#ashley wasnt there so???

[thepettymachine]

Ashley and Vincent are now going steady...with a surprise gift in store

baby chimes

#sims #sims 3 #ts3 #ts3 gameplay #ts3 legacy #so hahaha she wished to woohoo and then cancelled my interaction to woohoo to instead try for baby #like woohoo wasnt enough they did try for baby autonomously and now shes expecting #i let my sims live with their actions i aint cancelling it #the smug look uggh #ashley day #day gen2 #day legacy #vincent reed

[c-kiddo]

honestly so excited for when, in a million years, the tmn show eventually gets to the fight from ep69 like im genuinely excited to be emotionally destroyed all over again

#kiddo say #listened to it th whole way through again for th first time since i watched it first . and . wow i forgot what a shit time it was #like outside of th obvious yasha stuff bc of course i remembered that it wasnt fun #but like it rly sucks sm its so sad #and also cads just having a shit time #like stuck in fear condition for half of it and getting sliced up as fuck and needs rescued basically. what th hell matthew #and jesters cry to yasha at th end. that shit actually explodes and obliterates me every single time #like its so visceral . #poor yasha . poor ashley. : ( #oh wait omg .also when fjord asks 'why?' when yasha attacks him and it so briefly gets through to her and she misses ht next attakc. waugh

[cowboyshit]

sometimes I randomly remember hangman talking about how he was so sad/home-sick in japan and he lived off of little pre-sliced ham packs he bought at the convenience store and only stuck to his hotel room when he wasn’t wrestling

#that and the story about him sleeping on the airport ground absolutely miserable and home sick #like! BOY you are in a whole new country get out and see the world! #he said no I’m going to buy prepackaged ham and hide in my hotel room thank you very much #he was talking about how much weight he’d lose when he went to japan #BECAUSE HE WASNT EATING PROPERLY #dummy #I love him so much #ashleys talking again

[bellamyblakru]

BBCM FANDOM APPRECIATION: FAVORITE COLOR & CHARACTER/OTP - @bgnmagic + magenta + merlin/arthur

“in the meaning of colors, magenta represents universal love at its highest level. it promotes compassion, kindness, and cooperation and encourages a sense of self respect and contentment in those who use it. gentle and caring in its approach, it generates acceptance, tolerance, support and patience.”

#ashley creates #bbcm #bbc merlin #merthurgifs #merlingifs #fandom appreciation: favorite color & character/otp #welcome to my new series yall #xuserann #tuseralie #merlin emrys #arthur pendragon #this shall be a long series i wasnt expecting so many people!! im so excited

[crowtechs]

i wish i was a cat sometimes. life will be so much better if i was a cat. no thoughts. just meow and purr

#younger me had it so right.... being a catgirl/catboy is SO HEALING #why did i decide it WASNT #<- sorry it was like my biggest comfort back in the day and i think it still is #ashley talks

[throne-of-ashleygraves]

girl why you so ears

#wanted to get this out of mmy system before I FORGET #i wanted to animate what I said previously but I wasnt sure on how the ears should be and suddenly thought of Frieren #so this is just a practice #Ashley Graves #xanart #.. Now I gotta think what style to animate that in..

[retrace-104]

I’ve been thinking about sn vol2 ch2-3 a lot ... dodora is such an interesting character with the context of her living in ninir, the comparisons you can make between her and lilith REALLY fascinate me. sorry this is gonna be long and it might come off reachy since dodora doesn’t have that much screen-time yet. also I,m just insane about lilith.

from how I read her, dodora is someone with a strong sense of self, of character. I think she’s confident in the identity she ends up forming for herself, and she clearly treasures it, and the life she now lives, so, so much. which is why when she encounters nikki and the player, she ends up so anxious that it will be taken from her, that she’d have to conform to a role that isn’t /her/, to a life she doesn’t want, to a duty that she doesn’t feel is fitting for her, to have her dreams and ambitions taken from her.

but, dodora was born from people’s desire for beauty, of style. styling is an expression of your sense of self, it’s a way of showing the world who you are, it’s you. she was born to express a sense of self, an identity, and that identity could only be formed by her. because you can’t force a sense of self on someone, it just wouldn’t be good or healthy for that person (hey that sure sounds familiar).

dodora’s existence has to be free, she’s inherently free, to be herself, to be with others. because she is dodora, no one else. absolutely no one can take that from her.

now compare this with lilith. lilith. was not born from someone’s desire to express themselves. lilith was born from someone’s /desperation/ to just be able to /live/ a life that has love, that has peace, because they were robbed of it, in one of the cruelest ways imaginable. and to get that life, she had to give herself up entirely, to be loved, to have peace, to be accepted, she had to be beautiful. beauty is still tied to this birth. even if it’s a completely different story. even if it’s a much more heartbreaking existence. this is still a result of beauty.

this birth, this existence, devoid of a desire for a sense of self, lead to an empty person. someone who lost herself, someone who will always want for more, who will always feel void and empty in her heart. someone who was left to be used as a puppet by others. it’s the complete opposite end of dodora.

