#am i misremebering things again?

[the-true-noodles]

why does nobody mention the prequel?

honestly i get the hype about the original Goncharov movie from 1973 but the prequel that was made in 1979 was pretty good too.

also; all this talk about a sequel, i dont remember there being one? didnt goncharov die in the orignal??? why would there be a sequel?????

im so confused.

#can someone explain the rumour about a sequel? #i watched the orignal and the prequel with my dad once #and even though its been a while #i distinclty remeber there only being two movies and one of them being the prequel #am i misremebering things again? #goncharov #goncharov prequel #unreality #also zepotha sucks #no offence to the tiktokers but just no

[sleeplesssmoll]

Hello, I would just like to say thank you for writing your thoughts and theories because I've been enjoying reading through them and also for giving me much more to think about! (If not for you, I'd have missed a lot more details lol) (I actually have nothing to ask, I just wanted to say that)

Thank you for the kind message! My brain is always cooking 🍳 it's a blessing and a curse lol!

I know we have interesting things on the horizon so I have shelved the crazier for ones for now. Skimming through the game is always fun for me. From the background to the voicelines and the little enemy snippets. There is so much to see!

That being said I know I should be working on my recap project for my own sake (easy to misremeber things or forget little details) but I've been compiling list of crew member interactions (most from wiki) that involve dragging Vertin into their shenanigans instead...

Absolutely self-indulgent and self-inflicted brain rot. It's Vertin's fault. She plays along with them! For example:

An-an Lee:

I've got you some very horrible movies, and I promise you it's gonna be an unforgettable evening! (Horror movie night with the gang)

Hey, girl! Wanna hang out somewhere? Don't waste such a wonderful night! (Girls night!)

Sotheby:

...You're here! My experiment is almost the last step. Go find 500 grams of liquid gold and help me settle it! (Vertin walking into madness)

I just bought a rare and strong bicorn. I heard it only came out at night... A bull? Eh? Am I tricked? And... does bull have anything to do with beef? (Sotheby needs supervision when she goes shopping, preferably an adult that isn't Pavia.)

Lilya:

Go. Don't be annoying. I am going to take care of my lady Su-01ве now. You want to help? What if you break it? (this is the rare case of Vertin wanting to take part in something and being turned down. She clearly like Lilya a lot from the voicelines. Like a chaotic big sister or maybe that one drunk auntie who is always fun?)

There's still a vacancy behind me on my broomstick. Would you like to ride together? Of course, if you dare to vomit on my back, I won't spare you. (Aw, she squishy in the center.)

Poltergeist:

Hi, what did you dream about last night? You were mumbling in your dream. I could barely hear anything even though I have moved very very close to you. (if she did this to Sonetto, Vertin would need a new assistant. I like the idea of Vertin being so used to this shit she didn't flinch)

Can you stay? Can we talk, just... just for a while. Please look at me. But... not for too long. You can watch me for 3.5 seconds, and look away for... for 5 seconds. Then look back at me again. (why is this relatable?)

Vertin being a baby and Suitcase dad at the same time is my life blood. SHE CAN DO BOTH

#reverse 1999 #anon ask #small update on what ive been doing #as in the things im NOT doing #but should be doing #how do i get anything done

[fictionkinfessionsarchived]

this is for mod party cat, as the person who submitted last night saying how suicidal they were, i want to thank you from the bottom of my heart. the way you responded to it was beautiful and extremely well put. i am on meds for depression and i did see a therapist at one point, but she took my moms side in matters. i will definitely try to stay strong, if not for myself then for my friends in this life who care. so thank you so very much for the support you gave me. ive known few like it 💖💖💖

YOU’RE OK! Oh thank gosh you’re alright! Hey no it’s all good! I’m so happy I could be supportive somehow. That ramble thing of mine is just some things I keep repeating and reminding myself because my own mom is sadly lacking in the good mom department as well :T Keeping an journal of sorts helps me remember how far I’ve come, because it’s easy to forget or misremeber or get bogged down on ‘oh nothing has changed and it’s all still horrible’ when it really has changed. [An online one, anyways, thanks to paranoia of parents tossing my room often.]

If you don’t think your therapist is working out or you’re not comfortable with them, see about finding another! I’ve been through about thirty seven over the years, just trying to find someone that fits my finances and my weird comfort requirements. Definitely keep taking whatever meds you are consistently, and ask your therapist if you think switching to something else might be more helpful. Your therapist is supposed to be for you, to help you with your concerns. Not someone who’s going to agree with outside parties on what someone else is experiencing. I’d strongly suggest checking in with a therapist again soon if you can. Suicidal feelings are traumatic in their own right, and I know I get wiped out after they occur.

You’re going to be ok. You might have to help yourself be ok, but it will be worth it. Your life is worth living! Even if you may not think it is right now. You’re going through a lot, and I’m proud you’re still managing to exist. Even that takes so much effort sometimes. I’m sorry if this gets a little patronizing or anything. It’s just that I wish these where things someone else told me years ago. It’s been a long adventure. But I am glad you have friends who care about you! I can guarantee they do love you and would care if you left them! And I honestly don’t mean that in a guilt trippy, ‘but think of how other ppl feel if you ended your pain!?’ sort of way! Sometimes you [or maybe it’s just me] get caught up in your own despair that you don’t notice how much other’s care about you too. We really do.

Connie aka Mod Party Cat! I’m signing with an actual name bc it’d feel too impersonal for aliases haha

Also, an Important disclaimer: I am not a mental health professional and these opinions should not be taken as actual medical advice for anything. And etc. Be safe, angel beans!

#suicide cw #pills cw #suicide ideation cw #mental health issue #mod party cat! #Anonymous #caps cw #long post #not confessions