#hopefully I feel better by saturday...

[meownotgood]

bad news: I am very sick right now and these cough drops I have to take every few minutes taste like shit

good news: under the influence chapter two on saturday (probably) (unless I spontaneously get even sicker) (pray for me)

#literally it was so busy at work yesterday #and there were a ton of sick little kids #coming in and coughing and sneezing on everything #EVEN I KNEW TO COUGH INTO MY ARM AT THAT AGE?! #and I was like god I hope I don't get sick #and then I wake up today with my throat feeling like the desert #wtf........... #hopefully I feel better by saturday... #I have the whole day off to finish my proofreading and such #cause I just feel dreary and exhausted right now lol #but uuggghh I'm almost in the home stretch #I wanted to post the second chapter and the epilogue at the same time but #I'll probably just focus on finishing proofreading for now #and then the epilogue will be posted in the following days #thanks for sticking with me! (cough cough sputter die)

[mildmayfoxe]

hahaha hey you guys guess what. you'll never believe it. got the guy who's in charge of my fraud case on the phone and he was like "who'd you give one-time security codes to yesterday" and i was like "the guy who called me from the fraud department after they noticed a weird login in florida??" and he was like "that was the fuckin hacker. you got got. IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!" i handed my entire savings over to a fucking guy on the phone on a silver platter. like some kind of fuckin rube. bro

#IT IS OK THOUGH I HAVE BEEN SORTING IT OUT #account is LOCKED DOWN! card is DELETED! fraud paperwork has been FILED! i have requested a fraud alert AND credit freeze #from the NATIONAL CREDIT BUREAU! #a friend of mine is taking me to MAINE next saturday to go to the BANK! i sent an email to my landlord asking if i can pay rent by CHECK! #i went to my other bank and deposited my BONDS! so i have some MONEY! to pay RENT! #i also got a new debit card from them. and made sure i could use my old checks. #i also bought some STAMPS while i was out and a BIRTHDAY PRESENT for a FRIEND #now i am going to start switching over some auto deposits #so when i get my paycheck on tuesday i will actually get it. #i feel so STUPID but i think i have done all i can to fix this. i am feeling better about it #by next weekend i will have my money again. it's all fine #and hopefully next time i will not get got so easily. lol. #anyway dont get got by people pretending to be your bank i guess. i did think it was weird how many questions they asked but.. #they ALWAYS ask lots of questions at the bank!!!!! #i got a text message FROM the bank saying they would be calling me soon and then the next call was from the scammer #and then like a half hour later got one from the bank and was confused bc they'd just 'called me' #anyway. it'll be fine. scary for a while but at least i have things i can do to make it better. it's all good #genuinely feeling like i ought to take out like a thousand bucks cash and keep it in my desk to replace my bonds tho tbh hahah #just in case something like this happens again. you never know. what would i have done if i DIDNT have those yknow #ok thank u all for being along on this journey with me

[jinhyun]

💌

#hello it me. #it's been a very traumatic/triggering week for me and i reallyyy tried to match your guys' energy in your asks the other day #but i'm really drained if i'm honest so pls don't think i'm ignoring your asks/dms or it's anything personal #i just don't have the energy to interact with anyone rn i hope you understand #i'll try to get back to you tomorrow or on saturday when i (hopefully) feel better but yep #don't mind me just reblogging a couple of stuff and then dipping. it's just. yeah :/

[yumichikah]

Exhausted peacock noises.

#ic for ooc #//I dunno why but I've been super exhausted for a few days now. #//Might be that I caught something from that event I went to on Saturday #//I feel tired constantly ugh. Today I haven't done much else than sleeps and drinking tea. Blehh. #//Hopefully you all are doing better than I am! Please take care of your health! <3

[gaytobymeres]

if my parents dont suspect im dating someone at this point then idk when they will

#technically not dating dating but we do go on dates? #idk the minutae of relationship definitions and expectations and stuff are mostly unknown to me #okay yeah my mum is literally rn asking hella questions about her #in a nice positive but also ulterior motivey type way #honestly would be less awkward if my parents just straight up (gay up?) ask me lol #anyway yeah im getting the train up to see her and normally im not about that because getting the train makes me anxious #but ill be fine. hopefully. #im terrified of missing my stop #wah so much anxiety but actually feel a bit better now ive told my mum #a significant part of me is still closeted and 17 even though i am 24 and also out #there was a comic or something i read the other week that talked about the 'trauma of coming out' and its like yes actually that makes a lo #of sense #but i am trying to be less repressed. i was even telling my friends at uni about the date we were on on saturday

[grizzly-bear-official]

i have some posts queued for this salmon slammin' saturday! I hope all of you find some nice salmon to slam today.

