spoodersrus

[spoodersrus]

since my byler interest has completely and entirely dissolved with the disgust over schnapp & co., the space has been filled with aroace daryl dixon

#no hyperfixation is strong enough to overlook zionism #byler #twd #daryl dixon

[spoodersrus]

i had a dream last night that i was in a QPR with daryl dixon.

how am i to go on with my day knowing i peaked in a dream

#daryl dixon #queer platonic relationship #twd

[spoodersrus]

You know what, fuck, it Milkvan can be endgame. But it IS important to me that Mike is queer.

#samesies #idk about u op but n*ah really went and had to turn me into a m!leven 🥲 #i'm a mike kin so i've always been more excired for his arc but now i'm reaaaally only in it for him #and max

[spoodersrus]

can someone explain to me why hate groups exist. like actually why. what is going on in your walnut brain to think that any other human being is inherently below you. are these people incapable of critical thinking or are they missing something or like.. what is it

#/gen #free palestine #hate groups

[spoodersrus]

Noah Schnapp trying to apologise by saying his words have been misconstrued. You were gleefully videoing your friends as they were proudly showing off stickers that read “Zionism is sexy” you posted misinformation and uplifted hateful voices of your peers. You were silent for far too long and conveniently come back when your show is being publicly boycotted on social media because of you and likeminded cast members. Nothing was misconstrued you just regret that there are consequences.

[spoodersrus]

El and Mike breaking up in a gentle and quietly emotional scene would be such a contrast to their first breakup. It'd be a show of great maturity, and, in that sense, it does make sense to let them be older when it happens. They're making a decision as people who are getting close to adulthood, as people who have realized they do care deeply for each other, and want to keep each other in their lives.

Their breakup will come across as the most sincere and caring part of their relationship, and they will finally come together as friends in a bittersweet moment.

#yuuup exactly #it makes sense after the ILY that they'd stay together for far too long afterwards bc they feel like they're supposed to #but then eventually after continuing to try to make it worse they continue to emotionally mature & realize the difference between #platonic love and romantic love. soo many ppl do this as young ppl!! especially young ppl who dont know that they are queer!! #it can take yeaaaars of trying to make things work before realizing you just dont feel how you're “supposed to” towards someone #im actually really looking forward to all miIeven scenes and their arc together

[spoodersrus]

season 1 is so pure. just mysteries & a beautiful soundtrack & sobbing from joyce's "i love you more than anything in the world" to will & no stances yet known about how the actors & writers feel about human rights 🥰 those were the days

#stranger things

[spoodersrus]

so when straight people ask me why I say I’m “queer” or “gay” instead of sharing my actual identity as a panromantic demisexual non-binary sapphic queer I just tell them “ok look, when you’re talking to someone who isn’t local and they ask you where you’re from and you either say the name of the largest city nearby or ‘town name, suburb of large nearby city’ so they can get some geographical context of where you’re located right, bc they’re probably not going to know the name of the little town you actually live in.”

but if you’re talking to a local you can say the name of your actual town bc they have a greater chance of knowing where/what that is.

ok well when I’m talking to a straight person I start with queer bc chances are they aren’t as familiar with the context of all the little towns in that big queer city and need gps (gay positioning system) to find me.

if I’m talking to another queer person and I say I live in a suburb of gay city in a town called panromantic on the demisexual side of the tracks which is in the county of queer and I live off the intersection of non-binary and sapphic, they’d probably be able to find me with little to no problems, make sense?

[spoodersrus]

I WANT TO THROW UP

BRETT GELMAN IS ONE OF THE WORST PEOPLE EVER

#they are both so nasty lmao #i clocked brett for being an insecure manbaby bc of hos attitude during a panel & seeing him reveal himself like this is hilarious #but also the worst

[spoodersrus]

RANT abt talking to family about Palestine

i talked to my closest family member yesterday in person for the first time about Palestine and basically they made it known that they don't care, and my soul feels like it's being ripped in opposite directions.

