#and how tough it was! :o

[britishchick09]

the historical lineup! :)

#american girl #american girl doll #i gathered the dolls up a few days ago... save for isabel2 and nicki2! ;) #now all the historicals are together! :D #and how tough it was! :o #turns out they're not all the same height! #but it was still fun to put together :)

[so-bitya]

From the lovely sisters, Rachel and Anne

#me wonderingbhm how can i center women in this #alsoo i didnt feel like drawing ciel yet #his bangs are annoying lol #'why is the illustration late' ummm #it was a tough birth I'd let them recuperate for a day 👍 #kuro #kuroshitsuji #ciel phantomhive #rachel phantomhive #b.png #o!ciel #madam red

[fala-alfredo-pasta]

💗Komanami Week💗 Day 6: AU

Look I really wanted to do the talent swap prompt too from day five and realized the it's technically an au and thus qualifies for day six. No I do not take different opinions thank u.

#danganronpa #komanami #komanamiweek #komaeda nagito #nanami chiaki #chiaki nanami #nagito komaeda #komanami week #talent swap #fun fact: nagito's gamer design is partially inspired by an adult #version of a komanami hybrid/kid I drew quite some time ago #of whom will make a guest appearance in their kid form in tomorrow's prompt <u< #my art #a e i o queue #a free cookie to anyone who can guess the movie reference on Nagito's page 👀 #talent swapping anyone with Nagito is honestly pretty tough if you truly abide #by the laws of his luck considering how much it fundamentally shapes Nagito as a person #it will in no doubt alter that character's personality to some degree #maybe not be as unhinged as Nagi but uhhhhh they in no way will be stable lmao #I figure Chiaki might not be as willing to murder as Nagito and still fundamentally values life #despite being a lot less optimistic and usually expecting the worst outcome to occur #because the bad has always out weighed the good--so she tries not to get her hopes up #and tries to reduce the enjoyment/happiness she gets in life lest she brings upon a #worse bad luck to even it out. I feel she represses her emotions a lot more #and definitely tries her best to stir clear of people so they don't get hurt #I also have this whole spiel for Gamer Nagito but tumbler nerfed my tags #so send an ask if you're interested to hear it lol

[snekdood]

yall are willing to die for trans women and not trans men and we should talk about it actually

#transandrophobia #you'll do anything to protect trans women but dont have that same energy for trans men. interesting. #anyways i think the reason this is is bc ppl like this think bc we're men we dont need to be helped or protected #that somehow we should have figured out how to do this on our own. that we dont need community bc we're already solid and tough enough #which is weird like. how are you trans friendly but then you dont do any other basic progressive shit like #getting rid of gender roles entirely instead of now instead applying them to trans people also? ?? #like you dont get to be all 'men should express their emotions and be vulnerable' and then reinforce the traditional gender roles on- #trans men still. like have you or havent you decondtructed that shit in your head or did you iust see someone reblog something that seema #correct w/o even doing any critical thinking or self reflecting or anything on your end at all #i didnt suddenly become made of rock and become invulnerable when i transitioned. bc that narrative for men in general is inaccurate- #and harmful. and even if i did become super buff and capable of mowing down my enemies that wouldnt mean i dont suddenly need community #that doesnt mean i become immune to bullets or that i dont need a space to express my emotions regarding being trans n shit #like yall really just want to leave us out here to die it seems like. we have nowhere to go. no real community bc yall wont give us the #time of day or compassion or anything. you think 'men bad' and thats the deepest your political analysis goes as far as im concerned. #and if thats the case how much better are you than a terf who just decided they were 'okay' with trans women? #p sure this post was inspired from a trans guy literally being a meat shield for other trans ppl and no one gave a fuck.

[carnivalcarriondiscarded]

