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#...they dont know that the context of the hug is also angsty
fourphoenixfeathers · 2 years
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I made too much angst today, so here's a hug. As a little treat.
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gothghostiie · 2 months
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TIME TO TELL YOU ABOUT MY ANGSTY SMUTTY IDEA
So in the context of Marble Hornets, we know that Tim is kind of fighting off the Masky headspace. We don’t know what exactly causes it but we know it’s not something he can control nor does he like it, as he doesn’t remember anything about what he does as Masky. He’s lost entire weeks to him.
Hoodie we know significantly less about behavior-wise, but it’s implied that the man he used to be (Brian Thomas) has been completely lost and Hoodie is the dominant headspace. We also know that Hoodie sometimes deliberately acts to ‘bring out’ Masky in Tim.
Where am I going with this? Well, I think that being chained in that basement and used routinely by the two of them while they refuse to speak is a state that can’t last forever. I think maybe if and when Tim finally takes back control, he leaves the mask behind and comes down to the basement when he hears sobbing, only to find poor you curled in a ball naked and filthy. And when you notice him and desperately keep your legs shut and beg him not to hurt you, Tim realizes what he’s done when Masky was in control.
OH MY GODDDDD
this is so???
Tim is so horrified, hugging you close and trying to get the shackles off of you, whispering panicked apologies while shaking his head violently, but you dont understand:( you just see the yellow jacket and the dark hair and panic sets in, with or without the mask. the voice sends shivers down your spine despite how gentle he seems to be now..
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princessjungeun · 4 years
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Forgetting Date Night: Lia x Reader
Request: hello🤗 i was wanting to request a really angsty scenario where you and lia have a date night somewhere away from home and you forget about it causing lia to come home to see you just on the couch and she tells you how shes the busier one so she should be the one "forgetting" about planned dates
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You had just worked one of the most intense weeks of your entire life. As a software engineer of one of the biggest technology companies in Korea, your job was demanding. Recently the competing company came out with a piece of technology very close to that of your companies. Since then, you’ve been working least 12 hours a day, getting home late and leaving the house early.
Your girlfriend Jisu also had a high demand job, however you knew no matter how much you worked, her job trumped yours. However, right now your job was definitely more work than hers. This week she wasn’t working, as she and her members were on a three week break from promotions. Her group had a total of 15 stages and countless interviews, variety show appearances, and photo shoots. Finally she was able to get a break.
When you got home you noticed Jisu wasn’t home. She’d been catching up with her friends quite a bit recently so you wouldn’t be surprised if that’s what she was doing.
All you wanted was to go to sleep, usually you would wait for Jisu to come home but you couldn’t stay awake any longer. You changed into more comfortable clothes before flopping onto your bed.
Just as you started to fall asleep you heard the front door fly open, hitting the door stop loudly. You froze not knowing if it was Jisu or an intruder. Not knowing what to do you closed your eyes slowly and turned your face into a pillow.
“Are you kidding me?” Was all you heard when the person came into your room. You recognized the voice, Jisu, and she wasn’t happy. Slowly you opened your eyes and turned to her “hi baby.” She responded harshly “dont hi baby me! Do you know what today is?”
You didn’t know, to be quite honest the days have all jumbled together in your mind due to the stress of your job. All you knew was that it wasn’t the weekend because you just got off of work, and you don’t work on weekends.
She took the blank look on your face as an answer. “Wow ok then.” She rolled her eyes and walked out, slamming the door loudly behind her. You rubbed your temples trying to remember what today was. Why could she possibly be so upset? It’s not her birthday. It’s not your birthday. Your anniversary is in three months. So what could it be?
You replayed the interaction in your head. She was wearing clothes that weren’t her usual style. She looked almost dressed up? The buzz of your phone snapped you out of your trance. A calendar reminder appeared on your lock screen:
Date with Jisu @ 7
Your eyes widened as you frantically got up calling out her name. “Jisu-ah!” You saw her sitting alone looking out the window, deep in thought.
