#fuck tendinitis

[maybege]

in other news I called in sick to work because the pain is ✨unbearable✨ but now I feel horrible because of it an am worrying what my boss and colleagues think 💀

#may rambles #fuck tendinitis #fuck all of it

[nova-rpv]

they but human yippee

i didnt even bother w their designs, but i just wanted to get out of artblock

#i have so many wips...... uuuugh #and my computer has died like. twice while drawing so. ive lost so many fucking drawings ;; #and tendinitis and masive artblock and i started school two days ago and im so tired and new medication and #also no idk how to draw locs i just winged them w references kfbsnfbnfbdk #how the the physics of shadow's hair works you ask? chaos energy maybe idk #sth #sonic fanart #sonic #sonic the hedgehog #shadow the hedgehog #nov.aart

[teaboot]

Did you know. That you can just. Buy arthritic compression gloves. For joint pain

My hands feel so fucking nice right now

#I kind of want to cry a bit tbh #Put em on for the first time and just. Laid down. #Tests came back negative for osteoarthritis #And carpal tunnel #And ganglion cysts #And tendinitis #So they've just been hurting on and off for like. A couple years #And it's starting to fuck my handwriting sometimes #Doc says it's just cause I'm always using em but idk #Oh my god it feels like a hug

[a-very-fond-farewell]

it’s 5am, today I get to do something that happens only once every two years in my household, I am currently craving poke but haven’t had one in 8 months, never had boba in my life, I’m eating crackers wishing it was something else, and I look like this:

seems like the perfect time to write 💅🏻

#silky niki #sneaky niki #lamb loose liveblogging #so the vibes are very confusing today as u can see but mostly they revolve around food #I really want HDS to bring SDY some jajangmyeon ;-; #but I think it would be terrible for SDY’s health as it is #which is probably exactly why HDS would bring it to him #also SDY is still in his ‘I may be a failed athlete but I’m still one at heart and my body is a temple’ mentality #(his body is in ruins tho) #so maybe he would refuse to eat it #bc it’s greasy #god that sounds delicious #ok no these crackers aren’t doing it for me apparently #I can’t project to this point now can I #can I 👀 #ok writing session starts in 15 mins #first I need some soda to get this migraine to fuck off #tendinitis is flaring up since yesterday too #what a mess

[reikunrei]

sorry for only writing porn. i don’t feel confident in my storytelling abilities so i hide behind smut and sex because it’s fun and silly and wacky and i don’t have to be serious or worry about being super artistic with it. i promise one day i won’t feel so self-conscious and will just focus on having fun and writing whatever silly stories i want without falling back on arousal to make people interested

#i say things #MOMENT OF WEAKNESS LATE IN THE NIGHT SO NOBODY WILL SEE ANYWAY NYEHEHE #this is a note to self more than anything lol. i need a confidence boost sometimes and dammit i'll do it myself!! #i have a bazillion story ideas #and Yes i do also just Enjoy writing smut but at the Same Time #i want to write Other Things and not feel self conscious about them #IM WORKIN ON IT !!! ONE DAY I'LL GET THERE!! #and then i'll be Fucking Unstoppable #or uuuh maybe my tendinitis will calm down and i can draw regularly again instead :3

[kayvsworld]

currently experiencing the one-two punch of getting sick (no energy) and fucking up my drawing hand (no hand) during the same week so now im resorting to watching drawing videos on youtube 2 get drawing serotonin pls keep me in ur thoughts. i want. 2 draw tony and i CANT </3

#IM SO MAD........i just wanna make lines and shapes but my brain is foggy and my hand is fucked. mean and unfair 2 me personally #the hand is fine i just gave myself tendinitis and im mad abt it #kayvswords

[bugstung]

Looking up pics of braces for fingers with hypermobility as reference. I did not think my own hypermobility was that bad.

