#but like they forgot that sam had lucifer trauma after s7 completely so.

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sam and dean arguing about cas saying yes to lucifer in s11 DOES infuriate me actually because it’s like. so characteristic of both of them? dean’s classic “it was a stupid choice i know best” shtick and sam’s “autonomy over everything” thing but neither of them get it!!!! they’re both so busy arguing and trying to apply their own moralities to the situation that they both manage to miss the crucial question of why cas said yes. because it doesn’t matter. to dean it doesn’t matter why, it was stupid and should be fixed. to sam it doesn’t matter why, it was his choice and should be respected. but neither of them stop to actually critically think about why their best friend would voluntarily house satan!!! like maybe it’s indicative of some deeply-rooted self worth issues because neither of you have done a good job of making him actually feel like family!!! have you ever thought of that!!!

#(i do side w dean more because i think ultimately he gets closer to realizing that this IS a problem and cas DOES need help) #i do think that part was a lil ooc because it's lucifer and sam should have like. you know. been a little more freaked out about that #but like they forgot that sam had lucifer trauma after s7 completely so. #this is not dean OR sam crit ok i love them both even though they are both DUMB #it is a bitter cas girl post tho bc truly every time i see that exchange i am filled with rage #like both winchesters tend to brush off all of cas' choices (especially the. bad ones) with ''idk why he's acting like this he's cas'' #''he's a stupid weird dude and he makes bad choices'' but like hello he has COMPLEX MOTIVATIONS THAT NEITHER OF U BOTHER TO TRY TO UNDERSTAN #sooooo many of the cas conflict arcs would have been resolved if either winchester (especially dean lbr) had just like. #actually talked to cas and tried to figure out where his head is at #mae.txt #castiel

[homosexualslug]

Sam Questions, made by @gaysuperhell and tagged by @blahdose(gaysuperhell this is the best tumblr questionnaire I have ever seen thank u for ur service) - Sibling status (younger, middle, older, only child)*

*TECHNICALLY oldest but was raised separately so I have only child energy - How long have you been stanning Sam for: Honestly since I started watching 2007/S3ish, I always vibed with Sam more than Dean. Nowadays I'm a SPN Ladies stan first and equal parts Cas and Sam stan second, Dean is just the most fun to psychoanalyze - Favorite SPN Season, but if the only criteria was Sam’s hair: SEASON EIGHT! It's so lush and beautiful and POWERFUL! Sometimes I just stare at it instead of paying attention to whatever's happening! - Favorite Sam-centric episode: Mystery Spot is still a fave because of him, boy really went through the spectrum of human emotion in those 50 minutes. Runner-ups: After School Special, The Man Who Knew Too Much, and Just My Imagination (I have a soft spot for young Sam lore) -Favorite Sam era: Season 4! He is no longer baby, he want power! But only because he thinks he's saving the world! Also, can't call it a whole arc but the taste we got of Samwitch throughout S13-S15 makes yearn for more. -Favorite song you would/have put in a Sam playlist: Don't have a Sam playlist but do have a very Sam-esque OC so tie between "Bottom of the Deep Blue Sea" by Missio, "Dark Speed" by Failure, and "Undefeated" by Incubus with honorable mention to Marina's "Bubblegum Bitch"

-Any ships you may like to mention: Saileen since Day 1, SamRuby (yeah yeah I know but look), Samwena (enjoy them as platonic mentor/mentee too), Sastiel (also enjoy as chaotic besties but damn if they wouldn't have been healthier for each other), Sam and Max Banes had potential - If you could steal one thing from Sam’s wardrobe, it would be: Purple dog shirt or the Hoodie™️ from 15x06 - You must have some intense headcanons you need to talk about, tell me one Sam hc that drives you insane: Stealing from HBO SPN - that Sam's a health nut because fruits/veggies don't have salt and won't make his throat burn because demon blood! - Complete the sentence: If Sam cishet, then WHY....: queer allegory about being kicked out by his dad and having something wrong with him? HMMM - Favorite unhinged Sam moment: Outside of all of Season 4 I'd also say 1) exorcising a half-dozen demons at once in My Bloody Valentine 2) third act of Mystery Spot and 3) literally shooting GOD - Tell me something about the HBO Sam that lives in your brain: Salt allergy, reflex whispering "christo" to see if hurts, angel healing makes him sick, etc. - Biggest injustice Supernatural commited against Sam (be as brief or as ranty as you desire): Boy oh boy 1) Ignoring most of his post-S7 trauma (Gadreel, BMOL torture, Lucifer, losing the hunters, etc) because the writers relied on him bouncing back faster than Dean 2) Never letting him know THE Voicemail was fake! 3) Blurry Wife because the misogyny of it all is so 2005 4) Being blamed for the apocalypse, being soulless, stopping hunting, etc. 5) The fact that Lucifer came back so many times and he didn't get to kill him ONCE as a treat

Also this is more @ the fandom, but how much Sam get ignored when talking about parenting Jack! Sam, who nurtured him and showed him kindness from Day 1! Who taught him how to use his abilities! Who didn't become what Lucifer wanted him to be and only wanted the same for Jack! - Oh no, the writers forgot to give Jess a personality! Now it’s up to you. Tell me, what was Jess like: True crime fan, super competitive at board games, got into law to help the little man, bisexual

- And finally, just say something about him that makes you smile ♥ : That he believes no one is truly beyond saving! That you can always choose to be a better person! That you decide who you are, no one else! Also, the fact that I got my first Bisexual Haircut as an excuse to cosplay him (thank u sam for being part of my queer journey)

Tagging @leydhawk @justsayingit @fangurl and any other Sam fans who follow me!

#sam winchester #spn #supernatural #sam winchester questions #sam questions #spn questions #spn question game #spn tagging game #tagging game #I know I've been talking a lot about destiel here and on my sideblog but #deep down I am a sam girl through and through #a bit dean critical so I apologize #you know I love that dummy too #tag game #long post