#IM STILL NOT OCER THIS

[salted-macarons-archived]

humansongs makes me feel great emotions that i cant disclose atm

#po-uta #Vocaloid #vocaloid fanart #porter robinson #AAAAAAAAA #PORTER ROBINSON VOCALOID #IM STILL NOT OCER THIS #OVER THIS #salted artsss

[dog-ending]

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#sorry im too fucking stupid to learn from youtube vids #but why does every tutorial for a 5 min fix #have to be an hour long youtube video full of ads #with no written transcript #my adhd ass just wants the part i DONT know how to do #and i shouldnt have to skip through hour long videos and hope they go ocer it #and still have to watch it 800 times bc they didnt even have captions

[jimalim]

Mads dropping a cheronica pic on the dorst day of pride month has me in my feels again

#cheroncia #remember how obsessed i was with them?! #still bummed we never got them as a canon couple but im still ocer the moon about lesbian cheryl #the way i advocated for that since ep 1 and it actualky happened?! #riverdale #still love them

[29121996]

my dad rolling his eyes at me while i talk abt taylor swift

#was talkibg abt how id finally gotten the ability to . live within my means down (to a degree) but now w fucking taylor and pmore tickets #ive been fucked out of saving AGAIN #like i have a plan n rverything and this means dipping into my savings #and ig i kinda . expected this anf in not too torn up bx this is what my savings was FOR #but i am . still a bit :/ #anyway its fine !!!! #ive got this ive got this #im ezcited for these ticket sales #ive done every ticjeting MYSELF (excepy for patd my mother did those and troye the 2nd time my best friend bought those fir me) #so i have had PRACTICE #maybe not on this level of famous #but i got vip tickets to day6 and got tickets to bts so #i think im somewhat prepares #even if im Shittibg Nyself with anxiety ocer this #but I GOT THIS i refuse to believe anyfhibg else kmao i need to see taylor swift

[david-box]

Dramatically pulling myself up from the dirty ashes, black covering my face and arms and clothes ridden up in a mess, clawing at my chest, scraping, tearing at my skin and meat and fat and tissue until I can pull back my rib cage and pry my heart out around my sternum, tearing at the very vessels that feed it and feeling my blood spill into my chest cavity and out into the cold white doctors office and the doctors like "yeah i dont really know why your ill. ┐⁠(⁠´⁠ー⁠｀⁠)⁠┌ genuinely sorry" and then doing it again and hoping you're not about to enter a certified chronic illness horror story where they're not nice this time.

#me #text #undiagnosed #this is exaggerated highly im not mad anymore but getting the message from my doctor this morning was rough #i was like hey i have the symptoms i had before still. whats up? like why cant i breath when i bend over #and he was like idk about the shortness of breath cus everything else has come back negative #bit bending ocer is probbaly because of your weight #i was NOT happy lol #but it turns out i mistyped and wasnt clear about whag i was specifically asking #so he thought i was going oh no my heart!! but im more like oh no weird leg pain lile perpetially the fucks up with that #so i gotta retype it #not cancer not fatal not cancer not fatal not cancer not fatal not cancer not fatal please #pleaseeeeeedd please please

[red-signal]

SHE BOU5 TO GET STABBY

NOO DONT FIGHT NOOO DONT CALL HER JUST A HORSE RIDER HOW COULD YOU

KILL THAT MAN

SHE ALMOST CALLES HIM A DICK LMFAOO

OH NO

AND THERE IT IS

AND NO2 THAT MUSIC IS GONNA

GAY MEN

EH3E FUCKINF DEAD

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE LET HIM DIE !!!!!!

I HATE THAT HE SURCICES THIS

THEY GONNA DIE THEY- OH OKAY THIS PART

SINF THE FUCKING LULLABY

AND KILL HIM

I LOVE THIS PARTIN THIS SHOW THEY DONT JUST FORGICE HIM AND HE KNOWS. HE KNOWS ITS COMING AND IT MUST HAPPEN

KILL HIM

KILL HIM

DO IT

SHE DID IT YAYYYYY

THE WAR IS OCER

HELP IM CRYINF QGAIN NOW

I LOVE THAT NATURE IS HEALONF

THAT ENDING W HER SURVICING

CHED GAVE BIRTH ??????

SHE POOFIED

IM STILL NOT OVER THE FACT THEY JUST IMPLIED CHED HAD SEX WITH GARY. THE SKELETIN

"OH MY GOOSE COMFORTABLE DOUG JUST TOUCHED ME"

OKYA I LOC3 5HIS IDC IT WAS FORCED THAT WAS AMAZING

COMFORTABLE DOUG DOES THE CREDITS ????

