#Idk how to explain thats just funny to me

[starlooove]

OK LAUREL LMAOOO

#eat her tf up #Im so invested in these two #they’re both so stupid and unreasonable it’s so funny #yas bitch #i love how she needs someone to blame but she’s a lawyer #Idk how to explain thats just funny to me #how Sara has all the elements needed to be the perfect victim but she’s not bc she ACTIVELY operates on spite and self preservation #aaaahhh #Idk if that’s all intentional but it’s funny asf watching them clash #ANDDDDD #THE FLASHBACK ORDER #OMG #laurel and Oliver renouncing their relationships #as flashbacks show how devasted laurel and Moira were over their deaths #wowe #OH ITS RELEVESNT DARA AND OLLIE SRE TLAKINH SHOUT IT #wow

[todayisafridaynight]

Going off the rules of sonic heroes if we were to trioize the jimas saejima’d obvi fit the power role but now we have to ask what roles majima and daigo fit cause on the one hand i believe majima could pilot a helicopter if he wanted to but on the other hand attributing ‘fly’ to daigo is another case of cruel and unusual punishment

#snap chats #i was gonna say ‘speed’ usually is given to the leader but vectors the leader of the chaotix not espio #vector my best friend …….. #im gonna say majima can get fly cause of that helicopter bullshit he do. you can have that majima #daigo just feels like hes too ‘balanced’ of a guy to be speed tho …. oh well #speed for. WR in how quick you can get shot into your chairmanship idk #FASTEST HAND IN THE EAST WAIT naw we got it. it checks out #well done team our impulsive assignment spurred by a tweet has been done efficiently #its so funny calling the jimas a trio cause since KH im lowkey sick of the word trio 💀💀💀 #i dont even know why ….. it just irked me after a while ….. #doesnt make any sense literally nonsensical it was just a feeling id get #thats what i hate about feelings you cant explain or justify them cause Theyre Feelings tf #you can TRY to explain them but theyre involuntary in the end and theres no objective cause for them. do we know what im saying. #im gonna go work now bye

[scleramotif]

BREAKING BAD IF IT WAS ANCIENT ROME:

valter vitus: jessus. we need to cook. im very sick jessus and my family needs money that we'll make from cooking meth.

jessus pinkvir: yo mr vitus thats crazy but like i dont know just hope that Aesculapius will heal you or something. bitch dont ask me i have to go fight in a war im to busy worrying about maniples to worry about meth and what the hell even is that bitch

valter vitus: jessus you dont understand. skylera and valter vitus need this money.

jessus pinkvir: bitch just ask your patronus for money then i dont know mr vitus

valter vitus: JESSUS!!!!!! I AM THE ONE WHO KNOCKS

#ok i need to explain some things. walter is valter and white is vitus becuase they didnt have the letter w and v is pronounced like w. #im deciding that walter is third declension but white is 2nd declension bc idk #jessus pinkvir is just a 2nd declension ending on jesse #and pinkvir is me being really really funny because vir is the latin word for man #Aesculapius is the roman god of healing or whatever #also walt jr just has the same name as walt bc thats how they did it idk #skylera is just skyler with a 1st declension ending #and patronus is NOT the shit from h*rry p*tter its the latin word for patron #as in the patron-client system of ancient rome #hope this was a good explanation of everything #history of rome #brba

[vaugarde]

i get the frustration with so many villains now getting treatment like “oh they had a sucky childhood so actually you need to feel bad for them and not hold them accountable for their actions” but the counter of “this person was born evil and cant ever grow and its pathetic to assume that they can, also people cant be redeemed no matter what and this is fantastic writing actually” is so exhausting. 

