Tumgik
#gazghoap
soaqrudyz · 10 months
Text
i am of the firm belief that neither ghost or gaz cared very much for soap when he first joined the 141
gaz had never met him before, all he knew was the guy was just a little bit of a prick. he was incredibly talented, gaz would give him that, and he’d never been outwardly rude to anyone that gaz had heard of, but oftentimes his confidence bled into something just short of arrogance, soap always seemed to be the one ranting and raving about his achievements when everyone else spoke of their mistakes. in layman’s terms: he was full of himself in a way that would surely get him killed.
ghost; however, had met him before. they’d worked together some three times before price recruited soap. ghost knew of his skill, knew that sunny disposition got quieter at night when soap thought he was alone, knew soap would thrive with them; but god, if ghost could shove his thumbs into those all-seeing, all-knowing crystal eyes he’d do so in a heartbeat. he hated the way they seemed to burn straight through the heavy material of his mask, how they could look into his own eyes and hold infinite knowledge of his broken psyche by the time they flick to some other uninteresting member of his former squadron. it was horror, to be understood so wholly.
but then gaz got hurt, four days of medically induced coma hurt, and when he jerked awake at, if the clock on the shitty hospital tv was to be believed, 2 in the morning there was soap. he looked disheveled: hair a tangled mess, dark circles only worsened by the shadows of the mostly unlit room, and covered in scattered butterfly sutures. his head was leaned on his bicep, slumped over the lowered tray connected to gaz’s bed.
under his head were the blood and tear stained pages of his open journal, a gorgeous portrait of gaz sketched onto the yellowed sheets with sleep deprived rantings in the margins on how soap could have saved him if he’d just been quicker. gaz slips it out from under him, only feeling a tiny bit like an ass for flipping through the leather bound soul of his comrade, but soap had stolen his favorite shirt so it stood to reason he should take something back. the entire 141 is scribbled on in the pages, buried between bomb schematics and scenic landscapes and soap’s scrawled insecurities. something shifts as he soaks in the words, months of feeling like an outsider and desperate tries to be as good as his teammates.
it’s different, gaz thinks as he flips back to his own face, being in the mind of john mactavish.
but then ghost is walking past price’s office and soap bursts out, pushing past him with flushed cheeks and hurried apologies, practically sprinting in the direction of his shared room. ghost, loathe to admit it, was worried, afraid that the first real human connection aside from garrick he’d had in years was going to ripped from him before he’d even started putting time into it. he didn’t want to lose something good, not again, so he follows him, rushes to catch him before he slams the door in ghost’s face.
soap’s shoving clothes into his duffle when ghost slips inside his room, noticeably holding back tears as he rambles to himself. for a minute ghost is stuck, unused to such blatantly shown emotion, but then he takes a step, sets a gentle hand on soap’s shoulder and asks what’s going on, heart thudding against his ribcage.
“my ma..” soap croakes, and heavy sobs break up whatever else he was going to say. he doesn’t have to, ghost knows, probably better than anyone else.he does the first thing that comes to mind: he drags soap into his chest, wraps his whole body around him like he can protect soap from the hurt. the sergeant doesn’t deserve to feel that hollowness in his chest. soap crashes into him like a wave to the shore, balling his hands into ghost’s hoodie and hiding his face in ghost’s collarbones. ghost had never been one for physical closeness, but there was something different about being in johnny’s arms.
there was an obvious difference in their demeanor toward him in the weeks to come, but neither really cared about how it happened, just that it did, and now they can seek each other’s warm, pink tinted gaze when soap makes a fool of himself.
1K notes · View notes
octopiys · 21 days
Text
Yall think Gaz and Ghost would communicate with Johnny via ouiji board or nah
(comic here)
143 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 5 months
Text
ghost being the designated photographer because he doesn’t like being in pictures but soap & gaz love it. he’s behind the camera, lovesick, saying “now do a silly one”
512 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 4 months
Text
gaz who isn’t so much talkative as he is receptive to other’s good moods yapping on and on about his partners unprompted because he loves them and he wants to shout it on every rooftop in the world :((
160 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 9 months
Text
gaz who doesn’t care much for hesitancy or acting bashful blatantly telling soapghost he “wants in” like its a heist 💀
its so stupidly charming they’re immediately like “okay yeah cool w us” instead of talking ab it like normal human beings
327 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 5 months
Text
whenever soap does something stupid (ie; almost take a bite of a banana with the peel still on) gaz and ghost will turn to each other and solemnly shake their heads.