I've been working on accepting people for where they're at (unless they actively root FOR evil shit), bc i've been at a place too before where the oppressive forces of the world weren't something i had the mental space for, and i know this person is a good person in their heart (despite wanting to simplify it to not caring= bad person, there's way more nuance than that) & if they have to ignore everything to keep their own will to live then i understand, but it'll always hurt when someone close to you isn't an ally, bc that means you can only let them get so close to you. there HAS to be walls up, bc you can't express how you truly feel to them, and that sucks.

i tried a few times to say things like how i've experienced the weight of oppression the last few years due to disability after living such a privileged life and how that's opened my eyes to the fact that if someone isn't personally affected by these things, they don't care. i forgot to mention how living in america and having a privileged life means we directly benefit from genocide and are complicit if we don't actively fight it :/

i'm just big time crossing my fingers and toes that someday they get it. and realize that one of the only things in this life worth a damn is sticking up for those who are being held down on the neck by a big fat boot. bc ultimately we privileged ppl benefit the most from those ppl being held down.

it reminds me of how important the people who you surround yourself with are. if you're only around people who don't give a shit, it'll feel totally normal and acceptable to not care. but if you're around ppl who are tuned in, you'll see them fighting for others in everything they do, which will become normal and with any luck it'll rub off on you too. but that's why acceptance is so important bc if the ppl who care immediately shun the ppl who don't, they'll never be around ppl who care, which means they may never see that side of things or be presented the opportunity to try thinking about it.

#idk man yt conservative families are lonely as hell when you're not apolitical #the “imma just stay out of it” mentality is not for me. if there's one thing i'm gonna do #it's get involved lol. there is no minding your business when injustice to innocent people is involved #free palestine

[spoodersrus]

yall we need to find connections in the deaf community to figure out this lip reading.

#unfortunately ST has a track record of using the line “what are you deaf??!” at least 3 times for literally no good reason #byler

[spoodersrus]

Mewhen I want to see Will Byers but I don't want to see Noah Schnapp

#bro the conflict in my soul these days is the real big bad of s5 #by soul yearns for comfort but my eyes can not bare the sights 🥲 #has me out here like maybe i dont mind seeing m!leven actually

[spoodersrus]

"So, take notes, Butcher Biden: The ancestors of the Ireland that you claim to be from disown you. Keep our country out of your mouth. And as for von der Leyen (President of the European Commission), and genocidal Germany with your words and deeds supporting Israel in the ICJ: Not in our name! The people of Europe stand with Palestine and with South Africa."

Clare Daly - Irish Politician and Member of the European Parliament - 16/02/2024

[spoodersrus]

Suzanne Collins gripping my face with her hands: listen listen the first step to evil is dehumanisation, always, the second you start to see people as less than people no matter what they've done to you that's when you start heading down a path of selfish destruction and violence

[spoodersrus]

Oh my god I thought I was done being pissed at the Noah Schnapp video, but Crutches&Spice who worked in marketing made a video and talked about how Noah’s statement wasn’t just written by a marketing firm, but seemingly had input from a zionist political organization. One of the key tells was Noah stuttering over Palestine, which most people noticed. It wasn’t a simple mistake—he corrected himself halfway through saying “friends from Palestine” to “friends from Palestinian backgrounds” because the goal was again to make sure not to affirm Palestine as a state.

#PUPPET PUPPET PUPPET #the irony of ST being a show about being puppeted by evil i caaaaan't #propoganda

[spoodersrus]

i feel bad for finn because he probably will have to kiss that z*onist mf

#no fr i would simply pass away #i could not do it #hate that it's taken all the excitement out of seeing them possibly kiss 😭

[spoodersrus]

hey so when season 5 inevitably fucks up a character arc or has a shitty plot point or does something else dumb and/or offensive, we're gonna let people be critical and complain without being dicks just bc byler became canon and so no one should have any complaints at all and excuse the entire rest of the show and plot, right?

right?