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digitulworld · 10 days

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DHMIS teachers answers if you asked them the interview questions

Where do you live?

Sketchbook: In the dark, sometimes.

Tony: Midwest.

Shrignold: Far away from you.

Colin: Indoors, outdoors, sideways, vertical, and horizontal.

Spinach Can: Ping-pong galleria with my friend Schmuck.

Steak Guy: In your house!

Lamp: A magic barn.

What do you like to eat?

Sketchbook: I’m on a liquid diet.

Tony: It’s in the attic somewhere.

Shrignold: Something very warm.

Colin: Extra large cereal.

Spinach Can: Cardboard

Steak Guy: I can’t believe you would ask me that.

Lamp: Pink bones, red fibers, and a spinning wheel.

What is your favorite color?

Sketchbook: Green. Is this a trick question? It’s green.

Tony: Tan.

Shrignold: Lots and lots of purple.

Colin: The one with five letters.

Spinach Can: What color is grass?

Steak Guy: Grey horses.

Lamp: You're being too silly right now, you have to stop.

Do you like cows or goats?

Sketchbook: Anything yellow.

Tony: It doesn't matter to me. Nothing matters to me.

Shrignold: A baby sheep, is that like a goat?

Colin: Lizards.

Spinach Can: I made a cow mad once, and then got Cow Mad Syndrome.

Steak Guy: Big ones. Just the big ones.

Lamp: It jumps over the moon!

Do you have brown hair?

Sketchbook: Only on Tuesdays.

Tony: Are you stupid?

Shrignold: Lime green, like my mothers.

Colin: I asked you first!

Spinach Can: You should stop asking me that, I'll give it back later.

Steak Guy: It just gets stuck like this sometimes.

Lamp: Yesterday I saw a dog, but it was an evil dog. Don't ask me how I know.

What is your blood type?

Sketchbook: I had to glue some on myself so they'd stop bothering me.

Tony: Just a big clump.

Shrignold: I don't know, they all look the same.

Colin: I can't remember what it looks like! It’s very shy.

Spinach Can: What the *beep* is blood?

Steak Guy: Blood? Is that what they call it nowadays?

Lamp: Theres worms in me.

What are you allergic to?

Sketchbook: Having a nose.

Tony: It changes every day, and has been for the past 977 days.

Shrignold: Absolutely positively everything.

Colin: Fish paste.

Spinach Can: Eggshells, all of them. They pushed me down the stairs once.

Steak Guy: I don't need one!

Lamp: The Boogeyman. We’re on bad terms.

Whats your favorite idea?

Sketchbook: Anything but this question.

Tony: The giant bird that appears in my dreams sometimes.

Shrignold: My favorite pair of shoes.

Colin: My idea website. It generates ideas, like fun ways to hold a spoon.

Spinach Can: Hammers! Lots of hammers! And a nickel!

Steak Guy: Throwing my keys into a hole.

Lamp: TV shows about Alaska.

What do you find exciting?

Sketchbook: Big balloons, the alphabet, kites, gas planets, carpentry, a sock. The rest is personal.

Tony: Basements with creaky stairs.

Shrignold: Moths in small amounts.

Colin: Every 14th day of the month.

Spinach Can: A really really really small traffic cone, that tells you when you're going to die.

Steak Guy: Mold.

Lamp: Four trampolines.

What happened after the olden days?

Sketchbook: TVs started using colors, and now people are ungrateful.

Tony: I’m not playing your little game.

Shrignold: Everyone got sad, so I had to help them.

Colin: There were three wars, four explosions, and two train crashes, all in 1958.

Spinach Can: The world got mucky and ate dirt and beans.

Steak Guy: A rude mouse flipped the bird at me.

Lamp: They had bigger and bigger dreams, and then everyone got so big, they had to stop eating foods that made them dream big. The moral of this story is that you should wash your hands twice a day.

What are you scared of?

Sketchbook: Medium-sized rodents.

Tony: 7:00pm.

Shrignold: Whatever you're scared of.

Colin: A pound of sand.

Spinach Can: Mud crunching.

Steak Guy: Holes in pudding.

Lamp: The big night sky we’ll all get lost in one day.

What are your hobbies?

Sketchbook: Throwing vegetables at paintings, you should try it one day.

Tony: Watching people blink.