the desire to do comms vs my inability to remember that i got a message FIGHT-

#its like 'oh a message! i will respond later' #and then later never comes cause i have no damn object permanence Or working memory #then its like... what do i even say #'hi sorry i ghosted your simple question for two days i forgot you messaged me' AGH #or especially lately #i mean to do things and then i get a New piece of distressing information about the way my life is going #which then consumes my thoughts and leaves no room for anything else #ahaha thanks! ill claw my eyes out now!! wow!!! FUCK! #trying to keep up the things i enjoy is. so tough rn #but ill flounder w/o em so! hard work that i am mostly failing at but i Keep Trying #yes i wanna do comms. yes i wanna draw. yes i wanna talk to people. can i? mmmmm...... #can't wait for this chapter in my life to be over. goddamn. #ive been in a perpetual state of intense stress since early childhood #but my fucking duck things lately have been taking the cake #absolutely unprompted #oh no this is turning into a vent post Look Away #well my mother called again last night and was all 'im getting you a car' #and uh. i started physically shaking while profusely thanking her (lying through me teeth) #GIRL!!! I DONT NEED A CAR THATS TOO MUCH RN!!! #she's always mentioning how the collective We are tight on money #and that rn i need to focus on making decisions and getting a job ill hold for like. a month #and then she slams this down outta left field??? thats so much extra stress i dont need right now??? #now i gotta worry about parking and maintaining it and gas money i dont have And And And- #i cant exactly tell her Dont Fucking Do That bc then she'll blow up in my face and call me inconsiderate & ungrateful again #me and my stepdad dont have the fucking TIME to get one! and then she was like 'oh i can always come down to help' #please dont. do not do that. i cant deal with you in person right now that sounds hellish #anyway. case in point #cant even think about messages and stuff i Want to think about bc all this bullshit is taking up my entire mind #metaphorically slamming my face into a brick wall till theres nothing left. aaaghhahsbkjadadj #its too much its Too Much everything is so much and its too much and can i be let be for two fuckin seconds please

[deus-ex-mona]

unnecessary comparison of the day!

volume 5’s release of one of asuna’s chapters changed the subject of her stan twt cancellation posts from mona to miyu (of frusu)!

#there are also minor dialogue changes from the piccoma release to the volume versions but still~~~~ #though ngl i love how asuna is the one who has received the most dialogue changes out of everyone in the series lmao #she received one in vol 2 when. like. no one else did iirc #ily asuna frusu i wanna k n o w your after story auauaauaaaaaaaaa #but. man. now im faced with a tough decision for vol 4. #do i or do i not have asuna cuss mona out in the name of localisation or should i just tl directly? #bc so far i’ve tried to tl asuna based on vibes and such as much as possible (instead of direct tls) sooooo #i just. wanna do her justice mannnnnnn. she’s a dumbass but she’s *my* dumbass yk? #but aside from that… i gotta try my best to come up with tls for the variety show segments auaaaaaaaa #i think my little theme of attempted alliteration would work? im sorry appare☆manten you’re sunny⭐︎skies now #hmmmmamamsmmdmdkdjdmdjdjdjdjse im sorryy im goinggngngng insaneeeee from the lack of lxl album shipping updates auauauaaaaaaaaa #p l s ship my album i n e e d to inject meoto into my veins #pls cmonnnnn you cant just suddenly up the shipping price by 20 bucks and *not* ship it on timeeeee #im gonna e a t d h l if it’s the last thing i do #m. maybe it’ll ship if i finish tling the vol 3 bonus chapter today (delusional) i hate waiting for parcels smmmmmm #ok insanity over i think i should get some dinner bye

[razzafrazzle]

hello cortex enjoyers <3

#it was tough originally figuring out how to draw him but i got the hand of it #love this fucker sososomuch #the right pic is nina getting ice cream for getting straight a's :o) cortex is a proud dad i mean uncle #gave him a sorta mavin the martian/commander peepers vibe which i like #doc talks #my art #crash bandicoot #neo cortex #nina cortex

[ink--theory]

BIG RUN HAS BEGUN AND SO THE GRIND FOR MORE SCALES IS A GO (╯✧∇✧)╯

#very interesting map so far #lots of inkable walls and such which gives you a lot of escape routes if you ever get cornered which is pretty nice :o #tho if you die all the way in some obscure corner away from basket it may be a bit tough for teammates to instantly come and revive you #esp in low tide due to how big the map is and how quickly bosses and lessers can spawn and overwhelm you if you don't keep that in check #would play with randoms more but promised to hold off a bit cause some friends asked me to be their 4th U_U #splatoon #splatoon 3 #salmon run #big run

[crabbarts]

going insane over Lucky Meas' and Joron's relationship (part 1/?)

#the bone ships #rj barker #tide child trilogy #joron twiner #lucky meas #finally rereading book 1 in earnest there's soooo many good lines bw joron and meas #even though this is early in the book it's clear that they both feel loyalty towards e/o #I just love the subtle mentor/pupil dynamic they have going on and how caring meas is for joron even if she is stern and tough

[brown-little-robin]