You tapped her shoulder knowing that pulling her into your arms wasn’t the best idea right now. “Jisu I’m so sorry. Really I forgot about tonight, work has been so much recently I lost track of the days. I will make it up to you I swear. It’s all my fault... and- I’m just really sorry.”
Judging by the look on her face, she definitely wasn’t having it. She responded “really? You forgot about our date that I planned two months in advance. Mind you this was while I was preparing for a huge comeback!” Her voice rose steadily as she continued “I DANCED EIGHT HOURS A DAY! I SANG SO MUCH I COULD BAREY TALK. I SLEPT LESS THAN FOUR HOURS FOR THREE MONTHS STRAIGHT AND I STILL MADE EVERY DATE WE HAD. AND YOU ARE HERE ASLEEP?! YOU HAVE THE DAMN NERVE TO TELL ME YOU CANT REMEMBER ONE SIMPLE FRICKING DAY?!” Her voice jumping at least six octaves on the last word, making it sound more like a squeak.
You were not one to yell and neither was Jisu, but you snapped. “EXCUSE ME? I JUST APOLOGIZED AND ADMITTED IT WAS MY FAULT! I SAID I WOULD MAKE UP FOR IT! I HAVE BEEN WORKING A LOT RECENTLY TOO! I KNOW YOUR JOB IS A LOT MORE DEMANDING THAN MINE, BUT YOU WILL NOT SIT HERE AND MAKE ME FEEL BAD AS IF I WASNT WORKING AT ALL. I HAVE BEEN BOSSED AROUND BY EVERY IMPORTANT PERSON IN THAT BUILDING EVERY DAY FOR HOURS WITHOUT BREAKS. DO YOU KNOW WHAT ITS LIKE HAVING TO GO INTO WORK CONSTANTLY TRYING TO PROVE THAT YOU CAN DO JUST AS WELL AS YOUR MALE COWORKERS WHILE YOU ARE THE ONLY FEMALE IN YOUR WHOLE DEPARTMENT? NO YOU DONT JULIA. SO IF I TELL YOU IM SORRY AND THAT I HAVE BEEN WORKING SO HARD I LOST TRACK OF THE DAYS. TRUST AND BELIEVE I AM SERIOUS. BECAUSE I AM NO SLACKER. You and I both know that.”
You got up and walked back to your room, slamming the door behind you. The two of you had never really gotten in a fight like this. Typically one of you would have cracked and cried, prompting the both of you to forgive each other quickly.
You didn’t know what to do or who to call so you decided on the first person in your contact list.
They asked Hello?
You responded “Hey can you come over, I need you” They hung up without saying another word.
You knew Jisu probably ran to Yeji or Ryujin’s, but judging by the fact that Ryujin hasn’t sent you a form of “what the hell did you do to my best friend” text. She was probably with Yeji.
After ten minutes your heard the door open followed by “Y/N?! HELLOOOOO?!” She walked you your room and immediately hugged you. “What happened? Where’s Jisu?” You sat up and responded “we got into a fight.”
You spent the next thirty minutes explaining to Jungeun what happened. When you were finished she told you “well you have to understand why she’s upset. You know how much we work as idols, how hard it can be. But she still made time to plan and go out on dates with you. But she also has to realize she’s not the only one with a hard job. You have been working really hard recently. You two need to get together and talk about how you both feel about this. Then apologize to each other for yelling at each other. Call me and tell me how it goes later ok?”
She hugged you then slipped out of your apartment quickly. Hours passed and Jisu still hadn’t returned home. As much as you wanted to fall asleep, you couldn’t knowing that she was still upset.
“Y/N?” Jisu softly whispered, you could tell she’d been crying for some time. “Yeah?” You sat up and turned on the lamp next to your bed. She sat down next to you and said “I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have yelled at you like that. I know you’ve been working a lot more than usual recently. And I should have been more understanding but I wasn’t. You didn’t deserve that, I’m sorry.”
You told her “I’m sorry too. I should have been more attentive. I should have looked at my calendar and saw that you made a date for us. And I shouldn’t have yelled at you, it wasn’t right.”
