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lewisvinga · 4 months
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chocotorta | max verstappen x argentine! reader
summary; during his travels to argentina with his girlfriend, max finds a new found love for a certain dessert
fc; maia reficco
warnings; none (?)
notes; requested! i’m central american, so idk much abt argentine culture like that so i hope this is accurate enough!😞😞
masterlist !
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yourusername: in argentina for good vibes, family time, and for wearing red bull polos (?)
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maxverstappen1: they’re actually comfortable
yourusername: babe ur wearing your team polo on vacation…….
maxverstappen1: THEYRE COMFORTABLE!!
maxverstappen1: 🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷 liked by yourusername
username: max is latino confirmed
username: argentinaaaaaa
username: mis faves 😍😍
lilymhe: i’d never do u dirty like that bbg🙄🙄
yourusername: i know u wouldn’t bbg 😞
username: max and his love for his red bull polo is so😭😭😭
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yourusername; una semana en buenos aires [a week in buenos aires] summarized; went to my fave spots😁, bf using google translate to talk with the family✍️, met up with my friends💗, posing after bf used google translate to buy me flowers🌷, chocotorta🍫, working off the chocotorta💪
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maxverstappen1: CHOCOTORTAAAA
maxverstappen1: it’s a dangerous thing to be around
yourusername: you’ve given chocotortas more attention than me
maxverstappen1: but i got ur fathers approval anyways didn’t i 🥸🥸
yourusername: yes u did but waving the argentina jersey did more than the google translate 🥸
username: give max mate next
yourusername: he actually liked but not as much as chocotortas👍
username: max slowly becoming argentine
username: latino max latino max latino max
username: best wag everrr
username: max still working out while on vacation😭😭
yourusername uploaded to their story!
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[caption 1; buenos días🌞 (good morning)] [caption 2; 🇦🇷🩵🤍]
maxverstappen1 uploaded to their story!
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[caption 1; suegra (mother in law) preparing the food of gods😵‍💫] [caption 2; cuñado (brother in law) cooking dinner, also food of the gods😮‍💨]
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maxverstappen1: ARGENTINA TE QUIERO🇦🇷🇦🇷 THANK YOU FOR Y/N Y CHOCOTORTA🇦🇷🇦🇷🩵🤍🌞🤍🩵
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yourusername: nah how’d my nephew like you more than me….🙄🙄
maxverstappen1: i am just that likeable i guess🤷‍♂️
yourusername: super grateful to show my beautiful argentina to you❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹
maxverstappen1: super grateful for you showing me your beautiful culture and chocotortas❤️
username: ARGENTINA MENTIONED🇦🇷🔥🔥🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🇦🇷🇦🇷🇦🇷
username: they’re so cute im sick
username: so will we be hearing the argentine national anthem instead of the dutch?? pls???
yourbrother: my son loves you so much, he keeps asking for tio max🤣
maxverstappen1: tell him i’ll see him asap!!
username: need a bf to show off argentina to too
username: the first pic, he’s sooooo
username: y/n is gorgeous
username: mi gente latino ✊
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love-belle · 8 months
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light as a feather !!!
*ੈ✩‧₊˚ in which she writes a song and finds love again while he finds himself facing the consequences of his actions.
or
for when the right person is right around the corner. ˚ ༘♡ ⋆。˚
social media au // lando norris x fem!ex!reader // charles leclerc x fem!reader (implied)
sequel - you got me thinking nonsense ⋆·˚ ༘ *
warnings - language, mention of cock once, sex jokes (???)
author's note - might make a part 2 idkk but i hope u like this <3 thank u sm for reading!!!! alsoooo im gonna start a taglist so if ur interested PLEASE let me know <3
taglist - @marsdreamworld @1nt3rnetgf
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popnews y/n y/l/n and lando norris called it quits after almost a year of being together. this news came after y/l/n flew out to see him during the dutch grand prix and left the very next day, not attending the race. "it was very sudden, neither of them saw it coming," sources close to the pair commented. "they were together for a year and it was getting very real and that scared lando. he just felt like the relationship had run its course and wasn't going anywhere." this proved to be kind of confusing and controversial as not even a week after their break up, norris was spotted with a girl out on a "date". for more details, visit the link in our bio.
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username say sike rn
username WHAT THE FUCK.
username "the relationship had run its course and wasn't going anywhere" brother what do u MEAN it wasn't going anywhere and what do u MEAN he went on a date
username nah this is insane wtf
username no bc he's scared of commitment after a YEAR in the relationship like what the fuck
-> username like brother those are the things u realise after the first few dates not a YEAR wtf
username i feel so bad for y/n like i know my girl gave it her all
-> username imagine being with someone for a year and they break up with u bc they're scared of commitment but then go on a date not even a week later
-> username she's stronger than me bc i would've bitch slapped that mf
username i just know she's cooking something like im on the edge of my seat fr
username don't come at me but this is charles' time to shine
-> username nah bc that boy has been harbouring the BIGGEST crush on her for years
username the next album is gonna be fire 🔥🔥🔥
username no bc they were so cute together i thought they'd be forever :////
username my parents 💔💔💔💔💔💔
username no bc if this turns out that he cheated on her i will RIOT
username praying for lando bc y/n is everyone's fav on grid
-> username man's definitely tasting gravel the next race
-> username it's gonna be charles to push him off i can see it 🙏🙏🙏
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yourusername feather out everywhere lol have fun with this one <3
tagged landonorris
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username TOO MUCH GOING ON I NEED TO SCREAM
username THE TAG THE SONG THE LYRICS OG MY GOF
username i am afraid lando is crying as we speak rn
charles_leclerc so good 😘
-> yourusername thank u charles 🫶🏼
-> username i just KNOW his everlasting crush came back with a VENGEANCE
username bet charles is just gonna slide up now that lando fumbled
username LMFAOAOAO SIS REALLY CAME FOR HIS NECK LIKE THAT
username she gagged him with this
username ur signals are MIXED u act like a BITCH u fit EVERY stereotype send a PIC
-> username iconic
lilymhe enjoyed every second of it 🔥🔥🔥
-> yourusername i love u <3
username i just KNOW that the drivers gc is WILD rn
-> username i would everything to be in there atm
maxfewtrell oh the silence from his room is LOUD
-> yourusername LMFAOAOAO
username men really don't know how to handle a bad bitch
-> username fr like 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
taylorswift so proud 🤧🩷
-> yourusername i love u mom
username the silence is LOUD
username nah bro fumbled HARD
username NAHHH NOT THE TAG OH MY GOD
username i absolutely LOVE this song but im not gonna lie i miss lando and y/n SO bad like i wanted what they had 💔💔💔💔💔💔
-> username no bc i need to go back to their in love era
username lando norris is having a breakdown over this as we talk
carlossainz55 on repeat 😍
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username someone PLEASE hand the mic to lando i need to hear what he has to say about this
username never make a singer mad at u bc they WILL write a song about u
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alex_albon absolutely iconic
-> yourusername thank u lily's bf 🪿
username no bc i was expecting more of a heartbreak song but THIS??????
