come home.
Bradley “Rooster” Bradshaw x Fem!Reader
a top gun: maverick fic
a/n: i am so excited to share this fic with you all! i started writing it as soon as i came home from my first watch and the final edits came in last night as i reviewed my notes from my third visit to the theater. as always, let me know what you think!
words: 16k
content advisories: language, alcohol use, alcohol mention, food consumption, general shenanigans and goofy group chats
acknowledgements: thank you to my beta-readers and collaborators, aimz (@ssaic-jareau) and katie (@extrakatie). shout out to red (@hurricanejjareau), my concept co-creator who helped me at every step. couldn’t do this without you!
summary: if home is where the heart is, you hate it when your home has to crash-land on an aircraft carrier. or, what happens when dagger squad comes home.
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You hear your name over your cube and stand, surprised to see one of the few admirals in the building standing by your desk. They aren’t a rarity in the Pentagon by any stretch, but they don’t usually need to see you.
Your phone sits open, waiting for a text from Bradley. The exchange from last night stands lonely on your screen.
4:56am On the deck! I love you.
4:57am I love you! Fly safe and come home to me in one piece.
4:59am ❤️
“Sir?”
He hands you a piece of paper. It appears to be a boarding pass for a plane headed to San Diego in a couple of hours. Your stomach drops and you have no idea what your face looks like when you meet the admiral’s gaze again.
“Transport is due in tonight.”
You swallow. There’s part of you that always worried about Bradley dying out there in one of his fucking planes…
“Sir, is…” You clear your throat. “Is he…”
The admiral spares you. “He’s alive. And mostly fine.” There’s a funny little smile on his face. “Be sure to thank Lt. Seresin when you arrive.”
“Hangman?” You ask, your brow furrowed. “Respectfully, sir, what the hell happened out there?”
+++
You check in to the naval hospital and practically jog to Bradley’s room. You don’t find him right away, but you do see part of his team - Hangman, Phoenix, Bob, and Payback - sitting in the little plastic chairs in the waiting area.
Without thinking about it too much, you hardly wait for Jake to get to his feet before you’re throwing your arms around his neck, burying your face in his chest or shoulder, or whatever you can reach.
“Thank you.”
You can feel him nod and tighten his grip on you. One arm secures you around the waist, his other hand holding your head to him.
The few details you know are enough to owe him for a lifetime, so you thank him again. You’re not sure what you say in total, but you certainly repeat yourself a few times.
“Of course,” he replies. “It’s my job and I’d do it again.”
You hear a scoff and pull back, wiping your eyes.
You’re met with Phoenix’s grin. “He’s being dramatic,” she says. “It wasn’t that exciting.”
“Excuse me,” Hangman retorts. “Did you dead-eye fire at a fifth-gen fighter yesterday while it was nose to nose with Maverick and Rooster, destroying the incoming missile and the aircraft, surely and heroically saving their lives?”
Phoenix rolls her eyes. You just know this incident will give him enough ego ammunition for the rest of time.
“That’s enough,” you tell him with a smile. “Plus, I’m pretty sure you just breached your clearance.”
Bob pulls a face. “He definitely did.”
You grin, feeling truly relaxed for the first time in seven hours. “Where’s Fanboy?”
Payback looks up. “Cafeteria. He’ll be back soon. Want anything?”
“No, I’m good. I ate at the airport in DC.” You peer down the hallway. “Just eager to see my boy.”
“That was…” Bob says under his breath, checking his watch and looking at Phoenix, “like seven hours ago.”
“Is that who I think it is?” A voice down the hallway has you turning over your shoulder. “Chim!”
“Coyote!”
He grins and scoops you up, turning you around in a circle before setting you back on your feet.
“With the Rooster in the coop, the Chicken couldn’t have been too far behind, right?” Hangman quips, that shit-eating grin back on his face.
“That’s a stupid-ass nickname and you know it,” you tell him.
He shrugs. “It’s your call sign, now. Better get used to it.”
“Wait,” Phoenix says. “Chicken, I get, but Chims? I’m lost.”
“It’s just a stupid thing that evolved,” Coyote says, shrugging. “Stupid way to say chicken turned into chimken, then Chicken became Chim…” He waves her off. “I mean, how do you get Bag Man from Hangman?”
Hangman rolls his eyes, ready to come back at her but something stops him. He looks past you and smiles. “Hey, Mav! How’s he doin’?”
“Good,” a voice replies. “He’ll be ready for visitors in about fifteen minutes. They’re running a couple of cognitive tests and then they want to keep him overnight, just in case. He smacked his head pretty good on ejection and again on landing, so even with the helmet…” The voice trails off and you turn. “Who’s this?”
Maverick Mitchell’s face is a familiar one from photos and the old home videos Carole showed you before she died, not to mention the brief glimpses you got at the funeral.
He’s got a place of honor on Rooster’s desk at home, but you’ve always known the focal point of that picture to be Goose in the RIO seat. Maverick is, of course, a recognizable figure, but not one that inspires any degree of fondness.
He offers a hand to you and you take it somewhat coldly, keeping a neutral expression on your face. Before you can remind him who you are, Jake gives your name and adds, “We call her Chicken though.”
“Chicken, huh? When did that start?” Mav asks with a smile.
You shrug, your mouth pinched. “When Bradley was in OCS, I guess.”
“I’m sure I’ll hear the story later,” he says. His smile softens. “It’s good to see you again.”
Sure.
You give him a tight pull of your mouth that could be a smile if you tried a little harder. “Yeah.”
You feel a little bad - you know Maverick had a good hand in saving Bradley’s life as well, but the hours you’ve spent drying tears over this motherfucker in the last thirteen years makes that easy to overlook.
Turning, you check in with Bob and Phoenix, “I’m gonna head down to mess and pick something up. Need anything?”
“I thought you -”
Phoenix elbows Bob and answers for both of them. “We’re good. We’ll be here.”
+++
Maverick isn’t fazed by your chilly reception. He knows who you are.
“What was that about?” Coyote asks, finding a seat.
Maverick shrugs. “As you might recall, Rooster and I weren’t on the best terms when we all arrived. Recent developments aside, I get it. I’m sure it’ll be alright.” He offers a firm pat on Coyote’s shoulder before sitting down himself.
“Why’d they let you loose?” Phoenix asks. “Didn’t you also go down in enemy territory?”
“Ah, they don’t care much about me. Rooster still has many distinguished years to offer the Navy.”
Phoenix snorts. “C’mon.”
“Alright,” Mav relents. “I had them check me out on the carrier and I was fine. I insisted they send Rooster for a full work-up, just in case.”
Phoenix hums, leaving it alone for now.
“How long’s it been since they’ve seen each other?” Hangman asks.
“The poultry?”
Hangman snorts and nods.
Phoenix shrugs. “Unless he stopped off in Virginia on his way here, it’s been five or six months. He’d been overseas for a minute and he wasn’t due back for shore duty until the middle of spring.” She sighs. “Maybe he’ll actually pull his head out of his ass and marry her this time.”
+++
You check in with the front desk again to confirm Bradley can take visitors again before you go upstairs. You don’t want to spend any more time than is necessary with Maverick.
It is strange though, you figure. The only reason you know Bradley at all is because Mav pulled his papers. It makes you smile, remembering back to undergrad at UVA, more than a decade ago.
“Excuse me!”
You turn and smile, finding a tall and sort-of cute (mostly tall) guy jogging up to you.
“Do you know where I can find…um…” He checks his phone. “Professor Taylor? I have office hours and I’m late.”
You nod. “I just came from her office.” You turn and point at the building a little ways down the path. “Head over there and she’s on the third floor. The elevator’s broken, though, so you’ll have to go up the stairs on the outside of the building.”
He heaves a breath. “Thank you. You don’t happen to be in 312 with her, do you?”
“Yeah,” you tell him. “I sit behind you.”
He (you suppose unconsciously) brings his hand to the back of his head. “Really?”
“Yeah, really.” You put an earbud back in. “I’ll be there Thursday. Don’t be later than you already are!”
“Oh, shit.” He takes off at a run and hops backward for a moment, facing you. “Thanks!”
You step out of the elevator and make your way down the hall, bypassing the team in a hurry. A couple of them stand to greet you, but you can see Bradley through the window and that’s your sole focus.
He’s in pajamas - well, a UVA shirt and pair of joggers - rather than a gown. That alone is enough to keep your blood pressure down. He looks fine from here…
“Christ, baby! What are you doing he-”
Your lips on his are enough to shut him up. He lets out a little breath, melting into you. His arms slide around you, stealing your breath as your hands knead into the hair at the base of his neck. He flinches a little and you pull back immediately, letting go.
“Sorry.”
He shakes his head, his mega-watt grin blinding you. “You’re fine. You’re perfect. Hi.” His hand pulls from your waist, coming up to rest against your cheek. “When did you get in?”
“About an hour ago.” You slide a hand down the outside of his arm, holding his hand to your cheek. You kiss his palm. “I missed you.”
“Missed you, too,” he says, nearly at a whisper.
You shuffle so you can wrap your arms around him and burrow deep, holding him as tight as you can. “You’re not allowed to crash planes anymore, okay?”
He chuckles. “No promises, sweetheart.”
You stand there for a moment, swaying a little. The nurses are kind enough to leave you alone for a second. He smells the same - something warm and sunshiny, with a touch of jet fuel, canvas, and something clean and cozy.
“You scared the fuck outta me.”
“I’m sorry,” he says. He means it. “I’ve got some stuff I want to talk to you about, too.”
Your stomach drops and you lean back to look at him.
“Ah, shit. Sorry. That’s - that’s not how I wanted to phrase that.” He smiles at you and your heart unclenches. “I just wanted to fill you in on a couple of things. But I want to hear about what you’re working on, first.”
He lets you guide him to the bed, where he settles in among the pillows and pulls you with him.
You curl into his side and start telling him about the project you’re working on at the Pentagon - at least the basic details he’s allowed to know - for a few seconds before he interrupts you.
“Wait, how did you get here?”
You twist around to look at him. “Do I need to send you back for more concussion screening?”
He rolls his eyes. “No, I mean -”
“I got here in a commercial airliner. They’re significantly bigger than the planes you fly, but I think you’ve seen them before? Maybe a Boeing 777?”
“Shut up. You know what I mean.”