#I THOUGHT WHAT I COULD DO WAS NORMAL WTF #No wonder every hand i draw are fucked up wth #Also no wonder i get tendinitis?? It wouldn't surprise me if i stretch my finger more than im supposed to while writing / drawing #cyr talks

[kaeyaphile]

i'm honestly so sick of constantly reading/watching/etc about how "weight/appearance doesn't matter, what matters is that you're healthy and your body is healthy!" and like... tell me that you're ignorant and/or don't give a shit about chronically/mentally ill and/or disabled people without actually telling me that you're ignorant and/or don't give a shit about chronically/mentally ill and/or disabled people

#kayleigh.txt #i will legitimately never be healthy my body is constantly attacking itself and i am always sick in some way #severe depression/anxiety + adhd = unhealthy brain #don't even get me started on the autism lmfao #fibromyalgia + rheumatoid arthritis + tachycardia + heart murmur + tendinitis + scoliosis = unhealthy body #oh can't forget about the horrific insomnia #i'm just so fucking upset and frustrated and desperate #can we please include disabilities and chronic illnesses and neurodivergence in our 'body positivity' stuff #or wait no i forgot we are useless and don't matter my bad #i am very unhealthy and i always will be very unhealthy because the stuff i have doesn't have a 'cure' or anything lmfao #OH and the godforsaken moderate to severe environmental allergies too can't believe i forgot those #especially considering i am all stuffy and gross today because of them ugh

[firetheturtletits]

Working on a sauce for dinner, homemade gnocci! I made a mess out of my tiny kitchen but I'm sure it'll be worth it 🍞

#foodpics #food #gnocci #im a potatoooooo #dutch oven #cooking while disabled is rough lol #fuck u tendinitis #i have so many medical bills lol #i do love cooking but im making this from scratch bc i cant afford groceries #WHY ARE EGGS STILL 7 DOLLARS #fuck this economy #eggs cost too much

[crybaby-bkg]

literally what is stopping me from writing a second part to my BakuSquad orgy fic. what is stopping me.

#my crippling tendinitis is actually what’s stopping me #LMFAO I wrote almost 6k words last week in like 3 hours #and when I tell you the pain in my wrist has been so bad i couldn’t even sleep last night???? #but good GOLLY it’s time for my wrist to stop being dramatic so we can write p*rn for fucks sake #I think I am gonna write that ^ tho lmfao #I also have a MinaChako fic I’ve had planned for a while too that I never got around to writing #so many ideas #solely dependent on my fuckass wrist 😔 #omg futurama just came on I love these mfs #anyway goodnight I’m sleepy and rambling #I’m gonna reread some of my old fics bc they’re comforting to me lol #—in store chit chat! 🍫

[lilachobbit]

going into another weekend of performances and my body has not yet recovered from last week!! yayyyy

#we’re in pain y’all #the tendinitis flare ups really do be like that #spine? out of place✔️ #sacrum? twisted✔️ #pray for me I need it :’) #>>>when the sacrum and SI joint are so fucked it hurts to use the toilet🤩

[nova-rpv]

im taking a break from drawing because of how hard tendinitis is kicking my ass rn and its soo haaaaaaard. tthe the autistic flimsical joy i get by doodling my blorbos??? vanished. i am in utter shambles. my bandages are so unconfortable i want to rip my skin apart.

fuck tendinitis

#I WAS JUST WORKING ON RESPONDING AN OLD ASK AND A GIFT FOR A FRIEND WHYYYY #3rd time in my life tendinitis gets this fucking painful #duuude im only 17 im doooooomed #nov.junk

[sandersgrey]

finally finished reading Whichwood after months of hiatus, and my opinion on it is the same as when i stopped reading it

the concepts are so interesting and vivid (i was particularly drawn to Laylee's job as a mordeshoor, and i will thank the author for not sparing us the details of dealing with the dead; i found those parts interesting) and it really feels like it couldve been so good...

except for all the fucking. overexplaining.