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#military surplus store trip 2 days ago #I got a very pink cowboy hat despite questioning everything about how I present myself. it was Calling to me #multiple people loved it and when I got home and put it on my 3 yo sister stopped in her tracks and said 'wow... you're soo pretty' #that has never happened before #so I Guess the pink cowboy hat will be a Special Fashion Thing #despite the little existential crisis it gives me every time I think about being a pink cowboy hat girl #which is a bit ridiculous but there you go. #I was so secretly dedicated to looking either vaguely emo (<333) or cuttingly defensively professional for a long time #that the idea of being COWBOY-aligned (CONSERVATIVE IDOLS UGH) and not only that but PINK (feminine??? >:O) really did not appeal #but it looks GOOD on me and... sigh. I don't have to make people know my personality by my clothes. I can just wear what I WANT to #and I really do LIKE the pink cowboy hat!! it's silly and awesome and goes clink and it's a COWBOY HAT man!!! #I get to be BOTH pink cowboy AND every other thing I am. I can still be CoolTM. I can still be completely myself. #those who love me will understand me. those who don't... don't have to understand me. #goodness gracious that was a lot of soul-searching over a HAT #I also got very very tough Army jungle combat boots #I am expecting them last well >:D and they make me feel SO POWERFUL #Robin processes emotions on main #I Guess XD #I only meant to tell y'all about my cool new items I swear

[astrxealis]

making myself suffer looking thru ffxiv stuff on tumblr when i could be playing ffxiv rn but i eternally love and miss ffxiv

#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚ #Ough... oooooggghhhhh.......... #unrelated but i will probably make my next theme mr leon kennedy bcs how iehehebfknsnd i am over him lately #is... kinda insane! silly <3 #like. damn! damn. amidst darkest despair light everlasting. #ffxiv is so so so so so crazy from 1.0 to 6.0 and beyond and soon 7.x and and and #i miss raiding :( i miss my friends in ffxiv too. esp my best friend. #def will get back into raiding by the time 7.x ultimate comes out bcs GOD !!! god. #and okay pandaemonium & eden are my fav tiers aesthetic and story and fight wise #and memory wise bcs eden 9-12 was my first ever savage tier. meant a lot to me. still does #i played through that shit when i was . 14 y/o and newly 15 y/o LMFAO #and then pandaemonium just like. the year after. when i was 15 y/o... not even reaching 16. damn. #it's tough playing ffxiv when you're young but it's nice seeing more & more ppl around my age playing #even tho these guys most likely did Not start playing when they were like. 13/14 y/o. since i started on my bday LMFAO #it's crazy bcs i am playing w majority adults and maybe the occasional minor who is still like. at least almost an adult #^^ back then i mean bcs ok the closest friend i made when i was on eu was this guy 3 yrs older than me. that is already insane to me. #and my best friend since i'm now on oce is still a year older than me! #and it's silly (?) bcs eu i tried to hide my age at first but then they kinda found out bcs probably the way we r is just. too Different LOL #but i mean obvs it changed some stuff bcs it would be weird for probably 30 year old to be besties w a half their age kid #but the whole lil fc was just rlly sweet. :(( made a great friend i see as my big bro i am still friends w. that probably 30 y/o guy and the #kinda mom of the fc lowkey saw me & my twin as sweet kids. the person we got into xiv was like a big bro figure too and Damn his gf is rlly #cool! and the uni age students were super cool and fun to talk w. and the friends of my close friend who were also my friends were so fun. #i miss that but i look back on it all fondly ..... :3 and then w oce it's a bit more complicated bcs #i haven't had much time or opportunities to Find a group like that? but instead i found a best friend :(( #rlly close in age and w similar likes and interests and personality..... etc etc etc....... #and separately the static i & my twin joined was. Funny lol! it's silly bcs we kinda had to hide we were lil 15 y/o kids w these guys who #were all at least uni. and all of these guys were def 20-30 y/o #and one guy liked making Daddy jokes (nothing bad tho LMFAO) bcs. hesperos sheesh! #silly bcs bunch of aussies and we were almost all miqos and Thankfully ye god one other filipino YAY !!!!! #anyway. max tags. so i love ffxiv man. i miss it always even when i'm playing it.

[causalitylinked]

@badheart​​ — continued from here ;;

    When she finally turns, regarding him with what appeared to be a flabbergasted expression, his eyes would only widen just the subtlest bit; after all, Ryuto didn’t believe he said anything to potentially set Fang off. Why, as far as he was concerned, he had been perfectly civil with her, which made her reaction all the more unfathomable to him.

    “...Not particularly? After spotting you, my curiosity was simply piqued,” Ryuto then answers truthfully, because in all truthfulness, he simply felt like talking to her once he notices her checking out Yoshitoki Oima’s latest work. Of course, most would probably assume he would be snobby enough to believe manga wasn’t true literature, but contrary to popular belief, even he would resort to flipping through a Shonen Jump magazine every once in a while. “That was the intention, yes,” Ryuto soon goes on to nonchalantly nod.

