#angry sex like a lot

[peachheadjones]

Hey I'm not saying I'm mentally ill I'm just saying an AU with bratty mouthy kindergarten teacher Jug who is not afraid to snark off to Sweet Pea aka the big bad serpent king with the sweetest cutest daughter that jug loves to bits and sweet pea who is unreasonably weak for this kitten of a teacher would fix me

#angry sex like a lot #claiming kink #soft nsft #sweet pea likes the idea of making jug his house husband and father of his child like. an aggressive amount #jug is the same he knows what he's doing with those short overalls #jugpea #sweet pea #sweet pea x reader #sweet pea riverdale #jughead hones #swughead #southside serpents #text #text post #au

[lambjock]

i have too many thoughts on the deleted jackienat scene for a girl who's supposed to be enjoying her birthday lol. i think at the root of it all, it's highly likely that when the actresses breathed life into the characters, and scenes got improvised, some things just stopped making sense for characters to do. including good things, like with jackie's 'i love you' to shauna! and i think this is the case for natalie looking at jackie with hatred before leaving her out in the cold. maybe at one point in her early stages of characterization it made sense, but clearly the people on the show didn't think that way anymore at some point, hence the cut. also ngl people taking this deleted scene, which for all we know didn't even make it into the final script, as some sort of 'gotchu' for jackienat enjoyers ( romantic or otherwise ) is weird as hell to me. like, it was removed for a reason.

#my posts. #yellowjackets #im tired and its my birthday so maybe this doesnt make much sense but #i have lots of thoughts i cant stop thinking abt this scene #a mix of good and bad tbh #but mostly watching people act as if this completely destroys jackienat is hilarious to some degree #since a huge part of their appeal has always been how similiar they are. that's what jackienat is founded on #and with that similarity comes a hatred especially since both girls have a self loathing streak #so regardless whether people view this as a huge characterization moment for nat or not doesn't change this #people seem to forget how much natalie genuinely hated lottie and was jealous of her as well! it doesn't mean she loved her any less #natalie at her core is a teenage girl like the rest of them. she has flaws and pettiness and does things she regrets. a *lot* #but on the other hand she'd do anything for travis. that's who she lives for. and the only one who helped her save him was jackie #jackie might've stolen him away for the night but the others were gonna take him away forever #which is something natalie would hate more than jackie fucking him. hell in the show she even says she could care less about the sex #she just wanted travis to be *alright.* #had natalie been in the cabin when jackie was calling the girls out for what they did last night you KNOW she would've sided with her #would she have cared about the highschool drama between shauna and jackie? who knows. #but no matter her personal feelings on jackie they had a mutual hatred and disgust for what happened during doomcoming #and i think that would've mattered more to nat at the time. in a swarm of angry feral teenagers the only one she could trust then was jacki #of course these are just my personal opinions which im purposefully keeping brief lol #but like. i just have too many thoughts on this it would take an essay to iron them out so here's this i guess!

[coockie8]

I don't know what anti needs to hear this, but a ship having the occasional argument, sometimes insulting each other, and having *gasp* sex every now and again is not "toxic", that's called an average, human relationship.

Sorry, but I see antis who brag about how "problematic and toxic" their blog is, while having a several miles-long DNI full of anything and everything that could even be remotely "problematic" way too often, and it's like what, exactly, are you defining as "toxic and problematic" here, when all the actual "toxic and problematic" themes are in your DNI????

#news flash: you *might* be riddled with toxic positivity #it's not ''toxic'' to have an argument with your partner sometimes #it *becomes* toxic if screaming at each other is literally the only way you can communicate #but having a fight and saying things you don't mean when you're angry is a normal part of being in a relationship #so is sex by the way! #no not everyone needs sex to have a healthy relationship #but a lot of people do! #I know this may come as a surprise for you but sex is a pretty massive form of intimacy for a huge number of people #and that's coming from someone to who sex is *not* particularly intimate! #like I'm demi I could 100% do without sex in my relationship it is not the be all end all #but I also understand that sex as a form of physical intimacy is very important to a lot of people #and there is literally *nothing* wrong with that you're just a fucking puritan #just anti things #anti bs #proship #trash king vents

[aroaessidhe]

2024 reads / storygraph

A Botanical Daughter

historical fantasy

a taxidermist and botanist who live in a greenhouse in a botanical garden, far away from the disapproval of Victorian London

when they receive a shipment of a strange sentient fungi, they cultivate it inside a corpse of a recently murdered girl - who was the best friend/lover of their new housekeeper

as she grows and expands her desires they have to deal with their feelings about the potential monster they’ve created

