift,” the blonde chastised. (Y/N) swooned, he was always so considerate and sweet.
Sirius shrugged, “if they come back, I’ll just charm them with my good looks, as always.” (Y/N) sneared in disgust at the marauders answer, how sleazy. She sighed out in distraught as she watched Sirius and James rip open her gift, her hard work going down the drain as the two popped the chocolates in their mouths.
“Wow these are so good! Moony try them!” Sirius stated, handing a chocolate to the blonde. Nervously, Remus looked around to see if anyone was going to return for the chocolates but after seeing no on, he hesitantly took the sweet and popped it in his mouth. He did have an insatiable sweet tooth after all. His eyes grew wide at the delicious flavor, “Wow these are really good,” the blonde stated savoring the sweet flavor, beckoning his friend to give him another one.
(Y/N) frown suddenly melted into a sweet smile, cheeks heating up. She guess I’m the end, she did give Remus her gift, not the way she hoped but still she was still grateful he got to taste her hard work and dedication. His praises on the amazing flavor ringing in her ears, melting her heart. She stood there a little longer, sighing lovingly at the sight of the blonde munching away happily at her chocolates.
“I had noticed that you always sat at that table in the mornings so I thought I should leave it there as a small surprise” she stated nervously, twiddling her fingers. “I didn’t know Sirius and James were going to accompany you that day, Black saw my chocolates before I had the chance to take it back” she grumbled, “annoying bugger that one.” (Y/N) sighed out remembering the bitter sweet day.
Remus suddenly wrapped his arms around the small Gryffindor, hugging her tightly as a big goofy smile formed on his lips. He brought the back of her hand to his lips, giving it a tender kiss. “Oh Merlin you’ve made me the happiest man on earth.”
And so, their relationship began to blossom from a small crush to passionate lovers. After a couple of months of dating, Remus had entrusted his deepest and darkest secret to the young witch and she accepted him without a single hesitation. She looked at him, her love, never faltering after learning who he truly was. She was like his guardian angle that came into his life to cleanse him of all the darkness that life had inflicted on him.
She was there when he woke up feeling exhausted and beaten, tending to his wounds and helping him with tasks to make sure he was eating and still passing in his classes. He was grateful for her and he made sure she felt his devotion every single day. If she hadn’t come in, he would still be miserable and alone, leaning dependably on his two best friends. Just thought of that haunted him to no end. To live a life without her? Wasn’t a life worth living at all.
Soft laughter filled the quiet halls as (Y/N) dragged a very nervous looking Remus towards the prefect bathroom. This was their ritual every now and then, the Gryffindor couple would sneak away to the bathroom, where they shared heated kisses and sensual love making while taking a soothing bath after their tiresome activities.
(Y/N) was the first to enter the bathroom making sure no one was inside to interrupt them. After seeing everything was clear the young witch pulled the blushing blonde inside by his red and yellow tie, dragging him down to kiss her as she leaned her body to close the door behind her. Remus wasn’t really a trouble maker, he saved the mischief for his other two friends, but he did enjoy their occasional nightly rule breaking. With O.W.L.S just right around the corner they haven’t been able to spend much time together due to both of the studious Gryffindor being keen on excelling in their classes.
Remus pinned the (H/C) haired beauty against the door as he kissed her, tongue and teeth meeting each other passionately. “Rem” she breathed out as he trailed down her neck kissing and leaving bruises for all the boys of Hogwarts to see. It was funny to say the least when she remembered a time when Remus had gotten jealous due to her usual admirers, students of all years, who didn’t care if she was taken or not.
This peeved Remus to no end but a certain Slytherin, Barty Crouch Jr, had taken his anger to the next level. He kept flirting obnoxiously with his girl, the Slytherin throwing dirty and lude remarks at her every chance he got.
Remarks that made (Y/N) skin crawl and anger to flare inside Remus. Whenever he even caught sight of the sleazy Slytherin, he would turning his way to attack him but was always held back by either his friends or (Y/N). Resorting with him throwing death threats and shouting profanities his way. To remedy this problem, he peppered her neck with love bites as a warning to other especially the stubborn Slytherin that you were his and his alone.
He remembered Sirius made a big fuss about the whole situation calling him a horny dog, relentlessly teasing him for his actions. Joking how there wasn’t a day where the witch didn’t have a couple of hickeys somewhere on her body from the blonde. He didn’t regret it though and she was more than happy to carry around his physical proclamation of his love, it made her feel wanted and untouchable to others around her.
Trailing back to her lips, he kissed her once again, his hands trailing down to her ass, giving it a slight queeze causing the witch to gasp slightly. Taking the opportunity he slipped his tongue in her mouth, exploring and battling her own. This caused a sweet moan to come out of her mouth, his hands trailed back upwards his fingers stopping at the hem of her shirt.
