#anyway. anyway whatever its fine im normal

[side-of-honey]

LEGEND tells of a LEGENDARY COWPOKE… whose sharpshootin’ skills were the stuff of LEGEND

Sorry for this one. I really am. I kept mixing up the furious five and the feisty five and then I thought about it for a little too long

(Please DO NOT repost my art to other sites :) )

#way way way higher effort than this idea really shouldve been. but i had fun and im kinda proud of how it turned out anyway #ironically i struggled the most with that normal style panel </3 #we'll call this uhhhh #UTY Sharpshootin Clover AU #just in case i post smth else abt it lol. assuming i dont get immediately boo'd off tumblr(likely) #Undertale Yellow #uty au #ufjskdgskl i feel so cringe. whatever its fine its fine :D #uty Clover #uty Starlo #uty Feisty Five #uty Mooch #uty Ed #uty Ace #uty Moray

[simmyfrobby]

— Mirror Traps, Hera Lindsey Bird

#one day imma find a high res version of this picture #and then it will be over for me #anyway its whatever its fine its normal im normal #tangerkarlsson #kris letang #erik karlsson #pittsburgh penguins

[jonathanssweatercollection]

you still resent nancy and jonathan for getting together???? for “hurting steve’s feelings”??? despite the fact that he verbally supported their relationship like 2 hours after seeing them together. this from a season that released 6 fucking years ago. a season prior to him saying that he was NOT in love with nancy anymore. do you want me to call shawn levy and tell him of your dilemma. bestie do you need to rewatch the source material

#ppl will use ANY excuse to hate nancy and jonathan to prop steve* up #their flanderised ‘pwecious little babygirl’ steve who is a delicate little flower who’s still butthurt over his high school breakup #albeit s4 did completely surrender to this bs characterisation bc the duffers don’t know how to write a storyline for steve that doesn’t #involve him being a lovestruck loser nowadays. SAD #get me in that writers room i could give him something good thats not egregiously repetitive #funny that the post that sparked this was an ANTI MURRAY FANFIC?????? in 2023. bc him suggesting jon+nancy should be together was unfair to #fuckin STEVE?????? #1) murray is literally a jokey funnyguy character. he’s a little guy it’s his birthday he makes risotto studies martial arts is a conspiracy #theorist who daydrinks and snores on airplanes. he’s SO unserious #if u want to hate on him thats fine good for u whatever but do it for. normal reasons. like encouraging teenagers to drink and have sex in #his bunker. like he was not normal for that i get it i used to kinda dislike him for that too but like. its literally not meant 2 be #that big of a deal. nothing matters there’s no point the show hasn’t been genuinely good for six years nothing matters go outside go to bed #anyways. happy 3 AM everyone im going to sleep love and what have you on planet earth #stranger things #nancy wheeler #steve harrington #jonathan byers #mine

[craycraybluejay]

i ate what feels like so many calories tonight my tummy be sloshing. r u guys proud of meeee

#u can fetishize this its fine i dont feel that sick from the fullness #but also this isnt a kink thing for me im just chronically very underweight and keep trying and failing to gain #so uh 🥺 praise me for big meal and caloric drink #well big for me at least #maybe its like normal or sorta or still small for others #but for me its a lot!! and i managed to push through and eat basically all of it #on top of my snacks throughout the day like pretzels and candy and whatever else within reach #i worry if i gain new weight itll distribute wrong #but w how stressed i am and havent seen a doctor in years to deal with anything #ill probably never gain weight anyway #even if i do ill just be glad if i can gain back like 10-15 lbs i lost randomly and suddenly #rly happy this food didnt trigger any pain tho its like normal fullness its handleable #i feel warmmmm

[buppypuppy]

