#but I don't have it pinned just yet

[ahdriking]

Khem meet Wichien for the first time

- Mansuang (2023)

#mansuang #man suang #mansuang edit #mansuangedit #filmedit #moviegifs #apo nattawin #khem #khem x wichien #don't mind me just amusing myself with copious amounts of staring at the pretty boy #honestly ok listen i'm going to go off my nut in a minute #because Apo's emotional expressions in this entire movie have got me by the fucking throat #I want to dissect each and every frame he's in #just to suffer #but also because there's an entire ANTHOLOGY in the microexpressions I KNOW IT #there's so much MORE to Khem than the movie got to show us #he's a complicated and traumatised yet resilient and resourceful motherfucker #he's thinking and feeling SO MUCH that we never get to fully understand #i want to pin him under a microscope and study him like a bug

[fisheito]

i wanted to see altaria rei then i started goofin around

#the only ones i could see clearly were eevee eiden and morpeko morvay #i couldn't pin rei to a single mon bc i don't know a THING ABOUT HIM yet #but i want to see ghost type rei fight ghost type kuya and they're both just super effective against each other #i wonder if all the old men automatically get honourary ghost type membership. live 300 years ACHIEVEMENT UNLOCKED: spooky #ANYWAY LET ME TALK ABOUT MY LIST #as in the list i was compiling of pokemon who matched the VIBE of someone and i couldn't decide #now BESIDES the ones req et al. already mentioned. which i already 👍👍👍 i was trying to find even moooore . exploring what could be..... #rei: altaria. marowak (alolan). noctowl. chandelure. decidueye. ribombee [a quiet friend :)]. inteleon. #once again i don't know rei's birdy deal yet so i won't (eheheh) pigeonhole him into an owl pokemon but we'll just wait and see #i had inteleon under rei before milke brought up sobble yakumo so now i'm like..... oh no... #rei fits the last evol and yakumo fits the first two.... uhhhhh #they can share. like they share gem placement. butt buddies. #yakumo had: girafarig. froslass. azurill (crying). tropius. wishiwashi. leavanny. marshadow. #i just want him to hang out with the food related mons and enjoy some fresh fruit with a giant flying dinosaur. yah #OK FOR EDMOND I SAW SIRFETCH'D AND COULDN'T STOP LAUGHING #WHAT A REGAL BOY. I HAVE TO. PLEASE I NEED EDMOND TO WIELD ONIONS #i was trying to be serious and find him a proper majestic pokesona . i swear. but the look on sirfetch'd's's face #edmond's list went: skarmory. lucario. cinccino. zeraora. dachsbun. #do i know edmond? i doubt. he's fluffy. wait no he's severe. wait no would he dare carry a fluffy cakey pokemon around? DARE HE???? #for olivine i was even more stumped. seems like a lot of the pokemon i immediately thought of were the fluffy nurse types #stuff like chansey/blissey. kangaskhan. #this pokemon is 100% female? *flings pokedex out the window* no. olivine is a gender now #some of the newer pokemon i considered were bewear. drampa. mabosstiff. #but once again these were all just Protective of the Little Ones types #so i was imagining olivine just chilling with his serene smile and an army of MASSIVE CARETAKER POKEMON behind him #but. there has to be more to him than just taking care of others . furrows brow. idk. i'll settle for lapras FOR NOW #ditto eiden riding on the back of lapras. wonderful. glorious #pokemon crossover

[iholli]

glaring directly into the sun as I write them into my unpublished f/o list

#i was already in trouble w Donnie but I've been spending so much time with Leo fic I'm just like oh. well. shit. #plus I've been on the Leotello fence for. A While. so that hasn't helped #unfollow me now babes im officially coming out as a tcester #i don't have a tag decided yet #but yeah #au where rat stays w them 👏 #ive been violently fixing on the show again to cope with the BATSHIT AMOUNT OF BAD IN MY LIFE RN #this year fucking sucks. i am going to kiss some goofy ass turtles instead. #plus they're both biters. stay winning ✌️ #aight how am i tagging this #sorry in advance to whoever i piss off with this post #¯\_(ツ)_/¯ #ficto tag #proship selfship #leotello #tcest #i will probably be putting up an updated pin post #at some point #fr tho what should their tag be #i was thinking like #two's disaster. three's chaos #or something #i dunno im still brainstorming #could just do emotes for this tho? #💜💖💙 #that kinda fits tbh #olay sorry im done