“So gorgeous..” he whispered in her ear causing a shiver to run up her spine. He slipped his hand under her shirt, letting his warm hands run across her smooth belly. “Only for me” he growled in her ear causing a gasp to slip out of her lips. She loved it when Remus would become possessive, loving the way his muscle would stiffen and twitch with annoyance. His usual laid back and quiet persona disappearing, being overtaken by someone inimidating and clingy. She adored it to death and she loved it more when he was like that when they made love.
Her need for him becoming stronger as he growled possessive statements in her ear. How no one could love her and fuck her sensesly like he did and he was right, there was no one like her boyfriend, loving and protective while being an “animal” in bed, it was mind blowing.
Her thoughts were interrupted when she felt his calloused hand gently cup her breasts causing her to moan loudly. “You look delectable Darling” he whispered as he lifted her bra up a little to fondle the soft pillows underneath. He loved her breast, the way he would lay on them after they made love or when she let him lay down on them after going through a torturous full moon. They were his comfort, no pillows can ever compared to the heavenly feeling he had when he rested his head on them.
As they continued to make out Remus suddenly trailed his hand down her soaking wet core. A smirk forming on his lip at the wetness he had felt.
“So eager are we now sweet heart? So wet for me,” he teased slowly kissing down her body and towards her aching core. “R-Rem” she whimpered cutely her hands covering her face from ebrassment, even thought they have been doing it for 4 years now, she would still cover her face when he did anything to her down there, her face becoming red. It was an action he adored the most about her. It made her look more delicate and enticing in his eyes.
Pulling her underwear down and throwing it behind him he gently pulled her legs apart licking her folds as he moaned at her taste. She was so sweet like chocolates, her taste and her smell causing his mind to go crazy.
(Y/N) moaned as she watched her boyfriends head bob as he licked and teased her clit. Her mind going white from the pleasure, a tight feeling forming in her stomach. “Rem- I’m cumming” she gasped as her eyes rolled back in pleasure, “cum for me darling let me taste you” he whispered as he quickened his pace. Giving a loud moan (Y/N) released into the blondes mouth, her chest rising and falling from the imapact of her orgasm, her body trembling in delight.
Remus chuckled as he kissed her inner thighs and got up licking his lips endearingly, “so sweet” he whispered causing the (H/C) haired witch to groan in embarrassment, legs shaking. Remus laughed as he stood up leaned down to plant a tender kiss to (Y/N) lips, “wrap your legs around me love, I can’t wait a second more” he stated.
Doing a quick jump the young wizard held his beloved my the ass as she quickly wrapped her legs around his hips, their lips reconnecting. With one quick action Remus dropped his pants and gently lined his throbbing member at his girlfriends dripping entrance. “Ready love?” He whispered, (Y/N) nodded and gasped when he entered her, no matter how many times they had done it, it still took her breath away whenever he filled her up.
She loved how his member fit her insides so perfectly, like it was meant to be there. Remus groaned in her neck, loving how tight she was for him. After adjusting, he began to thrust into her, biting and sucking her neck as he pounded into her.
Unbuttoning her shirt, he pulled her bra down, watching in adoration as her supple breasts sprung free, bouncing in the rythem of his thrusts. (Y/N) moaned as she threw her head back in pleasure, her cries becoming louder when he suddenly hit a sensitive spot causing her to scream his name. “Merlin! Rem please right there” she begged clawing at his back desperately. Remus grunted as he repositioned himself and began to thrust hard against the bundle of nerves.
(Y/N) felt her breath leave her, body shaking from the amazing stimulation the blondes cock was giving her. He was always amazing at making her scream with pleasure, always knowing where to thrust to turn her into a gasping and mewling mess under him. Hot pleasure filled her body as she was fucked senselessly against the tiled walls of the Prefects bathroom.
“Who do you belong to?” Remus whispered in her ear, his deep husky voice driving her crazy. “You! You Remus John Lupin!” She screeched as she got closer to her release. “Can anyone fuck you this good love?” He growled as he snapped his hips causing his member to hit the bundle of nerve really hard causing her let out a scream of pleasure, head swirling with lust.
“N-No! Merlin! No! o-only y-you- Oh my- I-I’m cumming” she cried out breathlessly. Her tongue stuck out as her eyes rolling to the back of her head, the pleasure becoming too much to handle. Mindless babbling coming out of her mouth as she lost her mind to the feel of him inside her.
“Cum on my cock darling, let me watch you come undone for me while I fuck you,” Remus growled, as his thrusts became sloppier and faster as he chased his release. With one last harsh thrust the two couples moaned in unison as the blonde filled her up with his seeds. Blinding white pleasure clouding her mind as she let out a loud moan that echoed in the empty bathroom walls.
After catching their bearings, (Y/N) unwrapped her legs around her boyfriend, her legs shaking as she leaned against her lover for support. “I love you,” she whispered horsely, her throat a little soar from screaming. Just the sound of her tired but satisfied voice caused a sweet smile to form on the blondes lips, “I love you more my sweet” he replied planting a soft kiss to her lips. “Let’s bathe shall we?” She asked making the boy tilt his head in a nod. “Ladies first” he stated bowing dramatically causing the young witch to snort and roll her eyes.