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#vent post essay ahead lol #having complexes about talking about your emotions is literally the fucking devil . its miserable. it sucks so bad. #the aamount of damage that is caused to someone by like #i mean im talking abou t me here obviously. #being the person whose like. overall ultimately tends not to feel horrible as often is like. #it's nice not feeling bad emotionally all the time but also it's like. i develop this complex about being like able to help. #i don't feel bad anywhere near as often as my friends so i can help them out and listen to them vent i can have the mental room to #like listen to them talk about their problems. yeah. but it makes me feel like. well this is my job now so i shouldn't fucking talk about m #i shouldnt vent when i feel bad because that's not what i'm known for. plus my friends already all feel worse than me more often than me. s #i don't want to dump any more on their plate than they have to deal with. i don't want to burden them anymore than i have to. and like it's #it's hard. i hate fucking talking about it and it's made so much worse when its like people i love . always been a fucking problem becaus #i just feel fucking horrible admitting that i feel bad i hate that so much. i don't want to like turn away people who care about me but li #i feel like if i tell them what's wrong with me i'll like do it anyways. i feel like i come off as super normal and happy go lucky and like #ostensibly fine. so when i admit this shit its like. oops the facade is cracking!!!!!! uh oh uh oh you can't help people so you feel bad!!! #because your fucking npd has made you feel self centered in a way that means you want to help people or some shit i dont fucking know #and so when i feel bad or get mad over something unreasonable it's like. well i hope i fucking keel over and die or something i dont like . #i don't want people seeing me like this or whatever. and my stupid fucking personality disorder just ruins every god damn thing its so bad. #my past experiences giving me complexes that lead to me feeling fucking left out over like small stupid stuff but god the worst part is lik #my brain categorizing something as being ''My Thing'' so somebody else talks about liking my thing AFTER my brain has designated it mine #makes alarm bells go off and feel like theyre fucking. i don't know encroaaching on my turf or what the fuck ever? it SUCKS ASS #it makes me feel HORRIBLE . and it's like i'm not gonna fucking bring it up because i don't wnt to be like a dick but also it's like well. #i feel fucking miserable about this but it's just like mean and unnecessary and cruel to like stifle people's fucking fun because of my dum #fuckin complexes. it's fucking constant. like oh look at you girl you feel fucking left out because you never get characters who really gri #you mentally and so now you have one but oops! someone else talked about them and now you're seeing red! you like this person though #so you're gonna feel fucking MISERABLE about this . you're gonna feel HORRIBLE because of this. and there's nothing you can fucking do #and it controls my goddamn life and i HATE IT i fucking HATE IT i wish i knew how to fix it. ghghrgurghrughruhg i want to fucking explode #and then you feel bad about feeling bad because you are fucking sisyphus. you're sisyphus. and your own anger is your boulder. you ingrate. #i hate this. i just wanted to have a good day. #jane mary cry one tear

[sleepingfancies]

Everyone who's not in their 20s owes me a million dollars for every time they say "well your 20s are *supposed* to be stressful" bro y'all didn't have to worry abt the world burning to death or the violent end of democracy and human rights or an untenable economy only benefitting the wealthy or a world-changing pandemic . Leave me alone

#personal #'this is normal' NO ITS NOT. STOP FUCKING TELLING ME ITS NORMAL #anyway im fine. im not. im quite angry. but im fine #idk it just feels like everyone older than my immediate peers are not paying a lick of attention #i would LOVE to have the 'idk what im doing with my life lol' 20s experience. id LOVE to #but no instead im trying to plan out which country i can most feasibly flee to if american democracy collapses #im trying to work out how to get a $100k annually job because that's the only way i can live comfortably in this stupid country #anyways. whatever

[sodrippy]

actually im so brave and mature for not giving in to a category four anger meltdown from being so in pain and exhausted

#if i was 15 id be exploding inside my brain right now #but im not and its ok i will recoup the arvo and do what i can and everything else can be done later its ok #its honestly less about my body hurting so much and more about like #it feels so embarassing that im basically laid out for 2 days bc i did some light activity like #i mentioned it to my parents when we spoke yesterday and they were obviously like. quite mocking about it #well sorry i have ailments you never took seriously that actually affect me a LOT. as if its my fault #anyway whatever. things hurt and its fine and normal and not embarrassing!!

[transbuck]

im being. SO NORMAL. about it.

