#does that make sense? idk i accidentally pulled an all nighter | Explore Tumblr Posts and Blogs

dialingyoudarlingyou · 1 year

Text

Fallin' all in you

Summary: Bruce has always known he loves her, but will he ever say it out loud?

warnings: fluff? hints at suggestive content, the pov shifts are weird I'm so sorry. This is based on a song! so, I hope I did justice to it. idk? this is my first fic ever-

Bruce Wayne didn’t know what was happening. He is as lost as the airplanes flying over the Bermuda triangle.

“Can you turn off the sun…” he hears a soft mumble against his chest. He looks down at her.

And fuck. His heart swells looking at her. Her lips looked so plump and beautiful, her eyes scrunched shut and her hair all over the place.

Somehow even after being in such a horrid state, she looks perfect. She always does.

“Bruce.” Her groan echoes in the room. low but sweet.

Right, he forgot to close the blinds last night when they got carried away.

“Love, it’s 7 a.m. open your eyes and wake up,” he heaves a sigh

“Yeah, well not everyone is an insomniac like you, some people treasure their sleep” she stifles a yawn, finally giving up and trying to get out of bed.

Keyword trying.

Bruce pulls her back into his embrace and wraps his arms around her waist.

“I thought it was 7 a.m.” he can hear her rolling her eyes in disapproval. So, in response he tightens his arms, indicating for her not to leave.

Funny how this was supposed to be a one-night thing. But God Bruce wants her to stay. He always does. When they have those late-night talks and she helps him with his equipment and research. He does everything in him to make her stay.

She nuzzles into his neck and this is it he thinks and then those words leave his lips finally.

“Be my love.”

There was a quick skip in someone’s heartbeat. Whether it was his or hers, he wasn’t sure.

She looks up at him, a sense of hesitation in her eyes. His heart sinks but the way she bites her lip makes him feel better.

“Say it again,” it comes out in a mere whisper, she looks at him expectantly. “Please.” She requests, hopeful, optimistic, and expectant.

He gets up instantly and the panic in her eyes is evident. She feels like she did something wrong.

“Bruce-” she speaks up but before she could complete her sentence, he picks her up bridal style, his hands holding her as if she is something delicate.

‘Is he going to kick me out?’ he can practically hear her thoughts. He internally chuckles. God this woman is going to be the death of him.

Just to pull her leg a bit he walks towards the door and she flinches, he lets out a laugh and walks to the bathroom.

He seats her down on the counter and leans forward just enough for their lips to touch. She caves in, still confused about what is going on.

He steps back as soon as their lips touch. She gasps and pouts.

“Why are you being such a tease?” she mumbles as her finger draws circles on his chest.

He smiles softly and runs his fingers through her hair. Her eyes crinkle at the gesture. She leans into his touch, though this is still uncharted territory for them.

Not that they’ve never touched. Accidental brushes of their fingers when handing things to one another, hugs when required and him making sure her clumsy ass doesn’t get herself hurt. Every time they’d pull all-nighters, she’d end up knocking down half the things. And it usually gets worse when she has coffee or anything sweet in general.

There's something about her. Something that always makes his eyes somehow land on her. No matter where or with whom they are, Bruce can never keep his eyes off of her. It's like she's the sun and he's a mere object that revolves around her. There's no doubt that she's the sun. When she smiles, his heart flutters and his natural instinct is to return it. The warmth she radiates makes him feel safe and comfortable. She’s the light he needs in his dark life. But he’s scared. He doesn’t want to consume all the light. It’s like she is the summer, the warmth and he’s a winter day.

There’s not one thing wrong that he can see between the both of them.

“Be mine,” he whispers, like a prayer, a plea, a request. She cups his face in her hands. And for the first time, she initiates the kiss.