username cleared him
username he must be soooo embarrassed like how r u gonna go ahead and say that u lost HER
username mother ate
username she always serves cunt
luisinhaoliveira99 pretty girl cool song 💌
-> yourusername angel ❤️‍🩹
-> username OH MY GOD
-> username i did not see this coming
-> username PLEASE the duo i didn't know i needed
-> username lando is somewhere pulling at his hair
-> username love it when people (y/n and luisinha) unite to destroy their common enemy (lando)
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yourusername floatin through the memories like wtv (photo creds to charles_leclerc who annoyed me until i agreed to post these)
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username OH MY GOD
username THE DRESS THE EVERYTHING HER
username my lord she has served cunt once again
-> username as expected
username im so bi like
alex_albon oh how i LOVE being a woman
-> yourusername alex wtf
-> alex_albon LILY POSTED THAT I DIDN'T OMG
-> yourusername sure
-> username ALEX LMFOAOAOAO
username CHARLES AND HER OMG
username im HERE for charles and her like yes pls
username the dress is soooooo pretty like 🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼🫶🏼
-> username fr like how did charles not pass out from behind the camera
-> charles_leclerc trust me, i was so close
-> username NAH THIS MAN HAS TO BE STOPPED
-> username im giggling and that wasn't even directed at me
username the prettiest 🫶🏼🫶🏼
carla.brocker miss my girl so much u look like an angel 🩷🫶🏼
-> yourusername miss u so bad i love u 💕🍧
username she's so pretty oh my god
username pretty beautiful ethereal breathtaking hot angelic gorgeous cute heavenly stunning ravishing divine graceful alluring elegant
username js say the word y/n i can bark ☺️
luisinhaoliveira99 pretty girl 🫶🏼
-> yourusername i love u 🫶🏼
-> username i love them sm
-> username no bc this will always be iconic
username i NEED charles and y/n to get together like rn
username SHE'S SO ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username ate so hard and left no crumbs
charles_leclerc 😍😍😍😍😍
-> yourusername 🤍🤍🤍🤍🤍
charles_leclerc too good to be gatekept
-> yourusername ok who the fuck taught u what gatekept means
-> charles_leclerc alex
-> yourusername stay away from my man alex_albon
-> alex_albon your man 😏
-> charles_leclerc 😏😏😏😏😏
-> yourusername i hate both of u
charles_leclerc does this mean you're my girl?
-> yourusername not if ur gonna be cocky like this
-> alex_albon oh he is gonna be COCKy alrightttt
-> charles_leclerc i mean...
-> yourusername JAIL BOTH OF U
-> username oh they definitely together or something
-> username nah they're fs dating
username y/n just one chance pls
username my pronouns are she not her bc i'll NEVER be her
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landonorris talking shit ain't gonna do a thing
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username says YOU
username lando babe go on do it log out and never log in again
username alr that's enough being silly for today
username dw guys he was just feeling a lil silly 🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪🤪😝😝😝😝😝🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶🥶🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️
username no words
carlossainz55 listen to your own advice, brother.
-> username damn he even used proper punctuation and all
username hahahahaha 😐😐😐😐😐 SOOOO hilarious 😐😐😐😐😐
username stfu
username "talking shit" my brother she literally just wrote a song destroying u and connected with ur ex and got a f1 driver who was ur friend up in her dms and posted a few shady captions what r u on abt.
-> username y'all my girl did no wrong he had this coming for cheating
charles_leclerc lol
-> username out of everything everyone has commented this is by far the most scariest one
-> username u know u have done fucked up with charles comments "lol"
username love how the comments are just bullying lando 🫶🏼
alex_albon LMFAOAOAOAO
-> username PLEASEEE ALEX
-> username forever in love with him he's my babygirl
username love how protective the drivers are of y/n ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username m*n need to go back to war fr
maxverstappen1 cannot wait to see you on track this week.
-> username i have a feeling lando's gonna kiss the barriers this sunday 🤔🤔🤔🤔🤔
username anyway stream feather by y/n 🫶🏼
username LOVE to see the grid calling him out
-> username fr like gag him
lewishamilton nice joke. never joke again.