Shrignold: I sew clothes for my friends, but their first question is always, “How do you know my exact measurements? I never told you them.” You just can’t please everyone.

Colin: Data analyzation, accounting, coding, excessive security measurements.

Spinach Can: It’s beach ball related, if you know what I mean.

Steak Guy: Meat hobbies.

Lamp: Finding used cigarettes on the ground and taping them together to make a big cigarette, I call it The Ultimate.

What is your favorite song?

Sketchbook: Banging plastic together, if thats a song.

Tony: The Screaming Album, 1938.

Shrignold: I made all of them up.

Colin: Trapezoid Angles by Super Henry 3

Spinach Can: Four of them and they’re bad.

Steak Guy: Just noises?

Lamp: Mr. Bungle

Where do you go on holiday?

Sketchbook: My imaginary imagination place.

Tony: I just walk around.

Colin: If I leave my house, I die instantly.

Shrignold: Every day is a holiday if you know what you're doing.

Spinach Can: Mister Loopy’s Pizza Restaurant that I keep getting kicked out of.

Steak Guy: Where all the pigs are.

Lamp: Nightmare Land.

Who do you love?

Sketchbook: The letter B

Tony: Boys? Girls?

Shrignold: Please don't.

Colin: My toothpaste bottle cap.

Spinach Can: Cheese thrown against the window.

Steak Guy: Finger soup! Teeth! Orphans!

Lamp: The giraffe I met once, that I went on adventures with.

What is love?

Sketchbook: Anything that smiles.

Tony: Something not very important.

Shrignold: Do you want me to tell you? I’m a little busy.

Colin: One of the twelve main Brain Viruses.

Spinach Can: Endless sink drains.

Steak Guy: A string of hair. A lot of hair.

Lamp: It grows two legs, and then one day it’ll kill you.

What do you dream of?

Sketchbook: Pools and pools of blood tubes.

Tony: It all became a blur to me, I had to stop before I went mad.

Shrignold: So many little squirrels eating me.

Colin: Untied shoelaces.

Spinach Can: Peanuts, but they keep spelling their name wrong.

Steak Guy: Markets that only sell one type of vinegar oil.

Lamp: I can’t dream, I have a condition.

#dhmis #dont hug me im scared #don't hug me i'm scared #sketchbook #tony the talking clock #shrignold #colin the computer #spinach can #steak guy #lamp

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getodrools · 3 months

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𐙚˙⋆.˚ ᡣ𐭩 HOT ROD | Suguru Getou.

synopsis. You want to ride your boyfriend's bike with him so badly! Be his little backpack! But he swears you need some practice with the biker first. ( wc. 1.3k+ )

warnings. mdni | f! bimbo! reader | sws, biker au, riding, he's kinda mean :c, he's a huge perv tho, spanking, cock warming, he's a lil corny too but gets sappy, overstimulation, mentions of public sex, dacryphilia if you squint, belly bulge.

“You wanna ride?” He laughs right in your pretty little face, “You barely could balance on your own two feet.” And to top it off, he was already walking away before you could object.

Which you know… you really couldn't.

But, “Teach me then!” Suguru’s hair falls over his shoulder while giving you a quick peak; glancing at the scrutinizingly large puppy-eyed look you gleam right up at him with – mustering up the biggest eyes and little wobbly lip you could…

He sighs. Heavily.

Your boyfriend never played fair. Especially when it came to his other girlfriend – whom he likes to call his bike, aka, his sexy hot ride… Always close when you were to her; checking if you'd leave a little scratch or even just a fingerprint against its glossy cover…

Too scarred now – he let you sit on it once for some cute, teasing pictures of his favorite and sexy specialties together — he still has those bikini photos of you set as his wallpaper, which he adores but the memory of what happened after haunts him, sulking how she tipped right over the second you got off, forgetting to kick the stand up as he reminded you a dozen times to… or that time he let you wear his helmet for giggles, ‘till you bounced your head right up against a wall and chipped the shiny gear… many other accidents happened, some he still needs to repair or even payoff…

Though, Getou never said much about it – he could never stay mad at you for too long! yet the tight-lined lip he'd purse down at you with and then that deep inhale followed every time you tried to shimmy away when you stupidly did something, made you coward in heartache.