Her lips were warm and soft. They parted slightly, allowing him to slip his tongue inside. His hands travel to her neck and stay there. She gasps at this sensation. His grip tightens. Their bodies pressed together heatedly against the counter, breathing heavily as his lips press against hers. He could taste their shared breath, and feel the thud of their combined heartbeat. Her lips were soft, they felt pillowy against his. His fingers carded through her hair as they breathed each other in. He finally lets go and looks at her. Her eyes were glossy and her pupils dilated.

“don’t…you have work, I have work.” She murmurs, her eyes say it all though, she wants him to continue. She wants more.

“I’ll call in sick. And if I don’t go there’s no point in Bruce Wayne’s assistant going." he sounds cocky but she knows he means well.

She sighs, “you do realize I have more things to do than to babysit you?” she playfully cocks an eyebrow, he huffs out a breath and puckers his lips.

She kisses his cheek softly; Bruce could get used to this. he’s been alone for so long and now…he doesn’t want to let her go.

He thought he had found love before, but all they ever wanted was Bruce Wayne, the heir of Wayne Industries, the eccentric and reclusive billionaire.

But when she came along…everything changed. He never thought he could feel like this for someone.

She brings out a different kind of him, the one that is more comfortable with accepting his alter ego as a part of his life, the one who doesn’t mind talking about his feelings to someone, the one who actually eats proper three meals every day (thanks to her)

I’m falling for you, he thinks, there’s no safety net underneath. If you break my heart, I don’t know how I’ll ever find someone half as amazing as you, he wants to say it out loud to her, he desperately does.

He wants her to know how much she means to him, now they’re trapped on a tightrope.

They’re finally free. He’s falling all in her. He imagines how his life would be with her in a couple of years.

They would probably still be living in the manor.

He knows the nights would be long for both of them as being the Batman won’t let their relationship grow rapidly, he knows they’ll have fights because of how contrasting their personalities can get but at the end of the day he knows he will love her no matter what and he hopes she will too.

He chuckles at how this was only meant to be for one night.

Maybe they can’t control what’s just not up to them.

“Bruce.” Her gentle voice breaks him out of his trance.

“Yeah, love?” her nose scrunches adorably as he calls her love.

“You still have eyeshadow on from yesterday night. You look like a raccoon I can’t take you seriously!” her voice cracks as she breaks into a fit of giggles.

Bruce peeks into the mirror and realizes she’s right. He chuckles softly and grabs the makeup wipes and micellar water.

She knows exactly what he is suggesting, she sighs and is about to take it from his hands but he places the items on the counter

She rolls her eyes and reaches out for them, while she is grabbing them, he holds onto her wrists and puts them around his neck.

“Why are you in such a rush? Is there someone waiting for you?” She notes that there’s a hint of jealousy in his tone and she sighs.

“You know damn well, there is no one but you.” she means every damn syllable.

His breath hitches. And she continues “oh come on! Bruce, don’t tell me you haven’t noticed the way I look at you? have you ever thought about why I said yes to becoming your ‘man’ in the chair? Why do you think I stop by every day even when it’s an off? everyone knows and I thought it was so obvious that I-” she cuts herself off. She’s said too much.

“That you what?” He knows what she’s going to say, he just wants to have the satisfaction of hearing her say it.

“That I’m in love with you! desperately, hopelessly, completely…” her voice dies down at the end of the sentence.

“Look at me,” his voice, gentle and timid. “No, I’ll start crying if I do,” she sniffles meekly.

“I love you.” he declares and will do it a hundred times if he has to.

“Every time I see you, I get lost, every minute I spend with you feels like a dream and I wish to never wake up from it. Every night you sit with me and watch those tapes and help me solve those clues and pieces of evidence, offer me your weird snacks, and keep trying to get me to drink coffee, I fall more in love. Last night when you fell asleep lying next to me, everything felt so right. It felt like this is how things have always been. And I realized that since you’ve come along, I’ve never felt so full and happy.” As soon as those words leave his lips, he notices tears slipping from her eyes. “Sweetheart?” he inquires.

She hugs him in response sobbing into his shoulders. “You have no clue how long I’ve been dying to hear you say those words.”

