Sometimes I get angry. So angry that I pop into my fathers lives as they have so often exited mine and I let it all go. The frustration, the inadequacies, and the hurt. I pour it out to them unfiltered and raw and I don’t feel badly about it. It weighs me down and I shouldn’t have to carry their insufficiencies with me.
It hurts them, I know it hurts them. When they finally decide to respond to it they’re angry and sad. They don’t understand why I unburden myself of their guilt, why I’m hurt by their actions.
It’s been twenty years of me carrying this and I’ve unloaded for the last time. They’re carrying my hurt now, they know what their actions have done. The anchor of it all is no longer attached to my ship. It’s their turn.
15.14-Mrs Butters is all of Deans mommy issues in the best possible way 🧚🏻♂️😆💋 … well except trying to hurt Jack -good intentions and all that lol🥰😜 The sack lunches are everything ahahahaha
15.15-Idk what Dean’s more disappointed by missing out on the Atlantic City buffet or Amara’s passive empathy
Shit Jack😞 noooo you can’t just sacrifice, this never ends well 💔
15.16-I love flashback Dean and Sammy, the kid versions are always so innocent… ah the truth will out, Dean… to be fair no matter how/when Dean told Sam about Jack we knew Sam would be pissed regardless. Billie’s plan seems less and less solid the closer we get and I don’t like it one bit 😕💀
15.17- Adam is a weirdo and Chuck called Amara the “b word” lol
Wtf Dean?! I knew Billie was full of shit 🤬 Fuck you and your “balance” Chuck!
15.18-what in the actual empty 😱 😫 poor Jack - wait ah I’m so confused
Not Eileen 😥(again) Donna too Bobby, Charlie 😭 … The only show they can make you watch your favorite characters die again and again and again
And there goes the cannon 😭😭😭 I’ve never held my breath for so long 😫😫😫🥺🥺🥺 🖐🏼❣️ #iloveyou #goodbye
I just want thug Dean 💔
15.19-this is weird…
So happy!! A dog!!! 🐶 ..fuck!! Damn it Chuck
What’s up with Jack 🤔
Not gona lie I missed Lucifer- why not 😈 … never liked michael anyways
God keeps punchin em down and the get right back up, love my Winchester boys 💖… I also love how Dean peeled baby out of there dirt spraying all over Trash Chuck 🙃
Jack you amazing boy!!!! 😭😭🥺 team free will ✊🏼
So is everyone back?
15.20-never thought Dean would finally be a dog person 😹
Yasss! Pie fest 🥧🥧😆😆😆🤡
Mimes really Dean 😑
No no no no nooo nooooo nooo
Ohh Dean… after all that, that’s how he dies?!??
Well at least baby made it to Heaven with original plates !! I love what Jack (and Cas) did with the place 🥰
Sam became a daddy 😭 and grew old!!
I didn’t think I was going to like this ending but it’s actually really beautiful😭😭😭
#caryon 🙏🏼 I’m gona cry myself to sleep now
u know what’s better than one knife pocket… two knife pockets
a fun fact about me is that ever since i heard about cas from my spn-obsessed friend at age 12 i have liked the name. in fact i even considered when i was deciding on a more masc name for myself. this was foreshadowing, apparently