You opened your arms for her to crawl into them. She smirked and straddled your waist. Forcefully she kissed your lips. Your hands found your way to her waist, holding her closer. Her hands laced in your hair as she started kissing down your jawline to your neck. You whimpered softly “L-Lia-yah...” which just made her want to continue. You finally were able to gain control of yourself and pull away. She pouted and you kissed her lips softly “I can’t tonight...i’m too tired.”
She rolled off of you and curled into your arms. Her duality in this context truly baffled you, even after being with her for two years. You stared at the ceiling, mind empty, zero thoughts running through your head.
“Baby girl.” Jisu poked your cheek. You turned and looked at her, your eyes half open “hmmm?” She laughed softly and said “go to sleep my love.” You kissed her softly again before closing your eyes and drifting off to sleep.
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stray-tori · 3 years
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An Innocent Sin & the good gay flashback ft. my descent into madness
I wasn’t sure if I should post this but I mostly want it archived so here we go. This is from like,, September?
So. “An Innocent Sin” is a dumpster fire unlike anything I’ve ever seen. I don’t remember why I decided to read it. maybe I was crazy. Either way... I read it. It soon started to touch upon (very very outlandish) sexual abuse which I thought was interesting. (the angst, not so much some of the wack circumstances surrounding it)
ANYWAY. at some point... we have a flashback. And not just that. It has a gay character.
And it turns rly gay. which mind you, is still in a het smut manwha (that has a “gay” side couple, but still!)
And it destroyed me.
For those who want to read it because I genuinely think the flashback is a decent bit, it’s all the bonus chapters between chapter 77 and 78 I think. There’s a part before that too, but idk where exactly anymore. (It’s on lezhin! or your platform of choosing)
I don’t THINK you’ll need any other knowledge to get the flashback bit? but it’s been a while.
Below the cut (rip mobile users), you can read all of my amazing reactions (all of these were text messages, for context - but I took most of the replies and convos about other things out). Post is also tagged as long post. :))
(i’m serious, this is fucking long)
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Here I am. Liking the gay flashback character. Feck. Main dude is still straight but idk it's cute pff
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This is a mess. The girl white hair likes, likes black hair, maybe, but thinks white hair is attractive
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What just happened is sth I'd like to know too pff He's so cute tho omg. Watch me melt Can we stay in this flashback before everything got perverted af and before white hair gets assaulted all the time I would send an eyebrow emote if I could Context: he's asking he says it again
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Ik it's not mutual but loookkk he's so sweet. He's kinda rude in present time, can't we stay in this flashback forever
I never asked for gay, never expected gay but I got gay
This story is trash why am I still reading it shdhhd
He caught his mom cheating. And now she's forcing him to watch??? What is thissss Well adoptive mom But still sudhdidu what Bitch how dare YOU exist
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Save my babyyyy
Yay sister that's not yet a rapist to the rescueee
This flashback is actually just nicer in every way let's just stay here This is a super long flashback btw Idek anymore what triggered it
Okay I think I'm gonna make the sensible decision and let this dumpster fire rest and just go sleep
It was very wild. I kinda wanna see white hair get therapy but it has 90 chapters and I'm at like 30... So I'm very concerned this is gonna be very dragged out. Idek if it's even finished ahahsududi - but I do kinda wanna see where it goes and see more cute Noah (white hair) so. Here we are.
yeahhh like i was down for the sexual abuse angst but then the mother killed the adoptive son's mother bc the dad had a thing for her?? and it was someone a person studying with white hair knew and so he's investigating and I'm like how did this turn into a crime organisation kind of plot
hhhhhhh i... i appreciate these horny things also tackling abuse but it always kind of gives me weird vibes to have both, especially when its very horny. And when people are horny to people who've been abused. Idk but I'd assume... you might try NOT to tie them up if they're frequently bondaged during their assaults. I'm just.... disjdksdj hello?? am i weird?? why are they fine with it???
