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oh my god I'm so tired, have a blood draw tomorrow and some errands, I hope to be on afterwards for some queue stuffing <3

#ooc #gonna go brush my teeth and probably pass out immediately at this rate #gotta keep chugging water all night tho great #cause fasting for blood draws is wonderful #*rolls eyes so hard*

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I FOUND THIS IN SOMEONE'S RULES, AND IT'S RELEVANT

I like to know my writing partner. This isn’t always necessary, and if you’re not the sort of person who tries to get chummy with their roleplaying buddies, that’s absolutely fine, but in my experience, the plots and characters that last the longest are the ones with the players that I can message at 3 in the morning with an idea without feeling like I’m bothering them. 

#psa #this is very accurate #so long as you understand I am asleep at 3am but I will answer with great enthusiasm as quickly as I can when I'm awake

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Dominic Sherwood attends Oz Comic Con in Brisbane (O9.22.2O18) ♡

#(a likeness of starlight and black matter) visage #just wow #so pretty

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huh is anyone else not able to reblog their likes or throw them in the queue from there? nothing happens when I click on anything

#ooc #tbd #I've changed the mouse I use and everything and nothing works #the first page works but I wanted something on the fourth and those don't respond

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Reblog if it's okay to invade your ask box

Always

#psa #always be it with memes or random ic things you've got in your head #always throw it in there <3 #Q

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Logan can't stop laughing when she splashes him, though it is still quiet in nature. He wanted to make sure she felt safe if he pulled her under and here they where, she'd had a scolding look on her face for half a second before she'd seemingly forgiven him. Though he did get some lake water up his nose but that was little consequence. Logan simply held her tighter and heard her little murmured statement and he kissed each of her cheeks then.

"See I knew there was something you liked about be besides my rugged disposition." He teases with a smile before he's peering around them for a moment, trying to determine the best way to get out of the lake the safe way. When he turns back to her though, he stills and smiles at the way she traces his jaw, the stubble there tingling at her touch, and she kissed him quietly. And while he wanted to kiss her more in that moment, he realized that rather quickly, they would be too cold. And unlike his buddies, he didn't drink enough to make him too warm against the cold. Neither did she, if he recalled correctly.

He laughs though at her observation. "Yeah, well...we party like there's no tomorrow just in case there isn't." His mood goes smooth for a moment, neither too boisterous nor exactly depressed, just stable. "Got used to living that way so long that I guess...the mentality sticks." He offers a soft shrug and further begins swimming with her towards the other side of the dock, where he'd had a little set of stairs made a year ago or so. "Come on though, let's go and get warm before we catch cold. We shouldn't be missed in this crowd anyways." He smiles as he's splashed by an offshoot from one of his friends dunking another.

She never saw him coming for her. One moment she could see Logan around all the other guys and the next he was out of her line of sight. Still some part of her kept an eye on the guys that seem insistent on drowning one another and acting like children. It wasn't until she felt his cold wet hands on her ankle that she got sight of Logan again and saw that devious smirk of his. The water was cold and she was prepared enough to take a breath before she went fully under. She would get him back for this one.

When she surfaced from the water there was a few things she wanted to say, but they emptied out of her head the moment she felt his arms around her. He stayed to make sure she was okay and safe which warmed her heart. Rhaenyra sighs at the kiss to her forehead and smiles at him once the apology is accepted. "That was mean." She said with a giggle and splashed him. It was hard to be mad at him when he was so adorable.

"You're lucky that you're so cute." She murmured knowing that he likely won't hear her over the noise of his friends, but still she says it. Her fingers run over the stubble at his jaw before she leans in and plants warm kiss to his lips. Though with how cold the water is she wasn't sure how much longer those kisses would stay warm as long as they were in the water. "You guys certainly know how to party."

#incissam #v; nyra's #Q #fucking blast from the past lol

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#(a likeness of starlight and black matter) visage #ugh is the hair thing again dammit

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Logan knows he aught not let his eyes trail over Gabe as he wanders back to the sand from the sea but thank god his sunglasses hide his eyes for the moment, at least. Maybe his blush could also be attributed to a slight sunburn. And while Logan might feel a little selfish in the end of bringing him out here when there's so much chaining him to the castle, he's only human. Breaks can be good sometimes, even if they might be ill timed. Surely his family couldn't fault him for needing some salty sea air and some choice waves.