[pfaerie]

you ever get hired to do something and then it's suddenly that thing becomes 4 whole ass jobs

#i got hired to make custom bags and pillows #but then i had to MAKE every pillow form #and now the bags are 3x more complicated and what was supposed to be 11 is now...20... #and i'm handmaking the strapping bc no premade nylon matches the color exactly #and now i have to hand pin 80 1.25" pieces and sew them down #and i have 2 more pairs of pillows i have to design and make??? #AND THEN I HAD TO DO VINYL STICKERS FOR AN ELEVATOR PANEL which i have to go to campus to place i think #AND IT'S JUST LIKE. A LOT. #doing all of this btw and being asked why i don't have a day job yet is um really devastating #i'm so tired just bc sewing is fun doesn't mean it's not TIME CONSUMING

[tethered-heartstrings]

if you told me two years ago i'd be nearing 1k memes for a gay cannibal show.... i would honestly not say much because i avoid talking to people as much as possible irl

#956 meme posts #nine hundred and fifty six #some of those posts have more than one meme in them no it is technically more than 956 *memes* #that's like me posting 1.6 memes every day since the day i made this blog #what. the fuck #(my meme tag says 958 but two are tag navigation/pinned post so they don't count) #it really doesn't feel like that many and yet #like reblogging 5 a day every day would take over 6 months #help lol #if i time it right my one thousandth meme will fall during pride month #perfect #anyway there was no point to this i just feel a bit insane #the speaking clown

[stellamancer]

a snippet (kind of) - 

In your fear, in your haste, you nearly trip. But you manage to catch yourself, gripping your phone like it’s some kind of life line. Behind you, there's a loud shriek. You don't dare look back though. Instead, your fingers fumble with your phone, blood smearing the buttons and screen as you desperately scroll through your contacts. 

When you find the one you're looking for you slam your finger down on the call button as if it’ll relay your desperation. Normally, you'd probably hesitate to make this call, but this is kind of a life or death situation: you can't afford to hesitate. 

Otherwise, you might actually die.

There's another screech and out of the corner of your eye you see something move on your left side. Your gut tells you to move and you veer to the right, narrowly avoiding one of the monster's giant arms.  

You can faintly hear the ringback tone. Pick up, you pray. Pick up, pick up, pick up! A couple seconds later, the call finally connects with a click and you bring your phone to your ear, barreling to the left as the monster swipes at you again. 

On the other end you hear a chuckle. "Well, well, well, look who's calling little ol' me."

You do not have time for his theatrics. 

You open your mouth to tell him that, but the monster behind you goes in for another attack and it seems like the third time’s truly the charm, because this hit connects and sends you flying.

"Hello? Hellooooo?"

Your body collides with a building and all the air is yanked from your lungs upon impact. There’s a sharp, searing pain all along your back and your phone drops from your hand and clatters onto the ground. 

You cough up some blood and it splatters onto your phone. Gross. 

"Helloooo?"

At this rate, you don’t have time for posturizing either.

“....help,” you manage to say. To your annoyance, it sounds far more feeble than you intend for it to.

The other end of line is silent, then he speaks, dropping pretense as well, his tone completely serious. "What's going on? Where are you?"