also this manwha is so wild, theres this murder mystery investigation thing and then theres just a couple doing honry stuff sprinkled in between and i'm like OKAY
they rescued a guy in their basement and he's understandably very traumatized and they're trying to question him cut to our main couple trying bondage which i still dont understand bECAUSE HE'S A RAPE VICITM WHY ARE YOU OKAY WITH THIS the ones questioning arent the main couple of course but idshkjds
like im glad he's somehow okay with all this horny stuff despite his trauma and im glad he can be happy and have a nice relationship but DO WE NEED THIS MUCH OF IT he's very cute tho
i like that even when i try other stuff lezhin recommends me it still has large amount of gay in it
[mei: i mean... that's pretty great, if you ask me]
I mean I agree, I'm enjoying the gay eheheh these tonal whiplashes there's not even that much white space between the panels fhjd nvm it just turned horny goddamn it can there be 1 chapter without fucking? okay, there were the flashbacks
WE ARE BACK IN FLASHBACKS but im not getting the gay relationship, sad
OH WAIT AM I GETTING GAY COMFORT bc thats very good too
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OH NNOOO this turned sad very quickly
I'M SORRY IM SPAMMING BUT THIS IS JUST ANGSTY
I'M :((((
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different species confirmed
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I rly like them :((( I like the current girl too but it's just..... very horny with her. the flashbacks are nice [current tori edit: she’s very unloyal idk why i said I liked her] im weird HHHHH RIPPP 
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someone help him he looks so saddddd
not sure if thats the most healthy relationship but I'LL TAKE IT
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AWWW black hair's mom cooks mild food for them bc Noah can't eat spicy food :((( im soft
PFFF
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I LOVE THE FLASHBACKS :(((
awww
i feel like theyve done much more bonding than noah's current relationship. I mean yes I think its cute when she comforts him, too, but they rarely do anything besides be horny together
OH OH THEY'RE KISSING
best buildup, honestly
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the position is hornier than I'd like later here goes hope it stays cute
D-did someone just respect the word "stop"??? I am amazed
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i think you might uh. have some trauma stuff too so yknow
Dohye is a little dramatic in his reassurance but it's all rly cute so I'm :(( I like them a lot pls stay like this getting invested in flashbacks is always like: ik it wont stay but pls stay like this
hELP
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chapters ending in "i wanna touch him" is never good. I'm scared. Oh okay he didnt do anything. PHEW. He's already better than the girl, can't they just end up together lmao
[Noah was jealous]
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w-why do you look so evil dohye haukdhjs
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oh. oh no. the horny is starting. pls dont... just be cute forever
DOHYE NO YOU WERE SO DECENT WHY ARE YOU LYING ABOUT KOREAN TRADITIONS TO GET HIM TO DO STUFF HORNY STUFF TOO NO PLS STOP I JUST- WHEEE TvT the manwha is actually less visually horny in the flashbacks but im not sure if its bc its BL which isnt rly the genre of the manwha or if its bc they're still kids basically, which... I'd respect the latter, tho I'd prefer it to be like this constantly haha
okay. he's not respecting stop anymore, but it's also more of embarrassed nature more than "no i dont want this stop" so maybe i can forgive it. Still losing points, but he hugged him and it was sweet so HHHHHHHHHHH NOT SURE HOW I SHOULD JUDGE THIS SITUATION
They [Noah’s family] forbid him to visit his friends house I AM DEVASTATED
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understandable they're a rapist, a fucked up murderer mother and a father with a thing for younger women so
tho he dont know any of that but yknow he's so pretty just fucking end me on the spot
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hooo
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they are boyfriends and ik from the future that his sister is gonna ruin it allll she has those drugs that make visual imaginations feel like they rly happened to the person (dont know if thats real but holy fuck its terrifying) and she's used it before to say that Noah assualted her. and im pretty sure shes gonna use it again bc there was a panel of Noah remembering Dohye being uhhhh intimate with her and thats why Noah began to hate him and im so sad im not ready for it. bc he's denied it in the future and i honestly couldnt see it happening even before that or she drugged Dohye, i guess thats a possibility too
[current tori: oh girl, it’s neither and it’s wack]
which if, btich you gonna die even more enough rambling, more reading. this makes me so sad but also spicy
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on the manwha note, he thinks Noah doesnt like his family bc he's adopted and doesnt feel comfy which....... fair enough i suppose. and he's so cute im gonna melt just looK AT THIS 
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SHUt UP, IM GONNA CRY
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OH MY GODDDD he ate like ice and gum and all that, and Dohye assumed it was bc of the more spicy food and got rl worried, but he was just trying to get the smell out of his breath bc he wanted to kiss him ukhsdjs HOW CAN YOU BE SO CUTE HELLLOOOOOOOOO
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look at them. LOOK AT mY BABIESSSS
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how am i ever gonna care about the main couple again aww he-he wanted to go to the same highschool as him :((( im sad bc i know its not gonna happennnnnn
[mei: also at this point, you're literally never gonna care about them. i don't even know the main couple that well and i honestly don't care about them whatsoever.]
