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Short note for my mid 20 somethings. I feel like I’m stagnating and that’s hard. I feel like I hit my peak 5 years ago. I feel aimless and hopeless and lost. I feel constantly drained. I am measuring my self worth based on how much money I can earn a year and what I say to people when they ask me what I’m doing. At the moment, nothing. I’m doing nothing. I’m unemployed and exhausted by it. I’m tired and tired and tired. I’m trying to remind myself that I’m more than this moment right now. I’m trying to remind myself that there is light and someday I’ll be bathed in it.

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I am a strong believer that our purpose is to make the path that we walked a bit easier to walk for the person walking it next.

'kids these days have it easy' thats the point thats the point thats the whole point we're here to make it better for whoever comes after you sad selfish self absorbed puddle of wank

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06.01.21

Got a bunch of books today which made me really happy and I started reading this one. It is very interesting and is giving me so many insights into the human as well.

Today I did some work for my internship and attended my classes. I still have a meeting with me supervisor to attend and I may work for a while longer but it's already been quite a day and my eyes are calling for rest :)

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05.01.2021

Since this is the first time I'm posting in 2021, I wish you now. Happy new year.

I've had a wonderful couple of very productive few days since the last time I've posted with one break day last Saturday.

And today I did:

One work sample reflection

Two criminal law assignments

One article for my internship

Two classes

One webinar

This was me signing off today. Absolutely loved today but I'm also so looking forward to getting a good night's sleep. So good night. I hope you had and have a good day :)

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𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐝𝐚𝐲, 26 𝐝𝐞𝐜• here goes the last spread of 2020, this was my first time making year-end one I have seen a lot of people do 'favs and a memories and what worked for them and what not' kind of spreads but I wanted to close this journal with something which feels more mine :) hope everyone is having a lovely weekend✨

🎧: 𝐒𝐨𝐟𝐢𝐚_ ��𝐥𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐨

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this post has been highly requested! it turned out more focused on loneliness and the emotional side of things, so i might do a part two to explore what culture shock is and go through its stages in more detail later on. as always, further questions and requests are always welcome in my askbox :)

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Just because, going to attempt this :)

Caffeine: Tea on a daily basis, coffee when I need to get productive/as a ritual.

Textbook: Yes. Multiple times. There was a time when I hardly ever got more than 2 hours of sleep every night. It made me realise the importance of sleep and I rarely do it now.

Mentor: English teacher during high school. Learned to write from him. He was an absolute blessing.

Planner: Almost one year ago, January 2020

Calligraphy: I have very specific pens for different purposes. I try to keep a bullet journal in which I mostly use black pen. For my notes, it's mostly blue.

Lunch: I don't snack as I study. It's very distracting.

Study groups: No :(

Motivation: For someone who loves learning, I never really liked anything in particular. Was and an quite bad at studying actually. But my favourite subjects might have been English and math.

Results: It's been too long since I did course work to know this but maybe contract law.

Notebook: I like handwritten notes but I prefer types notes because it's so much easier to edit and format as I like.

Ambition: I don't really know. I have given up on trying to do well in school, so I'm working on gaining experience and working on my brainchild. Hopefully it gets me somewhere...

studyblr themed asks x

caffeine: do you prefer tea or coffee? textbook: have you ever pulled an all-nighter? mentor: who is your most memorable teacher or professor? planner: when did you create your studyblr? calligraphy: do you write in blue or black pen? lunch: what is your favourite study snack? study group: are you involved in any studyblr networks? motivation: what was your favourite subject when you were little? results: what is your favourite subject now? notebook: what is better, handwritten or typed notes? ambition: what is your current study goal?

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december 1st, 2020

first semester of junior year is almost coming to an end! just have finals left. speaking of finals, to spark motivation for finals and the spring semester when it starts, i have made a discord! the minimum age is 15 to join, and there are many channels for academics as well as other topics. one channel i am especially excited about is the accountability channel. the idea is you can message your to do list at the beginning of the day and edit your message throughout the day to check things off. we can encourage and motivate each other to complete our tasks! there are is also a positivity channel i am very excited about, as it is very much needed for these trying times.

if you would like to join the server the link is https://discord.gg/6uKSgN9cBY and if the link does not work feel free to message me!

listening to: home- yezi

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25.12.2020

Another day, another article done. This is really making writing articles less intimidating which is wonderful because my brainchild is relying on my ability to do just that.

I have found my philosophy to research (although I don't know how much I can apply it) - research to get ideas, do not rely on the content of the readings.

A happy day y'all. Merry Christmas 🎄❤️

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“The years between eighteen and twenty-eight are the hardest, psychologically. It’s then you realize this is make or break, you no longer have the excuse of youth, and it is time to become an adult.”

— Helen Mirren

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24.12.2020

Running out of pictures to share because being productive only involves me and my laptop.

Wrote and submitted an article after spending 5.5 straight hours on it. Got an extension of a few hours though. I'm quite satisfied with it :)

Merry Christmas Eve 🎄

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23.12.2020

I've been working on my internship and it's pretty great. I have a deadline every day at 6pm when I have to send an article in.

I was intimidated at first, I hardly ever finish writing articles in only a day but I'm familiar with the general theme that I'm supposed to write about, so it should be manageable.

I often work really late into the night when I have things to do, which is obviously not very healthy, so I've been loving this 6pm deadline since I can finish my work and actually relax in the evening and sleep peacefully.

Also, how is it almost Christmas? Where's all this time going?

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Christmas time in streets of Bremen, Germany by Nico (ig: eskimo)

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courses I think every college student should take:

- economics (macro and/or micro) 

- world religion and/or world civilization (not just things like celebrations and traditions but really, a good portion of it should focus on religious history and philosophy to help understand how humans relate to religions. also, a good portion of it should be spent on indigenous religions, not just on the big five)

- philosophy (western AND eastern) 

- political science 

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“When a flower doesn’t bloom, you fix the environment in which it grows, not the flower.”

— Alexander den Heijer

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19.12.2020

A picture from yesterday when I was researching for a paper due on 25th.

I spent today drafting a lease agreement.

I have found myself under a huge pile of work and I'm positively overwhelmed.

So, I'm going to be working through the end of the year and the beginning of the next so that I can be a little less overwhelmed next year.

Currently feeling terrible because I don't know if I'm doing well by some people who are trying to help me get to places I want to be in.

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