just. I think it’s really interesting that these two girls, who both embody ninir, who are both symbols of beauty to it, are complete opposites. they’re so drastically different. dodora challenges lilith, in the ninir elections, and her birth challenges the hidden demons of ninir, in my view.

and that!! winds up improving things, to an extent, in a way!! because with dodora’s introduction and story, we get to see things changing for lilith, lilith’s narrative shows growth alongside dodora’s introduction!!

this is the point in the main story where lilith makes an effort to be rid of mercury’s control, to gain more power as queen, to no longer be a puppet. the release of dodora’s chapters is tied to when we get lilith’s double ssr event with modric, where lilith is shown to change, it continues to show her efforts as queen, BUT it also shows that something within her is changing. her view of love.. her desire, desperation for it. I’m not really sure where this is gonna go for her but something IS changing in her.

ashley also makes her return... ashley, who lilith tries to bury down, deep, deep in the darkness of her heart, she yet exists. she’s still here. she’s still alive. there is yet hope for her identity, for her sense of self. I don’t know how they’re gonna go about this narrative but, but. I think it’s safe to say, lilith is her own person now. she was born of loss, she lost her sense of self for so many years. but she is herself, now. she is lilith. and ashely is ashley. they are each their own person. lilith can’t deny her existence anymore, lilith can’t bury her, she can’t burn her to ashes, ashley will shine.

#lilith #ashley #dodora #duoduotian #im not super happy with the end of this post but I wasnt surehow else to end it it’s hard to formulate thoughts on the ashley thing because #idk much about it yet but I’m genuinely so happy she’s back I love her soooo much so so much I can’t wait to see more of her #I wanted to mention qin yi inthis too but um he doesn’t have much to do with ninir even if he and lilith are two sides of the same coin #I speculate I’m gonna have a similar reaction to him&dian to lilith&dodora but we’ll see about that when #when I actually finish wenren dian’s chapters I’m not done with ch5 yet lol #sorry this is so long sorry sorry sorry #an expression of the heart #departure of heart

[doodlebun]

IM LATE BC UNIVERSITY BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF ME BUT.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO THE COMIC EVER @ecopportunityx what an absolute JOY its been to watch this funy little story unfold over the past year.

if you haven't read it i cannot recommend it enough - here's a link to the first page!!

#ecopportunityx #eox #art #fanart #hp #ballpit beast #ashley #brian #chantal #kid #daisy #(you found my secret #sappier tag: #gaby i cannot stress the effects that this comic has had on my brain #it has given and continues to give me surges of inspiration that i wasnt really expecting but that are so incredibly welcome #and like #this is sillystupid but ill always be grateful for it like. bringing us a little closer as friends i think. at least thats how i feel #smile. happy 1 year)

[nukkibunni]

ashley gives me "luanne when she rolled around in the grass of hanks lawn and laughed like a child without even thinking how she looked as a twenty-something year old girl because she never experienced simple childish innocent joy or pleasure in life after growing up in abuse and poverty much to the heartbreaking silent onlookers that are her family. their eyes and mouths agape speak the unspoken." vibes and now nearly crying lol if you get it you get it

this scene btw, if anyone watches for ref, skip to 2:33 sobs

#nukki.txt #i always loved king of the hill #luanne platter has always had a place in my heart #she acts younger because of trauma #and she literally bad a super immature teen/young mom #*had oops #which as did i and ashley. #ashleys mom literally had andy at 15 and her at 17 #my mom wasnt that young but the erratic emotionally underdevloped new mom? #check check check #im v emotional my period is ruining me #call god bro #anyways yeah that scene..... #will make me cry if i watch it but ima link it now that i think it #uhhhhhhghgghg im soft this is so sad LOL #im ok tho- #wont tag tcoaal bc this isnt coffin enough #but will tag the girlie bc uhhhh iloveher.kin.HAH #ashley graves #Youtube

[thepettymachine]

Their fight started about a flirt and ended with both of them wanting different things for each other

#sims #sims 3 #ts3 #ts3 gameplay #ts3 legacy #cosmic legacy challenge #donovan day #jacob patil #day gen1 #day legacy #i had a save where donnie forgave jacob and they continued in their relationship #but i realized while playing them that jacob wasnt ready to get married and start a family and loved his nightlife #where donnie has wished twice that he wanted to get married to someone and he also has to consider ashley #so they just wanted different things despite having such a passionate relationship

[mayybirds]

Okay but in light of the new RE4 remake trailer which Capcom employee do I need to send a gift basket for the genius idea to (by all appearances from this trailer) make Luis protagonist number two I get to be consistently stuck dealing with instead of a side character I never got to enjoy enough in the original.