-> username no bc if i got called out by THE lewis hamilton i will just never show my face ever again
-> username right like how is he not embarrassed
username no bc if i lost someone like y/n bc i was a fucking idiot and then my best friend rizzed her up i would just simply Pass Away like that's a level of embarrassment i CANNOT take
lilymhe didn't you cheat on her 😂😂😂😂😂
-> username NOT LILY CONFIRMING THAT
-> username nah he deserves everyone calling him out lando wtf
username lily u will always be famous
maxfewtrell don't make me apply for a new roommate
-> username PLEASE MAX
-> username just a very good example as to why u should NEVER EVER EVER EVER cheat on ANYONE bc u will end up like lando on the internet
username y/n bout to swing back on him i can feel it
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yourusername i hit ignore
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username PLEASE
username she's too iconic i fear
username I LOVE HER SHE'S SO UNSERIOUS
username no bc u know shit is real when seb is here
username i love how luisinha and y/n are like best friends now
-> username the most iconic pair EVER
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danielricciardo baby-you was so swag
-> yourusername i know
-> danielricciardo what happened now
-> yourusername wOW
username she was such a vibe-y child i love that
username this is so MESSY and im here for every second of it
username her using her own lyrics like mother 🙏🙏🙏
username i would get on my knees for y/n and y/n only
username serves cunt again and again
charles_leclerc smash that ignore button and while you're at it, i sent you flowers 🥰
-> yourusername omg they're so prettyyy i love them ☹️❤️
-> username PEOPLE WE'VE UPGRADED TO RED HEART
-> username white heart to red heart we love to see it
username no bc what i don't get is how he's gonna break up with her after a YEAR of being together bc lil bitch boy got scared of commitment and then turn around and allegedly cheat on her and then say u talking shit like NO SHUT THE FUCK UP we got a banger song and an iconic duo with the bad bitches u fumbled and i get a chance to see charles FINALLY make a move on his godforsaken crush
-> yourusername that was so intense and im trying to process it all but U GO BABY I LOVE UUUUU
-> luisinhaoliveira99 spoke facts
username love the comments are just charles and y/n, luisinha and y/n and anti l*ndo ❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
username im sooo here for this let's fucking go
alex_albon i would've been best friends with baby-you ngl
-> yourusername we're literally best friends what the fuck r u about
-> alex_albon no you're just an unfortunate addition to my life because my gf loves you
-> yourusername yeah she loves me MORE than u so go cry abt it
-> lilymhe true 🫶🏼
-> alex_albon wow
username the day charles and y/n (IT WILL HAPPEN) get together will be the day i can finally rest in peace
username the silence from l*ndo's side is DEAFENING
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i am finally home and i'm pretty knackered but aaaahhh what a weekend!! ✨✨ so much happened in such a short amount of time, i'm still processing i think (also some personal stuff, that i won't bore you with). but yeah, the shows were absolutely epic, they were such good crowds for london standards. very rowdy but overall the atmosphere was amazing, and tbh that's probably in part because miles just exudes such incredible energy himself, if you ask me
just a little snippet of don't forget who you are from yesterday (night two) to illustrate:
also, a few random things i'm remembering now (which i'll put under the cut because i apparently remembered more than i thought):
miles seemed really really into it both nights, and really centered somehow? he was clearly having a blast and had everyone eating out of the palm of his hand, he's just SUCH an incredible showman. that's nothing new of course, but I was once again struck by just how very special and awe inspiring and just incredibly fun it is to watch him do his thing on stage. no one does it like miles fucking kane, baby
also, there were so many men in the audience who were just really letting go during the show, hugging their mates and singing the lyrics at each other, even full on crying when miles played colour of the trap (not even kidding, actual tears streaming down their faces). i don't think i've ever seen that at another gig to that extent, really. miles and his music seem to have - for want of a better phrase - a sort of liberating effect on a lot of men that's really nice to witness
on night one miles slipped on a spilled drink on stage and took a little tumble, but he recovered like a king and honestly it just made him look even cooler somehow lol
his arms and shoulders......... are sooooooo...... 🔥🔥🔥 dear fucking lord. his shoulders are broader than ever and honestly it was very hard to concentrate on anything else 🫠
after the show, we were chatting to ben for a bit who was just the sweetest and again talked about how he was a fan first (of arctic monkeys and tlsp and miles) and then sort of organically came to be a part of the band, and has just been having the time of his life so far! we were still chatting to him when miles came out after night 1, and when everyone started whooping, ben started screaming 'aaaaaahhh miles!!!' really loudly as a joke, before starting an impromptu chorus of the don't forget who you are 'la la la' that everyone joined in on. it was pretty hilarious
liam was super sweet too, and when he learned that i was dutch he was like 'oh we're playing a show in holland next week!' so i was like 'i know, i'm going!' and then he offered to put me on the guestlist, which was very kind of him even though i already have tickets lmao. he and ben both were very excited for that show for some reason, which made me even more excited as well!!
after night two ben and liam shared a massive hug outside and they both seemed really emotional, which was very sweet to see 🥺
nathan is the loveliest man alive. he said this tour was definitely the best one yet because the energy's just been amazing! he also asked us what are favourite album and song of the night was (his own fave was never taking me alive) and when I mentioned i just loved the bassline in coup de grace so much, he said it was as fun to play as it sounds, and that on the album it was actually miles who played it (that's probably common knowledge, but i didn't know!)
he also said that the band really is very close and they're all equals, and miles always says "we", and that he really is as kind and lovely as he seems 🥺 i mean, we knew that, but it was still really lovely to hear!
and of course, miles was once again just the most wonderful, gracious man ever with his fans, chatting to as many people as he could and taking pics with them and cooing at turtle paraphernalia, all while looking and smelling absolutely diviiiiine. he did seemed pretty knackered though, especially after night two, but that makes sense i think. and yet he still came out! truly a hero
as for my own chat with him, i for some reason went up to him like 'hiiiiiiiiiiiii' with my hands held out to him (idk man), and he just reciprocated my enthusiasm and took my hands and then held them and looked me in the eye while i rambled at him about how incredible i thought the show and he himself were, and he was just completely lovely, as always 🥺 such an angel
oh and finally, maxie is apparently staying with miles's mum while miles is on tour 🥺
i'm sure i'm forgetting things but this is already long enough 🙈 going to catch some zzz's now, i need them after this weekend
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progressive-waves-art · 3 months
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Transitus Should Be Set In New England (Northeastern United States) - A List
By: A Midwestern American
It’s on my to-do list to spruce up the album’s wikipedia page and I’ll probably ask Arjen about location directly at some point for it. But for now, for fanfiction’s sake: 
It is never explicitly stated where in the world the real-world portion of Transitus takes place. You can glean from basic context that it’s somewhere in the Global West but no real locations are stated by the lyrics, narration or liner notes.
I think the default is to assume it’s set in Great Britain, which is totally reasonable. Daniel’s family is consistently referred to as a “house,” hinting at noble status. The plot and setting are heavily inspired by that of Downton Abbey, right down to the uptown girl character dying horrifically and their racially discriminated servant spouse having a five-alarm crisis about it after the two were cut off financially from the uptown girl’s family. 