#A Botanical Daughter #aroaessidhe 2024 reads #man I really wanted to like this but I kinda had to force myself to finish it. #really not a fan of the writing style which is very emotionally distant and full of a lot of telling not showing #it could have gotten weird and atmospheric with the writing style! we could have gotten sentient fungi POV! but no. #The characters were flat. the conceptually weird/creepy/horror aspects were executed in the most boring way #the relationship between the men is something we’re told exists but…. I don’t feel it. I don’t like them as characters. #They’re not even interesting enough to hate - or like it could have gone in the direction of embracing the unhinged murder couple vibes #they flip flop between angry arguments and making up and I’m like what is the point of that?? Honestly I didn’t feel any emotional connecti #it kinda feels like it doesn’t know whether it’s whimsical quirky-cozy vibes or like properly gothic horror #it’s somewhere in between & fails at both. it maybe suffers from trying to play into the popularity of coziness #the closest to weird we get is plant lesbian sex scene but also I laughed out loud when I read the line ‘hungry for her loam’ #like…..these men essentially create this person then cut her off from the world and her biological desires; control her autonomy/ability #to speak and the conclusion is <3 what a weird little family <3 and not she should #escape and kill them and/or make them grapple with the fact they are at fault for this potential ecological disaster let loose on the world #there’s also weird colonialist lines scattered throughout that don’t feel super interrogated…

[sadieshavingsex]

As somebody who was evangelical and is now trying to leave all the purity culture behind I can barely even find the words to explain the deep, deep feeling of utter unspecialness that comes with realizing that you’re not the only person your partner has had sex with.

Purity culture tells so many lies about how little your partner cares about you if they’ve had sex with other people and that indoctrination does not just magically disappear. It makes sex sad, heartbreaking even. I can only describe this feeling as total deflation. The moment I’m reminded that I’m just one partner in a list and I begin to recall all the messaging I heard about what that means in terms of my worth… I don’t want to have sex anymore. I just want to curl up in a ball and think about how I’m not special to this person at all.

#exvangelical #sexually repressed #mine #purity culture #relationship anxiety #religious trauma #ex christian #ex fundie #ex fundamentalist #acorsexual #eriscarnal #sex therapy #christian purity culture #this suiuuuuuuucks #I feel like I deal with it a lot lately I feel so insecure #and angry and sad and lost that this person has so much more experience than me #it makes you feel like you’re giving up so much for nothing. for someone who’s seen every body and had sex with multiple people #it feels bad to say that but it’s just true it’s how all this shitty messaging makes you feel

[foxgirlmoth]

Someone sent this in one of the very few servers I'm active in on Discord:

And upon seeing the "(you don't even have to listen)" I got so full of rage

If I found out you didn't listen and just pretended the entire time just to try and sleep with me, I'd get as far from you as I could. Holy shit this is fucked up.

#Ah yes let me abuse neurodivergency and excitedness for some dick #Fuck off #Listen. #Listen closely cause. If you do this #I hate you. #If you just like??? space out? Yeah sure whatever #But if you're not even trying to listen to me and then you're like #'haha good job!! You said lots of words look at you having interests' and kinda just. Infantalized me or some shit #I'd wanna throat punch you. #Ugh #I feel emotional today I hate it #This makes me so upset. #If you wanna have sex just say it and don't do this fucking mind game or have 'techniques' to get people in bed #that shit feels vile #Also don't harass this person like. Yeah it makes me angry but tbh it was probably mostly like. A nothing post idk #Surprisingly trans people and people who are neurodivergent deserve respect and to be treated like an adult #Not saying that like. Getting headpats and praise is bad. But if its worded in this kind of way just for sex? Ugh #Ranting I suppose

[dimiclaudeblaigan]

If there is at least one thing I can credit FE for doing better than Tales in localization, it's not trying to actively go out of their way for an entire game to avoid subtext or direct text between two men that is romantic or implied romantic. Funny when it's so present that the attempt doesn't even work; infuriating that it was attempted to begin with.

So as much as I often have issues with some of FE's localizations, at least they have a leg up on loc Tales for that.

#DCB Comments #imagine changing entire sentences and vocal tones just to try to avoid it #if anything I'd say at least in FE the locs just... keep what's there like #they could've toned Soren and Houses Yuri down and they didn't. they just kept their lines or in some cases #especially with Houses Yuri I'd say leaned into them #have to specify bc Houses Yuri got to keep his bi agenda. Vesperia Yuri had the unfortunate issue of #the loc not wanting to keep his gay and trying reeeeally hard to avoid it #including altering entire sentences to avoid any woe is them misunderstandings about men having feelings for each other #meanwhile Houses Yuri is free to call men cute and lo and behold everyone loved that for him #they removed and altered a LOT of Vesperia Yuri's personality traits #(including any ability to express real sadness or fear bc woe is them if he's not a cool edgy man) #but they also really changed his tone toward Flynn PLUS some of what they say to each other #and twisted it to make it sound like Yuri was either angry or wasn't actually emotional abt him #forget the way they brought Grant George in for the DE release and made him sound just completely DEAD with zero personality #like. I can tolerate playing Houses dubbed despite my gripes with it (story based stuff) #it didn't feel like they were trying to alter LBGT+ aspects and they even for some rly leaned into it #basically if you haven't played Vesperia Yuri is... really gay coded. the loc pretended not to notice #in fact he's queer + gay coded bc and doesn't fit male gender norms and the gacha games LOVE that with his hair/outfits #Rays mind you is JP only bc it was shut down very quickly in the west and Vesp Yuri's story in Rays is uh #basically it centers around Flynn he loses his shit to protect Flynn and they do the usual like #don't-admit-it's-gay-outright in fictional media by using the ''Yuri's important person'' shtick #but he activates a special power in the middle of utterly raging to get Flynn back from their enemies #funny thing? that game never made it to that arc. I was told in about five months the western ver would've gotten that #but in some way I'm glad it didn't bc who knows how they would've tried to spin that #It's BAFFLING to me how you can get characters in Tales like JAY but the locs shake in their boots at the idea of queer gays #but given how allergic fictional media is to admitting a male character is gay -gestures to Ike and Vesp Yuri- #I'm not surprised I'm just actually angry that the locs try to censor homosexual relationships as much as possible even when they barely ca #if anyone does know Vesp Yuri and is confused on why I'm calling him gay coded despite what the dub did with Judith feel free to ask #bc I do ship them a little bit myself! but I just recognize that canon wise I really can't see him as anything but gay-demiromantic #but again at least FE locs don't shake in their boots anymore abt same sex pairs including men (side eyes Lucius/Raven)