You smile and relent. “Yeah, alright. My boss said, verbatim, ‘given your highly-decorated boyfriend got blown up in enemy airspace and crash-landed an F-14 on a carrier less than twelve hours ago, you can take a couple of days off.’”
“He sounds cool.”
“He’s reasonable.”
There’s quiet for a moment. You breathe deeply, letting out a long, relieved sigh. Bradley’s fingers trace patterns on your shoulder somewhat absently.
“Hey,” he says.
You look up.
“Does it bug you that we’ve been together so long and I’ve never asked you to marry me?”
You swallow to cover the bolt of adrenaline shot into your system. “You’ve asked me to marry you plenty of times.”
A cup of coffee lands in his hands after a bad night of sleep. You sit beside him, pressing a kiss to his shoulder.
“Marry me,” he says, smiling.
You laugh. “No.”
He mimes stabbing himself in the gut, twisting and pulling the invisible blade. “You wound me, my lady.”
“Call me when you’ve got a ring, honey.”
And it’s true. Except on paper and in the eyes of the Navy, for all intents and purposes, you’re married.
“Yeah, but seriously,” he says. He almost sounds concerned.
You sit up a little, bracing yourself on your arm so you can look at him. “What’s on your mind?”
“Well…” He looks anywhere but you, surprisingly bashful. “I just…I don’t want you to feel that I take you for granted.”
“I don’t feel that way,” you tell him, quickly. “Not at all.”
“I know. But you deserve better than just a long-time boyfriend who’s too busy to get his shit together and lock you down already.”
You huff a laugh. “Last I checked, I’m not dating Jake.”
Bradley rolls his eyes. “You know what I mean. It’s been a long time.”
“Yeah, I do, and it has.” Your free hand shakes as you run it over his collar and down his chest. “But I’m fine, baby. You know that. I’m in no rush.”
“You’ve thought about it, right? Making it official?” He asks.
The genuine insecurity in his voice makes you smile. “Don’t be stupid. Of course I’ve thought about it. I’ve thought about it since our fourth date.”
“Fourth?” Now he just sounds offended.
You push at his shoulder. “Fourth. You know what you did on the third.”
He tips his head. You’re right.
There’s quiet for another moment.
“Bradley Bradshaw,” you start. He really does have a goofy, delightful name, doesn’t he? “When we’ve got time, we’ll make it happen. I don’t need time or a ring or a wedding when I’ve got you coming home with me after the Navy’s had her way with you.”
“You make us sound like swingers.”
You laugh. “Well, the Navy isn’t your mistress and neither am I, so I’ll leave you to do the math on that one.”
“Fair enough,” he says. He pulls you down beside him and kisses your forehead, tipping your chin up for something a little more proper. It’s easy to melt into him.
“But seriously,” he continues. “I want to marry the hell out of you and I love you. Is that okay?”
“Yeah,” you tell him. “That’s definitely okay.” You pause for a second. “But when you’re actually ready to ask, you better do it for real so I know you’re not joking this time.”
“Yes, ma’am.”
+++
You run into a three-star admiral at the coffee bar later in the evening. He taps your shoulder and says your name. You throw your headphones off your ears and around your neck, looking over at him.
“Sir?”
“They call you Chicken, don’t they?”
You can’t help but smile a little. “Should my ears be burning, sir?”
“Only a little,” he says. He offers a hand. “Admiral Simpson.”
You take it. “I’ve heard lots about you, Admiral. My supervisor at the Pentagon was class of ‘93 at Top Gun.”
“Ah. Thunder is a friend. I’m glad to hear he’s still working his magic over there.”
“Yes, sir.”
“Shall we?” He gestures down the hall and you nod, walking a little ahead of him through the door.
You walk with him in silence for a little while. At this point, you’ve grown immune to the intimidation factor of high-ranking Navy officers (especially pilots). You know they’re all, at least on the inside, little kids who love planes. Plus, anyone who willingly gets into a two-billion-dollar bomb for a day job has to be a little crazy.
“I was talking to Thunder this morning, actually.”
Your step only falters a little bit, but you wait for him to say more.
“I hear the work you’re doing at the Pentagon is important.”
“Yes, sir. I think so.” You offer him a small smile and he returns it.
He stops a little ways outside Bradley’s door. You join him, keeping your eyes affixed to the nurse schedule on the whiteboard across the way. “I also hear that you request a transfer every time Rooster is stationed somewhere new.”
You shrug. “I make an effort. Since he’s been overseas so much the last year or so, I’ve settled in at the Pentagon a little bit more.”
“We spoke a bit this morning about transferring your contract to NIWC Pacific. There are a couple of projects relevant to your current work that we’d like to have you lead down here, if you’re interested.”
You blink a couple of times. “When would that transfer go into effect?”
“Not this Monday, but the Monday after. You’d theoretically have the rest of this week off and next week would be spent facilitating the first part of the responsibility transfer among your Pentagon team. Of course, the Navy would be happy to assist with relocation, as your permanent address is also Rooster’s.” He sighs, almost sounding regretful.
“Sir?”
“Of course, this would be easier if you were married, but that’s neither here nor there.” He smiles at you and starts to walk away. “Just think about the transfer. Thunder will reach out soon for your official word.”
+++
“So,” Bradley says without preamble, “about Maverick.”
You look over at him, a question in your eyes.
Bradley seems to struggle with his words for a second. “We both saved each others’ asses out there. I’d be dead without him.”
There’s silence for a second. You know he’ll get there eventually.
“He’s the closest thing to a father I remember and it was… weird being around him again.”
He reaches out and you take his hand. His thumb passes back and forth over your knuckles, treating them almost like a worry stone.
Bradley flies down the hill on his bike, going way too fast, but he can’t feel fear over the rush of the wind on his face. He pedals faster… faster… faster.
Before he can blink, he’s upside down, tumbling over the handlebars and onto the asphalt. He lands on his arm and something doesn’t feel right. He licks his lips and wipes his nose of what he’s sure is sweat. It comes off his chin red, dripping onto the pavement.
He’s stunned, frankly. There’s something in his nine-year-old brain that can’t grasp the concept of his own lack of invincibility.
All at once, the pain starts and he begins to wail in earnest, yelling for his mom, or Mav, or whoever might be around.
Maverick hears him first. He’s sitting at the Bradshaws’ kitchen table, nursing a beer in the sunshine from the window. Faster than the jet he flies daily, he rockets out of his seat, throwing the door open and hopping the porch fencing, bracing his fall with his hands before finding his feet again. He can see Bradley down the hill on the street, small and blond and covered in dirt and blood.
“Mav!”
“I’m coming, buddy! Hold on.”
Pete isn’t even breathless when he gets to Bradley, scooping him onto his hip with one arm and rescuing his bike with the other.
He can’t bring himself to care that his white v-neck is soaking up the blood from Bradley’s bloody forehead. He holds him tightly, tighter when Bradley burrows further into him.
“It’s okay, bud. We’ll sort you out.”
Mav opens the door and calls out for Carole, his voice loud but calm. He kisses Bradley’s head and sets him down on the counter next to the sink. “Alright, buddy. Let’s see what we’re working with.”
Bradley’s sobs have calmed to hiccups and he refuses to let go of his arm, hugging it to his body. Mav figures ten minutes won’t matter much for that.
Carole is admirably calm as she joins them, washing the garden off her hands before retrieving the first aid kit in the bathroom.
With gentle hands, Mav cleans the dirt out of the cut on Bradley’s forehead and the scrapes on his chin and nose. Carole gives them space after a moment, watching Maverick talk quietly to Bradley, narrating his movement and giving him a hard time about “using the afterburner on the descent.”
It makes her smile.
“I’m ready for him to be back in my life again, I think. Losing Ice has been…” He pauses. “It’s been hard and weird and I need what’s left of my family, I think.” He looks at you. “What do you think?”
“I think if you’re ready to move on, that’s a good thing.” You think for a moment and add, “I’m glad you and Mav had some time together. It’s been a long time.”
You sit with Ice in the waiting room. He has a hand on your shoulder, warm and solid. The two of you get to your feet when Bradley returns, looking like he’s aged a decade in the past twenty-four hours.
“How is she?” You ask.
He shakes his head. “Fading fast.”
Ice’s hand slides off your shoulder as you leave him, crossing the room to take Bradley in your arms. He holds you tightly, burrowing into you, his eyes squeezing shut.
His breath catches and you adjust your grip, holding even tighter. Tears land on your shoulder.
“I’m so sorry, baby.”
He takes a shuddering breath. “She wants to see you if you’re up to it.” He looks over your shoulder. “You too, Uncle Ice.”
You lead the way down the hall, Ice following behind you. He’s like a looming shadow: lean, strong, and intimidating.
Carole looks awfully small, but they’ve removed all the tubes and wires. She smiles at you, soft, before her gaze shifts to Ice.
“Come here, you two.”
You take a seat to her left, by her head. Ice takes the one next to you. Carole holds his hand.
“I’ve asked Bradley to consider forgiving Pete, but I know he won’t for a long time.” She pauses. “You two are the only family he has left, in his mind. I know you’ll take care of him, but you need to take care of each other, too.”
“You got it, Carole,” Ice says, the side of his mouth lifting in a handsome, crooked smile. “Mav’s at our wing, too. Flying low-vis.”
She smiles at you, sharing a moment only the Navy-adjacent can truly appreciate. Her gaze grows serious and she looks at Ice. “Get Bradley back home and call Maverick, please. He’s the only one allowed to be here when I die.”
You’ll never forget the look of hollow grief on Maverick’s face when you saw him for the first time the next morning. You were left alone as Bradley brushed past him without a word and stepped into the room to see his mother’s body, to say goodbye.
Maverick doesn’t speak and neither do you. When Bradley returns, Maverick reaches out.
Bradley pulls away with a roll of his shoulder, taking your hand. “C’mon,” he says to you. “There’s a lot of stuff to do.”
You don’t see Maverick, watching you go, feeling more alone than he has in his entire life.
“Yeah. It’s nice to understand him a little bit better as an adult.” He shrugs. “I really hated him for pulling my papers but I know he was just…” He heaves a sigh. “He’s just trying to do right by me, I think. I didn’t get that before.”
“That’s understandable.” You trace little patterns on his shirt. “He hurt you, held you back. You’d be insane not to be at least a little mad.”
