#Bc i am THAT hopeless

[satans-knitwear]

I think youre gonna like this fishnet look 👀✨

Treat me ~ Tip me

#The other fishnet bodystocking as promised!!!! #Wearing it under my outfit for the day so i dont forget later #Bc i am THAT hopeless #satans knitwear #Buy me a drink tonight?? #Any tips/donations would be massively appreciated right now 💕 #bi girl #uk girl #cheeky #Pinup girl #Alt pinup #Fishnet friday #wlw

[wizardsix]

the greeks are claiming gale as one of their own . have you Seen him?? his last name?? that man is greek im being so serious

#loves his mom.. knows how to cook... everything about him is thematically about water.. fatherless.. #loves the pursuit of knowledge and magic more than anything.. hopeless romantic.. must i go on... #the fatherless thing was a joke but also not. i haven't met a single greek person w a stable relationship w their family #that man is GREEK #bg3 #baldur's gate 3 #bg3 spoilers #baldur's gate 3 spoilers #gale dekarios #six speaks #im not really a headcanon guy unless i really feel it. and i really feel this one so its incredibly important to me #also bc good greek characters are incredibly lacking in media i guess i have to project and make my own #also yes i am fully greek im allowed to do this lmao

[jacks-the-flower]

ok so i popped in my earbuds to be able to listen to the voiceovers in afk journey, and "let me show you my moves" is absolutely insane like valen what are you ACTUALLY talking about man-

#for context this is during fights when he does his special anime clip thing #valen #afk journey #absolutely wild #mc can pull some bitches is all im saying #i'm at a point in the game where valen isnt with the squad and im feeling the withdrawal #but its fine tho bc i just customized my squad to match my normal fight squad so #valen mirael cecia <333333 #and lucius and vala #but tbh i'm thinking about replacing th #and dont come at me for still having mirael i am a hopeless bisexual you are not going to win that fight

[angellurgy]

squeak

#when i am gone it will be no more impactful than a tree falling in a forest with no one to hear it. #my death will have a meaninglessly small impact on this world. maybe it'll have a larger impact on the incorporeal. #there is something in my soul. something hungry. a serpent of unstoppable magnitude held captive in my stomach. #it wont stop until it or i kill us both will it? like a cancer. #im so deeply sorry im so bad at responding to everyone's kind messages. even more so sorry for what will eventually happen next #i have some plans. to excise this tumor that is myself. to rid the world of this putrid filth girl who is nothing but a drain on her compan #we'll see what happens. at least i got my body to a point of self approval before. at least i tried music. at least i tried to be me. #even if it changed nothing. at least im more secure in my being. if only the people around me werent so emotionally far. if only we cld tal #if only i could live with my self approval instead of loving and wanting so dearly. instead of having a mind corrupted by love #and friendship #i was so much. i know you all barely know anything about me in reality. if i asked any you'd probably just list off kinks and species. #but still. ty those who'll remember yk... #and as backup. if it doesnt work. well. please dont hate me. im just a girl who needs out. and cant keep her thoughts inside more #i hope i can be happy in the afterlife. i hope i can see these angels and maybe be one myself. #gonna put a post on top of this to hide it from brand new ppl lookjng at my blog. bc yeah. you all dont need to hear all of this #its the last one of these for this period either way #god i wish i couldve gone to toronto. i want to so bad still. god. why did i have to realize my hopelessness now of all times #bye

[piningprecussionist]

Saw a comment somewhere and if I wasnt so tired my blood would be boiling but we are at a low simmer, so here I am to Bitch

I'm sorry but if your argument for (likely canon) bisexual Kim having a preference for men is her FORMER relationship with Scott I am going to beat you to death with my bat

At LEAST say it's the hopeless pining she does for him currently. Or maybe mention that she's dated 3 guys that we know of! (Which I will counter w her being gay as hell for/with 3 women, which levels out- though that's besides the point-) But if you're going to hinge it entirely on a relationship she had that started and ended in highschool I'm going to break your legs and make you sit through a deep dive of the series with me. All media. Just to reeeeeally draw it out. Painfully.