“My boyfriend is such a gentle man. You just want to see me strip, you dirty dog” she accused teasingly, making the blonde Gryffindor laugh, not denying the accusation. Remus leaned against the stone wall as he watched his significant other strip, a groan leaving his body as he watched her drop the dark grey skirt, his cum dripping from her heat whenever she moved in anyway, pride swirling in his heart.
Merlin how did he get someone so beautiful like her? It was a miracle. When he watched as she lifted her shirt, his mouth suddenly went dry, all the happy feelings that was previously swirling in his heart melting into shame. There on her back were five long deep claw mark like scars that ran from the top of her right shoulder all the way down her left hip. His stomach dropped as he felt a sour taste in his mouth, the memories coming back to him of that dreadful night.
Pulling up her long (H/C) hair she slowly entered the pool like bathtub. Her eyes sparkling as she savored the embrace of the warm water, “Remus come-“ she suddenly stopped as she looked at the haunted expression on his face. “Rem? Is everything alright?” She asked catching the boys attention. “More than alright (N/N) splendid in fact” he stated his lopsided grin forming on his face. Giggling, she leaned against the bath tiles, giving him an enticing look. “So you joining me? Or would you like to just stare at me like a fish Lupin?” She teased, causing the boy to chuckle.
He teasingly shed his clothes, slowly making his way to the bath. A groan escaping her lips, watching as he pulled off his shirt, exposing his scarred abs and toned arms to his lover. Merlin was her boyfriend sexy, it was a surprise that not many girls like the blonde, what was there not to like? He had his goofy personality that charmed his way into her heart along side the sexy body he hid underneath his clothes. “Like what you see my love?” He stated slyly, “very” she whistled wolfishly making him snort.
He sighed as he entered the bath his aching body relaxing instantly from the warm water. (Y/N) swam to her boyfriend, gently laying herself onto his lap, her core sliding against his semi-hard member. He gasped as he placed his hand on her hips to steady her, “already wanting round two love? At this point might as well be a dementor on how much you suck the life out of me” he teased wiggling his eyes brows suggestively at her, causing the witch to laugh loudly, her head thrown back as her velvet like voice rang in his ears like a melody.
“You’re so silly Love” she stated kissing him again, “mind if you wash my hair for me? I can never get in there properly with these horrendously long nails of mine” she grumbled causing him to chuckle, “of course love, mind grabbing the shampoo?” smiling she turned around, her scar coming into full view once again to his dismay.
It was healing better than expected but yet he saw where it had inflicted the most pain. His arms shook as he brought a shaky hand to her back, the memories haunting him over and over again. Her screams, her blood in his hand, it was too much. Without needing to look back (Y/N) shoulders drooped, “Rem are you thinking about that accident again? It’s been years,” she sighed out, not understanding why her boyfriend was still beating himself up for what happened that night.
Remus gulped as he continued to caress at the giant scar, “nothing...” he started, tears welling in his eyes as shame bloomed in his chest, “nothing could ever make me forget what I did to you that night (N/N)... nothing” he whispered as he closed his eyes, his mind flashing back to that horrible night.
It was a regular full moon that night, nothing different from his usual cycle. It hurt her to no end to see him crying in pain as he fought tirelessly for his humanity. She wished she could find the monster who had brought this wretched curse upon her significant other, bring them to their knees to finally end her sweet boyfriends agony. To save him from this pain he had to suffer through every month.
After making sure everything was in order, they quickly left to return back to Hogwarts, on their way to escorting the (H/C) haired witch to her dorms before accompanying their friend during his shift. On the way out of the womping willow, they suddenly heard the most soul wrenching scream they had ever heard from the blonde, the hairs on their body standing at the amount of pain that laced the screams.
Remus was hurt, terribly hurt and (Y/N) couldn’t stand that she was not by his side. So with her lack of better judgement she ran back to the hideout, earning yells and protests from the two marauders. As she got closer to the door, (Y/N) heart grew heavy as the pained screams got louder and louder, sobs present in between.
Bursting through the door, she was met with a crying Remus, his nails was in the process of scratching his face as he tried his best to bite back the pain he felt as his bones snapped and reformed. (Y/N) sobbed as she ran to her boyfriends side, her hands grabbing his to prevent further self inflicted damage. “Rem please stop! Your hurting yourself,” the witch cried as she examined the damage he had done to his face. Suddenly the two marauders entered the room, their face flushed with concern and anger.
“(N/N) you’re not suppose to be here!” Sirius shouted as he tried to drag the poor girl away, only for her to rip her arm away from her friend. “No!” She screamed, “I’m not leaving him! Looking at him Sirius his hurt himself bad!” She shouted as she caressed her boyfriends bleeding face. “He is dangerous at his time (N/N), be reasonable!” James seethed as he tried to reason with his friend.