He hums again. “I guess. I did meet you, though, so it’s not all bad.”
“No?” You ask, smiling. “Not all bad?”
“No,” he replies. He presses a kiss to your forehead. “And I was thinking about how shitty I’ve been about that - I can’t imagine how me griping about my wasted time at UVA made you feel. I’m really sorry.”
You shake your head. “I understood the implicit exception.”
“It was still insensitive. Mav said something about that today and it kind of clicked. So…” He sighs. “I’m sorry if I ever made you feel like it was a mistake or a fluke that I met you.”
“You’re the dumbest man alive, you know that?” You pat his chest. “And don’t you think I would have told you if that hurt my feelings?”
He snorts. “Now, yeah. Ten years ago? No.”
“Fair enough,” you reply, squeezing his hand.
He smiles. “I guess what I’m really saying is, be nice to him. I’m sure he’ll want to get to know you.”
“Alright. I’ll do my best.” You return his smile and kiss the back of his hand. “I love you, you know.”
“I do know that, yes,” he replies with a smile. “And I love you.”
+++
Bradley reaches for his phone and you hand it to him without looking up from your tablet.
“I can get it, you know. I’m not actually injured.”
You smile sweetly at him and he rolls his eyes. He fires off a text to Hangman.
9:03pm I need a favor.
Jake replies immediately. 9:03pm I just saved your life and you need another favor?
9:03pm It’s easy I promise.
Jake doesn’t reply, so Bradley sends his request anyway.
9:04pm Can you or Mav grab Chims and take her to the hotel? She needs to sleep and I need to make a phone call before it gets too late.
The response is instant. 9:04pm Wait are you finally pulling the trigger???
Bradley stuffs his grin. 9:05pm If you say anything, I’ll ironically kill you.
9:05pm I always wanted an unironic and heroic death. Just for that, you get Mav.
9:05pm Thanks. Seriously dont say anything i swear
He sends another text to a friend, Lt. Gavin “Stub” Alonso in Virginia - one who has keys to your shared apartment.
9:05pm Are you still up/can you help me with something?
Stub replies promptly, thankfully. 9:05pm I’m up. All good in SD?
9:06pm All good. Need a favor. Can you drive to the apt and call me?
9:06pm I need something shipped ASAP.
9:07pm Easy. I’ll be there in 20 mins.
He gets a final text from Hangman. 9:07pm I wont!! Who do you think I am?
9:07pm Don’t answer that.
Bradley puts his phone down and leans back against the pillows. “Hey, when’s the last time you slept?”
“What?” You look over at him again looking admittedly a little dazed.
“I asked when’s the last time you slept.”
“I slept last night. Why?”
“I just know you’re still on East Coast time, so I wanted to make sure that you’re able to get back to the hotel tonight.”
You clamber out of the chair, setting your tablet aside, and sit next to him on the bed. “I’m fine.” You offer a pinkie to him. “I promise.”
He smiles and links his pinkie with yours, twisting your linked fingers to kiss the back of your hand. “I believe you, but you need to get some sleep.”
“Alright, fine. I’ll walk off base and call an Uber or something.” You hop off the side of the bed and start gathering your things.
Bradley chases after you, grabbing you around the waist and kissing your neck. “I called in a favor. Stay put.”
“Bradley,” you ask, “who are you inconveniencing this evening?”
He shrugs, playfully pulling you closer. “Nobody important.”
The two of you mess around, quipping back and forth a little longer than you realized.
“I can come back,” comes a playful chirp from the door.
The two of you freeze and look toward the door - Bradley’s holding your phone in the air with one hand while you attempt to climb him like a tree. You’ve got an elbow digging into his shoulder while your legs wrap around his waist.
Maverick’s in the doorway, leaning with his arms crossed and a smile on his face.
You slide down and get your feet under you while Bradley wordlessly hands your phone over.
“Hey, Mav,” Bradley says with a rueful grin, his hand rising to needlessly run over the back of his neck. “Thanks for the ride.”
Maverick snorts. “Ride’s not for you, kiddo. You’re stuck here until morning.”
“What?” Bradley says, a smile on his face. “I can’t be polite?”
You look between them, feeling more than a little out of the loop. Strangely, you’re also looking forward to getting to know Maverick a little better now.
Grabbing your bag, you give Bradley a quick kiss before shuttling him back into bed with a few gentle shoves. He pulls you back before you can get too far, running the back of his fingers over your cheek and pulling you in for another kiss.
“Goodnight. I love you.”
You smile, winking at him. “I love you too. Get some sleep.”
+++
Tonight won’t be the night you get to know Maverick, apparently. He takes your bag as soon as you’re outside, strapping it to the back of his bike and replacing the helmet that used to sit there. He hands the helmet to you and helps you get it on, tightening the strap under your chin.
You raise the visor. “Where’s yours?”
He smiles. “Don’t have one. This,” he says, tapping the side of your head, “is for my protection as much as yours. I just got Bradley back and I’m not about to screw it up now.”
You smile, letting him help you onto the back of the bike.
He mounts up and starts the engine, zipping up his bomber jacket. You study the patches for a second before tentatively placing your hands around Maverick’s waist, leaning into him as he settles the bike, kicking up the kickstand.
“Ready?” He asks.
You nod, but quickly realize he can’t see you. “Yep! All good.”
He covers one of your hands with his, pulling it into his shearling-lined pocket. There’s a lump of bunched fabric where you guess 30 years of passengers have held on for dear life. You take the lining in a tight fist, matching the hold with your other hand. Maverick pats your hand, satisfied. “Hang on tight.”
+++
Stubs calls Bradley about two minutes after you leave.
“Hey man, perfect timing,” Bradley says with a smile. “Thanks for helping me out.”
“Hey, look. As long as you’re getting what I think you’re getting, we’re all good. I still owe you from Oahu.” Stubs doesn’t even sound tired, which isn’t a surprise. He’s always been a night owl.
Bradley tips his head. “I think we’re on the same page. So, head up to our room and into the closet. I have a chest of drawers on the left side.”
There’s quiet while Stubs climbs the stairs. He can hear the closet slide open and the light turn on. “Damn, is she always this tidy?”
Bradley snorts. “No.”
“Just checking.” There’s a brief pause. “Okay, I’m here.”
“Alright check the bottom drawer first.” Bradley sits up, resting his elbow on his knee and his forehead settled on his hand.
“Are you telling me you don’t know where it is?”
Bradley rolls his eyes. “I literally put it there over a year ago and I ran two three-month assignments overseas and a special detachment recall since then. Gimme a break.”
“Fine. Okay. Bottom drawer.” There’s silence while he looks. “Do you guys seriously have two vibrat- never mind.”
“Sorry.”
“Nothing in here that looks like…a velvet box? Right? That’s what I’m looking for?”
“Yeah. Try the next drawer. Shouldn’t be anything questionable in there.”
Another pause. “Holy shit. Is this all your dad and Maverick’s stuff?”
Bradley nods, closing his eyes and trying to picture the box, where he’d last seen it to hide it from you. “Yeah. It should be with the patches back there, I think”
“Sweet. Let me put you down a second.”
There’s a bit of shuffling and then a little triumphant sound. Another shuffle. “I got it.”
“Please make sure the ring is in there.”
Stubs laughs. “It’s here. Damn, man. This looks great. She’s gonna love it.”
“Thanks.” Bradley smiles to himself. “Can you get it same-day or overnight? I’ll give you the address. It’ll be out in the Mohave so I can avoid base mixups.”
“Consider it done.”
+++
Maverick pulls the bike up in front of the hotel and you remove your helmet, shaking your head. You take Mav’s offered hand and dismount, unclipping your bag from the storage in back.
“Thanks, Mav.”
He steps off the bike and relieves you of your helmet. “Of course. Can I come get you tomorrow? I’ll have one of the boys bring Rooster’s car to the hospital before he’s due to get out.”
“Sure. Thanks.” You hike the strap of your bag a little higher on your shoulder. “Hey, um.”
He looks at you, his eyebrows high.
“I’m sorry I was rude earlier. Bradley told me that you guys have kind of… figured your stuff out.”
Maverick smiles, crooked and handsome. “I’d like to think so.” He takes a breath. “I’m glad he met you at UVA. Makes me feel better.”
“Me too.” You offer him a smile and to your own surprise, reach out for a hug. He returns it, warm and kind. “Goodnight.”
“Goodnight. Shoot me a text in the morning.”
“I’m not sure I -”
“Bradley put it in while you were in the bathroom.”
You smile again, wide and bright. “Of course he did.”
+++
You wake up earlier than expected, no doubt still stuck on Eastern time, and fire off a text to the “Dagger Squad + Chim - Mav” group chat. The name, obviously, wasn’t your idea.
On a whim, you change it when you send your message.
6:34am Breakfast?
You changed the name of the group to “Dagger Squad Jr.”
Jake Seresin changed the name of the group to “Dagger Squad but on Land”
Bob Floyd changed the name of the group to “Why are we changing it???”
You sit and watch the small notifications come in.
Tasha Trace changed the name of the group to “Dagger Squadron OSS”
You ask a question. 6:37am OSS?
Jake Seresin
6:37am Operational Support Staff
Coyote Machado
6:38am ^^^^
Reuben Fitch
6:38am When’s breakfast?
Fanboy Garcia
6:39am Where’s breakfast?
You reply. 6:40am Who’s breakfast?
Jake Seresin
6:40am Why’s breakfast?
Your heart leaps a little bit when Bradley replies.
Bradley Love ❤️
6:41am Some of us are trying to sleep in.
Bradley Love ❤️ changed the name of the group to “Dagger Fuckheads”
Jake Seresin
6:41am Too fuckin bad.
6:41am I like that one. Keep it.
Tasha Trace sent a gif.
Bob Floyd
6:42am Who’s that?
Coyote Machado
6:42am Kim Kardashian hitting her sister with her purse.
Jake Seresin
6:42am You’re lucky I’m feeling nice this morning and will choose to forget that you know that.
You fire off another reply. 6:43am Jake……….You also know who that is.
Jake Seresin
6:43am No comment.
Bradley Love ❤️
6:44am I’m muting you guys. Text me if you actually need something.
You smile. 6:44am Look what you guys did omg
Tasha Trace
6:45am I’m game for breakfast.
Reuben Fitch
6:45am Chims - have you been to the Henry?