You know how much he worked on that hot rod. But you also wanted to be part of his damn hobbies! Wishing to be his backpack – clinging onto his strong back while the wind takes your hair, relishing in the thought of squeezing his thighs or him soothing your hands when you’d hug him close… Just as your friends would with their biker boyfriends, annoyed how they'd all look so cute jumping on the leather backseats and taking off all huddled up into their man's back…

You sigh back at him, just as heavily.

Being scrupulously, touchingly honest here, he did not trust you near his prized possession. But wondering how else he could poke and tease at his stupid little girlfriend who so painstakingly wants to be up his ass twenty-four-seven — which he doesn't mind. You're just… a little clumsy…

“Ah… Okok, but you need practice first, baby.”

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The practice was you sitting naked in his lap; clothes ripped off your fresh body, nothing more than obstructions for the cold-eyed man to gaze at… You were pulled across the bedsheets by the legs and coddled his thighs with yours – pretty pussy being stretched with thick dick meat you so coveted, warming him up in the long run of this act…

Suguru even had you holding his hands which he said about them, “Act like my hands are the handles.” You looked like a damn fool when he'd steer you around! And he was soaking it all up!

Though, squeezing into his palm, you still sat on the thick pillar of meat throbbing deep inside of you.

Before you could scowl at the rotten smirk sinking into his cheeks, Suguru acts surprised, “Uh oh! It's getting bumpy, baby.” He winks for your queue to start bouncing – and your pussy sucks him up every time you drop back down, never letting the oozing crown leave for a mere second. And he'd sheath himself fully on every go, attempting to fit more of his fat cock inside the fluttering tunnel that could barely contain his length when you'd try to catch your breath.

Not letting you, he gives you a mean swat against the mountains of flesh clapping against him.

“You would've flung right off the seat, sweetheart. You gotta lock your thighs tight, ok?” You sigh, still tingling in the skin but you don't let his attempt to discourage you work!

“Like this?” Pretty thighs squeeze around him, locking muscles in and the plush of them makes his mouth water; watching how your clit rubs against his curly hair as you try so hard to prove at point.

“Yeah. Yeah… keep bouncin’-- we're in the mountains.” His eyes are twinkling, almost innocent like yours.

Grabbing a hold into his hands with firm determination, you kept on squealing as the man moved in quick with you, relentless motions, like an engine firing off. Getou drilled his cock deep when you lifted your hips up, not giving you any room to handle your senses, jamming right through your flushed folds ‘till silk juices gushed out on every upward thrust; glitter spilling out from the seal between your sweating bodies.

Holding tight, you brace for the impact of each drove of his hips in smooth arcs.

Punching his bulbous crown in one, swift motion, a ragged moan rips through your chest. Almost tipping off to the side, he flings his hand out from yours to smack you back into reality; packing a mean clap to your ass.

“You can't just float off! You gotta stay aware of your surroundings. I know sightseeing is gorgeous but baby it could be dangerous too!” His heavy cockhead smacked right up against your deepest barrier with no trouble at all, stretching your tight tunnel to the hilt with ease.

You cry out, “This is hard!” and the twinkle in your eyes makes him frown.

“Pretty girl… you poor thing,” Maybe he was teasing you too much… He smacks his lips, “When you ride with me, you don't need to worry about much, just keep your hands wrapped around my waist n’ I’ll keep you safe.” Quick in motion, your back is pressed into the sheets.

He grabs your thighs to wrap around him just as, and instinctively you hold him close by the neck with your hands, “See? Just how you are now.” Watching your face light up made his heart jump, so did his cock.

Now this was manageable.

You hold his bare, warm body close to yours as he said, and as he stayed buried inside of you. Even catching the small bump punching in your gummy walls when he'd find a rhythm again.

His own hands link around your face like a helmet this time, “Where do you wanna go first? We could check out the springs you've been asking for.” And he pecks right at your glowing face, imagining how bugs would when you'd ride with him…

“Maybe even fuck you right over my bike on the cliffs?” You giggle but catching your lips with his as Getou’s dick rammed with a deep intent.

The thought was surreal. You, finally being his backpack, and watching the world together – a pretty view for the both of you…

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sunball · 3 years

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WHAT IS GOING ON IN YOUR PERSON'S LIFE RIGHT NOW + A MESSAGE FROM THEM

𖦹 this reading includes what is going on in your person’s life right now, what they (or their higher self) want to say to you at this moment and songs they'd like to give you. this reading is more about your future spouse or your future partner, someone who you may not be in contact with but you're curious about what they're doing.