Suddenly Remus screamed again, pain shooting through his body, his cries shifting of that of a human to the growl of a werewolf. His mind slowly deteriorating to his savage and primal instincts. Suddenly, his sensitive nose caught a sweet pastry scent, her scent, this seemed to ease his mind a little as he managed to gain control for just a second. Remus looked up tiredly, his eyes flying open when he spotted his (H/C) haired angel sitting next to him, tears falling from her eyes.
“(N/N) w-what are you doing here? You need to leave!” He shouted as he doubled over in pain, he was losing his grip again. “No Rem! I’m not letting you hurt yourself again!” She shouted as she enveloped him into a tight hug, he wanted to savor the sweet warmth she had but he couldn’t, he let out another scream as his bone broke as he shifted.
“(Y/N) watch out!” With a quick motion the two boys grabbed at Remus’s arms, which slowly turned into that of a wearwolfs. “Remus! This is not you! You need to fight this!” Sirius shouted as it became harder and harder to pin down his friend. “Remember who you are!” (Y/N) shouted as more tears fell from her eyes looking up at her boyfriends yellow eyes. He suddenly snarled at her as he lifted his arm and threw James across the room, his body hitting the wall with a loud thud, he groaned in pain.
Wrapping his sharp claws on her right shoulder Remus dug his nails into her flesh causing her to howl in pain. Blood pouring from her wound, pain filled tears ran down her eyes as she cupped his face, “I-I love you Remus Lupin! And no matter what, I’m not break our promise! We promise to stay by each other’s side, and I intend to keep it!” she shouted stubbornly trying to forget the pain.
The fiery look in her eyes causing a flash of recognition to cross his eyes and seconds later, his claws retracted to his human hands his body still shaking as he managed to control his curse for who knows how long.
“Leave!” Remus shouted angrily as he was hit with another wave of pain, “(Y/N) please! listen to him!” Sirius shouted desperately, but the stubborn witch didn’t heed their warnings and because of her stupidity, she had to pay the price. Remus suddenly doubled over as he shifted again his growls growing louder as he gripped her shoulder tightly once again. Lifting his head to glare at her, she saw that he had completely lost himself to the beast inside him.
With a swift and deadly motion, the world seemed to stop as the two boys watched in horror at what their friend did to the love of his life. Remus had lost control of his grip on her shoulder.
Like knife to butter, Remus sliced his claws through his girlfriends back. The look of shock plastering in her face as she suddenly emitted a hair raising scream. (Y/N) dropping in front of him with a pained cry as tears ran down her face. Whimpering from the searing pain radiated from her back, blood pouring from her wound. “(Y/N)!” James cried out as he got up to hobble towards his injured friend. Wincing at the bloody sight of her injury.
“Oh Merlin you’re losing a lot of blood! We need to get you to the hospital wing right now!” He shouted as he started to pick her up, trying his best to ignore the pain that was blooming on the side of his ribs. “Go! get her out of here! I’ll deal with Remus!” Sirius stated as he held on to his friends arm, dodging the attacks he threw at the wizard.
(Y/N) wailed in agony at the pain but she still tried to fight against her friends hold, she wanted to stay by his side even thought he had hurt her. “Remus! This is not you please! Don’t let the curse get the better of you!” She weakly cried out as James carried her out of the shrieking shack and towards the castle grounds. Her vision blurring as she lost more and more blood. “Come on (Y/N) Don’t you give up now! Don’t leave Moony alone!” She heard the her friend plead desperately, before she fell unconscious, her bloody beaten body unable to keep her eyes open any longer.
Remus woke with a start as his head pounded, he felt like his skull had been crushed and poorly glued back together. Scanning around the room tiredly, he was met with a grim looking Sirius, “P-Pads? Where James!?” He asked sluggishly, little recollection of last night. Suddenly he felt like there was something missing, looking around again he had noticed the lack of gentle touches he usual felt in the mornings after his turn.
Sirius shook his head silently as he looked to the ground, “Where’s... (N/N)...” he asked dread pooling in his stomach. He reicieved no response. “Sirius what happened?” He asked, “last night... you were screaming like a banshee, clawing at your face and everything... and so (Y/N) came rushing in and you lashed out,” he stated sadly looking away. Remus froze as he felt a sticky feeling over his right hand, looking down, his heart stopped as icy cold fear caused him to breathe faster, panic shooting through his veins. There was blood on his right hand and nails, “d-don’t tell me...” he stated his heart felt painful as his already weak state made his head spin.
Sirius nodded as he looked down, Remus felt like he was kicked in the stomach as he felt weak, tears falling from his eyes, “No! no! Please Merlin no!” He screamed, his already sore throat only managing out a mangled cry. Looking down on his bloodied hand, he had also spotted blood smeared all the floor in front of him. Remus started to hyperventilate, his breathing becoming ragged.
“S-Sirius is t-this” he chocked out, lifting his stained hand to Sirius. The brunette didn’t say anything as he gave his friend a sad knowing look, causing the blonde to cough as more tears fell. “Please Sirius don’t tell me I did it! Please!” He begged as the hatred he felt for himself becoming unbearable to take.