That’s how I initially thought of it. Easy (not really), inconsequential Victorian setting. 
But now, after a lot of research and writing and just sitting around and thinking about it, I have an alternate suggestion.
I think the story fits and would actually be more effective if it were set in New England, aka the farthest Northeast region of the United States. Specifically Connecticut but that’s not as relevant as it taking place in this region/country overall. I’ll go through the major arguments for this one by one, getting more plot-relevant as they go. Hopefully, given historical context and narrative themes, you’ll see my point here. 
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New England highlighted on a map of the U.S., comprising the states of Maine, Vermont, New Hampshire, Massachusetts, Connecticut and Rhode Island. The entire west side of the region borders New York State.
Enjoy. 🔥🇺🇸
1. Nationalities of Main Cast
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The weakest point, but worth mentioning. Three of the six human characters in Transitus, a majority and the most of any Ayreon album, are played by American singers: Amanda Somerville, Cammie Beverly, and Dee Snider. Dee Snider being the most notable because his character is this staunch, traditionalist patriarch guy who’s on Daniel’s back about the Old Ways, and from there I think it’s safe to assume this guy’s family has been in the spot they’re in for more than a few generations.
I personally really like integrating certain non-personality-related traits from irl singers into their characters, and I think nationality applies to that nicely in this context. 19th century New England aristocrats were usually one of two categories: generationally wealthy European wannabes that take an insane amount of pride in their colonial ancestry, or “self-made” business tycoons that made ungodly amounts of money during the Second Industrial Revolution.
More on that second category in a second, but given the very, very limited information we get on Dee’s character, he gives me more of that high-and-mighty old money vibe.
Also, with almost zero canon evidence: I am completely glued to the idea that The Soprano, played by a very Dutch Dianne van Giersbergen, is the ghost of Daniel and Henry’s mother. Like I will die on this hill. Coincidentally, Connecticut, a state I picked from New England almost entirely at random, was first colonized by Dutch settlers, setting it apart from a few other Northeast states. If we’re keeping with the Nationality of the Parent Characters Carrying Through From Real Life theme, then that would create a very strong tie between Daniel’s family and their home state, further emphasizing the father's prioritizing of retaining status and “proper breeding.”
2. Weirdly Specific Combo of Architectural Styles
I genuinely cannot think of any other place where these three buildings could possibly exist in close proximity to each other, like-
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Daniel’s family’s house (bottom right) is by far the strongest visual argument you can make for Transitus being set in Britain, like that is an 18th century English manor house through and through. Fair enough, but:
The East Coast US is a bunch of former colonies that were under British rule in the Georgian period (1714-1837), hence the name “New England.” A lot of the architecture from that time is reflective of this, especially in the older Northern colonies. Southern ones tend to follow the Greek Revival/Neoclassical styles more.
I’d believe the Britain argument here if it wasn’t for the other two houses’ whole situation. Too much US-adjacent design present in this specific region for you to go “yea but the mansion, though” at the mansion that could also exist in said specific region.
As much as I don’t like this as a design choice in the comic: Abby’s parent’s house (bottom left) is a frontier log cabin. These became very, very common during Westward expansion, fueled by the Homestead Act in 1862, the Manifest Destiny Doctrine present throughout the 19th century, the California Gold Rush in 1848, etc… The style wasn’t exclusive to the West though, and a bunch are still standing in the rural East Coast.
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Cabins in Blue Ridge, Virginia and Hampton, Connecticut, respectively
As I said, I think it’s just a very odd choice. Among other reasons, the only part of this house that’s plot-essential is that it has a set of stairs for Lavinia to snap her neck on, and these things are pretty much always single floor structures.
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Girl, where do those even lead to???
I dunno. I just don't like it, even if it supports my point. It should have been a little two-story rowhouse. Moving on.
These houses existed outside the US. It’s a plain, utilitarian style that shows up all over the place in Europe, even if they’re more synonymous and symbolic to America.
The main house, though, Daniel and Abby’s, narrows it down a bit more. It really reminds me of the Second Empire style, popular in the Northeast and Midwest regions at the time.
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The John M. Davies house (Connecticut) and Terrace Hill (Iowa), both built in the mid-late 1860s.
Blocky base, mansard roof, giant statement piece (i.e. a tower) tacked on there somewhere. 
The only issue with that guess is that it would make the house, at best, 25-30 years old. Second Empire was only a thing in the post-Civil War period, and the house is meant to be this ancient, haunted thing. 
I had this idea for working around it a few months ago that it’s like…an older style that’s been updated in recent years? Say it’s originally a colonial era home (also plausible for New England) belonging to Daniel’s family. Makes sense, the base is still symmetrical and flat with two stories, steep roof, all that jazz. 
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Washington, Connecticut (ca. 1750) and Hingham, Massachusetts (1721)
They clearly don’t use it themselves so maybe they rent it out? Maybe that’s part of where their money comes from; tenant properties and such. Maybe, understandably, nobody wants to pay to live in it because it’s old and run down and has a cemetery for a front yard, so they gut it and renovate, slapping some new age architecture over the top to make it more appealing.
 It doesn’t work but the house finds a use eventually. It’s still old as hell, still American, plus you get the bonus representations of traditionalist vs progressive styles being combined, like the two people that live there. 
...get it
Anyways, again: these all exist within sprinting distance of each other.  I’d love some other suggestions but the Northeast is the only spot I know all three of them can comfortably exist in.
3. Historical Implications - The American Civil War (1861-1865)
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In January I finished this sort of…show bible for any and all Transitus HCs I had as an alternative to sending someone like 300 maxxed out rant-y text messages about it. Congratulations to @ay-miphae for somehow reading all of it.
Since it’s important to certain story elements, a section of the text is dedicated to a consolidated explanation of the American Civil War.
Kindly, a PDF of that section:
It’s deliberately written so someone with no prior knowledge of US history can follow it. That said, even if you are American and have the general gist of the war, I still think you should read it so you can really get where I’m coming from. It’s not something to be incorporated into a story lightly.