𖦹 so there will be two paragraphs for each pile (what your person is doing and what they want to say to you). you can choose more than one pile. ex: pile 1 for what your person is doing and pile 2 for the message.

𖦹 how does this work? close your eyes and take deep breaths, pick the pile you are most drawn to. If you aren’t drawn to any pile then that’s okay, these messages aren’t for you.

𖦹 take what resonates.

THE PILES

PILE 01

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pile 01's songs

THEIR LIFE

hello pile 01, welcome to your reading. I'm getting a lot of fire energy here, especially leo. I'm hearing Leo in 1st and 10th house, aries in 8th house, aries mars, mars in 10th house and also Venus in 2nd and 3rd house. I'm also getting gemini and capricorn. capricorn mars, aquarius venus. If these aren't your placements then they're most likely your person's placements. or perhaps, those are their transits. I feel a lot of confident energy from your person, I think they are at a good place right now. Your person has been betrayed and heartbroken quite recently but I feel like they're not trying to let that get to them. they're keeping their head high, focusing on their goals and working really hard. the pain motivated them to work hard, maybe as a way to get revenge? In their head, they may think that if they work hard, they can show off their success to the person that broke them like "hey, look at me now!". for some others, it's possible that they're working really hard because the work distracts them from the pain and the situation. they're acting like the pain isn't affecting them, I'm seeing them just laughing and hanging out with a group of people (their friends?) acting like theyre not dealing with any problems. your person is definitely at a period of time where work is only on their mind, they're hungry for success. success is the only thing your person is heading towards, it's the only direction they see. love isn't on your person's mind at all so I doubt that you've crossed their mind. but little do they know, the direction that they're heading towards will also lead them to you. your person may have travelled somewhere recently or maybe they're thinking of travelling somewhere else. there is change on the horizon for your person, maybe they will be promoted soon or moving countries, going to university, etc. they are so ambitious. I'm seeing piles of paper on desks, papers stuck on walls with dates and notes on them and also quotes. motivational quotes perhaps. your person is also working out, they could be getting up quite early. 6 am? I'm getting mad mars in 6th house vibes from your person. they're feeling burnt out, they have so much on their plate but they're not stopping anytime soon because they like it and also because they have no choice. they're also taking many responsibilities, I'm hearing house chores, work and looking after their parents or siblings. your person could be a student, a business person or they could work in an office. they're organizing their workspace and keeping track of their schedule, getting ready for the next chapter of their life. laziness is not in your person's vocabulary!

THEIR MESSAGE

you know, I am so busy right now. I'm too exhausted to even think about love, to think about you. I don't think about it anymore unlike before. I know at times you feel like we're nowhere close and you doubt my existence because of how distant I feel and I'm sorry. It is partially true, we're nowhere close to eachother and we're both individual human beings. let's live in the present and experience things and meet new people without having to think about eachother. I don't feel right about thinking of the future and just hoping for something to happen, hoping to just end up with someone like you. It doesn't feel right. I need to do something, I need to take action. that's exactly what I'm doing now. It gives me a sense of stability knowing that I'm taking action and there's a high possibility of my dreams coming true. I've promised myself that I won't stop working until I've achieved everything. I can't do all of this by myself, I need your help too. I'm asking you a favour, do your part. I'm doing mine. work hard and don't slack off. I'm sorry again for sounding cold, I'm not like this on a daily basis. I'm just really tired. I need to get my point across. don't slack off. please. I'll keep saying that. oh, that reminds me. at times I will definitely sound like a teacher or a boss, it's just a habit I got from work. It's not my intention to make you feel stupid, I know you're smart. I wanted you to know that because I don't want you to think I'm generally a cold person. I'm not. when tarot readers or psychics or astrologers or whoever says that I'm cold, they only mean when I'm at work or when I'm busy or serious. I would never be like that to someone I love, especially you. truthfully speaking, you don't know much about me at all especially if you think I'm a cold person. that thought you have of me stops now. I'm guessing that you're curious about me now. I like to look neat and clean, I don't like bright colours, they look unprofessional. I hang out with my friends sometimes and we just have lunch at a café or a local restaurant. I'm on my computer a lot so my back always hurts but I'm doing exercises to help me with it. I have too many cookbooks that I don't use because I don’t have much time, I end up freestyling my food and cooking up some eggs. I need to get better at managing time. I don't like people that don't practice what they preach, it irritates me. now for my appearance. this, in no way is useful information that will help us in any way but I suppose I'll just tell you. I have a sharp nose, it's pointy and a little wide. I don't have any piercings. I don't have bangs. as for my eyes, they're brown and deep-set. my lips? they're just lips. you'll love them anyway so it doesn't matter. my hair? neat and brown. you'll love it too. that's enough. you can stop trying to get to know me now, leave that for when we meet. you can know me more yourself when the time comes, I like the process of getting to know someone and the effort someone puts into getting to know me. until then, keep working hard.