#like... no one is born grinning maliciously with a knife out the womb. no one starts out that way #and anything thats ever tried to portray a character that way at birth has only ever been ironically funny #idk its annoying when people are like ''actually its more interesting that the character doesnt have a motive for killing people'' #like. coming off of bullet train rn but even ''this character otherwise has a perfect life but they accidentally killed and now theyre #fascinated with all the ways people can die'' is more interesting than ''idk thats just how they are *shrugs*'' #like yes someone can have the perfect upbringing and social life and still turn out to be sadistic but you can still work with that #as opposed to ''they were born evil thats just how they were always gonna be SORRY'' #like. idk go into that ''perfect social life and family''. what did that family value? what were the friends like? #what did that person experience outside of those things? what did they consume? #did their social standing actually breed some sort of entitlement to them? do they perhaps freak out if something doesnt go their way? #are they insecure deep down? does that drive them to it? are they a perfectionist? do they assume peoples feelings? #i remember reading this wc fancomic that explained why a character was evil and like her mom died #and the attention from her mothers death made her obsessed with being fawned over so she started medical abuse #and letting her patients die so that people would fawn over her the same way every time #and the op was like ''HEY before you yell at me shes NOT evil bc her mom died ok she was gonna turn out evil no matter what'' #like... no no go into the emotional vulnerability implied there. go into the morbid introduction to slow death at a young age #go into the potential desensitization go into that. youre already willing to make her multifauceted and with positive traits #why are you afraid of implying shes even SOMEWHAT sympathetic and just want to say she was gonna do that regardless #and i fault the atmosphere around this stuff most of all like we should never have implied that giving a villain a reason to be evil #was stupid woobifying bullshit that was out of touch with reality #echoed voice

[fslurusami]

you know how sometimes theres some popular character and most of the fanstuff is mostly accurate on the surface but you personally have some lived experience shared w this character that enables you to have a deeper understanding of little nuances under the hood that inform things like their decision making and stuff. its on a sliding scale of accuracy of course. personally i mostly get this with my mental disorders with characters such as ogata but sometimes theres LITTLE TINY THINGS that bother me about specifically the various violence related fetishes. and the fact that it bothers me itself bothers me cuz i feel like. "oh Clearly you havent received or inflicted wounds for sexual pleasure". yes obviously they havent done that. nobody else does that. i am abnormal in nature and insane in the head

#obviously not Rlly nobody else im well aware. but it is uncommon. and it doesnt Rlly bother me but i can often tell #yes ienaga vore jokes are funny but i dont think shes into vore based on what we see of her character and attitudes towards cannibalism #however. usami and tsurumi 100% are. tsurumis gay little speech in that scene would not be out of place on a vore sideblog thats EXACTLY #how certain ppl talk about it. thats literally It. tsurumi tokushirou invented vore in 1907 #thats just the most clear cut and easily explainable example i think but there are so many little bits of tiny nuance idek #there are different attitudes of course but i feel like ienaga doesnt rlly feel any Connection to eating ppl and sure there are ocs and #little stories or scenarios about the pred just being like 'yea its just food' cuz some preys find that rlly hot but. irl there arent rlly #any of that kind of pred cuz if they dont care then. they dont care lol. like they dont Care about vore. so theyre not into vore. u know #so i think shes not into vore sexually and such shes literally just here for medicinal purposes or w/e. but that is just my opinion idk #sorry for vore essay in the tags i am autistic 👍 those deviantart stamps are not ironic they are a Warning #if anybody like. cares about being 1/5th of a mm off in their depiction of masochism or smthng i will answer questions. but be prepared for #me to get at least this ^^^ autistic about it. i dont have a phd in masochism but i can at least say with certainty that i have never #said 'it hurts so good' in real life. the full sentence like that is just a little cheesy in my opinion. 'it hurts' usually speaks 4 itself #og post

[dennistakesamentalhealthday]

this is like my one overarching thing with recent sunny seasons even if i enjoy specific episodes etc it just doesnt hit the same as the older seasons when it was just a bunch of poor creatives getting high and having a dream....like its too corporate its too network show its too hollywood and ai + chat gtp would only worsen that

edit please look at this video for extra context where he does say that AI is a threat to writers keeping this post up though just to use dennis reynolds and older iasip as an example of why AI cant reflect human creation

[themyscirah]