If you're not up for it, I at least think the intro paragraph speaks for itself in relation to my point:
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The war ended about 20 years before the album takes place and you’d be hard pressed to say it fits with its story’s themes, far beyond the surface level of its very real effect on American race relations (that were much more intense than those of England at the time):
The hypocrisy of the Union, as if the majority of the North wasn’t still segregated and racist as hell long after slavery was abolished.
The tension not just regarding race but socioeconomic class in the war years. Of particular interest was the fact that wealthy men could pay their way out of conscription, often viewing the war as a mere inconvenience rather than the system-altering mess that it was for everyone else. 
Death. Just completely unprecedented amounts of it and unnecessarily so. 
Your pick of the million and one ways it could have affected Daniel and Abby’s parents, and even Henry depending on how old you picture him. 
Et cetera. You want a way to push the “Two Worlds” motif? Set the story in a Northern state two decades after a war fought over whether millions of people got to be treated like human beings or not, so impactful that the two sides of it are still so clearly, ridiculously discernible and will stay this way for another century and a half after.
As far as the possibility of setting Transitus in the South goes, fascinating as that could be, the plot of Act II makes it impossible. Interracial marriage was either void or outright criminalized in every single Southern state, until the ruling of Loving v. Virginia deemed the policies unconstitutional in 1967. There is no room for conflict over Abby receiving inheritance money - she and Daniel would have been straight-up arrested once Henry found out about them.
In the North, laws like this were repealed during or before the 1880s, if a state had them at all. In Connecticut’s case there were no laws ever prohibiting interracial marriage, but starting in the 1840s you were required to disclose your race in order to obtain a marriage license, which could create its own conflict with the risk of Daniel and Abby being exposed. Regardless of legal allowance, the practice was heavily frowned upon wherever you went, and the majority of them are recorded as being ordained in black churches, since white ones would turn them away and be well within their rights to.
A helpful reminder. 🔗
4. Main Setting - The American Gilded Age (1877-1900)
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This was the point in my amateur "research" for this setting that I completely dug my heels in.
I mentioned the two sides of the 19th Century New England aristocracy - The dynastic, nobility-adjacent old money crowd, and the new money industrialists that rose to power during and after the Civil War.
Hey look, another (shorter) helpful PDF summary of a historical period:
Emphasis on "the wealthy elite using underhanded, exploitative practices to get what they want with no real consequences for it."
Henry fits...so perfectly into the category of these "robber barons" for me. Even if he's from a traditional, generationally wealthy family, he seems like enough of a greedy little cheat that he would force his way into this new crowd even if he didn't need to. It adds a few extra layers to a fairly archetypal 19th-century douchebag.
Henry being one of these Gilded Age industrialists sets him up as his family's main provider, allowing him to exert even more control over Daniel's life. Old money families had a severe distaste for these people, matching with Henry's extreme desperation to uphold his status. Even outside of higher social circles, these guys were hated by the general public and that was a 100% valid opinion. If Henry is this much more elevated above other characters in terms of wealth and the way he amassed it, it might make the insane jump from "jealous, nosy prick" to "murders an entire lower-class family for personal profit" a little more believable.
And, the most obvious point, the whole idea of this era, that "cartoonishly evil class divide" supporting the Two Worlds narrative.
The difference between Daniel and Abby's situations made all the more drastic, given that Henry may very well be one of (if not the) wealthiest men in the world in this prospective version of the story.
The nature of their wealth puts Henry, and by proximity Daniel, far more in the public eye than any British aristocrat would be. Daniel feels even more pressured and uncertain about his choices, even outside his family's expectations of him. Henry isn't just threatened by monetary loss after Daniel's death but cutthroat social humiliation, given who Daniel's inheritance is being released to.
Daniel is divided even further between his father's quiet, "safe" traditionalist lifestyle and his brother's much more forthright and totalitarian approach to everything. Maybe even tension created between Henry and his father for it.
Again, the stark difference between the post-War North and South, not exactly plot relevant but present in the setting.
The fact that the prosperity of Daniel's family is much more directly a result of the suppression of the poor and working class, the very difficult-to-navigate, set-in-stone power dynamic it creates in Daniel and Abby's relationship and how they come to terms with it.
And a little more on the Making-Shit-Up side: I have a troubling amount of extra characters I've used to fill plot holes that bother me, most of them servants, and trust me. The whole mass immigration aspect of this period makes character-building way more exciting. This is when the US Melting Pot idea really started, and it allows for a lot of different types of people to believably exist in a relatively limited setting. Christ, I even kept Abraham as an Englishman like his respective singer and it still makes sense within the world.
It's just...perfect. Arjen really picked the absolute perfect decade to set this story in for the sake of a throwaway 2084 joke.
5. The American Dream and the Tragic Fantasy of the Middle Class
This one is purely thematic, related to a more general national ideal than any one era or location (though I think the Gilded Age's presence boosts its effect). Oversimplified to all hell:
America is a very individualist society. It was founded on the idea of personal freedom and making your own way in the world with minimal resistance (or support) from an executive power, say, the British Empire. If you work hard and persevere, you can carve out the life you want and enjoy it. On paper, anybody can be anything, free from the restrictions of a tyrannical government or lineage-obsessed nobles. It's the ideal system, that benefits everyone who really wants it to.
Except it's just...not.
This isn't some groundbreaking concept. The American Dream is hypocritical as fuck and most people have figured this out by now. Sure, you can be anything you want in this country, no mountain is too high. So long as you are white, male, Christian, able-bodied and minded, not an immigrant, etc., etc.
Surely it's equal. Surely there are no unfair headstarts for people born into wealth and privilege, just like in Britain, and surely they will not use that advantage to lord power over the less fortunate with minimal consequences because they *earned* it and the government has no right to take it away. And surely, the people who really did work independently for what they have are not in a far more precarious position, as just a little bad luck can send them spiraling with nothing to fall back on.
...