You shake your head, alone in your room. 6:45am Nope. A favorite?
Tasha Trace
6:46am Oooooooh good call.
6:46am Definitely a favorite. And it’s right next to base.
Fanboy Garcia
6:47am Are we inviting Mav?
You reply. 6:47am He’s supposed to give me a lift to the hospital later. Who’s dropping Rooster’s car?
Tasha Trace
6:48am Me. @Jake Seresin can you come get me from the hospital at 0750?
Jake Seresin
6:48am Yeah I can get you. Probably still beat everyone to the Henry too lmao
Bob Floyd
6:49am Better you than me, Phoenix. Hangman’s driving scares the fuck out of me.
Jake Seresin
6:49am Everything scares the fuck out of you.
Tasha Trace
6:50am Fuck you be nice
Jake Seresin
6:50am No ❤️
You roll your eyes and reply again. 6:51am So who’s coming to get me
Reuben Fitch
6:52am I’ll come get you. Are you at the lodge?
You reply promptly. 6:52am Yeah.
6:53am Okay y’all. Meet @ 0800 at The Henry.
Finally rolling out of bed, you give Maverick a call.
“Good morning!” he says, answering on the third ring. “You’re up early.”
“So are you,” you point out. “Any interest in breakfast at 0800 at The Henry?”
He makes a noise. “I’m out already. I’ll be back on land around ten. Want to head to the hospital then?”
“Sounds good to me. Thanks, Mav.”
“Of course.”
+++
Maverick is still out on the boat with Penny and Amelia when he gets a call from Bradley.
“Hey, you okay?” He has to shout over the noise of the water.
“All good. Are you going out to the desert in the next couple of days?”
Mav checks in with Penny, who smiles at him and takes the wheel. Ducking into the cabin, he closes the little door behind him and falls onto the couch. “I’m headed out there this weekend. Why?”
“I’m getting something sent over there and I was wondering if you’d be okay going to pick it up or…?”
“Bradley Bradshaw…” Maverick starts, a smile on his face. “Now, what on earth could you be shipping to my place in the desert?”
Bradley laughs. “It could be something that looks like jewelry…but I already threatened to kill Jake if he said anything.”
“I won’t say anything. I was planning on inviting Dagger over to the hangar this weekend for some fun, anyway. I can give it to you then and get some of your dad’s stuff to camouflage it.”
Mav still has a bunch of Goose’s stuff from Annapolis. Carole never wanted any of it back in the interest of keeping some storage space free in the house and Bradley inherited everything she had.
“Sounds perfect. Thanks again, Mav.”
“Anytime, kiddo. I’ll see you later when I bring your lady over.”
+++
“That is absolutely not what happened,” Coyote says, setting down his coffee. “I’m the only one who got the climb-out on the first try!”
Jake snorts. “Yeah…and you went into G-lock and almost burned in doing it.”
“That was so fuckin’ scary, dude,” Fanboy says. “We really thought you were a goner.”
You lean forward, feeling strangely settled amongst the Dagger team (a moniker they’ve taken beyond the special detachment and will probably keep for the rest of their careers - you’ve even heard mutterings about making patches for their jackets) even without Bradley by your side. “So, what did happen?”
“I finished the course and made it into exfil but I just couldn’t swing the Gs the first time, you know?” Coyote replies. “The thing is though, my little victory was totally overshadowed by the bird strike that put Phoenix and Bob in the hospital.”
You blink a couple of times. You must have missed that in Bradley’s daily updates. “You’re kidding.”
“Nah,” Phoenix says. “We got ambushed by some birds, both engines went out, and we had to bail. Mav saved our ass, I swear. He was babysitting everyone in the air that day.”
Coyote shakes his head. “It was so smart, though. He told you guys to bail at just the right time and he pulled tone on me to try and get me unlocked. I dunno how he thinks of this stuff.”
“At least you guys will know what to do next time, though, yeah?” You ask.
“Definitely,” Payback says. “Throwing tone on someone in G-lock went straight into my toolbox, I dunno about you guys.”
“Same,” Jake says, his mouth full of french toast.
Bob nods. “I’ll always recommend that if I’m in that situation again, yeah.”
More talk about training floats around the table for a while before Jake sits back, throwing his napkin on his plate. “So Miss Not-Bradshaw, what have you been up to in the last few weeks?”
Phoenix snorts into her glass of orange juice.
“First of all,” you reply, “take that up with Bradley, not me.”
That gets a laugh out of the table.
“Secondly, I’ve been working on some highly-classified white pages for SecDef and SecNav, so they’ve been keeping me busy.”
“That sounds interesting,” Bob says, his eyes kind and intrigued behind his glasses.
You smile. “I actually provided the one-pager for your mission. It was one of my colleagues at the NSA that found the uranium enrichment plant and figured the timeline.”
“No way!” Payback reaches over Phoenix and gives your shoulder a shake. “That’s amazing! So did you know what Rooster was going to be doing or?”
You shake your head. “No. That part was outside of the scope of my work, but I knew he was headed back to North Island a couple days after I submitted my analysis. I took a few guesses from there.”
“It’s cool that you can have at least some perspective,” Payback says. “I know my girl’s been in the dark from the jump.”
You hum once. “I can’t imagine. I mean…” You think for a second. “I know enough to be very concerned, but not enough to ease it, you know? I’d almost rather not know anything at all.”
“I can see that,” Fanboy says. “Kind of a no-news-is-good-news-thing, yeah?”
“Exactly.”
“So what’d they tell you to get you out here?” Jake asks.
You grin at him. “My boss handed me a boarding pass, said Bradley wasn’t dead, and told me to thank you upon arrival.”
“Oh my god,” Phoenix says with a laugh. “I would have flipped out.”
“I did! I didn’t even pack - I just grabbed my overnight bag for late nights at the office and hauled my ass to Dulles.”
Jake grins. “Well, we’re sure glad you’re here.”
You throw a potato wedge at him.
+++
The boys whoop and holler when Maverick pulls up to The Henry with his bike and tosses you the helmet. You hop on, holding tight to Mav’s jacket. You can see his smile from over his shoulder as he waves to his students, his colleagues, his team.
You can absolutely see yourself, once again, as a member of Bradley’s extended family.
It feels good.
+++
“What’s the prognosis?” You ask, sitting on the edge of the bed. Bradley sits beside you, tying his boots.
The doctor smiles. “Nothing but probably terminal foolishness.” She checks his charts again before confirming. “No serious head trauma, just two small burns under his ear and on his forearm. Keep an eye on those for infection.” She flips some pages again. “If anything doesn’t feel quite right, Lt. Bradshaw, please give us a call.”
“Thank you, Captain.” Bradley stands. He offers his hand and she shakes it. “I appreciate your work and your thoroughness to keep me in good shape, ma’am.”
“Of course, Lieutenant.” She hands him a folder. “There are your discharge papers. You are good to go.” She looks at you. “Take some time to review that with Lt. Bradshaw as well, if he’s comfortable with that.”
“Absolutely, ma’am.” You look at Bradley, briefly, with a smile. “I’ll keep an eye on him”
+++
“Do you mind if we stop somewhere before going back to the hotel? It’s kind of a pain in the ass because it’s off the island, but…” You trail off.
Bradley shakes his head, his eyes on the road behind his sunglasses. “Not at all. Where to, m’lady?”
You almost feel back for bringing down the room. “Can we visit Ice? I haven’t gotten a chance to pay my respects yet.”
As expected, Bradley’s expression sobers. He kisses the back of your hand, bringing it up from where he holds it over the console. “Of course.”
He makes a couple of turns, hopping onto the bridge, then the highway before getting off to wind through the curving roads of Point Loma.
“Want to visit the lighthouse while we’re here? It’s a nice day. We could walk it.”
You nod. “That sounds nice.”
Bradley checks into base and parks, walking around the car to open your door and hold your hand as you get out. You don’t let go as you step onto the grass, letting him lead you to the gravesite of a man who was effectively another father and uncle to him.
From what he’s told you, both Iceman and Maverick stepped up after his father died, tag-teaming where they could. Maverick was around a little more, but Ice was there, unfailing, for every baseball game, piano recital, and ceremony. From what you saw, Bradley deeply admired and respected his father’s classmate, called him and his wife “Uncle Ice” and “Aunt Sarah,” and never went a week without a phone call.
Unlike Maverick, Ice was also there through college, OCS, and flight training. While you’re privately certain that Mav, Ice, and Carole collaborated on his Naval Academy sabotage back in 2004, Bradley’s always been firmly of the mind that it was all Maverick’s doing. It wasn’t your job to manage his anger or resentment, but it might be time for another conversation about that.
You reach the stone, easily recognizable by the new, bright, white finish. Bradley releases your hand, standing at attention when he reaches the stone, offering a crisp salute. He takes one deep breath before his hand drops from his forehead, slow and controlled.
THOMAS KAZANSKY
“ICEMAN”
ADMIRAL
UNITED STATES NAVY
COMMANDER OF U.S. PACIFIC FLEET
FLYING CROSS
BRONZE STAR
NOVEMBER 13TH, 1959 - DECEMBER 9TH, 2018
The two of you stand in silence for a little while. You’d known Ice well, spending holidays with his formidably-sized family once you and Bradley were established and attending various keynote speakers in your career contracted with the Navy. Before just now, you didn’t think you knew him well enough to deeply miss him, but your chest hurts.
“One thing about Ice,” Bradley told you, walking up the path to the big house on the hill, “is that he’s loyal. He’ll rain hell on anyone that threatens his family and always goes back for his wingman.”
“Did the cancer come back?”
Bradley shakes his head. “I didn’t ask. I figured though. Mav went to see him a couple of days before he died.”
“I’m so sorry for your loss, baby.”
“Me too.” He takes you under his arm. “He loved you, you know. He always gave me shit for keeping you on the hook without a ring.”
“I cannot believe you have not asked that young lady to marry you, yet,” Ice says, sitting down behind his desk and steepling his fingers.
Bradley sighs, running a hand through his hair. “I just haven’t found the right moment.”
“I know.” Ice smiles at him. “If you keep with that attitude, you’ll never find the right one. What’s it been, now? Six, seven years?” He tips his head. “You better hope she doesn’t wise up to your bullshit.”
“I know.” Bradley sits down on the couch under the bay window. “I just want to do it right.”