Started thinking about the Amanda Waller + Ben Turner relationship again.... fuck, I'm gonna need a minute

#I JUST- SHDIAUDJSHDSHEYEYRYRYRY guys. guys #i know none of you see my vision and thats okay. i will make you see my vision. i will force you to see my vision. i will- #like jesus fucking christ oh my god. its so interesting and gives me so many emotions and just!!! #i know im not making sense bc none of my moots are sui sq fans and also like half of the content fucking me up specifically here is in my #head because i cant stop thinking about my absolute power fix it au but like!!!!!!! #also the fact i have a fix it for a comic that isnt out yet is so funny to me. its literally fucking real though. god knows we need it #may my own content carry me through the dark times (extreme villain waller arc) #anyways this fucks me up so bad you dont even know. someday ill actually explain it #dc hire me to write a suicide squad ongoing PLEASE. i could do it so good it would be so fucking good dc PLEASE 😭😭😭😭😭😭 #also like this isnt me shipping them btw. like 110% not that. just to clarify. #i wouldnt even call it a friendship bc like. theyre not friends really. he has the most equal dynamic with her i would say but it still isnt #equal. shes v much his boss even though they have an understanding and respect there #like she believes and trusts in him much more than anybody really even himself. like she sees the good man and the leader even when he #doesnt. but she isnt nice about it. and there is a lot of conflict between them when there needs to be #like as much as ben is “wallers man”--the team leader she wanted from the beginning before rick flagg pushed his way in #ben i would say is still a very moral person even when lost and unsure of himself and his goodness (which is like one of his main things) #like i feel like while amanda can lean very into a “the ends justify the means” mindset in her worse moments and do bad things to get #herself out of a corner ben has like a deep and meaningful understanding of how the choices of your methods and how you act can weigh on you #like even though he was brainwashed and whatnot (thats still the story right? i cant remember) he holds a lot of guilt and baggage over his #actions and i think is able to temper amanda's worse tendencies in terms of that by calling her out when he recognizes that behavior #idk. i just really think that amanda waller and the suicide squad as a whole has lost its way without a more moral authority presence there. #like someone who can call her out and keep them more on track. which i really thing ben is and could be #i just very much am interested in their dynamic and how that would look like as equals and how i think they could help each other. #which ofc is what my wip is about and revolves around #blah #sui sq

[bangcakes]

.

#LOL why do i even worry #heard from my friend n we're meeting in 2 weeks. also invited my crushy wushy LMAO. god....... #this is so JDJJDJDJDMDMDMMDMZ #like i had a Feeling id be hearing from her but then i was like ah whatever.... i'll message her tomorrow no matter what JDJJDJXJXJXJ #and lookie lookie she messaged me hehehehhe #ive missed her so much JDJJDJDNDN #i was watching seulgi's channel n i was like omg.... shes just like my friend I MISS HER XJKFKKFKRMDX #and i get to see .... too so JDJDJJDDJDKDMD WOOOOO #the way he responded was so like nonchalent like lmao ok. like overly casual. like oh ya i should be around that day JDJJDJDJDJDMD #IDK WHY BUT THATS SO FUNNY LIKE LMAO. hes a specific funny made just for me like idk how to explain. i read his messages in his voice #n i just JDDJDJDD GOD HE IS DJTK4KD #so consistent. like i scream. he messages just like he talks. i cant handle it. like im the same way ive been told. #and maybe its the usual case with ppl but JDJDJDJDK IDK #the way he talks/texts is so specific. #god im obsessed with him like hes a kpop boy or somethin. god help me #to think last night in my past 3am thoughts thinking i was over him LMAO SO FUNNY SOOOO FUNNY GIRL #personal