    “I wanted to hear your thoughts regarding that manga; after all, it’s not often I would encounter women who seemingly like that particular genre,” he adds while failing to mention he did actually remember what happened between them. Ryuto just chooses not to hold a grudge over what happened because he figured the heat only served to exacerbate her mood back then... and though he did imply Fang lacked the intelligence he sought in his ideal girl, he still manages to entertain the notion he might have potentially judged her far too soon.

    Why, if nothing else, it wasn’t like he knew her all that well yet, so on the off chance she turns out to be way smarter than he had initially given her credit for, he was willing enough to apologize despite how shallow her attraction towards him was.

#badheart #█ ▓『 ✦ ⸂ •• QUEUED — ⧼ because livi is a busy adult irl. ⧽ 』 #█ ▓『 ✦ ⸂ •• THREAD — ⧼ o2: badheart / ryuto and fang. ⧽ 』 #┕━ ❛ ❀. muse »» ʀʏᴜᴛᴏ ᴛꜱᴜᴋɪꜱʜɪᴍᴀ〡𝘁𝗵𝗲𝗿𝗲 𝗶𝘀𝗻'𝘁 𝗮𝗻𝘆𝗼𝗻𝗲 𝗺𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗰𝗮𝗽𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝗻 𝗶. #┕━ ❛ ❀. post tce2 »» ʀʏᴜᴛᴏ〡𝗶 𝗴𝘂𝗮𝗿𝗮𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗲 𝗶 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘀𝘂𝗿𝗽𝗮𝘀𝘀 𝘁𝗵𝗮𝘁 𝘀𝗵𝗼𝗱𝗱𝘆 𝗲𝘅𝗰𝘂𝘀𝗲 𝗼𝗳 𝗮 𝗱𝗼𝗰𝘁𝗼𝗿. #┕━ ❛ ❀. in character »» ʀʏᴜᴛᴏ〡𝗶𝗻𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗮𝗰𝘁𝗶𝗼𝗻𝘀. #[ ryuto is pretty much that (1) high IQ autistic kid who has a tough time ACTUALLY getting along with others ] #[ let alone understanding perspectives besides his own ] #[ so you can bet he's just '???' at her reaction towards him ] #[ like he does not understand why she's mad at him because he's more rational than he is emotional ] #[ atm though this boy-o is DEF being very real with her ] #[ while also neglecting to bring up how their first meeting ended on a very sour note ] #[ rana: YEAH do it! curse him to death ] #[ ryuto: ...exactly how old are you two? ]

[compacflt]

more on ice's cancer?

no.

#depresses me. sorry. #i met USA O-10 GEN david petraeus at a NYHS lecture in February & he made some joke about #how admirals statistically don’t live very long (which ive tried to like fact-check multiple times) #and it made me so blisteringly depressed i didn’t hear anything he said for like 5 straight minutes #i know what i wrote about it isn’t medically/factually accurate or anything #but iiiiiiii can’t deal with medical trauma (?) sad shit like that. lost too many family members idk. just too tough. needed a happy ending #especially after the story i wrote. like they need to be able to talk to each other for a long long long time after all that. sorry. #every time i watch ice’s death scene in tgm i get nauseous with grief. probably something wrong with me idk. just can’t do it. #nauseous with grief writing these tags. #too young to know how to reckon with dying from getting old

[alligaytorswamp]

ermmm something happened to my hand and now it like feels uncomfy and 2 of my fingers don't work properly ahhahahaha (im panicking)

#i mean i had issues with it for agessss #if i did smth too tough (like picked up smth heavy) or drew/wrote for too long it would hurt #like my palm and wrist and even till elbow #and recently it like suddenly started hurting on my ring finger #idk english like that but the part where it connects to the palm BUT closer to the pinky #it would hurt every time i would like move my hand and ring finger was involved #couple days later it stopped hurting?? all seemed well yet my hand now felt a bit off as if i overworked it but i could actually do stuff w #w/o pain #last night i noticed that my pinky and ring finger like.. don;t work right?? #idk how to explain but like when i bend them instead of slowly bending like they should they kinda snap into final position? #it;s doesnt hurt just feels very Wrong #and on top of that #i can like straighten them #u know how u can put ur hand into a fist and then straighten each finger separately? i cannot do that w my pinky and ring finger #fun fact my pinky couldnt straighten for year but ring finger was ok. rn my pinky is WORSE? like it's just not moving unless entire hand do #um very fun for me AHAHHA #and idk today the entire muscle/nerve/who knows hurts from my palm to my elbow - which isnt too uncommon for me but i didnt do shit to caus #it. i have been doing nothing pretty much and it still feels OFF.. :'( #anyways i will be getting some shots in case it's um an inflammation of the joint and then we will see if i get better #dont even have a doc near me im in a VILLAGE (throwing up and dying) #someone pray that my hand gets better #adry.txt

[rintoki]

every day i think about how rindou is in the top 3 for worst in viciousness and also best boyfriend….. EVERY . DAY…..