#nikuniku fic talk #i don't have a title for this yet so i can't really tag it with that #i will come back and tag it right if i come up with a title #i'm not sure if it's a snippet because i'm not sure if it will make it into the fic #but i wanted to write it kinda #if it does make it into the fic it'll probably change a little #i mean some terminology will defs change #i just wanted to pretend i was being vague about who this is #what he says might change too #still pinning him down characterization wise lmao #edit: we got a title kiddos #overexposure fic tag

[nyxronomicon]

ok I have to do yard work today so who is fueling my Toji gardener fantasy

#I'm his hoe *gets shot* #neighbor Toji who has a lot of time to kill since his hitman job only takes up a few days each month #he offers to help with your yard. but like he also just kinda does stuff while he's at it- like if he's mowing his lawn he'll just continue #you always come out and offer him water and snacks. 'you don't have to do this for me' you say #but he just brushes it off. of course he doesn't but he wants to fuck you #you start inviting him to spend time in the backyard he so carefully grooms. it's not long before he doing all your yard work #and while he does that you're cooking for him like a sweet little housewife. he has to stop himself from dragging you in for a deep kiss #when you ask if he wants a glass of lemonade.... #or maybe he doesn't stop himself. kissing you as he pins you against the door #'got all the sweetness i need right here' he mumbles. pushing his tongue into your mouth. tasting you #he smells like sweat and grass trimmings yet you can't help gripping those big biceps. gasping into the kiss........ #ugh i need him

[tvrningout]

links are updated, and rules are updated, too! there's nothing new that really applies to my current mutuals bc y'all know the drill, but you're welcome to take a look if you want <3

#alright now i sleep oof #just happy i'm done ;;;; #next... i edit my ding dang affiliates and mains list #i might do a post about it? bc tbh i do not have the social battery to message everyone i'd consider as a main #affiliates are easier bc they're people who are connected to characters/lore on your blog so i don't feel nervous there #but man... some of y'all are 100% mains in my head even if i haven't written you down yet #i'm just shy about asking and tbh i've needed to edit my pinned post for ages asdfg it's just now that i'm feeling motivated #anyway!! to bed i go <3 pls have the loveliest night <3 #get ready to ramble | ooc

[carcarrot]

do i need the noel badges. do i have to have them

#i wish there was something here that actually said something like '45th anniversary' to make it extra special #when they had the 40th anniversary stuff for angst it was only the cap that actually said 40th anniversary so i had to get it #but nothing here does as far as i can tell. #anyway i cant decide if i should just get the dancing is dangerous shirt w the sparkplug pin or also get the noel badges w those #at this point im just becoming a collector of various spars merch things #the sparkplug t shirt i don't think is worth it. especially if im getting the pin #whoever gets the cd first plelise upload the mp3s. we will be counting down #the litle standees are funny. but i dont need them #the cds are actually not that badly priced tbh. clock is cute but also not a need #see if noel were russell then id want the badges. kidding . but i love the theory #i dont knowwwwwww like i still have tectecs badges that i haven't used yet #i feel bad abt never getting the latte badges. i wish those had resold #as the most indecisive person i shouldnt be put in this decision. #theres a sale on the hand sanitizer i see lol. i might actually get that #the hand sanitizer is so funny i am actually getting that. but i cant decide abt the noel badges

[mattodore]

unprivated my oc pinterest boards for a day or two if anyone wants to look around and see what's going on

#river dipping #SPONGEBOB HOLDING HIS HANDS OUT MEME let me just say!!!!! i didn't go through all of the boards yet to finish deleting the super old pins #SO!!!!!!!!!!!!! don't look too far down their boards or if you do take everything at the bottom with a grain of salt #i've had these ocs for like. YEARS. so some of them have old ass pins that [dennis voice] don't represent them anymore #or are just. old and ugly jkndfgknjdkfgnh #i'm very slowly going through and deleting old pins but it's hard bc even if they're ugly or i don't think they fit the character anymore.. #they've been in the boards for soooo long that i'm attached jsfnkdhkjn it's a little bit silly but <3 that's oc obsession for u #the ocs who've had their personalities/background reworked this year have cleaner boards so dutchie and sehyuk have rlly nice boards #(plus it's incredibly easy to find pins for them... maybe it's just my following but i'm always seeing violent and religious imagery lmao) #and i completely redid imani's a few months ago so her board is soooooo good now #ALSO! there are pairing boards here too which aren't even a little bit polished jdkhndkjfngk like i don't even pin things myself in them... #so if you're not on mobile they will look VERY messy but what can you do <3 #the mattodore board is the only one i update regularly out of the pairing boards bc i'm crazy abt them... hence the 200 pins #................also if you already follow me on pinterest can you tell me if your homepage is flooded by my oc pins now??? #i have no clue if that happens or not when i unprivate the board