And now, a small summary:
Daniel and Abby come from complete opposite sides of the social ladder, but are able to look past those differences because they care about each other as people. They are ridiculed and ostracized but they persist in the name of the life they chose (bada bing bada boom direct album quote 💃), and after enough time (and some pure luck), they get the house and make it their own. A quiet and steady spot, a safe middle ground between their two worlds.
One bad day and all of it is gone. Literally burned to the ground, and with it the character that all but stood for prosperity, change for the better and genuine human kindness.
The situation is then made exponentially worse when Henry, rich white jackass incarnate, steps onto the scene and twists the horror of it all into something that will benefit him. Doing so, mind you, by stepping on the backs of some select members of the lower class and tricking one through false promises of a shared reward to turn against her own. He fiddles with and fuels that fire while all previously mentioned genuine-human-kindness character can do is watch, and only after death does he get his comeuppance for it.
I figured it all fit together pretty well.
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Meet the crew!!
Last update: 10/13/23
💀🌲Clover🌲💀
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Names: Clover, forest, mello
Age: 22
Genders: Two spirit(more specifically asegi and Sipiniq), Bigender m/f, fluidflux, traumatagender, religiogender, intergender, lyxstera, autigender, pangender
Pronouns: He/him, Ey/em, she/her, xhey/xhem, zhey/zhem Emoji pronouns: 🥰/✨/💚/🩵/💔/❤️‍🩹/🫶/✌️/🖕/🪷/🌿/🍀/🪵/🌲/🍃/🪨/🌫️/🌈/🌧️/⛈️/🌙/👽/🦷/🦴/💀/👁️/🌌/🪐/🪽/🍈/🥥/🍟/☕/🦽/🏩/🎍/🥎/👾/🕹️/🎮/🪄/🎹/🔋/🪫/💿/💡/🕯️/🏮/💉/🧪/🥽/🩻/🖊️/🖌️/💌/⏱️/⏳/🔮/🧿/🪬/📿/🪦/🚬/⚰️/🗝️/♊/♀️/♂️/⚧️/⭕/❌/🚫/💠/♿/🛐/⚛️/⚕️/🏳️‍🌈/🏳️‍⚧️ (and some associated noun neopronouns)
Orientation: Butch and femme(not futch) Twink bisexual aroacespec alloaro transhet mlw, mlm, mlnb, wlw, wlm, wlnb, nblw, nblm, nblnb, ilw, ilm,ilnb, I4I(i4i), T4t, sys4sys, sys4singlet
Misc: host of the system, intersex, aldernic, altersex, otherkin/therian/fictionkin(angel, storm deity, deer), religious (Hellenistic multi-theologic auristic pagan, indigenous American and Inuit/metis shaman/witch doctor and budding satanist and potential buddhist. Primary devotions: ancestors, great spirit, hera, Apollo, Artemis, Hermes. Mostly ancestors, the great spirit and hera). Yes I have an actual spirit animal. Identifies primarily with the appearance of the body.
Status: dating (singlet) partner (she/he/they) for 5 ½ years. Not internally sysdating.
Job: I make flags, coin terms and answer questions that are directed at me or not directed at sunny or Emma, basically general questions.
☀️Sunny☀️
*insert art os Sundrop from FNAF here*
Names: sunny, sunnydrop, Sundrop, sun
Age: ???(adult)
Genders: Pangender, male and female, sun gender, heatgender, agender, bigender, robogender, demiboygirl
Pronouns: He/him, they/them, she/her, emoji pronouns: 🌞/🔥/❤️🧡💛/💌/❤️‍🔥/🤖/🌼/🌻/🌱/🍃/🌴/🌅/🌈/☀️/🐣/🐝/🍓/🍍/🍋/🍟/🍯/🍿/🎉/🎊/🏆/📀/💡/✴️/⚜️/🏳️‍⚧️/🏳️‍🌈/🥰/☺️/😇/🌟/✨/❤️/🧡/💛/💕/🍂/🍁/🍄/🌾/🪴/🫧/🌤️/🐱/🐥/🍌/🍏/🥐/🥞/🥧/🍭/🎀/📼
Orientation: femme polysexual polyam
Misc: Sunnydrop introject/fictive, religious (primary devotion: Apollo). Unknown if perisex or intersex.
Status: dating partner (listed above) for 3 years(?)
(there is a moondrop fictive present in the system and sunny considers him a brother figure, do not mention Sun x moon content please. We aren't against Sun x moon content as they are not canonically related but prefer if that content is kept away)
Job: pronoun flags, pronoun/name lists, answer questions directed to her, occationally coining.
🐢🌈Emma🌈🐢
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Names: Emma
Age: 21-22
Genders: Demi-girl, Cis-nonbinary-girl, nonbinary girl, Female
Pronouns: She/her, They/them, Shey/shem, turtle/turtles, emoji pronouns:☺️/🌟/💚/🩵/💛/💌/💅/🧜🏻‍♀️/🧚🏻/💐/🌹/🌷/🌸/🪻/🌼/🍄/🌾/🌱/🌿/🪴/🌈/🫧/💫/🦔/🐦/🐢/🐸/🍈/🥥/🍦/🍫/🍩/☕/🫖/💒/🎂/🥎/🩰/🛍️/🧼/👒/🩷/♀️/🏳️‍🌈
Orientation: wlm- leaning Bisexual ace-spec
Misc: white presenting/self image is more white/paler than the body/dose not consider herself indigenous, perisex, agnostic( dosent believe in anything in particular but dose believe there is a higher power.)
Status: dating Issac (an adult tenya iida fictive/gatekeeper) for a year and half(?)