the narrator keeps stopping the story to tell to us why the characters are acting that way, often repeatedly, just hammering in the point every time and taking away any bit of enjoyment it couldve had otherwise

like you dont need to tell me everything about every characters line of thought. in fact you shouldnt.

it bloats the narration. the pacing is off because nothing feels really urgent when every half a page we stop to be told, again, that characters are upset because of this specific reason, again, which she has told us a dozen times before.

i feel nothing for any of the characters. you cant just tell me theyre brave and kind and love each other, you have to actually... show it? why do they feel like the closest friends when theyve known each other for two hours and nothing particularly interesting has happened?

the romance came out of nowhere too and went nowhere also, except for her, again, telling us it'll go somewhere in four years. okay. why do i care.

the best dynamics ended up being between Laylee and the dead at the end because at least it was only overly explained a bit, and not every single time they were mentioned.

still, the rest of the narration has managed to make the dead coming back to punish the living feel boring and anticlimatic. how.

it takes some real effort to make spirits flaying the living feel tedious.

i get that its a childs book, but like. children dont need every fucking thing spelled out multiple times. it feels like patronization.

its so strange, bc the narration even says Laylee isnt any less important or worthy for being 13, and yet every line of this book treats its young readers like they're fucking stupid. i dont know how to tell you that kids can make sense of a story without it being explained to them at every twist and turn.

overall: cool concept, fumbled the execution so badly im probably never getting myself to reread it. rip.

#alex wont shut up #its so fucked up too bc i remember loving the authors prose in their older books. what happened #do i dare tag it #yeah sure #whichwood #tahereh mafi #so upset about this i took my tendinitis riddled ass to the laptop to complain lmao

[a-very-fond-farewell]

guess who fucked around and found out? 👯‍♀️💅🏻😌 (I pulled smth in my right knee 😎)

#sneaky niki #is this a: #lamb loose liveblogging #update? #u bet #no fr. now I’m 3/4 limbs out of commission basically #left wrist has been fucked since high school and cannot hold my weight nowadays #right hand is a work in progress bc. well. tendinitis decided I needed to be its vessel this time around #and now right knee?? bc I almost missed my bus and decided I could sprint all the way to the bus stop?? amazing #I feel like SDY in. my fics honestly #so. update on the fic. I’m halfway ch18 and the ratchet boi is not doing well #the trash king himself has seen better times lemme tell ya #HDS is spiraling. bc for once SDY’s misery is /not/ his own doing #so he’s all like: u cannot die on me >:0 #while SDY -amnesiac as he may be- is like: dude chill I’ve see worse -_- #anyway. ik how to finish this chapter but I need to put some stuff in between first #tomorrow I’ll figure it out #for now I will just hop hop hop on my left foot like an idiot around the house #I’ll try to update the fic on ao3 in a week or so. need to edit ch8 first #you peeps have fun today ok? ik it’s tough out there but I believe in u :) #Niki out~<3 #🐰🐰🐰

[reikunrei]

i wanna draw more but i shouldn’t bc my hand is cranky and it doesn’t really hurt but if i do draw then it will hurt so i have to perform some self restraint but that just means im sitting here miserable that i can’t Create like

#i say things #i wanna draw more henry/001 i wanna draw scott i wwanna draw creelarke i wanna work on my zine idea i wanna i wanna i #too many things and too little time #even typing is hard unless im super careful #kids remember to Take Fucking Breaks while drawing #do NOT draw for 8 hours a day every day for months u will get tendinitis and not be able to draw for a year #but... maybe i will work on my hsm fic.... easier than drawing but.. time to put on my wrist brace i guess

[curiosity-killed]

Love when I stand up from work and my hip is like “oh. We’re not doing that today <3”

#its not even my bad hip 😭😭😭😭 #baby why r u doing me so wrong #aside from the tendinitis I haven’t had problems with my right leg since HS #and now it feels like someone’s digging claws into the back of it #and tearing it in opposite directions #this shit’s lame as fuck 😭😭😭 #personal