PILE 02

now playing:

pile 02's songs

THEIR LIFE

I’m getting cancer energy from the pile, also pisces and gemini and libra. I’m hearing cancer/pisces/ libra venus, venus in 5th/7th/12th house, pisces moon, mercury in 7th house, cancer in 2nd house, gemini rising. if these aren’t your placements then they’re most likely your person’s, if not then these may be their transits. right now I feel like your person is trying something new, especially a hobby. I’m getting ‘painting’ for some of you. for others, your person has started something new like a project or they moved to a new house, something like that. there’s this feeling of ‘newness’ in your person’s life right now. they have so much passion for whatever this ‘newness’ is. they’re excited for this change, they can’t wait to move to the next stage. I’m feeling a positive energy coming from your person. their creativity is flowing through their blood, they feel inspired and joyous. some of you may not like to hear this but your person may have gotten in a relationship with someone or they want to get into a relationship with someone. they have a crush. I feel like there’s still an important choice to be made and your person has waited such a long time for the next stage, the relationship stage. I feel like their crush or their partner isn’t showing them that much attention, it feels quite one sided (your person giving more), they’re doing so much for their crush/partner but I feel like your person isn’t seeing it right, they’re just so blinded. like a little kid when they have a crush. If you don’t like what you’re hearing, don’t worry, they’re your person for a reason. anyways for others of you, I’m seeing your person listening to music while they’re doing their new hobby. painting is coming really strong, I’m seeing an easel. If it’s not a hobby then your person is feeling in love, whether it be a person or something else. their head is in the clouds, they’re listening to love songs, feeling so inspired by everything around them. love and venus themes is really important in your person’s life right now. If you’ve been listening to love songs recently or if you just feel all lovey-dovey, it’s most likely because of your person, you’re connected to your person. or if you feel inspired out of nowhere, it’s probably because of your person too. I just felt like I had to let you know that. sooner or later though, your person will realise that the relationship is one sided and they will give up on it. this will hit your person really hard, it will be a hard lesson for them. perhaps even the last lesson because I feel like your person has always done too much for people that don’t deserve their love. your person has experienced a lot and learnt many lessons except for this, when they learn this though, they will have learnt all the lessons. they can tick this off their box. I’m getting such wise Pisces vibes from them. for lots of you, your person is already in the 'realisation' stage and there's about to be a change in their life.

THEIR MESSAGE

It’s been challenging these days, maybe even these past few weeks and maybe even months too. It’s fine though, I can get through it. you don’t have to worry about me. I have a gut feeling that something is going to happen soon, disappointments? I’m not surprised, I’ve been so stuck in my own head. I don’t know why I keep giving people more. so stupid of me. maybe it’s not my fault? maybe it’s their fault for giving less, who knows. I don’t know how to stop. why do I do this? I keep getting disappointed over and over again, I’m starting to not have hope anymore. despite this, I still think love is beautiful. with the right person. love is not only limited to romantic love though, which is what I’ve learnt recently. I’ve been so fixated on romantic relationships that I’ve forgotten about the beautiful things around me. surprisingly, there’s love everywhere. do you know what I love? I love the stars, I love flat white coffee, I love the smell of fresh grass, I love nature and the sun, I love dogs (especially small dogs) and I love experiences. experiences that shape me into a better person, painful or not, I love those. not to sound masochistic – but I love pain. I learn from pain. love has always been painful for me but I’m still giving people my all, wrong people to be precise. Is that why I keep falling for people that don’t care about me? because I love getting hurt? now that I’ve thought of it, it sounds terrible. I need to fix that. I feel embarrassed now that you know this, please don’t shake your head. I will fix it. I want this cycle to end. don’t be worried about me. you should continue living your life, there’s yet so much you can experience. places to go, new people to meet, new activities to do. so much. I’d love to experience so many things with you. do you like road trips? I’d love to go on a picnic date too, does stargazing sound good? we could travel around the world, that’s on my bucket list. so many ideas but there’s still so much distance and time between us. I feel excited thinking about it, I want to do so much right now and experience so many things. by the time we meet, I might already have a long white beard because I’ll be so wise *laughs*. who knows, white hair does look awesome. I think it might suit me actually. on a serious note, I want you to know that you should not be afraid to try new things. don't be afraid of change. regret is scarier than change, staying in the same place and not growing is scarier than change. you may lose something good but what if you gain something even better? I’ll be there for you every step of the way, I’m always there for you even though I’m not there with you physically. do you feel me? I’m so proud of you. If you see an opportunity, take it or you’ll regret it later. don’t be afraid of saying no or saying yes, you deserve to be heard, assert your dominance *laughs*. I love you, take care of yourself. you can do it. [:

PILE 03

now playing:

pile 03's songs

THEIR LIFE

I'm getting mutable and fixed energy here, especially scorpio, virgo, leo, sagittarius. maybe scorpio rising and sagittarius rising with pluto in 1st house. I'm hearing saturn in 8th house, saturn in 22°, scorpio sun or moon aspecting saturn, pluto and sun or moon sitting in the same house. if these aren't your placements then they're most likely your person's. these could be their transits too. your person is going through a transformation, something had recently happened in their life that has caused this transformation. I'm thinking it's death, a death of a loved one like a family member, a friend or a pet. someone close to them. If it's not a death of a loved one then it's a death of a cycle, a death of a job, a relationship, something like that. something that came to an end. it's affecting your person badly and they feel so much guilt. they're missing and mourning over whatever this is. they're pessimistic, they feel like the whole world is against them and that their would turned upside down. they have no hope anymore, they're not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel. I'm seeing that image of Yuu Otasaka from the anime Charlotte. I think your person is exactly like that right now. depressed. I see tissues, dark rooms and hoodies and blankets. also gaming for a number of you (interesting how the picture you chose is a picture of keys). they're going through it right now and they need support. your person is not communicating with many people or interacting with anyone at all, they're pushing people away. looking at the picture of the pile you chose, I realised it says "wish you were here". now this could mean that they wish that the person they lost were still with them or they wish that someone could come and support them or comfort them, or for a few amount of you, this could be meaning you. they wish you were there with them. however, I don't think love is a thought that comes in their mind in this period of time. it's more like, they're screaming into a void wishing someone could hear them, not directly meaning you. for others of you, I'm getting a different situation. your person may have gotten fired or they tried something but it didn't work out and they had so much hope for it. they badly wanted it to work out and now your person is feeling disappointed in themselves, like someone just ripped away something really valuable to them. your person doesn't know that the reason this, whatever this is, didn't work out is because it wasn't meant to. It's not part of their divine plan. It honestly saved your person from future problems but they don't know that. It's a blessing in disguise. I'm strongly feeling it's something related to their job or maybe love, 'right place, wrong time' is what I'm hearing. your person is blaming themselves for it all, thinking it was because of time, lack of planning or they didn't try hard enough. It isn't true, they should be easy on themselves.