#i’m literally going crazy with all the new info #not even gonna bother saying this will be the last post i’ll make rambling on about this again bc i know it won’t #i can’t get over it i simply can’t #we all know why kakucho is worst at being vicious bc he’s soft at heart #and he doesn’t like needlessly hurting people #BUT RINDOU TOO ???? #HES JUST A BIG SOFTIE I CANT #it’s such a turn around from the whole ‘rindou is a sadist’ thing ???? #like ??? so its just an act then ?? #he pretends to be tough in a fight #well it’s either that or he simply doesn’t care enough about fighting in general #it might be that yea #idk but #i lov he so much 🥹🫶🏼 #SECOND BEST BOYFRIEND #ABOVE KOKO 🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣 #A B O V E K O K O #LIKE HELLO ????? #literally seen how far kokonoi would go for his love #and RINDOU IS ABOVE THAT ???? #goodnight i can’t shut up about it #sin.txt #NO I ACTUALLY N E E D WAKUI’S REASONING FOR THIS #IT MUST HAVE BEEN WELL THOUGHT OUT TO PUT HIM ABOVE KOKO #omg i’m going crazy #i wanna buy the book but it all in japanese so i can’t read it anyway 🥹

[telekinetiq]

Are there any acts of affection (physical, emotional or otherwise) that Mewtwo outwardly displays distaste towards but internally enjoys?

all of them ??? or at least almost all.

despite his very gruff and semi-hostile outward demeanor, Mewtwo is incredibly sensitive to affection and is unaware of how desperately touch-starved he is. he spent a hefty chunk of his life not even knowing what affection was, even after his escape from Giovanni. to this day it is still something fairly alien and unknown to him, and he feels paralyzed and unsure of how to react when it does occur (in the best case scenario).

from most individuals, Mewtwo will rebuff or outright reject attempts at affection, in an effort to maintain a sense of safety behind physical and mental barriers.

hugs in particular tend to get volatile reactions, because the feeling of being constrained and held triggers memories of captivity and feelings of helplessness, and Mewtwo will feel compelled to try and "escape". even if most creatures couldn't hope to keep hold of him if he struggled to get free and thus he wouldn't be in threat of being 'captured', the fear is irrational and he can't really help it unless he feels 100% safe and secure with someone. this mostly only counts for hugs around his torso / arms / shoulders; a small Pokemon or child hugging his leg or tail likely won't get the same reaction.

if Mewtwo has at least a decent relationship with someone (more than strangers or acquaintances; they don't have to be best or close friends, but he does need a moderate amount of comfort with the person), he will tolerate some amount of verbal / emotional affection. physical is still usually off limits unless very brief or limited.

when you get into close friends / family & beyond territory, he becomes much more amenable to physical affection (will even initiate it himself sometimes), although it is still fairly muted. if they are of equal or smaller size, he will wrap his tail around and hold them, and do forehead presses or gentle touches.

his approach to and comfort about affection really depends on the particular person and his relationship with them. Mewtwo is far more comfortable both giving to and receiving affection from children (human and Pokemon) than adults, both physical and emotional / verbal. he gives a moderate amount of verbal affection to his clones, but is a bit more reserved when it comes to physical affection.

and as for sexual affection, he has no idea how to react to it and has a difficult time understanding or even recognizing it. but since it falls under the umbrella of 'physical affection' it is subject to the same criteria.

he really does love handholding (and/or tailholding, if the other has a tail), forehead touches and using his tail for affectionate purposes. and general snuggling / cuddling. his cynicism and self-loathing tends to dull and disarm most verbal affection so it has less of an impact on him most of the time, but there are a few secret phrases that really hit him in the chest cavity. :')

#paraleech #. answers tbt. #⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ it hurt itself in its confusion. 「 OOC. 」 #⊰ ✦ ⊱ ┋ the monster loved; that's how it became monstrous. 「 CHAR STUDY. 」 #. yes i realize that i wrote a whole mini novel abt this w/o answering it exactly as worded. fight me #. the point is when you get under his tough hide he's a big affection-starved baby #. & also a massive tsundere that doesn't know wtf to do w/ gentleness