[thorntopieces]

bit funny when ppl don't read your intro post before interacting with you like

are you certain you want to

#not really aimed at anyone in particular #i just find it incredibly interesting how people will have Very Strong Opinion on [topic] and be vocal about it yet yknow #obviously not check if [other person] might have a differing opinion on said matter. it's in my pinned post right under the read more #i mean i make the assumption that ppl interact with me after having read that post and so are fine with my opinions #this is about ship and let ship and ship discourse btw so to be clear: pro/anti discourse is dumb read what you want forever actually #preferences in fiction does not indicate moral stance there is no such thing as immoral writing #the concept of moral and immoral writing can be extended to anything you want - i could say that writing het stuff is immoral for example #if you don't like it don't read it it's simply that easy :) ! #my ramblings #idk i might delete this later - im not actually upset btw i just find it really funny /gen

[birdmenmanga]

birdmen isn't a queer metaphor? then why are they all called eggs before they awaken? checkmate

#just thinking thoughts... #stray bird thoughts #to be clear: the English scanlation opted to lean into angelic imagery instead and went with the term 'cherubs' for the unawakened #but the original term in the Japanese text is 'egg' #LMAO I have no clue if the word egg is even used in japanese in that sense #hell I don't even know if the usage of egg within the transgender community goes back that far #most sources online have the term entered into databasesin 2019 though it FEELS like the term's definitely been around for more than 3 year #and obviously birds. I know. I'm jesting #it is simply yet another pin on my corkboard of coincidences that begin to look insane when you stare at it too long #to be fair the only reason I noticed was when I submitted the storyboards for ttt as my final project #and my teacher's notes had the words 'egg motif?' circled next to my draft #and I was like huh yeah I guess there is an egg motif going on #but also. the like. second panel of the manga is a fried egg. #<-deranged man with spittle flying from his mouth jabbing at his stupid queer metaphor corkboard

[a9saga]

the brilliant green - stand by me // the day I run out of tbg videos to post will be the day I stop posting weekly song recs on this blog

#it may be 7am but i know if i don't post this now i probably won't post anything today #and i don't like to have the same pinned post for 3 weeks straight #i wasn't feeling like posting anything too consistently these last couple weeks #i gotta *feel* a song rec man if im gonna queue something i gotta know ill still be playing it by the time it goes up #i listened to the swingin sixties a couple days ago when i was having a lot of anxiety #i think that version of this song may actually be a bit better but you know it's just a good comforting song #bro idek who's getting evicted tonight this is the first week ive honestly been unsure #and i don't even know if i care who goes home! #all i wanna see is how we voted for the superpower competition #i wish either jared or izzy were being backdoored this week tbh over the two actually up for eviction #im done with the way izzy talks to or about people and also jared is saying some gross shit about women on the live feed #that doesn't make the actual cut for the episode #i have two (2) important things i have to do today #one of which is an important virtual meeting at 9 am that my alarm hasn't gone off for yet #yet here i am watching youtube videos and posting songs #i hate being responsible i wish my mummy and daddy had the money to pay for my college in full #and additionally i wish i hadn't been chronically ill for over half my life but here we are doing a damn zoom meeting 🙄 #aight yes im pretty stressed as you can tell #the brilliant green #j rock #tommy #90s j rock #tomoko kawase #shunsaku okuda #ryo matsui #song rec #tbt #shut up kaily #also i hope this band does anything ever again i miss them so much i cant even tell you #Youtube

[the-moogle-of-your-nightmares]

tbh will never forgive radfems for appropriating 'why don't you think about why you feel that way :)' as 'do it until you're Fixed and don't feel that way anymore'--especially when often they use it for conversion therapy in particular 🙃--because as a genuine, good faith, open-ended question to guide a toolset of other questions, it has brought me not only a lot of insight but SO much peace in processing things my brain would eat itself over otherwise