Job: answering questions, tagging, discourse(should it arise)
Information about the body:
The body has a lot of medical disorders(did, OCD, severe autism, ADHD, mild bpd, schizo-affective, c-ptsd(duh?), RA, etc.) So anything coined in relation to disorders or disabilities, we have them and if we don't, they were requested and guided by someone who dose. The body is intersex, semi-white passing and was raised in American and semi dutch/semi German culture(disconnected from native heritage). The body is indigenous (Cherokee and metis) and white (dutch, scotch-irish, french, polish, German + some other stuff). We may be black (it's complicated due to family stuff and we experience racism from people harassing us due to our potentially-black-originating features. We don't speak on black issues due to the lack of certainty and we don't want to be identified as black until that's confirmed. Sorry for any confusion and if this is worded weird, we're trying our best to be respectful so please don't take any of this the wrong way)
This systems ok terms: alter(s), headmate, system, medical system
This systems not ok terms: plural, multiple, parts/parts of a whole/pieces/pieces of a whole/parts language, brainmates, personalities, selves or anything that implies I(or others with did/cdds) am defined by my suffering and/or dysfunction.
This system is attempting functional multiplicity but supports final fusion. The system's name is the ghost moon system.
There are multiple other fictives/alters you may have met: Millie, neo, Captain, toko, error, avery and komine but they have all decided for the most part to no longer interact with the mogai community. If they feel comfortable enough to allow me to link their new blogs here(if they remake), I will.
I have many other members of my system who will not be listed for my comfort.
As you can see, this is not my main blog. I will not be listing my main or any other blogs for my comfort and privacy but likelyhood is that if you mostly post gender coining/mogai/etc and your not on my dni, we're probably following you lol when I'm not coining or setting up gender systems, im usually drawing, writing stories or poetry. I also have alot healthwise going on irl due to being chronically ill, fatigue, disability, poverty and personal issues so I'm not able to devote as much time to coining as I wish I could.
I, clover, refer to my system as my system and my alter's, my etc because I have been the host for a very very very long time and although I am not "the original" I've been host long enough to feel that way. I'm not claiming ownership of my system or something, I'm litterally just the host lol we alternate between we/us and I/me regardless of or in regards of context.
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Meet the ghost host and eir crew!
Host
Names: Clover, Romeo, forest, mello
Age: 21
Genders: two-spirit(asegi), bigender m/f, pangender fluidflux, nature genderhoarder, xenogender, transneufemmasc, altersex, lyxstera, intergender(intersex), religiogender, agender, autigender. For more specifics, my genderhoard blog is @forests-hoard
Orientation: Butch-twink bisexual, alloaro, acevague, apothirose, mlw/wlm/mlm/wlw/nblm/nblw/wlnb/mlnb. Wla/mla/nbla. Polyamrous (current relationship is not open). I mostly identify with mlw, nblw, wlm, mlm, wlw and nblnb. Basically I identify as every gender and love every gender. I date all genders except cis men for trauma related reasons, I'm attracted to them, I just don't date'em.
Pronouns: he/him, ey/em, she/her. Also these emoji pronouns: 💀/✨/💜/😇/🍀/🌫️/🌌/🌧️/🗻/🌆/🌃/📺/🔋/🕯️/💊/🧪/⚗️/🥽/💌/🔮/🚬/🪬/🗝️/🏳️‍⚧️/🦽 (there's a lot more lol) as well as dear/dears, clover/clovers, ghost/ghosts, moon/moons, elf/elfs, bosmer/bosmers, and a bunch of others.
Contributions: all forms of flags and coining! I also answer asks and questions(genderal and ones directed towards me, not ones towards other members)
Sunny
Names: sunny, sunnydrop, sun
Age: adult
Genders: xenogender, transfem, sungender, bigender
Orientation: polyam, polysexual, wlw mlw
Pronouns: he/they/she, ☀️/💌/✨/🥰/🔥/❤️🧡💛/🌼/🌻/🌾/🌅/🐣/🍯/💡/🔆/🏳️‍⚧️ pronouns, as well as sunny/Sunnys, sun/suns, ray/rays, warm/warms, happy/Happys, day/days and shine/shines.
Emma
Names: Emma
Age: 23
Gender: demigirl, nonbinary, xenogender
Orientation: wlm leaning bi ace
Pronouns: she/her, they/them, 🌼/🌷/🐢/🐦/🦋/🥯/🍦/🍩/💅/💐/🪴/🌈/🐇/🎠/🧳/🧶/🛍️ pronouns, turtle/turtles, barbie/Barbies
Toko
Names: toko
Age: adult
Gender: agender boy+girl, apangender, xenogender
Orientation: arospec butch lesbian
Pronouns: he/him, ey/em, 💔/🦴/🦷/💀/👁️/🍂/🥩/🔪/🪡/✂️/🦽/🪫/🕯️/👓/💉/💊/🪓/⛓️/🖋️/📓/📚/📖/📌/💌/🚫/💢/🏳️‍🌈/🏳️‍⚧️/🏴 pronouns, meat/meats, stab/stabs, slice/slices, write/writes, book/books, pen/pens, butch/butchs
Basic body/system information: the body is 21 years old, intersex, physically and mentally disabled with chronic pain and high-needs severe autism. We have a caregiver because we are medically incapable of living alone. We are semi-abulatory, flowing from not needing any mobility aides to canes to wheelchairs. We are a white passing(most of the time, sometimes not) mixed person who is native american(Cherokee) and first nations Canadian as well as a few white groups(dutch, polish, German, french, scotch-irish, etc.). We have multiple mental disorders though few we wish to expand upon beyond our osdd-1b/did (traumagenic), BPD, ocd, autism, PTSD, ADHD, depression and severe anxiety. We do not count the members of our system but we know it is confirmed 30+. We do not nor will claim who is fronting when asked unless we're close or in pms where that is important and we will not be announcing every member of our system. You don't need to know. Our system collectively identifies with two-spirit but that's it. We have no collective pronouns beyond basic they/them nor any other collective identity.
The system is collectively(excluding some obvious contenders) dating one singlet. She uses she/they/he pronouns(primarily she/they) and is a genderfluid femme bisexual. We won't talk about her at length but we may mention her so if we mention having a partner/boyfriend/girlfriend and using all sorts of pronouns, we are only referring to one person. We do not have any other partners.
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🔥🍋🍏 for the ask game!
Hi dollface! 🤍 So sorry this took so long! - Rightful
🔥 Give us a list of general likes and dislikes, such as colours, textures, music, weather and other stuff!