Sirius didn’t answer as he refused to look at his friend. Feeling shame and guilt for not putting much of a fight to stopping her last night blooming in his chest. “No!” He screamed painfully as he dropped to the ground, his mind going numb with self hatred and pain, crying hysterically.
Suddenly someone burst through the door looking dishievled but Remus couldn’t care less, he had killed the one person he loved because of his stupid curse. Merlin please end his suffering, to live a life without her was not a life he wanted to live. “She’s alright” James stated tiredly, making the cries of pain fall silent. “They got her stable enough, she’ll be alright” James stated tiredly. Tears of agony turned into happiness as he fell silent onto the old wooden floors, trembling in relief.
The two marauders shared a sad but relieved look as the two boys wrapping themselves around the worn out and beaten blonde. The horrid events of last night singed into their brains, a bitter memory to remember forever. Remus sobbed into his friend’s arms, continuously thanked them both for saving his girlfriend and helping his miserable ass once again.
After a couple of hours Sirius and James finally let Remus go, causing the blonde to run towards the hospital wing, his sore bones and muscles screaming in protest. But the desire to see his beloved safe and well, overcame those feeble protest, legs pumping as he ran to the hospital wings doors.
Once he entered, his tired eyes frantically scanning the room until he had spotted his girlfriend, skin pale and sickly. “(Y/N)!” Remus cried as he dropped to his girlfriends side. Placing her cold hand on his lips he planted tender kisses, hoping that she would react in any way but she stayed silent as the only signs of life left in her was the slow rising and falling of her chest.
Shame and guilt overtook Remus’s heart. How could he have thought that she was safe by his side, a poor, useless... monster. He didn’t deserve her love, a monster like him didn’t deserve to live in happiness at all.
A wet and warm hand suddenly rub against his cheeks, pulling the blonde away from his dark thoughts. “Rem” her velvet voice softly called out causing him to close his eyes and lean into her tender touch.
“That was the past and no matter what... I would never regret the decision I made that night. These scars are the reminder of my love for you, no matter what, I’m with you till the end of the line,” she whispered, wrapping her arms around his neck, leaning up to plant a tender meaningful kiss to his lips.
Remus pulled her too him and wrapped her in a tight embrace, placing his face on the crook of her neck weeping, spilling his heart out to her. Never in his miserable life had he thought that he would find someone so loving and understanding like her, his angel. His savior.
The girl of his dreams who accepting his flaws and the his horrible curse that took over his life without even batting an eye or a second thoughts. (Y/N) saw Remus for who he was, a sweet, broken, and an amazing guy. A hidden gem who hid behind his insecurities and fears. The fears of losing her. The fears of the monster who he thought he is.
She wanted him to see how handsome he truly was, inside and out. Making him see the wonderful man she saw him as. She knew it takes time to mend a broken soul and she would gladly stand by his side till the day she died, whispering nothing but praises and loving words in his ear. Not caring how long it takes to make the blonde see his self worth. “I love you” he whispered sniffing as more tears fell down his scarred cheeks.
“And I love you. More than anything Rem, never forget that.” she whispered, leaning down again to capture his lips in a loving kiss. Their hearts beating as one.
They sat inside the prefects bathroom. A place where proclamations of love and silent promises of a better future were whispered like a prayer. The two lovers bathing in each other’s presence and adoration, their love continuing to grow for the other.
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splishsplashimtrash · 4 years
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Don’t take her away
(Y/N) saved Fred and Percy from an incoming spell from a Death Eater but every action has a consequence.
Warning: Death, Angst
Screams and cries were echoing in every direction as bright lights casted from wands flew across the sky. (Y/N) had been helping, collecting her wounded allies, bringing them to the great hall where madam pomfrey had been treating wounded wizards and witches. “Come on” the young witch gritted as she tried to drag an unconscious huffle puff boy to safety, his body too heavy for her to lift. Never the less she tried her best and she almost made it to the great hall when she suddenly heard a voice that had been plaguing her mind ever since the battle had started.
Fred weasley, her boyfriend was currently fighting along side his brother Percy, the two weasleys bickering and laughing as they did their best to fight off the death eaters who outnumbered them. “Hey ministry! I resign!” Percy yelled laughing, shouting another spell to repel the death eater infront of him. Fred snickered at his brother reblion, becaming distracted, not noticing a death eater pulling his wand out and pointing it at the ginger haired Gryffindor. Looking down at the unconscious wizard, she made the split decision of dropping the huffle puff and running to her boyfriends aid. “FRED! PERCY! LOOK OUT!” She yelled as she shoved the two brother away from the death eater who caused an explosion all around them.