"You're welcome." It's a quiet thing, probably carried away by the wind shortly after he's said it as he leans back a bit, just taking in the moment, something he himself also hasn't experienced in a while. But after Gabe has downed some water and begins speaking again, the blonde's attention returns to him. "Damn, that's fantastic. I have no made my way to the trophy room just yet, but now I have to. I gotta see those trophies of yours." He'd been too wrapped up in talks with the other security that he still hadn't branched out much to explore the corridors and rooms, his attention always worried over how Gabriel was doing and wanting to be there for him. And then...are you flirting with me? "Oh, you'd be surprised." He says with a chuckle. "Sure, I did some aqua based physical therapy for a while but I think balancing on the water is an entirely different skill set. But...if I have the best teacher out there, I think I'd stand a chance."

Despite all of his uncertainties about being back home and the heartbreak waiting in the castle, Gabriel was glad that Logan had suggested getting out. It was a perfect day for it too. Hot, but not too hot and the waves were just right. If he was showing off for Logon on the waters, well … that was for him to know and Logan to realize on his own. He really shouldn’t let his affections for the other man known, but even just this little outing with him sent flutters through him that he knew he shouldn’t have. 

Rejoining him on the sandy beach, Gabriel plopped down nearby him and grabbed himself a drink Logan has already gotten for him, thankful for the cooling water again the heat of the day. “Thank you, Logan. It’s been awhile, so I appreciate that.” While there were waves in California, he hadn’t had the time for them there. After downing about half the bottle, he closed the lid and said, “I used to, actually. Compete, I mean. When I was a teenager, it was my way of getting out of the palace back then too, it turned into a whole thing. I’m surprised you’ve not come across my few trophies in the palace yet.” They had been stored in the main trophy room along with his families other trophies. His didn’t seem as significant as theirs, but he was still proud. “Maybe I’ll start it up again. I could teach you too, if you’d like? You may be better than you know. As strong as you are, I bet you’d have no problem balancing on a board.” 

#isleprince #v; gabriel's

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ok beyond exhausted, goodnight

#ooc #tbd #hopefully I might be able to do more writing tomorrow #or this weekend #who knows #with how I've been feeling worse and worse every day this week #have grace with me guys #love you and see you tomorrow on the regular breaks most likely

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BIOLUMINESCENCE l Jordan Robins l Jervis bay, Australia

#(a balm for the obliterated soul) likes #he would so want to experience this with gabe #it's one of his most favorite things of the natural world

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"Stop talking" from Edward

memes - always accepting! - @inkedmuses

Sure, they'd somehow done this charade of fake dating since Edward was kind enough to rescue Logan from his horror of a date at the bar, but if he was being honest with himself, he was quite taken by Edward. So when they found themselves having gone on a walk in the twilight hours with some of Edward's siblings and their partners, the blonde had been keen on taking hold of the other's hand for a while.

And that led to him babbling about everything and simultaneously nothing. But the rain started coming in rather without warning and they found themselves all sheltering under a large gazebo perched on the lake in the park, and Logan just couldn't shut up. He attributed it to nerves. So when Edward said those two little words, Logan muttered a quiet 'ok' before their lips met.

Only...Logan's heart was fluttering like he knew it shouldn't. This wasn't real, after all. But...it was beginning to feel real, or at least feel like something the veteran was desperately yearning for. When it was over, Logan tried to calm his racing heart and not feel the blush creeping up his neck. "You know, every time you do that I want to do more." It's perhaps the most childish thing he's admitted to but Edwards kisses are unlike any he's ever had. So he smiles sheepishly and looks down between them, unable to meet the other's gaze.

#inkedmuses #v; edward's #answered ask #ugh this is so cute help me #also it just came to me that idk when it will be revealed to Logan that E is a vampire 0.0 #hence hte MASSIVE overuse of his name in here I'm so sorry I like to think I'm a good writer but damn #atrocious!

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#(a balm for the obliterated soul) likes #Q

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OOC - for your awareness <3

just a little thing for everyone to know...

I have really been thinking back on how my energy has changed from December of last year to January and onwards for this year. If it turns out to be hypothyroidism, which i go in for another blood draw this coming weekend to confirm, I guess I'm kinda sad about the lack of writing enthusiasm I had from last year to this year.