“I’m so sorry I wasted our time. If I had told you earlier-”

“it’s not your fault! Bruce, we’re both at fault for being oblivious dumbasses. I mean Alfred would say a few things that would make me a bit suspicious-” realization dwells upon both of their faces

“we’ve been idiots, haven’t we?” Bruce nudges her, light-heartedly

“Shut up.” And she pulls him into a kiss again.

#bruce wayne x reader #bruce wayne #battinson x reader #batman x reader #battinson #batman 2022 #robert pattinson #robert pattinson x reader #bruce wayne x y/n #the batman #batman imagine #bruce wayne imagine

531 notes · View notes

thedappleddragon · 3 years

Text

twofer because sleep schedule madness

Woken up at noon by dad, left at 2something to go driving for a couple hours to practice parallel parking, running over lots of cones in the process because they were too short for us to see. Stopped practice early so we could go to the hardware store to pick up hooks so my sister can set up a hammock, and went grocery shopping where it was VERY CROWDED and gave me a little headache, partially from chewing gum too long. We got home and my dad started cooking dinner on the grill and I helped by making stuffed mushrooms which turned out amazing :) we had asparagus and mushrooms and scallops and burgers and pork chops and hot dogs and pasta salad and potato salad oh my. My friend dropped by to pick up the bear I made them, but first they went grocery shopping and lost their wallet lol. Afterwards I hung out for a bit and accidentally fell asleep. I woke up for half a second when my dad came in to turn off my light, and didn’t wake up again until 1am or so. My dreams were centered around a mechanic of matching rhythms and events to move time forward or something, idk. But since I went to bed early and just now woke up when I would normally start thinking about going to sleep, I’m afraid I’ve fucked up my sleep schedule and won’t be able to go back to sleep tonight. I’m gonna try tho. (all that was typed at 1 am, its now midnight the next night) so no I did NOT go back to sleep. instead I watched tiktoks and drew Bugsnax but mostly some random gemsonas. I washed the sun rise and heard my mom come home from morning shift, but eventually my sister got up and started her day so I got up too. I felt just a little sick, just like the embodiment of sour milk, and my head spun just a little bit as I walked down the hall. but I ate a bagel and hung out and was fine. there was freezing rain outside so all the trees had little icicles on them so I couldn't go outside with my cat, and I couldn't go driving with my dad. I finfished up the tiktok and hung out, played some stardew valley, ya know. I talked with my mom for a little bit and we ate together and I struggled to not eat the rest of the girl scout cookies dad bought yesterday. I was just chilling in my room when my sister walked in with a letter from ball state talking about tuition costs, and I made the mistake of showing my dad which stressed him out on his day off which I feel kinda bad about. but then he kept giving me lists of stuff to do and kept telling me; in the kitchen, in the living room, standing in my doorway- it sucked. instead of doing something productive I listened to tally hall and put on 5 asmr videos at once to block out everything I possibly could and I just laid like that for a while until I could move again. my brother texted me and i watched a video about the dorm I'm staying in and DAMN IT LOOKS SO NICE?? its a new building with fully stocked maker spaces and a kitchen and semi-private bathrooms and communal spaces that remind me of my high school and a really clean and tidy laundry room. I think I'll like living there, but tbh lately I've been stressed and hesitant about college. I know it’ll be a great time and I'll learn a lot but I cant help it. idk man. but I did spend some time checking off stuff for the to-do list they sent in the mail. I don't understand the proxy but I promise I'll do it soon. I also set up a time/date for my drivers license test which I do not feel ready for AT ALL but hey we still have a week and a halfish. I also need to tally up my driving hours which is hard because I didn't consistently write them down :x oops. I'm pretty dang sure I have enough, I just have to fudge the exact times. that's another thing I was supposed to do today. ugh god I'm thinking too much about college tuition. maybe if I can funnel my energy away from stardew and back into fursuit making, I can make some decent money off of that. I just need to order a couple furs but the long white shag is out of stock right now. it’s never in stock tho which fuckin sucks. bleh I have too many things happening at once, and on top of all this I feel like a lazy shithead disappointment of a child because I just bum around the house all the time while all my friends are working full time or doing school or both and fhdgfdsflgjs shit sucks :( I think I'll get some good pictures of my brown puffy paws and try to pawn them off, maybe sell one of my mostly-finished fursuit heads as a fixer upper and throw in her unfinished paw and the fabric I used for it if I can find it. for now I just dont want to think about it and play stardew valley or something instead. I was gonna say maybe I’ll play Webkinz but it brings me a little sense of dread because I feel bad for not playing daily but when I do it feels like a chore. ughhhhh why do I have to throw myself into things 100% for a while and then give up on them? oh right its the mental illness. fuck. maybe some of this is just from being awake for almost 24 hours now. but does it even count if most of that time is laying in bed concerting energy anyway? I found out during highschoolI can pull an all nighter mostly unscathed as long as I'm laying down in bed while I do it. Ifeel guilty about not using my desk or cleaning my room or having mom spend all this time money and effort to try and make my room nice but instead I still do everything in bed. fuck. I wished I could have talked with my friend about feeling left behind and unproductive since school let out but it turns out she’s been working full time so I really am a slacker and dragging behind everyone else. why the fuck am I like this I hate it here why do I have to go through life with unmedicated adhd. godamnit this is all gonna be irrelevant in like 5 minuted when I fuck off and watch youtube to forget about it anyway so who cares. I didnt mean for my daily report to turn into a vent, sorry