(Y/N) took most of the hit, gasping in pain at her searing arm. “(Y/N)-“ Fred called out but was cut off by the sound of rumbling, the trio looked up to see that the ceiling of the castle was collapsing, the debris falling onto the unsuspecting witch and wizards. They tried their best to move out of the way but a large chunk of the cieling had fallen on the (H/C) haired witch, crushing the poor girls back and stomach to the ground. The impact causing her to scream out in pain, a scream that ecchoed in the weasley twins ears till this very day. A small part of the debri fell on Fred’s head and leg pinning down his left leg a couple of feet away from the (H/N).
Percy on the other hand had been nocked out by a part of the ceiling hitting his head causing him to bleed on the ground away from the couple. There was so much dust and dedbrie in the air that it was so hard to breath, especially in (Y/N) condition she couldn’t breath at all, every gasp of air she took only made the pain worsen, the pain, like needles sticking itself into her lungs and throat.
Fred coughed as he waved his hand in the air trying to swat away the suffocating debri that hurt his lungs. Trying to focus on finding his wand but as the dust started to clear, he became deathly away that his wand was far out of his reach and was next to his brother percys.
Fred grunted out weakly, a pulsating pain shooting up his spine with every move he made. He winced, trying his best to avoid looking at his busted leg and continued to look around, scanning his surroundings for any possible signs of help, only to be horrified of what he had seen. There laid his beloved girlfriend on the ground pinned down by a large portion of the cieling, her arm serverly injured from the blast. Panic rose in the ginger haired wizard as he saw blood starting to pool from under her.
“Oh Merlin, (Y/N)! Sweet heart” he called out, only for no response. Tears pricked in the twins eyes as he desperately tried to shove the rock away from his leg, clawing, punching, shoving, trying everything to get himself free to run by his lovers side.
When he saw no signs of the bolder budging, he howled in anger as he turned back to his unconscious girlfriend, noticing how her arms extending towards his. Fred’s lips quivered as he tried his best to reach her, his fingers barely touching her cold ones. “(Y/N)! Baby! Please wake up!” He called, after a while of calling and crying her name the (H/C) hair witch seemed to stir just little, causing Fred to cry out with joy.
Turning her head slowly she looked at her boyfriends frightened brown eyes, tears falling as he saw the condition she was in. “F-Fred” she called out weakly, “(N/N)! Oh Merlin sweetheart! Stay with me Darling! We can get through this, they’re coming to get us!” Fred cried out as he tried again to reach for her hand.
(Y/N) hummed painfully as she suddenly coughed out blood, the sight causing Fred to panic even more. “I-it h-hurts...” she whimpered out, looking at the blood she had just coughed up. “I know! I know, but it’s close they’re coming! Help! Help!” He tried his best to scream out but his tired lungs had failed him and what came out was a raspy cry, deafened by the chaos of the battle raging outside.
After a couple of minutes had gone by his hope slowly diminished as he watched her beautiful (E/C) orbs slowly close. “No! No! Baby look at me! Don’t you dare close your eyes!” He shouted doing his best once again to shove the piece of concrete from his leg, crying out when it didn’t move once again. He screamed in frustration, “Do y-you remember? When w-we first met? It was right here” she whispered, inhaling sharply as her vision started to blurr from her blood loss and tears.
Fred whimpered as he sucked in a breath, his head injury pulsating causing him to fall on the ground helplessly. “Yeah.. it was right here” he answered quietly. He begged to Merlin, to anyone, to come and save them, to save her. He couldn’t lose her. (Y/N) sighed, then suddenly winced at the pain again, her body slowly going numb.
“You accidentally fell into our prank that was meant for my brother” he stated chucking a little at the memory. Her (H/C) hair drenched with green sludge, (E/C) orbs sparked wildly with anger. The alluring firey spark he fell for. “Never thought there could be so much anger and mischief in that little body of yours” he teased amusingly, causing her to laugh a little, only to regret it right after.
She sucked in a breath as her once shining eyes slowly dull down. She laid her head down to the floor, fighting her best for her consciousness. “I don’t want to leave you Fred... I’m so scared” she whimpered out, tears falling down her bloody cheek. “(Y/N)... don’t worry! We’ll get through this together” Fred whimpered out as he reach for her fingers, slowly interlocking them together. The young witch mustered up enough strength to look at him. “I love you Fred Weasley... more than anything in the world...” He gulped as more tears fell from his eyes, “I-I love you too (Y/N)...” he replied. “mind if you sing me that one muggle song your dad sang that I really like love?” she whispered eyes drooping down tiredly.
Fred whimpered as he brushed his fingers into hers over and over. “I- I guess I can.”
Inhaling, he slowly began singing the melody. “You are my sunshine... my only sunshine” he started choking a little, “you make he happy when skies are gray... you’ll never know dear...” whimpered out as he closed his eyes. “How much I love you.... please don’t take my sunshine away.” Opening his eyes he looked up lovingly at his girlfriend only to see her eyes closed, smiling peacefully.
“FRED ARE YOU THERE!?” George’s raspy voice called out from the distance catching the older twins attention. “We’re here!” He yelled, throat still itchy. Fred smiled with glee, hope sparking in his heart once again. Someone was coming to save them. “Sweetheart! I think I heard George, we’ll be alright love, we’re going to be saved!” Fred rasped excitedly, laughing joyfully but she didn’t respond and the more silence rang the more his laughter died down.