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#there should be a word for when youre talking around the tightness of tears #speaking against something that hurts #laughing specifically to undermine the seriousness of the statements youre voicing #the worst of both worlds. help me help me hahaha im not even joking hahaha but listen to the lies in my tone. dont focus on the words. #i want plausible deniability. but also i want u to understand my pain and give it a voice. speak it into existence because i cant say it #but if u do i might cry. that sounds hard that sounds like a lot. i kno i know. shut up. keep talking. do u think i dont feel it? i do #but if i split myself in two i can watch myself and suddenly it becomes funny. im not sure why. but i have a bad habbit of laughting at #inappropriate moments. because if its not funny then its just sad and what am i supposed to do with that? #i dunno. thats all to say my dad called bc i was looking at housing stuff and i was explaining some of the stuff im doing rn #and thats hard to talk abt without crying bc ive always been a cry bby but i didnt. and i love my parents theyre great #but they dont understand bc i havent told them all of it bc theres nothing they can do so y make them worry. and idk i also think they #think im less competent than i am. and part of that is just bc im their kid. part of that is bc there r things thst most ppl can do but i #struggle with. but its also not fun to hear: oh yeah i was surprised by how professional u sounded. or i think ur mom found u those #connections. when no. i did that. i made those things happen. i promise i can do things sometimes. but sometimes i cant. i dunno its just #it is what it is. whatever. decisions to b made. do i room with roommates for lower rent #or do i take an expensive place for a year for a single room? i dont want roommates but ill take them #i mean all the single places r like 950 at the very lowest without any utilities or anything but most r well over 1000 and like on a grad #student salary? i think not. not without losing money on net. i can deal with roommates. i have in the past. i wont b able to relax ever #but its fine. ya kno #just annoying. hah my dads sage advice was ah dont let it overwhelm u. go exercise. bc hes an endurance runner guy #and im like bro when i get home i have 1.5 hrs of daylight. but alas hes right. i do gotta run out my angers and its not enough #ugh. one more week. itll work out. and eventually ill walk into a counselors office like bro i just want u to tell me whether or not i have #0cd bc whatever the fuck it is that makes me do these things is absolutely destroying me. name the beast 0cd or 0cpd. tell me what box #i fit into. not that it matters but i feel like i cant complain until someone else rubber stamps me. actually then ill probably just obsess #abt how. actually. theyre wrong. ay fun times #i gotta shake shake shake my sillies out. and wiggle my waggles away. bc i never could let my kids songs go haha #unrelated

[britneyshakespeare]

funny thing happened when i was subbing fourth grade technology today. a boy raised his hand when i introduced myself as miss (last name) and said "there used to be someone who looked JUST like you who worked at after care a few years ago."

"that was me >:)"

and he was like... honestly *____*-facing

#idk how to describe the emotions of the *____* (an underrated fav of mine) thats why art is so much more eloquent than words #tales from diana #some kids realize it's me and im the same person #oh when i was working for the after school program i went by miss diana. important detail #we all did first names except for my coworker who was a para at the school during the day she still went by her last name. naturally #bc that's what all the kids knew her as already #but yeah like my boss was mr. bruce for instance #i had a boy in one second grade class seemingly FORGET me? he was a kindergartener #i had just walked into the room a minute ago and i said '(his name) stop that' and he was like 'how do you know my name?' #uhm. because we've played stratego together. #another girl in his grade (now a second grader) who used to really love me and always seems happy to see me subbing #she asked me one time 'why did you change your name?' 'i didnt!' and she was like: :0000 #me explaining to my friends that i have a first AND last name #also in that fourth grade class was my first grader i used to tutor when school was still remote! #he's so big now jesus fuckin christ #he asked me if i. like. PREFER to be called miss (last name) bc w him i just went by diana #and i was like 'well. you know my name and thats ok but just call me what all the other kids are supposed to call me' lol #if you run into me at the grocery store you can say hi diana. at school it's miss b #he's funny he always doesn't like to seem too attached or affectionate (he was like that when he was young too) but i can tell #he's always happy to see me around :)

[hexados-on-a-string]

hexados' design is so underrated. look at them. i love them. just a funky giant sand worm thing. they have another head on their tail. they're so cool.