#thanks for coming to my ted talk #march 2021 daily #2021 daily #long post #vent #also I started feeling very Gender during the tally hall moment

0 notes

briarthedragon · 7 years

Note

yes to ask all 70 questions do i send 70 asks or can i just say all 70 questions? 1-70? :3c plz

omg yea thanks >.

01: Do you have a good relationship with your parents?Kinda? I love my parents and they love me, for sure. But they don’t really support my identity - they’re rly homophobic and transphobic to the point that I can’t come out as genderqueer safely. So kinda? Eh?

02: Who did you last say “I love you” to?Either my Zukes or my bestie Skye. I say “I love you” to p much all my friends every day so it’s hard to keep track, but I last talked to them xD

03: Do you regret anything?Oh yeah, I regret tons of things. I regret attending the university I went to, I regret not seeking help with my mental health issues earlier, I regret time wasted, I regret investing in toxic friendships.

04: Are you insecure?Yeah, definitely. I doubt myself a lot, I fear that I’m annoying or bothering or hurting my friends, and I don’t really feel like I”m enough.

05: What is your relationship status?I’m in a QPR with my two wonderful zukes, @twixtandscream and @flowersalesman !

06: How do you want to die?Idk. I want to die after improving the world a little bit, that’s all I know. 07: What did you last eat?A bowl of cereal lol08: Played any sports?I played basketball as a kid, I ran cross country in middle school, and I did marching band in high school. 09: Do you bite your nails?Constantly. I accidentally gnawed down to one of my nail beds last night rip 10: When was your last physical fight?shit uhhhh idk? I come close to physical confrontation a lot but I don’t think I have been in a fight recently? 11: Do you like someone?I like a lot of people! lol. but romantically? yea i have,,,, some crushes................ im very gay it’s a problem 12: Have you ever stayed up 48 hours?Yyyyyep. I pulled a couple all-nighters at uni. One to finish a project for an art class, and the others to make sure my roommate was safe when she stayed up 13: Do you hate anyone at the moment?Yeah, I hate a lot of people. No one I know personally, but I hate a lot of nazis and also Donald Trump14: Do you miss someone?Yeah. Wish I didn’t, but it’s hard to get over things sometimes. 15: Have any pets?My family has a wonderful dog named Tumnus! He’s a gorgeous silken windhound. I also have an outdoor cat named Tib. 16: How exactly are you feeling at the moment?Pretty sick, and not too great, but I’m gonna try to make today good anyway 17: Ever made out in the bathroom?nah that’s nasty. so many germs,,, no one washes their hands. people shit in there 18: Are you scared of spiders?eh? i don’t like bugs and they make me feel creepy crawly stuff all over but I’ve been designated spider squisher at my apartments and stuff. and i like tarantulas 19: Would you go back in time if you were given the chance?eh, enough to fix mistakes i’ve made? totally. but way back in time? absolutely not. i dont need smallpox thx20: Where was the last place you snogged someone?uhh a few weeks ago? 21: What are your plans for this weekend?I’m meeting up with one of my zukes! :D 22: Do you want to have kids? How many?nnnnnnope. i’d be a terrible parent and also i just don’t wanna 23: Do you have piercings? How many?yea i have one set of ear piercings. i wanna get more ear piercings tho and maybe a nose piercing. idk 