#what am i being normal about? you may ask? #well #its my crush having obtained a boyfriend who is NOT me #this crush being the one i should have gotten over at least six months ago #ANYWAY IM FINE #and definitely not spiraling about not being like. man enough. #or enough in general. #or likeable. #WHATEVER #also this might be my new favorite hockey reaction image #its just so good #atlas.txt

[silverislander]

got through another church service :) (people wouldn't stop touching me without asking) (got guilt tripped abt not coming around anymore twice) (extremely aware i was being watched and judged the whole time) (everyone only seems to remember my brothers accomplishments) (they still fucking do gendered call and responses in 2023)

#but fuck it! i got through it #the guilt tripping doesnt work anymore anyway so i just kinda. roll w it #theyll be like 'wow its been such a Long Time... we miss you...' and then hit me with the boomer stare. jokes on you bc i just smile + nod #now were both staring at each other in silence and you made it awkward. who feels guilty now pamela #levi.txt #seriously tho im so fucking tense my shoulders hurt. i hate how everyone feels the right to fucking touch me at church so much #i KNOW you want to say hi and thats fine just PLEASE dont come up behind me and clap your hands on my shoulders #i will gladly shake your hand or whatever. you dont need to physically grab me we can be normal abt this i promise #unfortunately i have a really bad freeze response so i usually cant manage 'please dont do that' or 'stop' if startled #and the womens/mens call and responses? how are we still. doing that #idk i didnt expect them to be trans affirming all of a sudden or whatever ik theyre transphobic im just. ugh. bad surprise #and watching people try to 'subtly' look and see which lines im reading or why i sound Like That. it makes me feel like a zoo animal #i forget how much church is an anxiety trigger for me. fuck #glad its over. i only have to go on christmas eve and easter while im living at home and thats fair enough for me

[toytulini]

gatekeeping weirdness now? yall have the energy for this? silly goose behavior(derogatory and dismissive) for sure

#toy txt post #ive seen 2 posts today im not interacting with #one was less bad but still #the other one was hilariously bad #im vagueing it #it was like wah! fucking POSERS are PRETENDING to be weird by ACTIVELY pursuing interests and hobbies that make someone considered weird! #and having dyed hair! bluh! always with the dyed hair hate like really. its not For you but die mad i guess. #anyway if youre that concerned about other ppl actively pursuing hobbies that get them labelled weird (for i guess. the purpose. of being #percieved as weird? whether or not they enjoy the hobby? fascinating behavior if so. pretty weird even id s-*gunshot* #anyway if youre that concerned about that vs like idk....whatever 'organically' weird ppl are. in contrast to that. i gotta say #im no expert but that does sound like maybe you are in fact the poser bro. also this is so fucking funny and stupid god #first of all. pretending to be weird by displaying interests in weird hobbies and fashion even tho deep down im a normal fucking square and #i just hate these weird hobbies and aesthetics so much but like listen i Gotta. for the Weirdness Clout(tm). definitely a thing that #meaningfully exists and makes a ton of sense to measure someone against #dont you know youre only a true weirdo if you dont have any interest in looking like a freak and putting effort into your weird freak #aesthetic. what insane fucking discourse. #like first of all dumbass this shit is made up. normal isnt real it doesnt exist. normal people are fucking weird. weirdness is normal #weirdness is also a construct that is defined in opposition to the unachievable normalcy. many ppl are for the most part 'normal' #with little regular quirks and then there are every so often weird freaks who are very much outside of normal #and thats generally fine although society generally does punish those who do not strive for normalcy. you are supposed to try to appear #normal at all costs or you are punished. etc. its late i just got home from work im not getting into this more #tldw(too long didnt write): yall gotta chill you got your head way too far up your own ass if you are legitimately concerned about #'normal' people 'pretending' to be weird. thats not a problem its fine calm down holy fuck. #also. also. to the less bad one: #'you cant all have been weird little girls' are you accounting for the selection bias of this website targeting the deomgraphic of ppl #who were weird little girls? chill. its the weird little kids grown up to be weird little adults website and youre shocked? really?