#writers had to kill them off bc they're too cool #they hate to see a wormboss winning #their design is so nice #its like. satisfying idk how to explain it. #hexados on a string #fun fact their japanese name is chronos #which is even cooler #both of gus' bakugan are named after gods and i think thats funny #i might be slowly losing it dont mind me #im so normal im such a normal person just a regular guy just so normal a regular human person extremely normal im so normal its crazy im nor

[laesas]

As someone who definitely doesn't count as an A/B/O enjoyer it's still super interesting to me just how much influence it has over wider fandom and fanfiction. Like as soon as you're "in the know" it's just absolutely everywhere.

#full disclosure: my only experience is like a very funny light-hearted 40 minute intro to ABO video essay by ColeyDoesStuff + 1 fic #and like personally I don't think I'll ever *get* the whole nesting and scenting and like massive personality changes because ~biology~ #buT like! god! it explains so much!!! of fandom!! and fanfiction!?!? #like everyone is playing a game of fanfiction telephone #there are loads of ABO readers that dont *write* abo picking out phrases and character interactions and putting them into 'normal' fics #which is. i am completely and utterly certain. how we get the scent thing. #this has genuinely baffled me for years and had left me wondering if I genuinely just have an awful sense if smell #not just the the ''he smells like sandalwood and coffee and something uniquely him'' thing. sure. sure. maybe its cologne #but like. where someone smells their friends or siblings and its like citrus and paper and fresh cotton and rain and youre like HUH?! #I literally could not tell you what any of my friends smell like. genuinely I do not know. #my mum wears a perfume? sometimes? but thats it. like. ??? idk its so bizarre to me that in some fics everyone has a unique smell #and like !!!! now it makes sense!!!!!! #ALSO #the dom sub dynamics that are just. so overpowering to the point of erasing the characters personalities #like the whole existence of 'deep subspace' #where a previously headstrong characher now wants nothing more than to follow the commands of their alpha *ehem* i mean dom #like its wiLd like its MAD! like there are sO many little *things* that you suddenly notice and youre like OHHHH IT MAKES SENSE NOW!!!!!!!! #this is absolutely not an 'omg abo is cringe' post btw like its not for me but this is more about the baffled awe i have for its influence #I didn't understand it!! #but now i sortof do! #insanely funny that it all started because of some jensen ackles x whatshisface rpf like thats a madness. thats so funny to me. #anyway. my sense of smell isn't amazing but I'm glad that in the 10 years since I started reading fanfiction I've solved this mystery 😂 #oh also the fic i read was actually really stellar in terms of characterisation. I actually really did enjoy it #its called an elegant mechanism and its a KimChay if anyone does actually want to read it! its stellar #it's one if those where the abo elements are so intricately woven into the story that you won't *want* to remove them #even as a boring ass abo hater I'm like damn that shit DOES add to the plot #its fun

[nerdie-faerie]

Every time someone asks if I'm American, I have to spend 5 minutes in accent jail

#hybrid accent #not that theres anything wrong with american accents but ya know the way people react to weeaboos? there are british people #who do the same about america so thats the immediate assumption when people assume my accents american but im not #we did a flat games night last night to get to know each other and someone asked and i never know how to explain that #no im not american my accent should be bristolian but it clearly isnt because other people have asked the same so dw youre not the only one #but i dont hear it personally so idk whats going on either and then i have to sit in shameful silence for getting dubbed american again #whats funny about this interaction was id noticed that the longer i was spending around my northern coworkers the more southern my accent #was getting and then someone just had to burst that bubble and call me american 😅 once someone mentioned it though it kept being brought up #i cant identify accents myself to save my life anyway so i dont know how to respond when i get thrown an accent accusation #only one american has vaguely agreed that i might sound sorta american generally americans and brits dont claim my accent

