#diagnosed with anorexia

[carrionkid]

Forever thinking about this post I saw in the tags like "oh corazon is such a Karen for burning down hospitals bc they won't treat law" like sounds like op has never had such a bad experience with a healthcare professional they want to commit an act of arson

#from hq #literally me thinking abt the hematologist that tried to diagnose me with anorexia 2 weeks before we found out i lost 1/3rd of my blood vol. #and that i was in a constant state of low grade fever from the full body infection but couldnt tell bc i was so fucking cold all the time. #and going like girl me too the fuck i would love to do that shit bc specialists werent taking it seriously ❤️ #harlow vs 1pc

[nest-being]

fat people will have the craziest most intense eating disorders and some straight sized person will still come along and say shit like, just eat less and exercise uwu, as if so many of us aren't already starving ourselves daily

#i'm sorry but SO MANY FAT PEOPLE HAVE ANOREXIA TELLING THEM TO EAT LESS IS JUST WORSENING THE DISEASE #before anyone calls me delusional i literally have been diagnosed with anorexia and bulimia and surprise its not taken seriously bc im fat #sick of everyone just assuming i eat nothing but burgers and fried chicken when i have an internal crisis eating even one small meal a day #tw: ed mention #eating disorder #tw: ed

[transmasc-wizard]

throwing myself at the foot of a therapist's chair saying Please pretty please explain to me what these symptoms are caused by

#it could be 6 things it could be 1 thing I'm going to explode the sun. also tw ed talk in the tags #nicola.txt #side note it's funny how. anti self dx people would haaaate me bc of how much I consider I may have. #even though the ONLY things I've actually SELF DIAGNOSED with are depression and anorexia (which like. #I think. those r easy to tell. I'm suicidal and I lost 8.5 pounds in like 10 weeks on purpose) #the rest ? sure I have shorthand tags on my personal blog and discuss how I heavily relate to them and how #they potentially affect me #but I have not self diagnosed with those. I constantly say how I'm not sure and I am just saying what makes the most sense to me #and that I need a professional to let me know (tho full self dx is valid + I self dxd autism and i was Right <3) #but like. they'd still hate me just for daring to have Symptoms and Consider The Possibilities #because of the amount of . possibilities . that I acknowledge . there are #idk I think it's funny people will scream when someone confidently say self diagnoses ptsd or dpdr or osdd #and only considers one. but when I go 'oh I think I could have ptsd or osdd or dpdr. or maybe ptsd + dpdr / ptsd + osdd #but idk I'm keeping an open mind about it. it could be any one or something else!'' #they ALSO get so so mad. like man what do you even want people to do

[panictimesfour]

sorry but im not fatphobic for losing weight while recovering from a literal eating disorder that can rupture my stomach and crush my bones and organs from exessive + rapid weight gain. im not fatphobic for being happier in my smaller body that is nearing its set point while in eating disorder and body dysmorphia recovery. sorry not sorry, and if you think its morally better for me to have a disorder that can kill me and be miserable in it than recover, lose weight as part of that recovery, and finally learn to be happy with my body at its set point, then you are beyond despicable.

god, i hate haes activists.

#vent #anti haes #fatphobia #ed recovery #ednos #reverse anorexia #yes thats what my psych called it #i dont think its an official thing LMAO #idk if im even diagnosed (but the diagnosis is probably BED if i am bc ednos is universally understood to be restrictive) #(and thats the LAST treatment we want for me) #ppl would rather i cry about only having eaten 3600 calories as opposed to 5000 (true story) #as a broke fucking teenager who cant afford the food he would need to come up to that calorie count #and who cant eat too much at home lest they notice #who starved once a week to stall his metabolism and worked his muscles to death to gain weight faster #but was terrified of exercise because it would make him lose fat #haes activists would rather have that than a slimmer boy who is happy with his body #taking care of it by eating what he wants when he wants #working out what he wants when he wants #which is still mostly weightlifting btw bc cardio is torture lol #i wouldnt be surprised if they want a world of obese people #which i do not support #i want people to be in bodies they feel good in #for some its a bigger one #for others its smaller #sorry for the rant lolz im just. fed up.