I'm so fucking exhausted nowadays even on medication that, granted, I probably will have to tweak here or there till we find the right dose. It just gets me sad that I used to be able to plow through ten drafts in a day and throw them in the queue and today...I barely got six drafts in the queue, I only filled it half a week when i would ideally like to have an extra week buffer between weekends. The difference a few months makes, and we don't know why my body has decided to kill my thyroid anyways, it's just...it gets me down and I feel like crying about it even now (which mood swings is also a fucking thing thyroid does).

anyways, I just want you guys to know that I am trying my hardest right now. I'm trying so hard to write, and while I don't want to force it, I will still try. While I can only seemingly plot with one person at a time given memory issues which is a huge thing I struggle with, I'm working my hardest to not completely forget you if we've plotted something halfway and I vanish, please feel free to poke me about it.

It's ok to do that right now, I think I'll need it more than anything. It's ok to do that for a thread if you're curious, it's ok to do that with a message I missed on discord, it's ok to poke me a little extra right now.

I'm not deleting or anything, but I think I may try to be a little more graceful with myself but either way, I am working very hard to be as present as I can without pushing myself too hard.

#psa #reblogging for the day crowd

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Logan always enjoyed waking up with Dany, the way she would trace patterns, even words, on his back sometimes even in the dead of night if she couldn't sleep. He'd purposefully pretend he hadn't been awake to try and mentally read what she would write on him before he'd shift and hold her to help her find rest like she did with him. They were the greatest balm for one another and he enjoyed being the same influence to her that she was him.

"You do so wonderfully." He muses into her collarbone, wanting immediately to kiss her more in that lazy morning way kisses could be, but he waits when he hears what she says, eyes closing as his back gently presses against her tracing fingernails. And her comment of staying has him shifting slightly, lips tracing along her neck in doing so with a gentle hum into her hair.

"I would love you to stay." He whispers, pulling back ever so gently to look into her eyes, pushing some hair from her forehead. "I guess I didn't know if I was allowed to ask, but...would you stay? We can be lazy in bed a while longer." Lazy being an ever changeable term given he was settled with her wrapped around him, but they still had clothing between them and a pesky sheet that always tangled his legs. "I'll make breakfast after a while, french toast maybe." He's babbling now kissing her forehead, her cheek, the tip of her nose, her chin.

There was no chance that Daenerys would ever turn down the chance to cuddle with Logan. Even if she didn't always feel like she needed the morning cuddles she knew that they boosted her mood and his own. She could almost feel how he was drifting away from her before her nuzzle brought him back to reality there in the bed with her. Something that she never fully realized was the amount of times that she may have done this for him and just being an anchor in the storm that was his mind.

One thing was certain the kisses during the cuddles were her favorite part of the morning cuddle sessions with him. She let out a content sigh at the kisses and let her fingers wander down his back slowly. "I do my best to keep them away." Him taking advantage of how loosely his shirt fit her felt like he was playing with fire for a moment before he settled. "You know..." She started with drawing a little swirling pattern against his back. "I don't have to go to work today."

Clearly she was opening the door to give Logan a chance to choose to have her stay with him. If she went in today anyways it was going to be mainly paperwork and that she could do from anywhere on her computer. "If you want me to stay with you in bed all day that is. Or we could do something. It's a paperwork day so I can work from home."

#incissam #v; dany's #Q

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#(a balm for the obliterated soul) likes #Q

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@isleprince gets a random starter

Logan's in charge of the quad driving on the sands this afternoon, Gabe behind him holding a board and the pair had packed a picnic of sorts to get the Prince out of the palace for a while. To get out of his head too, so Logan had suggested some waves and time with their toes in the sand, just the two of them. No prying eyes, no suits, no nothing.

No distractions.

So Logan had watched as Gabriel showed off his skills with the board on the water and his smile was so bright it hurt. Either way, when the other begins sauntering back over and Logan has laid out a few towels warmed by the sun, his own toes in the sand and flannel cast aside for the heated rays, he takes out a bottle of water for each of them. "You're damn good out there." Logan says with a smile. "Have you thought of competing?"

#isleprince #v; gabriel's #I hope this is ok but your hc got me inspired so #not a date I guess but something akin to it

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#(a likeness of starlight and black matter) visage #dear god sir #can you not with that face and those eyes and the hair thing #always the hair thing