[vaugarde]

well i finished renegade. i sure was renegading all over the place

#it was alriiiight.... but man i hate to say it but i think i have more complaints than praises #i DID like florins new execution route and i liked talons deal. the entire end of night spell deal was horrifying and i loved it #i love that genre of horror like ''you die twice when you get forgotten after death'' #so seeing it play out here was horrifying in a good way. talon and amber's deaths were both so fucking good like goddamn #they were just as heartbreaking as they needed to be. especially ambers like when you go talk to tesla after #but. man i dont think meta games are for me cause ngl i was sorta just like ''aight.'' to most of the meta here #like that was the one thing about talon i didnt care for. i thought ''everyone i know and love is going to die and god is screaming at me'' #was a fine enough motivation to go crazy and become a rift. i thought it was compelling and tragic and a good thing to do #with a new character. but then he started going ''in older versions of the game i wasnt even there i was just a prop for the backstory'' #and thats sorta when i started tuning out. like i cant explain why but i feel it made the scene more... cheap? #i think just cause personally ive seen that motivation a lot in meta games before and its gotten old to me #tbh the entire meta angle is whats really dragging this down to me. dont get me wrong i love eizen and his scenes #but i dont see why we have to canonize the game's update cycles as like a critical part of the world #and then theres m2 who i have mixed feelings on. cause i love the character type of ''ive been through so much shit idc anymore'' #and they end up being kinda goofy and saying inappropriate/out of pocket things while trying not to discuss The Horrors #ive written more than one of those types of characters. but with m2 its like she doesnt know how to turn that off #like spacea and tiempa's deaths being a tera raid parody where they joke about being in a crashing plane and get bashed by extra melias #it just felt like. unfitting. (also a nitpick but goddamn that scene made my head hurt with how much the screen wobbled) #like really? this is the sendoff they get in the fucked up and evil route? and idk i just dont think m2 was all that funny. #she was more grating than anything tbh. and i just feel like her existence and the bad timeline is just Too Much #like there were already so many plotlines and arcs and do we Really need a new-ish character right before the climax #idk. im hoping v14 is more cohesive in this department #for now im taking a much needed break from this game lol

[skeletxr]

.,

#you know i also forgot how extremely dysphoric gynocology offices make me #especially since its so busy and like #every person waiting is such a feminine pretty ~woman~ #and everything here is like WOMAN!!! WOMANLY CHECKUPS!!! HAHA WOMEN FEMALE AM I RIGHT #UPDATE HERE so i dont annoy or sound like im trying to do this on purpose #tumblrs just my journal w an audience JFNJD #idk why i was worried as bad my gyno is so great she explained #estorgen and progesterone when youre not on any hormonal balance meds vs when u are #laughed over her absolute suprise that i have a low cervix she was like OH. #so fuck you the BAD ex who said i had something wrong w my vagina bc how DARE i find penetration uncomfy!!! #at least now i know why!! now i know why tampons/cups are a pain fornme #its so good to get yhat validated #i already knew #anyways im real excited for this nuvaring im very much looking forward to my hormones balancing out #also i lost a lot of weight?? dunno if thats a good thing since i hardly been eating sijce february LMAHFDAO #the nurse was funny as hell when she asked if i smoke insaid ' #not cigarettes and she was like OH you smoke mary jay? alright ill say you smoke mary jay #an absolute delight #hated the fucking torture device tho it was more painful than last time fjdjjcjf #text

[piplupod]

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#very funny to hear someone yelling in the brain about how we've been poisoned and then i just see Nine bonk them on the head comically #i dont think he actually hit them but thats just how the brain portrayed it to me #i think he more just said like ''no we havent; stfu'' but brain decided whirling around and bonking on the head was clearer #the thing is. when u are not physical entities. and more just... parts of the brain. then things get fuzzy trying to portray it internally #its not clear cut fjdksl its very up to interpretation #im sure some systems have it more clear cut and solid and concrete but our internal world is often metaphorical more than Literal #like i can See things yeah but its not super literal. it can be interpreted in a couple different ways usually #idk how to explain it fhdksl im so dizzy #i highlighted the text w interchanging colours for each task in our schoolwork so. maybe i will start it now #i need to lie down probably. but the schoolwork needs to be done fjfjdll #pippen needs 2nd breakfast #someone is very convinced we have been poisoned tho fjfkdl and its making ME start to wonder if maybe we somehow have been