Pup:
She loves warm weather and sunny days. The feeling of fur blankets and the sound of a dry wood crackling in a fireplace. She prefers tea to caf, but it isn't as readily available since Wolffe drinks caf so much, so she can drink either easily. She likes wearing socks inside, and being sandwiched between Wolffe and Wolf when they're sitting on the couch or laying in bed. Her favorite color has to be grey, but not a plain kind. The specific one is the color that glints in the light when Wolffe turns his head just right. It's thickest at his temples, but it's certainly her favorite.
She hates snow and rain. Actually detests it. The texture of plastoid and the sound of it brings back far too many memories -good and bad- so she stays away from it as best she can. Wolffe also refrains from wearing it into the house. He'll remove it before coming in, and stays out of sight should he have to put it on. She isn't a fan of visitors like she used to be, and there are special knocks set in place for close friends like Rex who drop by so she knows exactly who is at the door. Oh, and the color yellow? Revolting. It makes her stomach turn. She still has nightmares about the Sunshine Trooper, and that bright yellow sunshine painted on his helmet.
Duchess:
She loves the smell of metal and blaster oil. (Think WD-40 on a hinge or in the bolt action of a rifle that's been freshly greased. Her favorite sound is the low rumble of Crosshair's laughter when he's trying to hide it. It's low and husky, almost dangerous. She can't get enough of it. Dutch loves riding speeder bikes, but doesn't get the opportunity to do so often. Her personal one -before it was sold- was painted matte black, and had chrome accents. She adored it. Duchess likes Fall best. Bright leaves and a brisk breeze that feels comfy in a long sleeve and jacket? Practically spiritual.
Dislikes Kaminoians. They're cold and somewhat soulless, it makes her nervous and she does her best to ignore/avoid them as often as possible. Really hates the sound of a gunship's sonic boom entering a planet's atmosphere, it brings up bad memories. Cannot stand hearing a "ghost" reference, or any mention of an apparition of any kind. Avoids synonyms of the like, and refuses to look at "spiritual" imagery for any amount of time. Dislikes the taste of alcohol, and only does drink out of peer pressure or social expectation to do so.
🍋 Does your OC act petty and jealous easily? What sort of things make them feel like this and do they experience guilt for getting so worked up? How do they deal with these emotions when they get them? If your OC doesn’t feel like this often, why not?
Pup:
She isn't a jealous person by nature. There are a lot of things she can control, and the emotions of others are not one. From her time taking care of troopers, she learned very quickly that attachment to others is healthy, but worrying about them leaving -or anything else- is a self-destructive behavior. Yes, she worries for their safety, but when Wolffe came along, his feelings towards her and the security of that was never questioned. "What is for me will be, what is not will pass." is a phrase I came up with for her early on, and I think that fits her well in general. Pup doesn't force things, and she understands the difference between being truthfully concerned and/or unfounded jealous thoughts. Plus, Wolffe never gave her any reason to develop any jealous motivations or habits.
Duchess:
This poor girl can't help getting a little jealous. She means well, but there are always a few lingering moments where she wonders what other people think about Crosshair, and what it would take for someone else to capture his attention. Dutch has spent a lot of her time basically competing for attention or accolade, and that leaks into her relationship with the Batch's resident sniper. Being a woman is wonderful, but compared to genetically modified clones isn't a fair contest. Yes, she's more than competent... But they're simply better in some respects, and that does bother her a bit. And in human nature, self-doubt can be multi-dimensional. Therefore, Dutch can sometimes feel like her accomplishments are lacking overall, and this means that Crosshair could find her lacking or want to find someone who possesses what she doesn't. This is wholly self-inflicted, and Crosshair does nothing to reinforce this in her. Really, it's all self-image and she's got to learn how to accept herself like Crosshair already has. Of course she feels a little guilty about it, because Cross never deserves it, so she dials it back. But in all honesty, Crosshair loves it and does what he can to assist her in overcoming the unhealthy part while still enjoying how cute she looks getting hot and bothered over the simple idea of someone else hitting on him.
🍏 Does your OC have any triggers? What is the history behind these triggers and are they related to any disorders or mental illnesses? In what ways does your OC react to being triggered?
Pup:
Oh boy, where do we start? Droids for starters. She hates them. They have recording capabilities, and when she was taking in troopers it was always a risk getting her groceries delivered. That's a capital crime, and all citizens -and droids- are considered mandated reporters of said crimes. Wolf's 'reporting growl'. Pup learned early what that sounds like, and it always means danger. Rarely is it heard, but she knows it like a fire alarm. It's deep and guttural, raising chills on her skin. Wolf always knows a threat when it's coming. He's never been wrong. Clone armor can still put her into a panic if she's not prepared for it. Wolffe or not. Seeing that visor, and remembering how her last day on Coruscant ended tainted her view of the armor and it's the quickest way to give her a panic attack. Wolffe learned the hard way when he didn't announce himself after coming in the house after a mid-winter hunt. Pup was nearly inconsolable, and Wolffe could hardly touch her. It was a hell of a night. That's when they both agreed the armor never came inside the house. All of Pup's fears stem from PTSD. She does what she can to manage, but there will always be lingering moments of lapse that result in screams, cries, and a lot of reassurance from Wolffe that everything is going to okay and that she's truly safe.
Duchess:
She hates a sonic boom of breaking atmosphere. Phantom Squad and their 'controlled' crash made that sound heartbreaking. Luckily, when a ship is properly pressurized, you don't hear it. So it's fairly easy to avoid hearing it. On landing pads though, Dutch doesn't hang around more than fifteen minutes. (Average time between ship landings in a controlled environment.) Any mention of Phantom Squad or the word "decommissioned" in conversation. It's an automatic response: panic, increased heart rate, hyperventilating... The works. It's fairly avoidable, and she's great at hiding it. But it's not always easy. Dutch also struggles with in the moments before and after a mission. This also stems from her past assignment to the Phantoms. No reassurance of the outcome take a toll on her mentally, and it takes a lot of concentration and professionally to stifle those emotions beforehand, plus a lot of patience with herself to relax after the mission is over and blasters are holstered.
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