YOIR WELCOME FOR WATCHING AND ENJOYING THE CREDITS COMFORTABLE DOUG

OKAY THATS THE SHOW I LOVED THAT

#centaurworld spoilers #i watch centaurworld

[xoxoxoogoinimsane]

ok ratin fictional guys before i go to bed for real

mm kai was fun while it lasted. i liked how he looked super suspicious but ended up being way normaler.....m or not i dont know i didnt end up playing the full game but he was nice perhaps a 6/10 i am not immune to white haired boy propaganda

LITEEALLY the worst character to itroidce me to the genre BUT IM STILL NOT OCER HIM I LOVE HIS ASS THERE I SAID IT. hes so fucking lame i need him. babygirl i can get you out of your media have a 8/10

👍

free him

9/10

john deserved so much better and wanted to make out withthe mc but what did he get? blondness. fanservice game. bromance. give him his route you no pussy cowards 7/10

AUAUUURJJRHGGHHJJRJRUAUAUAUGRVEHEJHEJEJEJRHRHRHEKKHBANLLJWDBDNHGGGJN 9/10

UGH HES SO 💖💖💖💖💖 so gender.. they knew what thy were doing. cant tell if i want him or wanna crawl inside his skin like a body suit. sigh.

7/10

i will not elaborate.

9.5/10

MY FAKE MAKEUP BOYTOY!! you were so fun i should pick you up again huh

6.5/10

I LOVE LOVE THIS STUPID BASTARD. THE CHARACTER DEVLEOPMENT IS BRILLIANT STILL HAARSH CRUEL BUT TRUE TO HIM. THE CRYING CGS ARE DELICIOUS. THE ONLY GODDAMN ROUTE WORTH T JM PRETTY SURE. uet hes blonde.. ahvh. what a downside. i will let him pass this once cuz hes Funny at times

9/10

[oddergeometries]

oh im sure some people have it well for now im sure some people ahve found closeness im sure some people have the virtues and people they can really trust. just never me though just never me though just not me just SOMEHOW not me you know how much worse that feels? oh no this thing is real youve jusr ONLY been around horrible people who used you! wow relaly fucking way to make me feel better. just wait itll be ok again yeah ok buddy

either its a problem with the world, a problem with me, or im just unlucky. every single statistic every single time it happens its less and less luck isnt it though? fool me once shame on you shame shame shame why do i think this still is going to fucking work why do i think this still will work

why whywhy why am i so desperate for love that i subject myself to the worst people ive ever met over and over and over desperate for connection desperate for belonging fo rcommunity fo rlove for love for love and each time each time they cast me aside over adn over and over and over and over and ocer and over and over .

its ok shes just a tranny nobody cares. its ok just make something up. everyone knows what poeple like her do jsut say she did that or somethink idk. every time every time every time everyone already believes its true about you so the only thing anyone needs to do is get bored of you and say it . you think youll get solidarity from anyone likeyou? yeah like theyre not the people who fuckng start the rumors every time. because they know. solidarity? what a fucking joke. all it takes is one bad link for the chain to break. one bad actor and everyone who was loving and trusting loves and trusts them too and wow look at that. again. all again.. all over again all over over eover over eover over over over agin and agian and again.

maybe i shouldve tried harder to be normal. id hate myuself more but everyone seems to want me to hate myself anyway.

[drean-ann]