“Sweet heart?...” he called out, he was met with silence again, trying a bit loud he called her name again and again but he received no response. Panic suddenly filled his body as he rubbed at her fingers, earning no reaction from the young witch. Tears welled up in Fred’s eyes as he pulled at his leg, his tormented shouts ringing in the empty corridor, “No! (Y/N) open your eyes please!” He shouted as he once again yanked harder than he ever did at his leg feeling pain shoot up his spine as he managed to wiggle just a little bit to grab her hand fully. When he felt her wrist for a pulse, he found none, confirming the only truth he dreaded to accept.
His sweet and loving girlfriend was dead, died in front of his very eyes.
All of the commotion outside seemed to stop as felt like he had gone deaf. Flashes of when they were together filling his brain. Her smile, her laugh, the silent promises to be safe under the moonlight, the beautiful sight of her in her (F/C) gown at the Yule ball.
It was so painful as he felt his world crashing down around him. Inhaling he cried out like a banshee, becoming historical as he stared at his girlfriend peaceful face. Red hot tears falling down his face like a stream but made no effort to wipe them away. Why did she have to make that face, the same face she made when she would sneak into his dorm to sleep in his bed. Sleeping peacefully at his side, so content with life. He gripped her cold hands tightly as he screamed the pain he felt, his heart breaking into little pieces on the stone cold floor.
George looked everywhere for his brother, dread piling in his stomach as more time passed and his twin was nowhere to be found. Suddenly a loud cry caught his attention along side Ron and Hermoine. “What the bloody hell was that!?” Ron asked worriedly. The trio quickly ran to the pained screams until they came upon the heartbreaking scene. There laid three bodies, Percy was on the ground out cold with a gash on his head, while Fred had his leg pinned down by a piece of the ceiling. Fred screaming his lungs out as he held her hand tightly. (Y/N)... well, (Y/N) laid there unmoving, her usual (S/T) skin was now pale and matted with blood and deep cuts. A giant piece of the concrete cieling had fell ontop if her, impaling her body, blood pooling everywhere around her.
Hermoine gasped at the scene, covering her mouth, mortified. Fred has been the source of the sound as he continued to scream and cry for his fallen beloved. Trying his best to crawl closer to her, causing severe injuries to his leg. “Fred!” George screamed, but it was drowned out by the hatred and sadness that the elder twin felt, to watch the person he loved ever since the second year die infront of his very own eyes.
George tried his best to comfort his anguished brother as he ran to his side, holding him in his arms, trying to shield him away from the gruesome scene infront of him but it was too late. The sight of her pale, peaceful face was imprinted in his mind, never to be the same again. Hermoine quickly acted, she casted the levitation spell on the boulder that held down the weasley twin. In mere seconds of being freed Fred pushed his brother away as he began to crawl to his girlfriend side, fresh tears falling from his eyes as he got closer to her, his hands flying to her face, cupping her cold and bloodied cheek. Hermoine casted another levitation spell on the rocks that had pinned down the young (H/N), throwing the piece away in anger.
Fred cried out as he tried to get into a sitting position, his twisted leg making it painful to move but never the less he did, for her. Scooping her battered body in his arms he cried harder than before. The world was cruel, how could he had been so stupid to let his guard down during a battle, because of his stupid mistake it cost the one person who was precious to him to die. He wailed as he hugged her broken body. “Fred...” his brothers whispered trying to pry him away only for him to glare hatefully at his brother.
“Why!? Why didn’t you guys come for us sooner!? To save her! Why!?” He screamed out bitterly as he continued to mourn. The trio fell silent as they looked away in shame. “Merlin Why did you have to take her and not me!” He sobbed out, as he rocked back and forth, crying into her hair as he hugged her. Suddenly, his hold on her body loosened as he felt his world spin around him, it seems like the blood loss had finally gotten to him because he felt his body crashing to the ground along side (Y/N), his world darkening as he heard the muffled screams coming from his brothers.
He felt peaceful, as he got one last look of his lovers face. It was funny really, he felt as if they were back in his dormitory once again, laying in his bed while he gazed at her beautiful sleeping face like he always did before closing his eyes dreaming of a better tomorrow. But this time. He knew. Tomorrow will never come. He let out a sigh as he closed his eyes, everything going black.
The war had ended, Harry Potter had killed Voldemort and had scattered the remaining death eaters away. It was a bitter sweet victory. Harry watched as he entered the great hall to find severely injured and dead allies. What stuck out to him the most was the body of two of his closest friends. (Y/N) (L/N) and Fred Weasley, their arms intertwined with each other, Fred’s arms wrapped securely around his lovers body, seemingly trying his best to keep the girl near him, as close as possible.
Even in death, their love remained strong.