[menalez]

i think you should have included an option on the ed poll for disordered eating. a lot of women have a bad relationship with food and with eating and have disordered eating habits and many people don't seem to understand the difference between that and an eating disorder

i guess unsure could fall under that. but yeah perhaps… though the line between disordered eating & an eating disorder is blurry. what makes it an eating disorder is sometimes just the consistency of it and how much it takes over ur life

#i chose had an eating disorder but technically maybe disordered eating fits better #i was told by doctors that they think i have EDNOS & then once anorexia symptoms or sth like that #but never officially diagnosed w it #i doubt i’m the only one

[genderfluid-and-confuzled]

still obsessed with the fact no one thought it was important to tell me I have anorexia???? like girl maybe I should be someone you inform about that

#ed ment #anorexia tw #i was APPARENLY diagnosed like two weeks ago

[wizardnuke]

they did nawt give me enough nausea medication perhaps by a longshot

#last dose is wearing off. feels Bad. i'm at work. aaaauuuh #emeto mention #also feeling really normal about how this is going to affect my already very low weight #i was trying so fucking hard dude. #last i checked i was at 89. gonna check tomorrow at bf's bc my scale is broken #FOR REFERENCE i am 5'0. but that is still bad. #once upon a got damn time i was 96 lbs. haven't broken 90 in a solid year #anorexia #ig #bmi has been proven to be unreliable enough to where i hope tomorrow's doctor is gonna hear me out but also #that has a lot to do with the upper end of the scale as opposed to the lower end that i am in #at BEST my bmi is 17.4 and i really doubt i haven't lost weight bc. i have eyes and it feels like it. #hello doctor i do not have a psychiatric condition i have a low appetite quick satiety and now i can't eat. Help lol #very very very frustrating. #would be really nice if this is part of a treatable gi issue honestly like at this point i hope it's something diagnosable #i am very tired and feeling very sick #at this point i think i can tell the doc i have been trying to gain weight. for months. and i literally can't #anyways im getting the same exact nausea med from an undisclosed source tomorrow to get me thru til i can get that refilled #hopefully will be able to get that at the docs tomorrow

[megandzane]

I wish some of the twitter fandom would just focus on Meghan.

#we have eyes but it’s not up to strangers on the internet to debate #even if you think it’s true it’s not gonna help her #and the body shaming and using anorexia as an adjective helps no one #let’s not be diagnosing people on the internet #yeah I know I’m sensitive and all but some people need to shut up about other people’s bodies

[magnoliamyrrh]

i weigh less than i did when i was 11 years old. uhm. okay.

#for a second i was like. lol why did they diagnose me with anorexia again #oh. right. this isnt normal > #getting to the level again when im gonna have to put weights in my pockets when i go to the doctor #before someone shoves me in the looney bin

[daechwitamv]

my bestie sat in on a research kolloquium recently and one of the researchers described a lot of my weird symptoms to a t fr im 😳

#its chronic fatigue #i didnt know that symptoms can also include dizzy spells anxiety attacks anorexia ! wtf all on top of the chronic exhaustion #also symptoms of low blood sugar altho ur levels are at whats considered normal #ALSO JOINT PAJN #like i was diagnosed with 'light rheuma' but what if its this instead #it would make so much sense #apparently its a relatively new field and not much is known about it but i rly gotta research this #its got sth to do with mitochondria not working fast enough #its so interesting #also wild . would explain so much and i rly want an explanation lmao

[syvanna]

cool cool cool

#my pysch just dropped that she’s had me diagnosed with anorexia since I started coming 😭😭😭 #it didn’t help when I told her that I haven’t been eating that well because the kitchen reno rendered us without food storage and ways #to cook #😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 #she was like maybe you haven’t had the energy to write with your friend lately is because you’re being deprived of nutrition 🤨 #NOOOO

[passingthetime]

So on a general mental health screening in Hungary if you're not in unhealthy underweight bmi territory they won't even ask you further anorexia diagnostic questions. Fucking outdated.

#doesn't affect me much because i don't think i'm anorexic #but like... an overweight person can also develop anorexia and might die before loosing enough weight for their bmi to be too low #and i even mentioned to them before that i go longer periods without eating enough to maintain basic cognitive functioning #so uh... that should've at least made them ask? #like that's one of the deadliest fucking mental illnesses and you will completely skip the diagnostic questions?? #and my bmi is the lower end of still healthy even so... #anyway i'm not mad they aren't diagnosing me with anorexia cuz clearly i'm not anorexic #but they don't know that! #rambling