THEIR MESSAGE

I don't know what to say. I don't feel like saying much. why do you want to know anyway? do you care? am I interesting? I'm not all that special, you know. here I go again, making sh*t sad. I'll try and make this light-hearted as possible because you shouldn't see this side of me, not so soon. not like this. *silence* I'll start off by saying that you can't control whatever life throws at you. but you can control your reactions and how you deal with it. I'm not doing very well, not dealing with it the way I usually do. It hit me hard and I don't like being sad like this and not doing anything, not wanting to get out of bed, not wanting to talk to anyone, not finding joy in the things I love doing. I hate this f*cking feeling and the way I'm dealing with it. I heard that you should let yourself feel everything once in a while. I'm f*cking feeling everything alright. why did I not let myself feel before? now it's all consuming me. all of my problems and emotions, this darkness inside of me, erupting. I regret this. I regret acting like I was fine before, finding distractions. now I know that being distracted doesn't necessarily mean that it's gone, the problem is still there. don't do what I did. let yourself feel. or it will all build up and eat you alive. you don't want that. I don't want that. I don't want you to be sad, god no. definitely not like this. but if being sad will help you then that's certainly fine by me, just don't act like you're fine. that will hurt me much more. just do what I say. showing emotions is not a sign of weakness. look at me, I'm so f*cked up because of not thinking that. this feeling will go away, right? right. If you need to let it all out, do it. I can feel your sadness, the nights you cried, I felt them. those tears of yours, I want to wipe them away but I'm not there. it sucks. I need you here. I need a good f*cking hug right now. I want you to be happy but I don't know how. I'd do anything to see that smile of yours. that precious smile that I have yet to see. I know it's precious. listen to me. I need you. I need you to stay strong. you're so strong and much more emotionally intelligent than I am. I am so in awe. your strength gives me energy, you give me energy. you're the light of my life. I hope our kids will be as beautiful and as amazing as you. I'm glad I was given the chance to talk to you like this. I love you, sunshine.

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stormblessed95 · 3 years

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I don't know if your insecure jikooker anon is really an insecure one or a tkkr messing with you, but my friend and I became bts fans late last year, and jkkrs maybe after a month or so. and it's the first time we've known about ships. we binge-watched a lot of content, at the same time watched their real-time ones.there were times where jkk seemed off. at first, no one talked about it and my friend and I would wonder why and every now and then would check on social media if fans did already. we would think why would fans be so blind. then later on a few videos came out about it and some mentioned about their distance. we were like, yes finally at least people are realistic. then a few months later they'd release videos that would show jikook were okay. I even saw pap vids of them going home together when I was so sure they've broken up. then now memo2020 came out. I think all the times I thought they were distant, memo20 answered them.they really weren't. so anon even if you're sure they're not okay now, just wait for later contents. you might be surprised you were wrong. I'm sure they are not okay all the time, it's natural for people to disagree or have bad times. I don't even know if they've shown that side to us, but it's okay to have doubts.just don't push it and harass people about it on social media.haha. and if you find yourself getting affected too much, take a step back. focus on their songs, find another hobby, call your friends, make a ptd dance video. this should not ruin your life. haha.we're meant to just enjoy things. no one can promise they'd live happily ever after, we can't control that. it's their life. we're here ultimately for their music. their personal life is actually none of our business. let's just be happy and content they show us a part of it. be kind to one another (except tkkrs. i hate them! haha). be kind especially to our bloggers here on tumbler who gave a space for us to fangirl over bts and our dear jikook, and also a space to vent every now and then.haha

This was a very sweet message, anon. So very kind. 💜 I'll share it because you sound like an absolute sweetheart. Enjoy some sweet KM piggyback photos while you are here!

I'll also just say to you and your friend, don't let it worry you too much. It's all about how content gets released and when. You won't get major flirty jikook during official moments that get released first. You'll get some little moments here and there or sometimes even nothing. But then as the months go on, the back log starts rolling out and we see more and more and more. And every single time, they were fine and acting very loving to each other.

The amount of insecurities and backlash that was going on about jikook and how they OBVIOUSLY have broken up during Black Swan era was insane. Just take a look at memories to see exactly how far off base all those worries were. Everyone insisted they broke up or we were all crazy, there was no love there. Things were off, rhey were mad at each other, etc. Just for Jikook to be backstage giggling and flirting, in content we hadn't seen. For Festa this year we got a dance practice video that had been filmed literally a year earlier. For Festa last year we got a video of them being silly and dancing to Airplane pt. 2 that was filmed in 2018. Content is not released in order basically ever.

And again, that's not to say they never fight. We know of at least 2 big fights they have had. Their rainy day fight and Manila fight (you can find my posts over those on my masterlist). And I am 100% positive they have had more that we don't even know about. And I know for sure they have probably had petty fights such as not doing the dishes right away and letting it pile up and one person getting pissy about it. Or stupid little things like that. It happens, it's normal, its expected, whether it's a romantic relationship or platonic one, fights are normal and expected.

Like I keep saying, it's hard to know what we are looking at until we can connect all the puzzle pieces. This is Black Swan all over again. Which there was also a flood of insecurities during the Dynamite era. During literally Every. Single. Era. It's not new, it won't change. It's just how it is. The insecurities get proven wrong again and again and again, but they just keep pushing them back. Nothing will ever make the insecurities/antis go away. It's just the way the cookie crumbles unfortunately.