Ice stands, crossing the room to join Bradley with a pat on the knee. “I tried to make it perfect for Sarah, but at the end of the day, it’s just for you two. It doesn’t have to be right, it doesn't have to be exactly as you or she pictured it.”
Bradley watches him remember, the softness of his face, the fondness in his eyes. It makes him smile.
“All that ring does,” Ice continues, “is show her you love her and want to be stuck with her until you die.”
“It sounds so romantic when you say it like that,” Bradley laughs.
Ice shrugs good-naturedly. “Word on the street is your dad hopped out of a plane on his first training mission, dropped to his knee, and proposed to your mother on the spot.”
He’s right. Carole told Bradley about it.
“Thanks, Ice.”
“Of course, son. I’ll always be here for you. You know that.”
You laugh, smiling at the stone. “And here you are, flaunting him even in death.”
Bradley kisses your temple.
+++
On your way to the lighthouse, the wind picks up, buffeting into you. Bradley releases your hand, pulling you close with an arm around your shoulders.
There aren’t many people out, so the walk is relatively quiet.
“Y’know, honey, I was thinking,” you start, staring at the path under your feet as you continue along. You hesitate. “I’m not sure how to say this diplomatically.”
You can almost hear Bradley raise his eyebrows. “I thought we were past diplomacy.”
“I know, it’s just…It’s about your mom.”
Bradley steers you off the path and to a bench conveniently placed on the grass, facing the ocean. He sits down, angling his body toward you and his arm extended, fingers brushing against your shoulder. “What’s on your mind?”
“I was thinking about what you said - about Maverick pulling your papers. And I know I don’t know him like you do, but -” You cut yourself off. “He doesn’t strike me as the kind of person to…take initiative like that.”
Bradley’s eyes wander to the grass, then out to sea. He’s obviously considering what you said, but you’re not sure if he’s going where you’re leading him.
“I just -” You take another breath. “I don’t think I would want my kid in an F-35 if I lost my husband in an F-14, you know?”
Bradley’s brow furrows.
“I think you should at least ask him about it. He doesn’t strike me as the type to overstep in that direction on his own, he does seem like the type who would protect your relationship with your remaining parent, especially if he still feels responsible for your dad.”
You reach for him and he comes back to you, holding you close as you scoot over and rest your head on his chest, listening to his heart.
“Yeah,” he says, finally. “I’ll ask him about it.”
+++
Dagger Fuckheads
Jake Seresin
2:41pm Dinner tonight? Mav’s buying.
You and Bradley look at each other, reaching for your phones.
“Want to go?” He asks.
You nod. “I could go. I don’t have anything better to do.”
Bradley replies. 2:43pm Chims and I are in! Where and when?
Jake Seresin
2:43pm Mav says dinner at his place at 1800 and then drinks at Penny’s when we’re done.
“Sounds good to me. What about you?” Bradley asks.
You nod and reply to confirm. 2:44pm We’re there!
+++
“So, Mav,” Phoenix says, putting down her fork. “When do we get to go out to the desert and see your P-51?”
Maverick smiles. “You’re all welcome anytime. I’m headed out there this weekend.”
“No way!” Fanboy says. “You have a mustang out there?”
“Hell yeah,” Maverick says. “You can fly it if you promise to take care of her.”
All the lieutenants share a glance. Hangman finally confirms, “We’re in.”
+++
You sense, rather than hear, Maverick come up behind you as you stare at the photos above the sink. There’s one of Penny, tucked behind a photo of Carole and Goose. She couldn’t be more than twenty-five, smiling at you from out of the Polaroid. There’s another Polaroid of her nearby, a much-younger Maverick kissing her cheek outside one of the buildings at Miramar.
You reach out to another photo, gently brushing over the image of Iceman grinning at the camera in his dress whites and sunglasses. Maverick stands beside him, an equally bright smile on his face.
“That was Ice’s wedding,” Mav says.
You hum. “I’ve seen this picture before. It’s on - or…” You pause. “At least, uh, it was on his desk at home.”
Maverick steps up beside you, pointing out photos of Bradley and Ice you’d missed before. Your favorite, by far, is one of Ice hitting a baseball and Bradley ducking on the pitcher’s mound to avoid impact.
“After Bradley and I were firmly an item, we spent every Christmas with Ice and Sarah,” you tell him, unprompted.
“I know,” Mav says simply. “He loved having you both there.”
You smile. “He spoke so highly of you, Mav. He would always tell stories that ended with one of you heroically saving the day.”
Maverick has to smile at that. His eyes wander to a photo taken after one of their many missions together, Ice’s hair wild from his helmet.
“I know that he tried to honor and respect Bradley’s anger, of course, but I know cutting you off hurt him, too.” You smile a little. “I think he knew that hearing his stories about you made it a little harder to dislike you. I think he figured I needed something else to round out what Bradley told me.”
“There was one time,” Ice recalls, “when Bradley was little, that I thought Maverick had truly gone insane.”
“Oh?” You ask. It’s not rare to hear stories with and about Maverick, but they’re usually of the heroic-endeavors variety, rather than stories of Bradley’s childhood.
The two of you sit out on the porch, watching the sunset. Bradley, of course, is in assisting Sarah with dinner. You offered your help, as did Ice, but Sarah practically kicked you out, claiming, “While you’re both nice to look at, you’re in the way.”
“Mav volunteered to be the coach of Bradley’s little league team.” Ice shakes his head. “I’d never seen him throw himself into something like that. Carole had to tell him to tone it down.” Ice pauses. “Bradley was a helluva ballplayer though. He’s always been patient, attentive. Good qualities for everything, but especially baseball and flying.”
Ice looks over his shoulder, satisfied that you’re alone. “The two of them are more alike than they’d like to admit.” He looks at you. “I was about to say, I wish you could know him. However, knowing me and knowing Bradley tells you more about him than he’d ever like anyone to know, for better or worse.”
Maverick looks at you for a second. “Can I show you something?”
You nod, dragging your eyes from the photo. Mav takes you to the corner, where a cup full of challenge coins sits on the counter. He pulls a frame from the shelf, bringing a photo down from its place.
To your shock, it’s a photo of you and Bradley graduating from UVA. Your matching orange stoles stand out brightly against your black gowns and the green grass behind you.
Bradley holds you close to his side, kissing your temple as you look at the camera with a smile.
“Sarah took this one, didn’t she?” You ask, looking over at Maverick. You remember the moment well, but it’s only now you realize you’ve never seen the picture before. Your eyes fall on pictures of Bradley through the years - his high school baseball photos, his NROTC and college graduation portraits, Bradley and Ice standing together at Bradley’s OCS commencement…
He always looked out for him. All these years.
Maverick replies, pulling you from your thoughts. “She sent me a copy. I have a couple more from Christmases, too. You landed in the New Years’ newsletter more than once.”
“Wait a second.”
You turn around, finding Jake squinting at another photo on the shelf.
He points to one “Is this you?”
You walk over, brow furrowed. Lo and behold, it’s a Kazansky Christmas card, dated 2010. You sit on the arm of the sofa next to Bradley, mirrored by Ice’s daughter on the other side. The two Kazansky boys take the other two seats on the couch, their now-wives seated on the ground in front of them, forming a cozy picture with Ice and Sarah behind you all.
“Yep, that’s me,” you tell him. “That was when I was in my masters and Bradley was in OCS.”
It’s like you aren’t even there as Hangman calls over his shoulder. “Rooster!”
“Yeah?” Bradley trots over, meeting your eyes with a questioning glance. You shrug. Maverick joins you, standing at your side with his arms crossed and a funny little look on his face.
“How long have you guys been together, exactly?” Hangman asks, a grin blossoming on his face.
Bradley knows he’s already in trouble. “Well,” he answers diplomatically. “If you ask me, we started dating in February of 2005. If you ask her,” he points at you, “we started dating in August of 2005.”
“Correct me if I’m wrong-“
He’s not going to be wrong, is he?
“- but that’s thirteen years.”
Bradley’s hand rises to his neck. “Yeah.”
Hangman turns to you. “Jesus Christ you’re either a saint or an idiot and I can’t decide which.”
“We’ve been busy!” Your voice sounds shrill and defense even to your ears.
“For thirteen years straight?” Hangman doesn’t wait for an answer before moving on. “Hey, Siri!” There’s a series of beeps from his phone, connected to Mav’s speaker. “Play Slow Ride by Foghat.”
You bite back your laugh as Jake turns around again with a wicked grin.
“God, I love this song.”
+++
“Ready, baby?” Rooster’s voice rumbles in your ears through the headphones.
You turn on your mic. “Let’s go!”
“Alright. Hang on tight.”
The P-51 accelerates down the runway and Bradley hauls it into the air, the Gs pressing you into the seat.
“How many Gs can this thing pull?”
You can almost see his smile from behind as he answers you with a laugh, adjusting one of the countless switches and knobs in front of him. “Not enough.”
“That doesn't answer my question!” It takes a little more effort to get the words out with the pressure on your chest, but you know it’s nothing compared to the F-18.
As expected, Bradley’s voice is still even and cool through the mic. “It tops out around six or seven. We’re only pulling three and a half right now, but it’ll ease up in a second. Take a deep breath.”
You follow instructions, letting your head and body press into the seat as you close your eyes. You remember how he taught you to breathe years ago when you felt like you were suffocating in broad daylight in a Cessna.
The plane levels out and you already feel better, taking one more deep breath before opening your eyes.
“Oh my god.”
You’re thousands of feet in the air, looking down on Death Valley and the surrounding desert.
“Beautiful, right?” Bradley asks. “Ready?”
“For what?”
You don’t get a response, but let out a yelp as you go inverted, flying upside down a mile over the brown hills and bright orange California poppies.
“Relax,” he says with a laugh. “Enjoy the view.”
It’s a strange feeling, to be looking up and down at the same time. It is, however, easy to see how this feeling can be addictive. Even at relatively low speeds, you feel alive with the plane’s frame around, Bradley’s gentle hands holding you all aloft.
Bradley glides into a loop, correcting the inversion with ease. You let yourself relax again, looking out the canopy to find where the mountains meet the sky. The plane arcs in a wide circle, headed back to the hangar.
“I can see why you love this so much,” you tell him.
He reaches back with one hand and you take it. He squeezes once before letting you go. “Happy you’re here with me, baby.”