WAIT NO they're actually going to the same school awww ik it wont take long until sister fucks it up for them but for now theyre so sweet ohmygodddd
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cant he move in with them, fuck his family honestly
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dohye he's not a fucking pokemon iukhsdjs
oh. its. turning horny i am displeased with this development but i guess its natural for their relationship however COULD YOU DO IT AT HOME AND NOT IN SOME DUSTY SMALL ROOM how do ppl do this i like that the comments too are just "... is anyone still carng about the other girl?" sakjds
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this is the best 3 panels in existence.
h-he just took your hand dohye idk what to tell you
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[mei: "you blush at everything i do" god if that isn't me, idk what is]
awww its cute dohye is getting bonus points bc he invited Noah over while his mom wasnt home, they watched some sexual stuff and he DIDNT try to do anything what is this where can i get more of this
"well im not okay"
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MY BABIESSSS 
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they still didnt do much btw they're just kinda exploring and its honestly nice TvT I dont want this to ever endddd
[Dohye sees Noah’s sister and approaches her] N O
N OOOO
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this is the starttttt of something.......... TERRIBLEEEE 
:((( babyyyy
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I AM EMO
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Noah was drugged im sure. hes having dreams and waking up in pain and the sister is asking doyhe over I DONT LIKE THISSSSSSS OH HE DECLINED
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OKAY OKAY he saw him with her again but it was from behind and im not sure if it rly happened??? oh no this is terrible. Noah :((( poor child
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i am so emo about this
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[reminder he’s been abused TvT]
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[the sister: “Don’t you want to know why?”]
i will. murder someone he called to ask her to delete his number btw what is this manwha but this is just gonna make it that more tragic when whatever happens that breaks them apart :(((
he's such a good bf but Noah just wont TELL him his side I'M SO SAD
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I AM SO SAD
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No
NO
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It cant end im actually tearing up nooo you were so cuteeee and happpyyy
[*sister is telling dohye to come to the gym hall*]
what else is she gonna do she already teared [current tori: ahem... T O R E] them apart THAT'S NOT DOYhE. THATS NEVER HIM. OH MY GOD. is it a look alike??? damn, she's dedicated to just. ruining it, huh
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I’M
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I’M SO SAD
now he's switching SCHOOLS NO NOOOOO how will i ever find happiness againnnn NO they're misunderstanding further they're not talking properly i mean i get it but oh my god
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I'M :((( 
NO NOOOO pls make up in the future at least omg he tried to clear it up tooo ahhh i dont even have hopes for them getting back together but i just i want them to clear it up im crying first manwha to make me cry and it's this dumpster fire ahaha maybe a little too bc it kinda hit a little close to home i guess but goddamnn ittttt they were so cuteee and so happy and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
OH NO. Noahs getting drugged and assaulted. And he's realizing it happened before, he just forgot. I am. so sad it's not horny drawn either which i appreciate but MY HEART NO
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N O DONT YOU DARE MAKE THIS WORSE
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Im. gonna cry more 
Doyhe kept an eye on him im so emo :(( but he thought he was doing well enough and gave up.... Im im so sad no i want you to make up and get back together its all just a stupid........... MEHHHH will i ever find sth like this flashback again
[mei: p-probably not, no]
i am so devasted i dont even wanna go back to the main couple just fucking. i want this relationship back :(((( but i guess the investigation might end up somewhere so hhh hhhhhhhhhhhhhh the baker manwha had a similar flashback feeling so. i just gotta find more of that haha