WONNA BREACKFUST FROM COUPLE DAYS AGO??? EVERYTHING IS IN MOVE,...NOTHING CHANGING...IVEN WHEN WE SLEEP,...GRAVITY GETS US SOMEWHERE....THEY ARE CHANGING EVERYTHING...DEFINITIONS, TRUTHS, INFORMATIONS ...WHAT KINDA STONE ARE YOU... WONNA MODERN EUROPE?? WONNA KNOW WHAT IS GOING ON?? I THINK, THAT EXTERMINATION OF LIVE IS HAPPENING FROM THE BEGGINING,...RASIZM, FASHIZM KANIBALIZM STALINIZM MARKSIZM SOCJALIZM NAZIZM NATIONALIZM, DEHUMANIZACJA...WHAT IF ONE PLANET IS POPULATED, NO OXYGENE ANYWHERE,...TURK,....THE REST IS OK....WONNA PROVE THAT EVERYONE IS FUCKED, DO YOU SEE OLD PEOPLE?? ALL OF THEM...I WONDER WHO BUILTED ALL THIS, I DID'NT HEAR ABOUT ANYONE...I DONT SEE GENIUSES, ARTISTS, MUSICIANS...WHATEWER YOU NAME IT....EVERYBODY ARE FUCKED....BE CAREFULL, ITS HAPPENING NOW....GERMANS LOST WORLD WAR II, THEY HAVE NO RIGHT TO BE HERE OR DO THIS...THE ALIEN FIGHT UNTILL WAR IS OCER, AND THEY LEFT IT...SO NOW WE HAVE UROPIEN UNII....IF YOU WILL NOT GO GO WORK, YOU WILL DIE...IT'S NOT EVEN ARBAIT MACHT FRAI...YOU WONT HAVE HOME, PLACE TO LIVE, YOU WILL NOT HAVE PLACE TO SLEEP, YOU WONT GET FAMILY, YOU WILL NOT SURVIVE...IF YOU WONT GO TO WORK YOU WILL DIE...ITS FASHISM....HISTORY OF HUMANS KIND TAKES ABOUT 2 MINUTS IF YOU KNOW WHAT IT'S ABOUT....IT'S NOT EVEN A SENTENCE....FOCOUS....NOW WE HAVE DEMOCRACY,...BEFORE THAT THERE WAS CAPITALIZM,...THE GOVERMENT DOESNT CARE ABOUT OUR OPINION, THE DEMOCRACY IS A LIE,...BEFORE THAT THERE WAS COLD WAR IN POLAND, FIGHTS WITH POLICE, BERLIN WALL, BEFORE THAT THERE WAS KOMUNIZM AND THERE ŁAGRY AND KOŁHOZY PART OF THE EXTERMINATION, BEFORE THAT THERE WAS FASCHIZM RASIZM KANIBALIZM STALINIZM MARKSIZM SOCJALIZM, BEFORE THAT THERE WAS SLAVORY AND CUTTING ARMS WHEN YOU STILL SOMETHING, THEY WHERE MAKING SOAP FROM HUMANS, IM SORRY ANYWAYE,...BEFORE THAT THERE WAS EVOLUTION, THRU ALL THE EVOLUTION ANIMALS KILLED THEMSELVS AND EAT EACH OTHERS LIVES, BEFORE THAT THERE WAS BIG BANG, THIS IS OUR HISTORY.....IT'S HAPPENING ALL THE TIME.....

[enterideahere]

idk how to tell yall this but uh

#tw #tw death #death #decompositions #dead body #theres been a wierd smell im my aptmt staiwell for a week and well yeah u guessed it an old neighbour died #they just found her today its been a solid week if not more #listened in on the person who made the call in the hallway #on the moment i was shocked but ok #now i literally cant stop looking for that smell everywhere i go like paranoia #this one is going straight to the therapist i dont have #decomposition #tagging heavily because i used to be phobic of decomposing bodies #im good now but yeah its coming back im scared lol #it helps to remember she was a person and to respect her and it helps to see it from a scientific or curious standpoint #but i have to admit the phobia b peaking its lil head round the corned and im sesly scared #idk if its still lingering on me or in my nose or if im just remembering it but the smell is following me aeound and i get wiffs of it #im staying ocer at my bfs tonight hoping they'll have cleaned her up by tomorrow so i dont have to smell it #it wasnt pleasant all week but the moment i figured out what it really was i just couldnt stand it anymore #idk when ill fewl ok to go back tbh #somehow everything in my home feels contaminated by the idea of her #thats the phobia speakimg #after i left i remember sitting in the parc and suddenly feeling an immense rush of love for her #thanking her for everything #so wxcited for her existence #it sounds silly but i felt infinitely greatful to her for making me go ourside and see the mountains and how beautiful they were #and how wonderful life is #all my heart and soul was sending her the most sparkling and profound love wherever she was

[thechildisgone]

i went through a phase of being obsessed with serial killers when i was like 12 and i bought a ton of books and i still have them all and i felt so weird about it then and now true crime is like trendy and people listen to a podcast literally callsd my favorite murder...idk what my point is

#i still read true crime stories a lot im just fascinated #but i think mfm and stuff is disrespectful to victims families #i had a weird ocd thing about cannabalism #:/ #thought i was going to become one lol and reading about it was like how i got ocer it #i had intrusive thoughts about accidentally eating human meat #also part of why i went vegetarian LOL #i never talk about this it was wieird #there was always a true crime niche but its gotten so mainstream #god i was 12 16 year ago i old

[possum-tooth]

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#delete later #am i crying bc i wasnt included in the 37 minjte long video showcasing everyone elses final projects in my type class? maybe #its such a stupid thing to be crying ocer but. mine was the only one not included and i turned it in on time and everything and i know #for a fact that at least one other person turned theirs in at the same time/later than i did and hers was still included #anyway im glad this semesters over im done

[tempestaurora]

me: very emotional over ronan lynch offering the dreamed mitsubishi to the gray man despite knowing that the gray man killed his father

#trc #bethany talks #im so emo ocer this story still