When you get back to Maverick’s place, you notice Bradley looking down at the runway. You follow suit, finding Dagger Squad standing just outside the hangar. You can’t quite see details from up here, but it looks like they’re watching you.
“Hey, babe?” You ask.
Bradley’s head tilts a bit. “Yeah?”
“I think you should remind them why you’re Dagger Two.”
You can see him, but you’re sure he’s grinning. You can hear it. “Alright. Hang tight, honey.”
Bradley’s hand flies forward on the throttle and you’re pressed back into your seat with a laugh. He swoops down over the hills, taking a hard bank before climbing high and barrel-rolling twice.
You can’t stop laughing, only losing your breath once or maybe three times. He pulls a few more maneuvers that have your stomach twisting and dropping. The sound of his trained, measured breath in your ears keeps you glued to time and space.
He gets back to wings-level and checks in with you. “You still with me back there?”
You swallow, laughing a little again. “I’m good.”
“I owe Mav some fuel, but that was fun.” He banks again, gentler this time, and starts the descent down to the runway. The landing is smooth, hardly jostling you as you settle back on the ground. When the canopy opens, Bradley stands and gets out, holding his hand out to lend you an assist.
You feel a little wobbly when you get your feet on the asphalt again, but Bradley grabs you around the waist, pulling you close. He’s somehow already removed his helmet and lends a hand with yours.
Dagger Squad rushes the two of you and Jake claps you on the shoulder. “I thought for sure you were gonna puke.”
“Thanks for your overwhelming vote of confidence.”
Bradley’s still grinning from ear to ear. Mav saunters out of the hangar with a smile on his face and hands in his pockets. “Not too bad for a rookie,” he says.
“Pretty sure they’ll revoke that thing once you get your AARP card. Flying’s dangerous, you know.”
Maverick frowns and checks over his shoulder, looking left, then right.
“What’re you lookin’ at, Mav?” Bob asks.
Mav looks at Bradley. “I’m trying to find who the hell Rooster thinks he’s talking to.”
Bradley grins and throws his helmet at Mav, who catches it easily. “It is a sweet ride, though.”
+++
“Hey Bradley, let me get your help with this,” Maverick calls from across the hangar.
Bradley stands, setting his beer down on the little coffee table. “‘Scuse me, folks. I’ve been summoned.”
“Hey, excuse me, sir, there’s a tax for that,” you remind him, looking up from your seat in the armchair.
With a smile, he gives you a quick kiss and jets off to find Mav in the back.
Jake scoffs.
You look at him. “Can I help you?”
“Y’all are gross.”
With a sigh, you shift in your seat, leaning forward to condescendingly place a hand on his knee. “One day, Jake, you will love someone who misses you when you’re gone and you, too, will be gross.”
Bradley looks over his shoulder before he reaches the archway to Mav’s back “office.” The image of you sitting with his team, chatting like you’ve known each other all your lives, warms his heart.
“Bradley?” Mav calls quieter than before.
Bradley finally rounds the corner, grabbing the arch and swinging wide through the turn. “Yessir.”
Mav holds up a first-class box and grins. “I think it’s here.”
The two of them open the box, trying to keep the noise of the bubble wrap to a dull roar. Inside, the small, navy-blue velvet box smiles up at them, nestled deep in the packaging.
“Can I see?” Mav asks.
Bradley nods.
With similar care to a father holding his newborn for the first time, Maverick takes the box into his hand and opens it with the smallest of worn pops.
There’s silence for a moment, followed by a swell of laughter from the hangar.
“It’s beautiful, Brad. She’s going to love it.”
Bradley tips his head. “I hope so.” He pauses. “Can I ask you something?”
“Of course.” Maverick meets his eyes, open and receptive.
“Was it your idea to pull my papers?”
Maverick sighs, looking down for a second before returning Bradley’s steady gaze. That’s pretty much all the answer Bradley needs, but still Maverick says, “Yes. It was my idea.”
He’s always been a shit liar.
“My mom asked you to do it, didn’t she?”
Mav’s jaw flexes.
“Pete,” Carole says, looking at him from the couch. She leans forward and Maverick mirrors her, the use of his first name somewhat unsettling. He glances at the clock. Bradley’s at baseball practice for another hour or so, at least.
“Yeah?”
“I got some bad news today.”
Maverick’s heart drops to his stomach and he immediately stands to cross the room, sitting next to her on the couch.
She continues, taking his hand. “I’m sick. They’re sure it’s some kind of cancer but they’re doing some more tests. I have to go back tomorrow for a PET scan. They do know it’s serious.”
Tears, unbidden, jump into Maverick’s eyes. He can’t speak.
“Oh, Mav.” Carole cups his face with her ever-gentle hands. “Mav, it’ll be okay.”
He clears his throat. “Do they have any ideas about… treatments, or…?”
She shrugs, looking off somewhere across the room. “They’ll know more after this week. The doctor told me it could be months, maybe years, but he determined that it is terminal.”
A set of tears fall down Maverick’s cheeks, dripping gracelessly off his chin.
With a sigh, she adds, “I would really like to see Bradley graduate from college, but... Speaking of…” She trails off.
The muscle in Mav’s jaw jumps several times before he speaks again. “What can I do?”
“Bradley applied to the Naval Academy,” she replies, shaking her head. “I can’t - I can’t have him in a jet, Maverick. I won’t do it.”
“Carole, he’s an -”
“Don’t tell me he’s an adult, Pete. Look at him.” She throws a hand to the most recent school portrait on the mantle. “He’s not ready and I’ll never be ready.”
Again, Mav asks, “What can I do.”
She’s quiet for a moment. “Can you talk to admissions?”
“Carole, I -”
“Promise me, Mav. I know Ice can do it if you can’t, and I’ll ask him next.”
Something cold settles into Maverick’s veins. He’s fairly certain it’s fear. “Fine. I’ll see what I can do.”
Carole surprises him, throwing her arms around his shoulders. “I might be dying, but he - I won’t let him kill himself.”
“Do you think I’m killing myself?” Mav asks, only half-joking. He holds her tight as if she’ll break apart if he lets go. Maybe it’s him who needs to be held together.
She takes him seriously. “Every goddamn day. And I hate you for it.” She leans back. “But as much as I love you, he’s my son. I need you to take care of him when I’m gone.”
Maverick realizes he’s been quiet for too long. He thinks of Penny, what she would do if Amelia asked him a question like this.
She’d tell the truth.
“Carole, she…” Mav sighs, looking over his shoulder at a photo of the three of them at some function or another. “She made me promise. The same time she told me she was sick.”
Bradley takes a deep breath before asking, “Why didn’t you tell me?”
“I didn’t - I couldn’t have you hate her, too.”
Strangely, that pulls a smile from him. You were right.
“What?” Mav asks.
Bradley shakes his head. He looks over his shoulder for a second, finding only a wall but knowing you’re beyond it. “Someone who’s only known you a sum total of ten hours knows you better than I do, apparently.”
Maverick smiles, clapping Bradley on the shoulder. “They’re all smarter than us, you know. Sooner you figure that out, the easier it’ll be.”
+++
Penny sits at the bar, working through the inventory and accounting for the week by hand. It’s easier this way, she tends to rationalize, but really it’s just a good excuse to get her away from her laptop.
Checking over her shoulder, she finds the ocean rough, white caps popping on the top of the waves. The sky is thick with clouds, giving the entire world a greyish-blue cast. As much as she loves the sunshine, a winter Southern California storm feels good to the bones.
Before she can get up to either close the back door or find a jacket, there’s a hand on her waist.
“Chilly?”
She turns, finding Maverick behind her. He drapes his soft, warm bomber jacket around her shoulders, kissing the side of her head.
“I’ll be in the back. Just wanted to check on you.”
She hums, leaning into him. “I’ll be here.”
He gives her one final kiss before he disappears again, probably fixing a leak or patching a hole she failed to notice.
He sees everything .
It’s alarming, sometimes.
She checks her watch but it’s pointless. She’s not sure when you and Bradley are due in from your afternoon out in La Jolla, but she’s sure she’ll get an ETA when you’re good and ready to share.
The front door opens and closes. Penny doesn’t bother to look up - there are only five people who walk in casually like that and two of them work here.
“Penny?”
That’s not one of the four .
She looks up, finding the eyes of her ex-husband. “What are you doing here?” She pulls the jacket closer to her, almost like armor.
“Can’t I just stop by and say hello?” He asks.
“...It’s a five-hour flight from Hawaii,” she says. “And dropping in unexpectedly kind of defeats the purpose of a divorce, if I’m remembering correctly. Where’s your wife?”
“I like what you’ve done with the place,” he says as if she didn’t say a word. That was half of the problem when they were married. Penny’s not sure why she thought it would change now.
“Penny, sweetheart?”
Mav’s voice almost startles her, but a wave of relief follows close behind the bolt of adrenaline.
“Bradley’s due in anytime now. They just called from the -” Mav finally steps out of the back room and spots the visitor in the bar. “Hi.”
Penny hastily stands and introduces them to each other.
“Wait,” the unwelcome guest says, “you’re Pete Mitchell? Maverick Mitchell?”
Mav smiles, but only friends would know it's not a real one. This is the one he wears for show. “That’s me.”
“Huh. I’ve heard a lot about you.” The way he says it doesn’t sound like a compliment. “I thought you’d be taller.” He shakes off another thought and asks, “Where’s Amelia?”
Your daughter, the afterthought , Penny thinks sourly. “She’s -”
“Anybody home?” Bradley crows, interrupting from the doorway, a grin on his face. You’re right behind him, trying to get in as he purposefully blocks the door.
Through your laughter, you cry, “Penny, help! I’ve been taken hostage.”
Despite the stress of the moment, that gets a smile out of her. “Let her in Rooster.”
The two of you shove your way through the door, landing with your arm around Bradley’s neck as he half-carries, half-drags you across the plank flooring. The smile falls from Bradley’s face when he sees the unfamiliar person in the room, putting you down behind him. “Who’s this?”
“Sam Longbourn,” comes the introduction. Sam extends a hand
“Rooster,” Bradley replies. You shoot him a look. He hardly ever introduces himself with his callsign alone.
Men.
You shake Sam’s hand as well, but he doesn’t ask your name. You don’t offer it.
Bradley’s chin lifts a touch. “Longbourn? Isn’t that -”
“Amelia’s last name?” Penny finishes. “Yes.”