#idk why that comment made me so mad i literally do not care how nuanced people read Kim's sexuality tbh #but like. surely you can find something else to back that up with. surely. bc im gonna be real with you- even using her hopeless pining is + #+less a point towards Men Generally and more a point towards Scott Fucking Pilgrim- a man with inexplicable rizz apparently #(it's the autism /hj) #he's actually rizzless btw. also this is how you know im tired i dont think ive ever fucking uttered that word before #where was i going? idk i am gone. pine rant over maybe. unless one of you comes and sets me off again cgcjdhdf #(oh gods please dont do that i need to conserve my energy i only have so many coffee candies left and my mom isnt even here yet) #((you can do that if you want i just wont be able to answer til later and it will Gnaw)) #ooc #txt #scott pilgrim #kim pine #sp comic #spvtw #spto #scott pilgrim takes off #scott pilgrim vs the world #sckim #bc it's relevant idk. i feel like that tag is bone dry

[iphigeniacomplex]

can i just say they kissed in that bathroom after attempting to clean up an act of violence that should have been cathartic but wasn’t enough. lucie said “will i ever be free of this” and anna kissed her in that bathroom with the corpse behind them and it literally was not enough. the love between lucie and anna, which hurts them both and blurs several lines between types of love without ever being fully defined for the audience, was what anna witnessed again after prolonged and grotesque physical brutalization with the goal of martyrdom, placing the love between these two women in an explicitly holy context. and it materially changed nothing. can i just say they literally kissed in that bathroom, both wearing blood that was not their own, because anna loved lucie so much there was literally no other way to express it and it wasnt enough. like just so everyone knows

#it speaks! #outsold those two men in 2004. i didnt say that #horror #martyrs #thinking abt martyrs to microdose existential hopelessness but also bc girl that is where i am at mentally

[adamanteine]

oh the shamsism of this

#having to stop being a hopeless romantic bc of her duty YEAHHHHH i am in my feelings #this is so important to me actually #deep down she’s a little girl who wants to fall in love

[moe-broey]

I've never been a "born in the wrong generation" type of guy because for So Many reasons I would be dead. Full stop like I would have died during childbirth I would have died of appendicitis age 8 and that's not even factoring in my queerness and neurodivergency and ultimately my mental health (carefully maintained thanks to support/modern advances in medicine and treatment). On Top Of That my hobbies include The Video Game and many such things that are of modern invention (adjacently: including The Device I'm typing this out on right now which has become my main avenue of communication to the outside world)

But I'm just saying that. It WOULD be nice. To exist in a world where fluorescent lighting doesn't exist and everything is possibly 99% less overstimulating all of the time forever.

#and like. a little less capitalist dystopia. i could do with less of that. #but focusing primarily on my own struggle. it's just a bummer sometimes like #i genuinely had fun!!! w my sisters and friends!!! esp at the arcade w ddr that is ALWAYS so fun #but man you can't even take me to your own damn house unless if you're ready to accept vampire rules. #my sister can/does dim the lights if i ask and i don't mind asking it's just fucking crazy to me like #damn uoy guys live like this. bright ass lights ten diff convos at once music in the bg. what if i died on this beanbag #BUT. THAT IS. one thing that is very nice i AM allowed to die on the beanbag!!!!!!! i'm allowed to cozy up and rest #while everyone does their own thing and i can listen in and chime in every now and again. severely underrated tbh #i really only feel a little hopeless when i think about like. public spaces where the only thing i can control is myself #IF i am ever employable again my requirements would be. no florescent lighting. i will die. #which like. kind of limits my prospects. #i do enjoy outdoors/physical work actually though so. i'm just limited bc i have to bind. #i am. so severely. banking on top surgery working out. it won't be a cure-all but by god it WILL open up my options #plus the. constant fatigue. of binding. but not binding is even worse. i need divine intervention (surgery) #SAD. well there are other people in yhe world #but man rhat is like my fave joke to make but i feel so much sadness attached to it. the world will move on without me. #there are a million other people who are far more capable. much 'easier'. ect. #and i know the answer is well there's only one me and there are a handful of people who love me. who keep me and include me #i am very thankful for that. #it's just a bit of a bummer sometimes. i stay silly and have the most fun i can but i am a little sad about it.