#context: Luis is in a lot of shots that he wasnt in the original game suggesting he has a larger presence (& lives longer?) #so THANKS GAME IM SO EXCITED #he is my pathetic wet dog man and I want Leon to have to drag around his dumb ass as much as possible #RE4 remake just better be Leon leading Ashley by the hand all big brother and then Just. him dragging Luis behind them on a child leash #resident evil 4 #Jackie’s propaganda

[artificialashley]

last week i was sad after a horrible day at work n after i got myself together my boyfriend said i could put whatever i wanted on the telly so i put on druk series 2 for the first time in sooooooo long because even tho its my favourite something has put me off going back and watching it for at least a year. but i knew it was what i needed. he mostly played on his phone (hes addicted to a star trek game which honestly i should find ridiculous but i somehow think its cute) though i deffo heard him chuckling at lawrence chaney at least twice so i think he enjoyed it. afterwards he asked me to explain how many series of drag race there were and how it worked (he was never aware of this show at all before he met me so he has like no clue what it was and just knows its something i watch) and he sat and listened while i explained the format of the show and the spin offs but told him i havent watched many of them and just like certain seasons. i kinda forgot about this until two days ago i was round and he was like omg i forgot need to show you. he proceeded to get his housemates dodgy telly box on and show me that hed looked up drag race on there for me and saw how many different series and episodes they had n wanted to let me know they were all on there if i ever wanted to watch any of the spin offs or rewatch any old ones, even if he had to go to work or out i was always welcome to chill there and put them on, which i did when he went to town later that evening.

this is a bit of a ramble and kinda cringe from me but in summary guys, ive reignited a love for drag race and my boyfriend is really sound xo

also merry christmas hope yous are all well xxx

#tw heterosexual love #this makes him sound so old lmao but he genuinely just didnt know any of it and was really excited to show me how many series hed found #we were watching its always sunny the other day and i mentioned shipping #and he was so confused i didnt even bother explaining that one #like i obvs wasnt expecting any indepth knowledge or anything from this wormhole #but i thought hed know what i meant when i used the world lmaooo #age gap love #ashley getting cringe #if someone wants to explain the star trek game to me so i can be an equally sound gf hmu plz xxx

[bellamyblakru]

confession- for the longest time i thought ur url was bella my blakru

ive never laughed so hard at an ask before LMFAOO its giving bella where the hell have you been loca vibes and its making me legit cackle

i cant believe i never thought it could be read like that😭

#ashley answers #incredible thank you #anons my beloved #i would change it if i wasnt a baby #ITS FROM THE 100😭😭bellamy blake kru bc in the grounder language kru was like ‘a group’ so i figured bellamy’s crew is clarke KDKAKAK

[crunchycrystals]

does anyone else remember bratayley.

#crunchyposts #guys i loved bratayley so much i'm watching ashley norton's vid on the chicken girls and im losing my mind #thats the way i learned whwat the word hire meant. when i was a kid i copied them sliding down a slide that had rain on the bottom bc it #looked fun #when i was a kid i copied them putting on m&m makeup and then my face had a bad reaction to it lol #i looked up to them lol i'm surprised to learn how old i am relative to them now bc it did Not feel like that (vague for privacy) #i remember my mom telling me on the ride home frm school about caleb and it was surreal even though i wasnt a fan anymore #YES i liked family vloggers in my defense i was a child i hate the ones now #at least bratayley was filmed by the kids #i watched the shayt/rds which was way worse. wait is that a fucking slur in their name #i dont like that word so im gonna censor it !!!!!!!!! personal reasons !!!!!! #i was there when the shay(???) family got pregnant i have seen things. #yt

[semercury]

Very embarrassing to die/get game overs/consistently injure myself more frequently now that I have the infinite rocket launcher bc I keep blowing myself or Ashley up...

#stuff sarah says #''so long suckers!!'' i say shooting my rocket launcher. when the smoke clears i am lying there dead on the path #the game kept being like ''hey :) youll get a game over if you shoot ashley :) fucking dumbass :)'' #and im like I KNOW I KNOW I DIDNT MEAN TO #i was AWARE of the fact you can shoot arrows or axes out of the air when they are flying toward you #however i never thought of the implications of doing so with a rocket launcher #bc that WASNT WHAT I WAS AIMING FOR! I WAS AIMING FOR THE GUY SHOOTING ME

[4giorno]

okay bosses ranked

S tier: ramon, del lago, verdugo

A tier: mendez, el gigante, the two giants, garrador, twin garradors

B tier: saddler

C tier: el gigante armored

fuck you: both krausers

#my fave boss in the entire game was probably ramon #the area ranking is castle > village > island #of the notable enemies..... all the chainsaw and mallet guys and the armor guys are good. the bugs are gross but fine #the red robe guys suck and i hate the regeneradors with a passion #i LOVE leon luis and the merchant. i love ashley as a character but in the gameplay she was at first terrible and with time okay #bc at the mid point and end she wasnt AS much in the way #and ada was...... okay i guess but she represents a female character design i hate so i dont care which is sad #BUT she did have one of my fave dialgues which was when leon said 'i guess i should be thankful' #and she responds after a beat 'yeah. you should' and something abt her animations and the delivery and the timing was just perfection to me #uhhhhh i guess thats all the important stuff! #i got only a B for my playthrough which is truly the pinnacle of mediocrity hjfjdjdjd #ill have to see when i wanna try professional or harcore and do 100% or anything #im excited to dress leon in all the outfits i unlocked tho!!!!