Bradley hums once, staccato. “Imagine that.” He slips past Maverick, placing a hand over the big patch between Penny’s shoulder, pressing a quick, chaste kiss to her cheek by way of greeting. “Want me to take a look at those books?”
“Sure,” she says, trying to be casual.
You just think it’s funny that all three men in the room have immediately started preening upon recognition. Only two are succeeding.
There’s an awkward pause. You offer a tight, polite smile and join Bradley at the bar, leaning on him.
“And Bradley is…?” Sam asks.
Mav answers promptly. “My son. He’s a naval aviator as well. One of the best we’ve got.”
The pencil in Bradley’s hand stops moving for the briefest of seconds. You glance at his profile without moving your head too much to see him blinking a few times in quick succession.
You lean into him a little more purposefully and he leans back. Taking a quick look over at the uncomfortable little triad, you catch Penny’s eyes.
Was that okay? She seems to ask.
You take a deep breath. I dunno.
Amelia’s father ends up taking a seat at the bar, absolutely overstaying his welcome. You stand, grabbing a rag from behind the bar and attempting to make yourself useful.
“Can I get you anything?” You ask.
He raises his eyebrows. “You work here?”
“Nope. Just like to help Penny when I can. And she’s busy, so…” You shrug.
He takes a second. “I’ll do a Miller Lite, if she’s got it.”
Bradley covers his snort with a cough into his elbow. You can’t help but agree.
Fly five hours from Hawaii only to come to a bar and order a Miller Lite. Shameful.
You find one under the bar and open it, setting the bottle down in front of him. Penny comes back, squeezing your upper arms fondly as she slides in behind you. She approaches her ex, leaning against the bar on the heels of her hands.
“Look, we’re about to open up and it’s gonna get crowded. You better say what you want to say.”
You sneak back around to Bradley, helping him organize the binder the way Penny likes it, packing up and getting ready for opening. You’re all gonna have backup here in a moment - Dagger’s due in anytime now. In the weeks they’ve been here, they’ve all grown particularly fond of Penny and Amelia. Jake, especially with his two-year shore duty at North Island after Annapolis, is more at home here than anywhere else. You can’t imagine them taking too kindly to an interloper.
You and Bradley head to the back while Penny and Sam talk. Mav’s there, already straightening up from his project along the south wall.
“I’m so sorry, Bradley. I didn’t mean to overst-”
Bradley waves him off and pulls him in for a hug. “All good. I get it.” He says something else, but you can’t quite catch it.
Doesn’t matter, anyway. You heard enough to know that Carole was right.
“They’ll figure it out,” she used to say. “Bradshaws and Mitchells always find a way, especially together.”
“Ladies and gentlemen,” comes a booming voice from the great room, “the party has arrived.”
With a roll of your eyes, you jump out of the back room with a grin. “Damn, they let just about anyone in here, huh?”
“Well, yeah,” Jake says. “You’re here, aren’t you?”
“Uh uh. No,” Penny scolds, pointing at Jake. “Behave.”
Jake grins at her, wide and toothy. With a roll of her eyes, she throws a bottle opener on the bar, followed by a bottle of his usual brew. “Thank you, Miss Penny m’dear.”
“Yeah,” she says. “Keep that up and I’ll ring the bell on you.”
He chuffs. “You love me.”
“I don’t,” she insists, laughter in her eyes.
Bradley and Maverick join you, headed to the pool table to rack up. You find a seat at one of the tables, ready to watch whatever masculine posturing bullshit the boys have up their sleeve.
Jake, as if noticing the unfamiliar face for the first time, looks over and raises his eyebrows. It’s all for show - you know he clocked Sam the second he saw him. He doesn’t break eye contact when he asks, “Who’s this?”
Penny gestures between them. “Sam Longbourn, Hangman. Hangman, Sam.”
Jake squints. “Hm. I’d say it's nice to meet you, Sam, but I’m not sure it is.” He grins, softening the blow, before turning to Penny. “Wait, lemme see that patch.”
Penny turns, pulling the jacket so Jake can see the patch that’s always been there.
“Mav,” Jake asks, raising his voice. “Is this a new patch?”
Smooth .
“Nope. It’s been there for a minute. I’m having a patch made for Dagger, though. Should be in before they scatter us again.”
“Sweet. Guess I never noticed it before.” Jake’s smile grows sly. “I guess it just looks better on Penny than it does on you.”
Maverick snorts and says something that has Bradley laughing out loud.
Sam, for the first time, looks a little self-conscious. Jake doesn’t seem to notice, pointing out the rest of the team, hovering around the pool table. “That’s Phoenix, Bob, and Payback. Mav’s a legend of course, and Rooster’s just been named Wingman of the Year.”
“Yeah, and you’re what, our Lord and Savior?” Bradley says.
“You said it, not me,” Jake says, that grin back on his face.
Poor Sam has turned into a ghost at this point, looking between everyone present with increasing confusion and awe.
Rooster rolls his eyes, leaning over the pool table, his break shot sinking two. He beckons you over. “C’mon baby, we’ve got stripes.”
Mav straightens and looks across the bar, watching Penny idly organize glasses. She turns, meets Maverick’s eyes, and leaves the bar with a shake of her head. “Shall we show them how it’s done, Mav?”
“Yes, ma’am.”
+++
“Hey, Mav!” Bradley calls, later that night. “C’mere.”
Mav obliges, making his way around to Bradley’s side and leaning against the piano. Penny’s ex seems to have disappeared as quickly as he arrived. You didn’t even see him leave, but between Jake and Mav, you’re sure he had enough.
Good riddance.
“Take a look over there.” Bradley points with the neck of his bottle to you and Penny, sitting on a pair of barstools, chatting amongst the evening rush. “What do you see?”
Mav thinks for a second. “...People we care about?”
“Yeah. See anything wrong with them?”
There’s a creeping sense of deja-vu, but Maverick can’t quite place it. He looks again. You have Bradley’s sunglasses stuck into the front of your shirt and you’re babysitting a small pile of coats in your lap - Payback, Fanboy, and Hangman’s, to be specific - but nothing looks out of the ordinary. Penny looks great, of course, Maverick’s leather jacket still slung casually over her shoulders.
Bradley’s definitely up to something. Mav, after his assessment, says, “...I’m not seeing anything.”
“I think…I think they’ve lost that loving feeling, Mav.”
Mav laughs, his chin falling to his chest. “I’m too old for this shit, Rooster.”
“What are you too old for?” Jake asks, arriving seemingly out of nowhere.
“Hangman, I think the girls have lost that lovin’ feeling.”
Jake shakes his head, a confused little smile on his face. “What?”
“C’mon, Mav. Back me up here. They definitely have lost that loving feeling.”
Mav sighs. “I hate it when they do that.” He pushes off the piano and throws two quarters in the jukebox. “You’re gonna have to help them find it after this song, you know. Patience is a virtue.”
As promised, as soon as the song comes on over the bar, Penny’s head shoots up, her eyes wide. If you had to name it, you would call the look repeat trauma .
“What?” You ask, but you already hear it.
“You never close your eyes anymore when I kiss your lips…”
Her only reply? An exhausted, “Oh, God.”
“And there’s no tenderness like before in your fingertips.”
The crowd parts and your jaw drops. Bradley is serenading you at the top of his lungs, his hand extended dramatically toward you.
“ You’re trying hard not to show it, but baby, baby I know it,” He sings. “ You’ve lost that lovin’ feeling. Whoa, that lovin’ feeling.”
You cover your face with your hands as he continues, the rest of the crowd joining in. Penny’s laughing in earnest, happy for once she’s not the victim of this stupid charade.
The chorus ends and you look at Bradley, gesturing to the empty seat beside you. “Sit down, you idiot.”
The entire bar cheers.
Penny looks up, finding Mav still at his place near the piano. He meets her eyes and smiles.
+++
“Is that mine?”
You’ve just stepped out of the bathroom when Bradley looks over at you skeptically, his eyes running across your shoulders and down to your waist.
You are, in fact, wearing one of his Hawaiian shirts. However, in your defense, he has way too many (you’d approximate three dozen) and he’s never bothered to ask about any that have gone mysteriously missing (of which there are about eight).
You hesitate just a second too long. “…No.” It sounds an awful lot like a question.
“I think it is,” he says, leaving his bag and sauntering over to you from across the room.
You shake your head. “Nope. I got this one in Hawaii while I was visiting you a few years back, remember?” You double down, knowing your efforts are futile.
“I think,” he says, finally reaching you and dipping down to kiss your neck, “this is my shirt. I also think,” he adds, his lips trailing to your collarbone and his hands wandering over your back pockets, “that you stole it from me in Hawaii while you were visiting a few years back.”
“That’s ridiculous.” Your assertion is breathless at best.
He shakes his head. “You’re a thief.”
“Am not.”
“Are too,” he whispers, kissing you under your ear. “And before you can continue to argue with me, I have a question for you.”
“Oh?” you ask with a laugh. “Is it shirt-related?”
“No.”
He kisses your cheek and gracefully slides to a knee at your feet. He pulls the small box out of his back pocket and you’re pretty sure you can’t breathe.
“It’s past time, beautiful, and there’s a lot I could say but…” He opens it and the image of the ring nestled in navy blue velvet steals your breath. “Will you marry me?”
You definitely can’t breathe, so you settle for a nod, finally able to pull a breath after a second. “Yes. Absolutely, yes.”
He stands and wraps you in his arms, the box still in his hands.
+++
The wood plank flooring feels cool under your feet, despite the San Diego summer waiting for you just outside the door. Penny picks up the hem of your dress, letting it flutter loosely to the floor so you don’t trip.
“You’re still good barefoot? I’ve got your sandals here if you need them.”
You nod. “It shouldn’t be too hot.”
“Okay,” she says. “I’ll have Mav take them out when he goes back.”
There’s an awful lot of movement for the final moments before a wedding. The boys are goofing around outside in their summer whites while Penny and Maverick fuss between you, Bradley, and the bar.
Penny picks up the sandals in question, snagging Mav by the sleeve as he passes her. “Take these out and put them under your seat.”
He looks confused and almost makes the mistake of asking a question but shakes his head, taking the sandals and kissing Penny’s cheek without another word. He hops out the back door and down the steps, hastily making his way to his seat to drop off the shoes.