[satans-knitwear]

Orange is such a good colour. Very underrated. 🧡

🧡My links🧡

#My eyes arent working properly rn but this is such a cute bodysuit trust me #Orange my beloved #Satans knitwear #Alt pinup #Pinup girl #Any tips or treats would be massively appreciated right now bc i am a hopeless fool seeking validation and appreciation in physical ways #Aka i actually want a hug but whatever else will do #Pretty lingerie #Floral lingerie bodysuit #Strappy lingerie #Strappy bodysuit #bi girl #cheeky #wlw #Return of the mystery bruise. #Its from the kitchen table. Its got to be.

[du-hjarta-skulblaka]

So yeah avoiding my phone didn't work and also meant I sat on the kitchen floor staring into space for about 3 hours before Alfie woke up but hey at least I didn't break anything

Them being around is helping a little but they're also struggling and it fuckin sucks bc I know we're both just. Rotating money stress in our minds

#like. i went out earlier to get bread #just bread bc we cant afford anything else #got just enough in the bank to cover the work thing but since management stjll hasnt gotten back to me on HOW to pay it its like #our electricity is already in debt lol it has a thing where you can go £10 into debt before it switches off #and it usually wont switch off over weekends #presumably bc all but 1 places nearby thst we can top it up at are shut on weekends but anyway #so we're like. okay. it MIGHT last today and if it does thst SHOULD mean itll last till monday. #but then itll be at least a tenner in debt #then we only have to last till thursday but its. do we keep this money thats for The Thing that is once again unclear on how urgent it is #or do we spend it on the Soon To Be Immdiately Urgent thing #and thats not even CONSIDERING food lmao we. i got 2 loaves of bread so we can at least survive on toast for a few days #we got 3 maybe 4 meals worth of stuff still in the kitchen #like...at this point i dont even care if i have to go a few days without eating at all to make it to thursday but its. #its so fucked up those are the terms im thinking in #and this isnt asking for more donations i really cannot take that today im at the fuckin bottom of my barrel #and already feel hopeless and useless and an active drain to everything around me #but its. like. how. why. why is it still like this. why is it looking extremely unlikely its ever gonna change. #whats the point if its all for a few scattered handful hours of actual peace and comfort never mind happiness #tldr yes i am once again suicidal but small s #like in the sense of i would feel immense relief if a truck came at me on my way to work tomorrow and would not step out of the way but #dont have it in me to actually consciously act upon

[bandzboy]

it’s becoming more and more apparent that governments don’t care about young people or genuinely don’t have them in mind when they make decisions when it comes to anything but then demonize young people for speaking up injustices and how mistreated they are… make no mistake they hate this younger generation for standing for something and being tired and how we don’t wanna suffer in silence like most of our parents and grandparents did! we are fed up and we just want change and they how powerful we can be if we stick together it’s just becoming so clear but jokes on them we won’t stop any time soon

#i’ve had this on my mind since my country’s elections #instead of building a better future for younger generations #you just want to make our lives more miserable so we don’t have hope for the future #i am hopeless tired and exhausted i log on social media every day #to see tragedy people asking others for donations bc they can’t afford food #or their rent #seeing genocides and people dying #people my age who can’t get a job on the fields they studied #and etc etc #i could be here listing all the bad things i see every day #i just want a better future for us #and for that we need the present to be better #some of us can’t take it anymore it’s impossible to not be anxious about the future #when our current present is so miserable #that’s all i have to say #tris.txt

[cinna-bunnie]

i think it should be completely normal and encouraged to tell people you love them if you love them, and to say when you're in love with them when you are.

i don't want to say ily i want to say i love you because I Do, i am simply not in love with you. ykwim

