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[jilliannbeck-bryant]

I've attempted this post several times now. . Hard to put into words how I feel, 19 years after my dad's passing on Christmas morning. . Like, time has gone by, yeah... MANY years. It gets a little easier. Memories fade. I still fucking miss my dad though. I really wish he could be here. That's all. . This is his @grandmaraismn hat. A trip he took me on the year before he died. 😭 . Anyway... enough sadness... hubby took us on a wonderful beach trip and we said hi to "Grandpa Rumble" by the waves, where his ashes were spread when I was only 16 years of age. ❤ . We have so much to be grateful for. . I'm gonna make you proud, daddy. . Gonna try and learn from those mistakes and strive to be a good person... always. . If you scroll, the plaid shirt is my mom's. We went out of town this year, so I know she is prob feeling a little sad too. . I like rocking old looks. :-) . Inspired by @nicolina . #memories #christmas #xmas #fatherdaughter #sadness #fades #doesntgoaway #lasttrip #grandmarais #mn #minnesota #vibes #midwest #nw #oregoncoast #pnw #swipe #mom #mama #missingparents #beingparents #newmemories #fam #immediatefamily #counselorrequest #recommendations #getaway #highlyrecommended #createnewmemories #fashion (at Seaside, Oregon) https://www.instagram.com/p/CJRUCowl1DA/?igshid=1j175i0a0og8y

#memories #christmas #xmas #fatherdaughter #sadness #fades #doesntgoaway #lasttrip #grandmarais #mn #minnesota #vibes #midwest #nw #oregoncoast #pnw #swipe #mom #mama #missingparents #beingparents #newmemories #fam #immediatefamily #counselorrequest #recommendations #getaway #highlyrecommended #createnewmemories #fashion