BUT THIS WAS SO SAD??? im so emo
[Dohye got kidnapped // the flashback commentary stops here but I think my descend into madness is pretty funny too]
OH YEAH THAT HAPPENED. THE FLASHBACK WAS SO LONG I FORGOT. NOOOO SAVE HIM. JESUS CHRIST PLS JUST ONE GOOD THING
its. actually rly smart to have another, more focused on them flashback, before the arc where he gets kidnapped by the rapist murder household so. good job. from a meta perspective but also NO but also. maybe theres hope for them making up at least after all :(((
[main couple kissing] this is. very weird now. but im glad he has someone, he deserves it but dohyeeeee
and switching to sex, YET AGAIN now i wanna see this EVEN LESS THAN I DID BEFOREEEE it's even.... a threesome now with one of the other characters why are you like this why can't you be. like in the flashback i am so upset HAHHHHH WHEEEZEEEE
I am just stop fucking jesus christ PLEASE I DONT WANNA SEE IT ANYMOREEEEE
im just stop the horny pls just tell me who that new guy is and why doyhe likes him so much
[mei: this manwha is a fucking mess but at least we got your lovely commentary out of it]
dhsuksj thanks i feel honored at least i got cute BL out of it before everything went [back] to shit
[mei: THAT TOO]
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tbh im getting kinda mad about doyhe... i dont... feel like he'd just fall instantly for a guy who looks like Noah... but eh not my character
i just want closure for dohye at this point, fuck everything else ... not literally pls theres already too much of that
pls get it together for like 1 chapter is the investigation even still happening i am so confused save dohye plEASE wait what i have less than 10 episodes left Dont tell me this shit isnt even wrapped up yet
[Dohye is having a breakdown over the Noah double not coming to see him anymore]
yeah i this... doesnt feel like Dohye... at all... Even when Noah was rejecting him he was just kind of... taking it with some humor and maybe he was a little desperate and risky sometimes but... oh well... i do want him to get better but... im having a hard time believeing this development??? he never seemed overly anxious or anything. but who knows what else they did to him. Sister can still go fuck off tho
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i mean. i liked the flashbacks a lot honestly??? it stayed simple and focused on the dynamics and less trying to balance smut with murder plots
[dm partner: NO THAT'S WHAT I MEAN LIKE CLEARLY THE AUTHOR CAN MAKE A GOOD STORY SO I'M JUST... CONFUSED AS TO WHY THEY DIDN'T STICK WITH SOME SOFT, FLUFFY BL ROMANCE MANWHA AND DECIDED TO MAKE WHATEVER THIS IS INSTEAD ]
okay i dont care bc dohye is currently getting assaulted nobody asked for this why i just. this is terrible. he was... so sweet. he doesnt deserve this. nobody does of course but jesus christ pls someone save him at least its not horny visually, one saving grace
ah... the assult is back to being depicted horny-ly thank you for nothing
[... removed some general confusion about the plot]
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YES. SOME SHIP FOOD.
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i am. suffering i mean i cant stop but GOD
okay so apparantly. the sister. has just an arsenal of people who look like other people Dohye, then Noah... and even Noah's GF??? this is ridiculous??
one good message 
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why 
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did you feel the need to add that [actual tired rage]
im gonna die this manwha is gonna kill me im laughing but im suffering oh hes arrested great and thats the end and the last update was in january of this year
why AS IN NOAH IS ARRESTED nobody who actually did anything is arrested What is this why is this AHHH I at least wanted the complete-ness of finishing this but now I'M JUST SUFFERING
[ mei: I MEAN TO BE FAIR I'D BE SUFFERING TOO BC JUST... WHAT THE FUCK I HAVE?? MANY QUESTIONS?? AND MANY CONCERNS BC THIS MANWHA IS JUST... AN EXPERIENCE ]
its an experience allright WELL
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yup that’s it.
in my head, in a twist of events Dohye and Noah make up and are actual endgame. Something like that must exist out there but I won’t ask because it’d destroy the surprise and ruin the point.
That’s it.
Have a nice day.
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