24: What is/are/were your best subject(s)?science, language, art, music25: Do you miss anyone from your past?yep. wish i didn’t. they don’t deserve it. 26: What are you craving right now?snugs 27: Have you ever broken someone’s heart?not that i know of? 28: Have you ever been cheated on?nah i haven’t been in a romantic or sexual relationship so 29: Have you made a boyfriend/girlfriend cry?i’ll apply this to my zukes and idk? have i? i mean maybe with headcanons or fics or something idk 30: What’s irritating you right now?my nose is all gunked up and there’s road work outside my house going constantly 31: Does somebody love you?i hope so 32: What is your favourite color?i like a lot of colors but i usually say pink and blue 33: Do you have trust issues?kinda? i trust my friends but i worry that they try to spare my feelings (these fears were Confirmed for some ppl who used to be very close friends so it’s,, bad.) 34: Who/what was your last dream about?uhhhh i don’t remember dreams that much but i def remember there was gay shit 35: Who was the last person you cried in front of?i cry a lot, it’s hard to say. 36: Do you give out second chances too easily?sometimes 37: Is it easier to forgive or forget?easier to forgive. i’ll forgive a lot but i don’t forget and i don’t always trust again 38: Is this year the best year of your life?idk. the first half was rly shitty 39: How old were you when you had your first kiss?20. it was only a few weeks ago tbh 40: Have you ever walked outside completely naked?nah 51: Favourite food?idk tbh. i like a lot of foods 52: Do you believe everything happens for a reason?yea, kinda? 53: What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?messaged my zukes goodnight 54: Is cheating ever okay?never. 55: Are you mean?when it’s deserved ;356: How many people have you fist fought?i punched a friend once jokingly, and i regret it and feel so bad even years later lmao. my next fist fight will probably be with a nazi or somethin 57: Do you believe in true love?yea, but not exactly in the traditional sense 58: Favourite weather?chilly cloudy days, rain, thunderstorms, snow 59: Do you like the snow?yea!! 60: Do you wanna get married?idk.61: Is it cute when a boy/girl calls you baby?no 62: What makes you happy?my friends, my fandoms, comedy, animals, nature, magic, art, the smell of books and holidays, making things, good food63: Would you change your name?i mean. i kinda have. legally? idk yet 64: Would it be hard to kiss the last person you kissed?nah dude i’d totally kiss her again if she wanted ;) 65: Your best friend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?uhhh i don’t rly look at ppl in terms of sex? but gender? ehhhhh i don’t rly have an opposite gender so it’s hard to say. sorry im too special snowflake sjw uwu 66: Do you have a friend of the opposite sex who you can act your complete self around?i’ll just go with “different gender” for this and yes 67: Who was the last person of the opposite sex you talked to?i’ll go with “different gender” again and say my mom, i was talking to her about work 68: Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?either Skye or my zukes again lol. most recent convo 69: Do you believe in soulmates?i believe in people you can spend forever with 70: Is there anyone you would die for? absolutely, but dying for people is easy. i’m trying my best to live for them until i have to

#that was long haha oops #long post #re #about me #briar speaks #salam-andy

0 notes