[lacasadeasterionpdf]

i need to get meaner about my parents why do i keep saying theyre pretty ok when ive cried like three out of five times because of shit theyve said to me this month. theyre a lot better than a lot of my friends parents and i love them and all that but fuck they can be really awful and i dont need to pretend theyre the best when my fathers favorite thing is intellectually humiliating me in front of various people and my mothers is waking me up in the middle of the night because i left a dirty dish or something

#im tired of living with people who are cruel and controlling and constantly belittle me sorry! i dont like it! #they really did do a lot of stuff right but im allowed to be angry at them idk #i need to move out and become a person and go on t and not hide my queer and theory books in the clothes drawer and learn to express myself #openly and wear whatever i want and have tons of lesbian transsexual sex. godbless #again: if i sound like a teenager its because i sort of am

[orcelito]

Honestly I have realized that 99% of my shipping of vashwood comes from trimax. Yea I vibed with it while watching tristamp but trimax is what took my utter heart and soul

It's to the point where I just don't rly enjoy tristamp vashwood that much anymore hfkshfjd like. OK? Those sure are some dudes. Not My dudes tho, sorry.

#speculation nation #i'll still reblog the fanart if it's good. but yea it just ain't what im about anymore. #i feel like the worst vashwood perceptions r found within tristamp only fans anyways #(this post tangentially related to the post i just reblogged) #tristamp only fans see these two and are like 'this is the Angry Buff Dude and the Tiny Pixy Man' #which pretty much erases like everything they stand for? while also supporting racist caricatures. #not all tristamp only fans do this btw but i have definitely seen it much more around there. #meanwhile trimax vashwood is just like. this is an old married couple. theyre so hopelessly Goofy. #the angst is off the CHARTS. the love even more so. #they very genuinely love each other in trimax In Canon and that's what really gets me. #plus theyre pretty similar in height and build. Adult Men!!!! i like this ship for Adult Men!!!!! #idk this also relates to that post i made yesterday about fandom perception of vash being an innocent uwu virgin #despite being 150 or so years old. & they'll also make wolfwood some sex god or whatever #when comparatively hes been an adult for a MUCH shorter time than vash. my dude's still a pretty young adult ok #and you wanna tell me he's got more sex experience than the 150 year old dude????? ok... #lol im just complaining at this point. i have very specific views of my ideal version of this pairing #and a lot of fandom portrayals are starting to bother me bc of it. #so im just writing my own vashwood my own way. rn focusing on vash being a rounded person #yes having some childish aspects. but also some mature aspects. he's a goofy adult. it can exist simultaneously. #looking forward to when wolfwood finally comes in. i hope to do him justice.

[areyouwho-ithinkyouare]

honestly i really do get the appeal of having separate bedrooms even when in a serious relationship/marriage/partnership. i love having my own space to retreat to. a nest i can tuck myself away into. i love being able to decorate my room exactly how i want it and not having to compromise to someone else’s taste - it’s a space specifically designed to be as relaxing as possible FOR ME. and i don’t think that i’d lose that just bcus i fall in love with someone. and i don’t want THEM to compromise on that shit either, i want them to have their perfect personal sanctuary as well. and it’s not like we can’t set foot in each other’s rooms or spend nights in each other’s beds it’s just - it’s the knowledge that you have that nest. that when you need that retreat, it’s there. there’s so much weird stigma and judgement about what separate rooms must say about the state of your relationship but like. no i get it i absolutely get it.

#u know in gilmore girls when lorelai is dating jason #and she goes to spend the night at his house for the first time but he’s like. sorry can you sleep on the guest bedroom #because he has a lot of sleep issues and gets disturbed super easily and HAS to micromanage every detail of his sleeping environment #so he’s set up the best guest room ever #and lorelai is like. angry at him???? i mean she calms down eventually but it takes a while #i just. couldn’t be me could not be me. #like ur telling me i get to have great sex and a happy relationship AND my own bed that i don’t have to share??? #jason was a dumb bitch i wouldnt wanna date HIM #but that general set-up? i am ON BOARD