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splishsplashimtrash · 4 years
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Sunflower
Remus x Reader x Sirius
Sirius falls in love with Y/N, who is Remus’s girlfriend, when she helped him emotionally through his dark thoughts and self hatred regarding his family.
Warning: Angst
Sirius didn’t mean to, never in his insane and troubled mind had he ever wanted to destroy the sacred relationship he had between the Marauders and especially between the two long term couple (Y/N) and Remus.
He didn’t understand why, why his heart had chosen the one girl he could never have. Even the thought of falling in love with someone irked him, yet, why did his heart hurt whenever he spotted the (H/C) haired witch smile at something the werewolf had whispered in her ear. Why did his skin burn when he sees the deep love in her eyes, love that was only pointed at the tall blonde by her side. Why did his eyes sting when he watched as their lips met in a passion of teeth and tongue, secretly yearning to be the one to kiss the female Gryffindor’s lips
What had she done to him? What spell did she cast on him to make him cash so hard for her? She was the opposite from him, much like her significant other, she was smart, witty, humorous, but the difference was how observant she was to her surroundings and the people around her.
She was known for her kindness, always helping others through tough times. Always there to make even the most despressed ones smile with happiness. Remus had nicknamed her “sunflower,” he chuckled a little, a fitting nickname for someone so bright like her. Shining her radiant and warming smile at everyone around her, even the sun looked dim compared to her brightness. He had always thought that when she smiled he felt the whole room including his heart brighten even by a little.
Maybe that’s why he fell for her. Sirius Orion Black, a disowned child, hated by his very own family, his blood. Countless owls and howlers calling him a failure for not living up to the “standards” of what it was to be a “Black,” he didn’t let even his closest friend see the sadness that hid behind his silver eyes, never telling a soul of the tears that were shed in the middle of the night. The hatred and shame he felt towards himself for letting the hurtful words of his over bearing mother lacerate his tired and beat up heart.
Yet her keen eyes never failed her. She saw the tears, she saw the pain, and she saw the struggling child behind the suave and flirtatious facade. She saw him. She stood by his side through the tears and dark confession that he had hidden in the deepest depths of his mind and little by little that darkness was replaced by her rays of yellow sunlight. She kept his secrets and most importantly she kept him sane. He had always wondered if she would tell Remus or anyone of the real him, the Sirius she knew and accepted but she always brushed it aside, joking teasingly at him. “Tell everyone and steal away the reputation of the the one and only Sirius Black, the massive flirt and heartthrob of Hogwarts? I could break so many girls hopes and dreams.” He laughed at that, never knowing that she had stolen his heart at that very phrase.
James was the first to notice, Sirius’s strange behavior towards the (H/C) haired witch. The way his gaze would linger a little too long on (Y/N), the way a shade of pink would dust itself on his cheeks whenever he caught her deep (E/C) eyes or when she got too close to him, making her sweet citrus scent waft into his nose. James, to say the least, was enraged and confused when he had confronted his friend regarding his weird actions and when he confessed he had a massive crush of her, he was close to hexing the black haired wizard.
“What are you doing Pads!? Why would you fancy her!?” James whisper yelled at Sirius in their shared dorm, hazel eyes engulfed with rage. Sirius sighed and ran his hand through his long black hair, “I don’t know Prongs! I-I don’t know.. I-“ he stopped himself, confused if he should continue, not trusting his brain to rationally think.
“You what Pads!? Does Moony know about this?” He hissed, Sirius looked away, “I’m guessing that’s a no, look Sirius, I don’t want to lose you two because of this little crush you have on (Y/N), you know she’s head over heels for Moony,” he sighed at the crushed expression on his best friend face. Walking up next to Sirius, he placed a tender hand on his shoulder. “This infatuation... it’s not worth breaking a friendship Pads, I hope you remember that” he whispered walking past him to join the laughing couple in the common room below.
Sirius sighed out once again and looked towards his nightstand. A picture frame of his friends laughing together making his mind swirl with confusion, he watched the laughing face of (Y/N) lean lovingly towards Remus, the blonde reciprocating by kissing her cheek. The picture looping constantly to mock him, mock his stupid heart for falling for someone who was already taken, mocking him for even contemplating on whether a friendship was less important than asking out the love of his life to be his and leave her dear boyfriend of four years for him. A broken. delirious, hated, and pathetic being.
Letting out a shaky breath, he toughened up his heart as he pushed the feelings he had for the (H/C) haired witch deep, deeper than the darkest depth of his heart, making sure these feelings could never see the light, her light.
This was why he could never settle for a long term relationship, because the ones he fell for were the ones he could never have. So why fall for one that would break his heart, when he could have all the love of other women.
Hardening his facade, he formed his signature smirk and walked out the boys dorm and walked confidently down the stairs to the common room. Every step he took felt like his heart enveloping back in its icy cage, the ice he should have never let melt by the warm rays of the (H/C) haired Gryffindor.
He was the famous Sirius Orion Black, he can’t let one girl tarnish his reputation.
No matter how much his heart yearned it.
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