The little lattice arch sits on the sand about thirty feet from the back patio of The Hard Deck. You peer out the window from where you stand by the piano, seeing Bradley approach Mav with a concerned little pinch in his eyebrows. You know you’re running late, but after all this time he knows better than to really worry.
Mav clasps his shoulder briefly with a wide smile before dusting imaginary debris from his uniform. Bradley returns the favor, straightening the ribbons on his chest. You step back as Mav looks through the back door, staying out of sight.
With a deep breath, you nod at Penny. She hands you the bouquet and heads outside, calling in your wedding party from their shenanigans and giving the rest of the assembled company the cue to take their seats.
Phoenix reaches you first, giving you a hug. “You excited?”
You nod. “Very.”
“It’s gonna be so fun.”
Jake winks at you as he offers Phoenix his arm, taking his cover under his other elbow. “He’s freaking out.”
“No, he isn’t. He’s ecstatic,” Payback says, smiling at Amelia in her blue bridesmaid dress. “May I, miss?”
You’re sure she’s blushing when she nods and tucks her hand into his elbow. Penny smiles, kissing your cheek before giving the same treatment to Amelia’s head. She gives Payback a quick pat on the shoulder for good measure and then she’s gone - jogging barefoot to her seat.
Everyone else gets settled and you’re ready.
+++
You look up from the sand, finally, to see Rooster standing before the water in his summer dress whites. His uniform and his smile are equally blinding. You almost have to squint to look at him directly. The smile on your face, though, could give him a run for his money.
The wind off the water whips around your face and pulls at the skirt of your dress. You let your eyes wander down the short line of crisply-dressed aviators that just left you in the bar. Hangman, Bob, Coyote, and Payback grin back at you behind their sunglasses when you smile at all of them in turn.
Maverick and Penny, of course, stand in the front row beside the empty seats reserved for Bradley’s parents and Iceman. Sarah and Ice’s oldest son stand on the far side. Your closest friends and family fill the remaining seats. There’s not a person out of place and everything is just as you pictured it when you sketched out the quick plans in Maverick’s desert hanger five months ago.
After what feels like an hour, you finally reach Bradley at the end of the aisle. He take your hand and you walk the final few steps to the officiant together, passing your bouquet to Phoenix.
“You look beautiful,” he says.
“You don’t look so bad yourself, Lieutenant.”
He squeezes your hand.
+++
You practically wilt into the bar when the jukebox falls silent. With a laugh, you look up and see Penny’s rueful smile. The inside of the place has gone wild, most of the respectable family out on the patio enjoying some degree of peace and quiet while the “kids” have fun inside.
“They’re predictable, aren’t they?” Penny asks.
You nod. “Terminally, I’m afraid.”
She grins at you. “Go play. I’ve got your drink.”
A path opens for you as you make your way to the piano. Bradley’s warming up with a few riffs, but you know what he’s going to play before he even starts.
“ You shake my nerves and you rattle my brain…”
The entire bar eggs him on, some starting to sing along already. You let out a loud laugh, almost warning him you’re there before he can look.
“… You broke my will, oh what a thrill. Goodness, gracious, great balls of fire!”
He opens an arm so you can settle into his lap without a break in the music. You lean into him, giving him more room to play. You catch Mav’s eye as he settles next to Penny at the bar, a pint in his hand.
“ Goodness gracious, great balls of fire!”
You know exactly what he sees - how strange and difficult it must be. You smile at him before turning, sliding an arm around Bradley’s shoulder.
“ Kiss me baby -”
On cue, you wrap your other arm around Bradley's neck and plant a downright filthy kiss that has the entire crowd whooping and hollering.
“ Woo, that feels good, baby. Hold me, baby… ”
You stay tucked up against him, singing along, crowing the lyrics to the ceiling, and losing your breath to laughter.
At the bar, Maverick is indeed seeing double. He sees what’s in front of him - his nephew playing an old song on the piano with the love of his life in his lap - and what’s behind him - Carole and Goose, laughing through their own wedding reception over 35 years ago.
“You okay there, Captain?”
Mav looks over at Penny with raised eyebrows as she leaves her place behind the bar. “Hm?”
She reaches him, raking her fingers through the graying hair at his temples. “Just asking if you’re alright.”
Pete catches her hand and kisses the back of it. “Fine. Just, ah…”
“Remembering?” She offers.
He hums. “That, and I’m… getting old, I guess.” His eyes wander back to you and Rooster at the piano.
Penny nods, checking on Amelia over her shoulder. She and Phoenix are at the pool table, actively hustling Coyote out of a hundred bucks. “We all are, Pete. You’re not special.” There’s no heat in her teasing - only affection.
“You know I love it when you tell me I’m just like everyone else,” Mav replies playfully.
Penny hums facetiously. “You are in fact, the most average man I’ve ever met.”
“Hmm…” Maverick wets his lips and studies her from top to toe. “That’s definitely not what you said last ni-”
“Mom?”
Penny smacks her hand over Maverick’s mouth and leans over his shoulder. “Yes?”
“Coyote says there’s house rules to pool.”
With an affectionate brush of her thumb over his lips, Penny releases Maverick. “Oh, no. Absolutely not. Not in this house.” She raises her voice over the crowd noise. “We play by the book here, Machado.”
“Yes ma’am!” Comes the reply.
“Is that really true, though?” Mav asks.
Penny scoffs. “If it were, would you listen?”
He just grins at her. It’s all the answer she needs.
+++
Something slow and sweet plays on the speakers. Your head rests heavily on Bradley, whose hand covers yours on his chest. Your eyes are closed, swaying to the barest suggestion of the actual beat.
“When will you be back?”
Bradley sighs into the phone. “I don’t know. Sweetheart, this…This might be one of those missions where someone isn’t coming home.”
You sink to the floor, legs crossed. “Bradley, I -” You swallow heavily. “You better come home.”
“I’ll do my best.”
“You always do,” you tell him. “I need you to do better.”
There’s silence.
Eventually, Bradley says, “I love you.”
“I love you, too. So much.” It doesn’t, surprisingly, sound like goodbye.
“I’ll text you when I’m on deck and I’ll see you when I get home, okay?”
Your voice is a whisper when it leaves you. “Okay. Fly safe.”
Having him back never loses its novelty.
Mav and Penny look much the same on the other side of the floor, speaking quietly and giggling like a pair of teenagers.
Amelia is fast asleep on one of the chairs, Maverick’s leather jacket serving dutifully as her blanket. She crashed against Reuben about an hour ago and he found a place for her to rest somewhat peacefully after a little while. She is, after all, no stranger to falling asleep at The Hard Deck; it’s become her second home.
The remaining members of Dagger Squad - Jake, Natasha, Reuben, and Bob - sit sprawled out in chairs, watching the two couples left standing on the dance floor.
“Figure we should tell ‘em the party’s over?” Payback says.
Tasha shakes her head. “Leave them alone. Look at them.”
Their eyes bounce from you and Bradley to Penny and Maverick, varying degrees of small smiles on their faces.
“Hey, Phoenix, you think -” Jake doesn’t get to finish.
“I’m gonna stop you there,” Tasha says.
He scoffs. “You didn’t even know what I was going to say.”
“I do, in fact.”
“Alright, enlighten me.”
Reuben and Bob roll their eyes, both suddenly and violently reminded that this bullshit will make up at least a quarter of their careers, at this rate.
“You were either going to make a joke about dancing with me or reference someone’s sex life. Neither one of those options are ones I’m interested in.”
“You flatter yourself.”
“Am I wrong?” She raises her eyebrows.
Jake rolls his eyes and takes a sip of his beer, muttering into it, “No.”
+++
“Can you see him?” Amelia asks, standing on her toes to see around the people in front of her.
Penny snorts. “They’re all in their whites. You won’t be able to tell who’s who until they’re off the carrier, love.”
She humphs. Mav places a hand on Amelia’s shoulder.
“It won’t be long now,” he says. “
You take a deep breath, enjoying the sunshine on your face and the breeze of the water. Thousands of families surround you, including the Fitches, Traces, and Seresins. Jake’s mom, you’ve recently learned, is a total sweetheart.
“Your son,” you told her upon meeting, “is a huge pain in my ass and I love him so much.”
She’d only laughed. “Tell me about it.”
Now, you’re all standing together waiting for the carrier to finally dock. It’s been six months, all of them long. You can’t wait to have Bradley back.
Turning, you ask Mav, “When are Fanboy and Bob due back?”
“They’re due into Ft. Lauderdale in a couple of months. I think they got stuck in the Med again.”
You pull a face. “That sucks.”
He shrugs. “It is what it is.”
That should be the tagline for all US Armed Forces.
The final minutes seem to last forever before a bunch of sailors seems to tumble out of the carrier, walking briskly to the assembled families. Like a dam breaking, they start to run as people rush forward into the arms of their loved ones.
You use Mav’s shoulder for leverage, trying to see. Your eyes land on a small group and four smiles greet you.
“I’ve got them!” You call. “They’re on their way.”
It takes everything you have to stay still, knowing you’ll likely lose them if you try to seek them out. After a minute or so, you can’t help it. You break from the line, artfully dodging families and sailors and everyone in between.
You crash into Bradley at full speed, wrapping around him like a koala. He hikes you higher, finding a place for your legs around his waist and holding you tight.
“Damn, Rooster!” Comes a familiar voice. “Save some for the rest of us!”
You get your feet under you again, pressing a hard kiss to Bradley’s mouth. Immediately upon letting him go, you turn and hug the life out of Jake.
“Aw,” he says. “I knew you missed me.”
“Don’t ruin it,” you tell him. The laughter in your voice and the tears in your eyes cut the harshness of your tone. You pull back just far enough to grin at him, moving on to Reuben, then Natasha in turn. You point out their families to them, but Reuben’s wife has her own ideas and they’re embracing before you can blink.
Bradley pulls you back, his arms around your waist, to press kiss upon kiss upon kiss to your temple. You turn, taking his face in your hands.
“I missed you,” you tell him, both belated and redundant.
He grins. “I missed you too.” He kisses you once, twice. “I love you. I think I love you more than when I left.”
You grin at him.
The two of you separate enough to walk, Bradley’s arm around your shoulders and yours around his waist. Your family greets you with kisses, and smiles, and hugs. Mav looks between you.
“Let’s go home.”
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