#moogletalks #radfems cw #conversion therapy cw #braintag #like the open-endedness here is the strength of it bc it puts you in the mindset where you're thinking of /new/ questions to ask yourself #like you can add those questions into your toolset to apply as you go #but it's important to be able to examine something you feel doesn't /quite/ have the full picture; and figure out what data points you need #and like. internalizing that it's okay to put a pin in a question you genuinely don't have the tools to investigate further yet #and percolate on it and keep an eye out for tools you might come across elsewhere that are the key to discovering the truth #like i have a lot of questions already stored up; and important guidelines i use for them; and I Could Go On #but it has done SO much to help me think through my worldview and morals and how i would put them into practice #while also validating my own feelings and experiences; that they are an important factor and data point in themselves #and that trusting my gut when something doesn't feel quite right is not just allowed but important #even when it's something i can't in good conscience just leave at that without reconciling what's going on here #compare that to the spirals my brain goes into when i /don't/ do that and..... yeah #fuck radfems man leave a single well unpoisoned challenge (impossible)

[rubberbandballqueen]

at school today i was looking for the lab, and i idly read a bit of one of those research posters college lab buildings always have on the walls, n it was abt the readability of digital textbooks, n i was like, "ooooo fascinating! yeah fuck that shit i hate reading online digital textbooks"

and like, it never occurred to me to think abt Why that was a thing from a design perspective-- like i thought that it was just an adhd thing, and it might still be!-- but it turns out that there are graphic design reasons why digital textbooks are harder to read/comprehend, and it's basically just that a screen ratio on a laptop will cut off information that would otherwise be displayed all at once on a page, and the more i read the poster, the more i kept thinking:

"wow, this is shit i remember seeing worded less academically in those web pages about scanlating and typesetting manga"

#i should contact the authors to give them that kind of feedback #i'll have to find it again either tmrw after lecture or next wednesday before lab bc ~no lab next monday hurray~ #n i also found the manga scanlation comparison interesting bc obviously i read a lot more manga digitally than traditionally #i've also definitely improved at processing online manga compared to when i first started. i think. i have no hard proof #yet i still don't feel as if i have much improvement in reading textbooks; even tho i can read pages designed on the web just fine #like i still don't prefer it but i can do it #ALSO. i met someone in lab today i think i might vibe with since we'd both missed the first day/locker assignments #she mentioned she didn't remember seeing me in the lecture the day before so that was fun. perhaps.... fwiend..... #it would be funny if we did become friends. like outside this class or w/e. bc yesterday i was like #'yeah i have historically not been the best at making friends in my classes so i will pin my friend-making hopes on my coworkers' #the worm speaks

[kanohivolitakk]

Most Fe3h fans when talking about their comfort characters: “yeah I have Edelgard/Dimitri/Bernadetta/Ferdie/Felix/Seteth/(some other reasonable and normal character the game wants you to like) as a comfort character”

Me when talking about my FE3H comfort characters: “yeah my main fe3h comfort characters are the underdeveloped dubstep mole wizards (ok their leader mainly) and a backstory plotdevice lady who only exists to give some angsty connection to Edelgard and Dimitri as characters”

Thoguh in my defense I also have Marianne, Mercedes, Jeritza and Rodrigue as my comfort characters so it’s not like my taste in three houses comforts is  completely unusual/weird.

#I also really like Shamir Yuri Claude Felix and Lorentz but won't consider them comfort characters more just characters i find really neat #interesting and/or hot #Also Alois is def a comfort character for me he just makes me really happy safe warm and beloved #Kirika Talks #Fe3h #ALSO HANNEMAN IS another big comfort character to me ..he just makes me happy that funny science man #Also don't want to pin it yet since three hopes isn't even out but Arval and Shetz both have huge potential of becoming comforts for me #especially Arval..I love them so much already lmsmlsfdmksmlsf