[ironmanstan]

feel like ten doctor who rn

#interpret as u will #im losing my MARBLES its fine #i have finally given up on twitter i cant post in my silly circles anymore im so sad but anyway #cannot bring myself to hate my graphic design prof or my class bc i understand the purpose and if i understand something #then like #and if its logical and makes sense and i agree #then like i cant get mad #makes me so insane but whatever #im the guy getting bad grades but helping my classmates not fail in her class #and then everyone doing better than me in everything else #m so normal im so sane i need to stop shooting myself in the foot #ptsd killing me tho #your brain will feel like it is on fire and everyone makes you angry bc u feel like everyone is out to get you #AND u are in a constant state of underlying fear and paranoia. have fun #the meds are working tho i am staying saner than i was a few months ago. gbless #i just have to get through next week <- i say this every god damn week #the gamer speaks uwu

[fivefeetfangirl]

convention money is crazy. i wish i could make that kind of cash just from taking pics with people and signing my name on shit. lord what misha and jensen made in two days would feed and house me for a decade easy. madness. i bet they got free food all weekend too. fuck my entire life aint worth $250k. i could literally sell everything i own, a kidney and my ass to a dozen dudes and still be 90% short of what misha and jensen made this past weekend.

you and me nonny, you and me 😔

personally im good. i dont need their money. i'll wear my wool sweater and wool socks and keep warm etc etc but it just feels so unrealistic sometimes. like they really do be living such a completely different life than most of their fans. thinking about con prices and such really is crazy. im not gonna come on here and say they should do this and this with their money but i do hope they do feel some resposibility to do something useful with it

#the thing is. im fine. im good. my uni is covered like 99% by the state. i have my student loan which im saving for something else. and i #live with my family during normal uni days (not rn tho). and i get that theyre in like a completely different period in their lives. they #have worked like 30+ years and i know misha comes from a poor family and i do know he often donates to charity which is nice #but like every time i actually sit down and think about the numbers. jeez. like. one picture. i payed 120 euros for ONE picture with misha. #and i get that i dont have it bad. i went to a con. im going to a con. but like. i do that and have to not do something else. yk? i have to #choose. imagine never having to think things through without buying (omg re rob and the watch or whatever) #anyways. idk. feels weird. the world is unfair (i hate saying that). and i doubt they (jenmish) will get cheaper and i doubt cons will stop #so yeah. i suppose it kinda is a it is what it is situation #stuff like this is always so weird. we mock my dad for going on business trips and stuff. but for him thats tiring. so like i get its their #job to do cons and thats tiring. but for me. (us?) an outsider. it sure looks like a really easy job. idk. im just ranting and throwing #thoughts out there. hi! if you bothered reading this far down <3 #funny that my feet are freezing rn. the amount of wool clothes im wearing you guys. crazy. gonna take a hot shower later to warm up

[iron-sides]

youll never guess what im reading rn guys

#my thots #bee liveblogs! #frankenstein #anyway. #warning that one of the many things wronf with me is that if the fictional character tells me something is normal and the narrative isnt #actively contradicting that then for the context of that fictional story? thats normal baby #if victor says his parents are great and they dont get narrative consequences for being bad parents im gonna assume theyre fine as long as #theyre not like openly terrible #<- this user thinks victor and elizabeth were CUTE okay!!!! im not sorry i do not care i think its cute and its not real!!!!! so whatever!! #anyway. sorry half the elizabeth lavenza tag is 'hey victors parents are at fault for that and were weird for it' 'they werent meant to be #a good couple' and while i dont disagree i also do not care 👍🏻

[gemharvest]

Tbh it is very temping to disable reblogs on that Art Fight shitpost since it has definitively left the circle of people who actually know what Art Fight is, but I know if I do some guy is gonna repost it and that makes me more uncomf than like fifteen people going "whats art fight" in my notes.

#ramblings #i might also be feeling weird about it because its like. almost midnight. whatever #guys will go `whats art fight` in the notes of my art fight post like girl why did you reblog if you didnt get it #anyways hope im normaller about it in the morning. glad that it resonated with the art fight folks but idk #i think im just having a Moment lately. ill be fine later