#LOVE YOUR FRIENDS. basically #strictly platonic or not #if the love is there say it #I'm not in a bad mood or nothing ૮ ᴖﻌᴖა im just kinda overflowing w it and i wanna be Real about it #i say i love you all the time on here abt so many people and creatures and Things bc i actually do love them #there are many kinds of love and it's a lovely feeling to give someone. i am Fond of u‚ i would do anything for you‚ i think abt you #i love you !!! #like yeah hi u give me Nice Feelings n im rly happy around u. i think that' a kind of love‚ how can u get close or comfies w someone and Not #it's just somethn stronger and more beautiful than i just kinda know you yk. it just happens #girl help me hopeless romantic nature has spread to every enjoyable facet of life

[nighthawkes]

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#I am having such a bad time at work today it’s unreal #I fucking crashed on Friday afternoon and it’s been ebbs and flows of just trying to manage my stress and disappointment #and layer it with having fun #I do not think the emotional vulnerability I gave into this weekend helped lol #I’m ​not a crier but I’m literally tearing up at my desk rn bc somebody reacted poorly to a mistake I made that was really stupid #it’s not even life or death it was just dumb and embarrassing #I want to say I feel stuck or hopeless or anything but I mostly just want this to be over #I want to not have this job and I feel so up against a wall with wanting to search for a new one #this sucks so bad

[bunnihearted]

i absolutely hate having personality disorders. it means that no one will or can ever understand me. it means that i constantly have to hide parts of myself that i feel like ppl cant handle. it means that i have to find a way to make myself small so that others can be able to easily digest me.

#and im so confused abt who i am #my disorders developed when i was around 14 #and i wasnt diagnosed until 2 years ago #i have to figure it out somehow all by myself bc i cant even get psychiatric help bc they think my symptoms are too mild #idk i feel like it's all just hopeless :p #my avpd affects me in such small ways that im like omg my fav artist dropped a new album!! :D #but ogg now it's been two weeks and im still procrastinating listening to it wven if i WANT to #idk bruv

[yuukei-yikes]

anyone else up thinking abt onesided setomary. yeah no me neither thatd be weird.

#Ok hear me out #seto is pathetically in love with mary. she's not necessarily not in love with him back but for sure not at that level or like #ok idk how to explain it. sorry im aroace and i have a very specific interpretation of their relationship. #i used to hc seto as aroace but i dont think he's aro anymore. mary is still aro. theyre qpp #i think seto is totally ok with being head over heels for mary while mary isnt necesarily Like that. she loves seto maybe doesnt meet the #romantic expectation #ugh. seto's emo ass bc she just. yeah #seto: i wanna spend the rest of my life with you <3 #mary: the rest of ur life is not the rest of my life. that makes me incredibly guilty. dont do that. go be with someone who can love you the #way you deserve. #seto: (shaking) #me headcanoning seto as aroace for YEARS but all of a sudden i decide he's a hopeless romantic #aroace seto is still awesome i still love it #but also erm erm erm #GOD AM I MAKING ANY SENS #IM JUST KEN WHERE I SEE LOVE SHE SEES A FRIEND #kagevinnie

[daylighteclipsed]

anyone else feel like the whole world is this 👌 close to completely snapping

#it feels like a rubber band is being pulled farther and farther #and it’s going to snap soon #like people are just rapidly reaching their limit #specifically the working class #France is already rioting #like we’re all just so fucking fed up with all the elites around the globe #america especially feels like we’re one jenga block away from #i can’t say war bc realistically we would be mowed down but um #quitting the game i guess #it’s all a game and we’re this close to flipping the board #I’m sick to my stomach I’m furious I’m exhausted #we’re all so tired and drained and hear all these horrible things every day and have to go to work like nothings happening #why are we going to work why are we playing this game i don’t wanna play anymore !!!!! #I’m just. I’m so hurt and frustrated and feel the grief of millions of people I’m in tears #this is not sustainable life doesn’t have to be this way it shouldn’t be this way #it feels so hopeless i hate it i hate it so much i am living on spite alone #god damn you elites i will go down swinging