Thank you for your be kind message. It's important, I agree and appreciate it. Again, you seem like a sweetheart. Welcome to the fandom (even if it's it's a few months, you are still sorta new lol) hope you are loving it here mostly! Thanks for the message! Don't get so worried. Remember that this is not the jikook show, but the bts one. Jikook are professionals and they are working. Not everything is going to be a flirt fest all the time. Sometimes they will be serious and focused or interacting and engaging with other members. That doesn't Mean something is wrong with them. 💜

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Hello Dee :)

First of all congratulations on 100 followers 🎉🎉

I would love to make a request for a NSFW haikyuu and bnha match up :) if I already did a request please ignore this post. But if not I would love to see which match you get for me :)

Some facts:

I'm 21, female, around 5'6" tall and have an undercut hairstyle. Basically I'm a open and humorous person who likes to laugh :) I don't have a particular fashion style, I wear mostly everything from sweat pants and Hoodie with sneakers to mini skirt or rockabilly dress with high heals.

Personality:

When you first meet me I am nice, polite but rather quiet. Knowing each other better I am very direct and straight out with my emotions of any kind. Whether I'm mad, sad or in a good mood. Even then I'm quite humorous. I am like an open book for most to read as you can tell by my nonverbal body language what I am like right now. I can get very aggressive and angry if someone is stupid towards me or starts a fight with me or my friends. On the other hand I speak before I think... And I only notice that afterwards... But if someone points my inappropriate behavior out to me I would apologize immediately :)

Likes/dislikes:

I love movie soundtracks! Not some theme songs or Disney songs, I like the whole soundtrack, original music from the composer + epic soundtracks from two steps from hell, audiomachine etc. So they are my favorites.

But i also have pop and rock on my playlist along with some electronic songs and classic music. So basically a bit from everything :)

I don't like horror movies :)

I am open for mostly everything from a visit in a museum to something with much action :)

What I like/don't like about people:

If they can get along with me, handle me xD I speak before I think without a filter. so I'd appreciate it if they'd call my inappropriate behavior to my attention.

- when they share my humor

- i don't like narcissists and people who underestimate me or others. Of course also people who openly express their hatred no matter in which way.

Hobbies:

My hobbies are producing my own little video clips or drawing and train my Krav Maga skills (Israeli Military Self-Defense Technique) :) I am interested in technology especially IT and love to make, build and program things and websites myself.

Kinks:

- praising kink (and dirty talk), or voice in general, receiving an giving.

- role play in any way :)

- I think about pegging but I haven't tried it yet so I'm not sure but I want to try.

I hope that's not too long for you and it's everything you need :)

Thank you for requesting and no worries about this being too long this is perfect! Also you sound so badass (and like you could kick my ass) NSFW UNDER THE CUT MINORS DNI

HQ: I match you with...

USHIJIMA WAKATOSIH!

NSFW:

you heard this mans voice?

so deep and so sexy

he loves catching you off guard at the worst moments and just whispers in your ear with his deep husky voice

you would be looking up when a new museum opens and he’ll just lean down

“baby, you look so sexy when you’re concentrating”

he loves how you can switch your style and it applies to the bedroom

one night you dress up as a sexy nurse

the next day you’re dressed in a cop uniform

“hey, ‘toshi, can we uh maybe uh nevermind...”

“luri, tell me what’s on your mind”

“can we try pegging?”

“sure”

this man wants to experience things with you at least once so why should he draw the line at pegging?

he loves how strong you are so when you both try it, its a very enjoyable experience

BNHA: I match you with...

HITOSHI SHINSO!

NSFW:

another guy w/ a sexy voice

this man loves loves loves praising you

“fuck you take me so well”

“you look so good taking my cock down your throat baby”

does a lot of roleplay w/ you

ranging from “strangers” at a bar leaving together to fuck behind the bar to hero and villain roleplay

his favorite is when he could use his quirk and control your actions like you’re his little fucktoy

“you look deliciously sexy baby i can’t wait to control you”

another man who is down to try literally anything

“i mean i fuck you so why not let you fuck me?”

#d hits 100 followers!#d's 100 follower event #luri-isa

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