195 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 5 months
Text
ghost is the biggest shit stirrer ever, i know this for a fact. soap and gaz will be bickering about something stupid and he’ll butt in right as it’s escalating like “plus i heard gaz say he hates kissing you because your breath stinks”
237 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 7 months
Text
established soapghost getting asked if they had to date any other person in the world who would it be as a goof but they both instantly say gaz (this is the right answer)
240 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 10 months
Text
soap thought falling in love would be like the movies. he thought it would be fireworks and midnight kisses and overwhelming joy that burned through every inch of your soul until you become melded to your other half. he expected butterflies, humiliating blushing, fumbling over his every move like a fawn in a disney film.
he was wrong.
falling in love was quiet, like the misty shower that sprinkled the earth the day he first shook kyle’s hand, like the soothing timbre of simon’s breathy chuckles through static-riddled comms, like the sweet comradery of bummed cigs and three separate lighters. it wasn’t an explosion nor some huge, life changing revelation. it was simple - as simple as staring into deep, whisky eyes and scoffing as you bump your head into the brim of a baseball cap for the fourth time in a day.
maybe things hadn’t gone as he expected, maybe this wasn’t what he’d dreamed of as a teen, but this — sitting squished between his lovers, head pillowed on ghost’s shoulder and fingers intertwined with gaz’s — is more than he could’ve ever asked for.
it’s perfect.
214 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 7 months
Text
there were very few moments in recent history that gaz could say he felt content. he lived in the fight even off the battlefield, the smell of gunpowder clinging to his clothes no matter how many times he put them through the wash. his life was war, and maybe he didn’t revel in the fact, but it was one he’d long since made his peace with.
here, though? on the cozy bay window of his tiny flat, temple resting on sun-warmed glass, cheesy romance novel abandoned in the soft grey blanket covering his legs in favor of a midday nap. here he was content.
his lovers will return soon, having abandoned their lazing to pick up the greasiest food they could find in central london. johnny will wiggle his way under the blanket and demand kyle run his fingers through his hair, and simon will sit at the other end of the cushioned seat with a grounding palm on kyle’s calf.
he sighs as he drifts into sleep. here he was content. here he was happy.
137 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 7 months
Text
soap and ghost are partners, this much was never secret.
rumors used to only be about ghost, the massive man that eluded social politeness with piercing glares and cold shoulders. they called him a beast, a monster, some reckoned he shouldn’t be allowed within fifty feet of a weapon, lest he have a bad day and obliterate everyone on base. the most soap got was a guy saying he’d survived a night in his bed, as if that was a difficult feat.
that changed, slowly at first, and then all at once. suddenly, the rumors were about the huge guard dog and his feral counterpart, how they wiped out entire facilities without help, no overwatch and no air support, how ghost would take you out painfully but soap would do it slowly with a kind smile and gentle hands.
where one goes the other follows, where one is you’ll find both. and everyone knows it.
gaz will pat ghost’s shoulder in passing, telling him his girlfriend was looking for him with a snicker. price would wave soap’s annoyed rambling away with an order to end their lover’s quarrel. once, a fellow sergeant made a comment about how they were “close. like brothers!” and had an entire two tables in the mess wheezing over their slop.
each time they’re sent away they come back caked in dirt and drenched in blood with sparking eyes looking straight into the other’s. each day they eat and train and bicker like they’re two halves of the same whole. each little moment seen by some lone soldier or otherwise was just a testament to how well they worked together.
some things, though, were for them and them alone.
like the peaceful quiet of bathing after they’d been deployed for however long, the tender way simon would tilt johnny’s head back to rinse the shampoo out of his hair, featherlight brushes of fingers and palms while johnny slides simon’s shirt over his head.
like ringing laughter mixed with world shattering pleasure. like settling into bed, simon’s head pillowed on johnny’s chest, making hushed, sleep deprived conversation until one of them passes out. like whispered i love yous and kisses to whichever body part was the closest.
like matching gold and silver rings that shine beautifully under pale moonlight, only darkened by the shadows of their clasped hands.
they were made for each other, they know it and everyone else does, too. they’re partners. down to the very root of the word.
420 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 5 months
Text
gazghoap wedding rings on the brain tn
(in order: soap, gaz, ghost)
Tumblr media Tumblr media Tumblr media
94 notes · View notes
soaqrudyz · 11 months
Text
i’m writing spidey!gaz and civvie soapghost. not that u care. 🙄
74 notes · View notes