#I got something cookin for my bday

[wages-of-sin]

Throwback while something new cooks ~ 🖤

#I got something cookin for my bday #me #just waiting on deliveries #my face #goth gf #alt gf #gamer girl

[mstwerkoutworkout]

Oooh! There was so much smoke in the city by the time this bitch told me everything! I raced home & confronted his ass. Back then, I was being good. No side niggas At ALL, cookin, cleanin. I complained (A LoT), but I was good 2 him. She was right behind me, watchin everything like her fave reality tv show. Fuq'n literally 😪 💨 Eventually, I calmed down & got real. I warned him of her plans & I was prepared 2 walk off. He asked me 2 stay... My heart was NeVa weak b4 him. Suddenly, I found myself caught up, livin the lyrics 2 my fave heartbreakin love songs. I gave myself permission 2 see good in him & we became friends again. We neva stipped fuq'n b so u can imagine all my emotions. All this went down in early August 2009. By his bday 9.15, he was flying 2 Vegas 2 be responsible 4 this new pregnancy. I've never felt more broken He enjoyed out suncs bday (9.10) & argued nonstop or sat in silence. I begged him 2 stay. Promising we'd work out whatever. Still he went. When I spoke 2 my parents that day, they heard my cry some mew sounds of sorrow. They were too far 2 hold me. Shortly after revealin my weakness, I detatched, packed up my kids & drove. I just wanted 2... Go. It rained so hard that day & I couldn't stop the tears from fallin. Same day, my King's Mom came thru droppin something off. Something about her spirit forced me 2 pay attention. I was too distracted by my own heartbreak 2 do anything bout what I sensed. I had the gr8est urge 2 distance myself from all this drama. By day 2, I was thinkin logically & by day 3, I was applying 4 jobs. I kept an eletronic journal 4 these days. Maybe I'll share what I wrote 1 day. By the night of day 3, he'd called. This time, I answered. He confessed 2 her being preggers. Now he recognized he abandoned me n mine. He wanted 2 come back & try again. I agreed 4 him 2 come back, but I needed space. He flew back the next Rising & stayed w/his Mom. We began fuq'n like animals from then on... 💨💨💨 #ElectricLady #TeamAlchemy #TwerkNTone #HealChallenge #LuvNLite #adornment #yoga #yogalife #feather #spiritualjewellery #red #black #protection #etsyshop #etsyseller #inspirational #mercuryretrograde #astrology #truththe

#protection #luvnlite #inspirational #etsyseller #yoga #mercuryretrograde #spiritualjewellery #astrology #adornment #yogalife #red #etsyshop #truththe #black #feather #teamalchemy #healchallenge #electriclady #twerkntone