This is part two of My Lips are Sealed!! I am loving how this is coming along, I’ve got so many ideas! Let me know what you think is going to happen next :)
Trigger Warnings - mentions of abortion, as always please don’t read if it may trigger you!! I’ve got many other Fred fics instead :) xx
You can find part one Here
Y/N felt sick, she jogged her knee up and down in attempts to slow her nerves. Every bone in her body told her to run, but she sat in the plastic uncomfortable chairs. Her eyes grazed over the couples who sat together, whispering with each other. Y/N knew that if George was here he’d make some fun out of it, he’d try to imitate some of the other patients, or ask ridiculous questions which no doubt would make them both laugh. She knew he’d be able to make her laugh, her mind drifted over to Fred. He’d be trying to chat up the nurses. She pushed the thoughts of him out of her head quickly. She watched as one couple were laughing with each other, they gave Y/N a small smile when they caught her eye, she smiled back politely; silently wishing the ground would swallow her whole.
She just wanted this to be over, she wanted to go back to work and laugh with Fred and George like she would usually do, she didn’t want to have this weighing heavy on her heart. Picking up a magazine she began flicking through the pictures. Nothing could stop her mind wondering though, what would her life be like if she left right now. Would she buy a little house, and paint the nursery all by herself. Pushing the thoughts out of her head, she didn’t want to think about that right now, she couldn’t back out, she didn’t want to. Turning her attention back towards the magazine, she forced herself to read the words printed.
“Y/N would you like to come through?” The nurse said kindly, Y/N smiled as she followed her out of the waiting room.
Y/N hurried her way towards the exit of the hospital, she just wanted to go back home and sleep. Emotionally she was drained, more than she had expected, her mind was running continuously wondering whether she had made the right choice.
“Y/N!” A voice called Y/N turned around and was greeted by Caitlin, George’s girlfriend “How are you?” she asked quickly making her way towards Y/N
“Good! I haven’t seen you for a while” Y/N plastered a fake smile onto her face, she could tell that Caitlin saw straight through it.
“George told me you had an appointment today, he said I might see you” She grinned “Do you fancy a coffee? I’m on my break and am dying for one” She asked
“I’d love to” Y/N said honestly, Despite not wanting to talk she really didn’t want to be alone, she knew as soon as she was her mind would wonder to places she didn’t want it to go.
Caitlin sat herself opposite Y/N in the hospital cafe. The waitress set two large mugs down on the table, Y/N thanked her gratefully. Caitlin and Y/N sat in silence for a few minutes waiting for the other one to start the conversation.
“George told me” She said quietly, Y/N smiled slightly, George never could keep a secret from Caitlin
“I thought he would” Y/N answered, her eyes entranced by the cup of tea in front of her
“He swore me to secrecy, but he thought that you could use a friend” She gave Y/N a sympathetic smile “It can’t have been easy”
“It’s done now” Y/N said quietly, stirring another spoonful of sugar into her tea
“You could have asked me to come with you” she said kindly, Y/N avoided her gaze knowing that she was going to burst into tears at any moment “Or George, either one of us, you know that don’t you?” She said sympathetically
“I know, George said he would come with me” Y/N said quietly “It was something I needed to do alone” Y/N answered fighting to keep the tears inside
“I understand that” Caitlin smiled “George is worried about you. Kept texting me this morning making sure that I wouldn’t forget that you were coming” She chuckled
“He’s a good friend” Y/N said simply,
“Do you know who the dad was?” Caitlin asked after a few moments of silence, Y/N felt her heart crack a little as her mind drifted back to that night
“Fred” Y/N whispered, feeling a weight lift once she said his name
“You two are together?” Caitlin asked confused
“No” Y/N said sadly, pushing the thoughts of that night out of her mind
“I didn’t know you two even” Caitlin trailed off slightly
“It was once, at their summer party” Y/N explained
“But you left early because you weren’t well” She said replaying the moments of that night
“Fred took me home” Y/N said simply “He stayed with me, we were both drunk and it just happened”
“Does he know?” Caitlin asked
“No” Y/N said quickly “He can’t know. It didn’t mean anything to him, it was just a bit of fun”
“I wont say anything” she promised giving Y/N’s hand a friendly squeeze “George hasn’t told him about your appointment either” She added
“He hasn’t?” Y/N said knowing that the twins didn’t have secrets between them
“No, he hasn’t. He said that you didn’t want anyone to know, so he never told him”
Y/N smiled a little, knowing that her friendship with Fred would still be in tact.
“I ought to get back to work” She said
“Of course” Y/N said quickly “Thank you for the coffee” Y/N smiled kindly
“How about you come over tomorrow night, let’s have a girlie night” Caitlin suggested
“I’d love that” she answered honestly knowing that it was just what she needed
“Perfect! I finish at six so come over around 7?” Caitlin said
“I’ll be there” Y/N smiled as Caitlin left the cafe quickly.
Y/N paused for a moment before she stepped into the shop, a few customers wandered their way around the shelves. Fred was animatedly talking to a young boy about one of the products, Y/N had to tear her eyes away from the interaction, Y/N made her way up to the staff room. Closing the door behind her, she set her bag and coat down. Wiping underneath her eyes in attempts to remove the mascara which had run slightly, she pulled her hair into a tight ponytail. Plastering on the best fake smile she could, she walked out into the shop. Waving at Fred as she walked over to help a confused looking customer. Fred waved back animatedly, grinned as he did. Y/N finished with the customer, pleased having gotten her to spend double what she had planned to.
“I knew there was a reason why we employed you” Fred laughed, leaning himself on the counter in front of Y/N, who smiled in response.
“Fred I’ve got a lady upstairs who’s driving me mad, can you go work your magic?” George asked
“I’m on it” He grinned, bounding off upstairs, eager for the challenge
“Hey” George said quietly drawing Y/N’s attention towards him “How was this morning?” He asked
“Fine” She said blankly, not wanting to talk about it
“Was it all ok? He asked, his voice was laced with concern
“It was fine George, I really don’t want to talk about it” She pleaded
“I”m you’re friend. It might help to talk about it?” He suggested
“I doubt it, I just want to forget it all” She said honestly, pulling her eyes away from George’s gaze
“Are you ok?” he asked
“I’m fine. I’m absolutely fine” She knew that she didn’t sound very convincing
“Promise me?” He said “Swear it?” He said
“George” she wined “I’ll be fine” She said
“You know where I am if you want to talk about it” George said
“I’ve got a girlie night with Caitlin tomorrow, after some ice cream and lots of wine I’ll be back to normal” She said with a forced laugh.
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