#bear barks #not bears #idk if i'll be able to answer many asks today sorry yall #covid is kicking my ass i feel kinda dead #i ro have posts queued for thr next few days though so hopefully i'll feel better by then #salmon slammin saturday

[imwritesometimes]

I wish I could just get paid to make bundt cakes :/

#I don't have any of my own recipes (yet!! hopefully one day!!) #but idk man it's like. if I think abt stuff I actually really legitimately do *enjoy*.... there's not too much #I'm a very simple person. I genuinely truly really enjoy doing fuck all nothing. I really do. I love just sitting in the house w/the cats #but I love making bundt cakes.... like. I love it. #and I was so underwhelmed when I tried to find a place to order my mom a *NICE* cake for her 60th birthday #like everything was $$$$ but not better than anything I could make on my own. like not even close. #and I KNOW the double chocolate bundt cake with chocolate ganache topping and a halo of pomegranate arils that I made was GOOD #and it looked BEAUTIFUL #and I make several that are DELICIOUS and can dress them up to make them look really good #idk man I just wish that I could like do that. instead of looking for ANOTHER job. and doing something that doesn't make me feel anything. #but like lmao I've even talked this over with Financial People and they're like yeah idk probs not buddy 🤷‍♂️ #having a normal saturday ✌️🥴 #erin explains it all

[phoenixiancrystallist]

Month 4, day 27, decided to give Knell a Rheddig mask to see how it looks and, uh, as it turns out, I made her head too tall XD I also need to get more references for the mask, because I think I didn't a few details quite right. Namely the shape and curve of the beak and the eye motifs. But that's okay! This is a learning process, and the mask is in its own group so I can hide the whole thing without losing it lol

#the great artscapade of 2023 #art #my art #forspoken oc #the cat has been screaming at me all night every night all week and I'm so so so tired y'all =_= #yesterday at work was very stressful #today was just a bad brain day because of the stress #also shark week is approaching and that makes the bad brain juices go brrrr #so I've been tired on a physical and emotional level all week and I can't wait for the weekend #which I wish would last forever #especially since my roommate wants to use Saturday to clean the living room #he'll probably insist on doing laundry too but idk if I'll be up for laundry since we still ahve to go to the laundromat #I just want to stay home and play Forspoken and pretend reality doesn't exist for... idk... a week? #a month? #until I feel better for sure but idk how long that would take #anyway yeah #hopefully the restful nap @flyingwide and @amaperson and @silentspaces gave me with that poll kicks in 💜 #love y'all may you get the rest you need too! 💜💜💜 #and also a nice treat and/or gift as a thanks from me to you 💜💜💜

[arrowpunk]

One of these years I will have both the time and energy to really commit to art fight- but it is not this year : (

Which SUCKS because Vampires vs. Werewolves is SUPER COOL

Maybe next year....

#ramblings of an arrow #I just don't really want to like post my own characters as an option for other ppl to draw #when I know I won't have the energy to return the favor to anyone else #my body still feels like a corpse I'm piloting #has for the past like 3 days #have not been able to fully rest and recuperate from this weekend #which was more draining than I was expecting it to be and I was already expecting it to be super draining #but like all my limbs are 10x heavier than they normally feel #and moving is a slog #hopefully I can just... sleep through Saturday or something #im so exhausted #which SUCKS #BECAUSE I WANNA DRAW SO BAD #I WATCHED ATSV TWICE AND ALL I WANNA DO IS DRAW #I wanna do art!! #I wanna do studies!!!! #I wanna improve!!!! #I wanna get better!!!! #I wanna plot out my webcomic!!!! #I wanna do thumbnails for my wife's web serial novel comic thing!!! #I wanna develop spinning plates!! #I wanna do art for every ttrpg campaign I'm a part of!!! #I wanna draw all of my friends OCs!! #I have so much creative motivation and absolutely no energy #tbqh it's probably stupid and dangerous as heck for me to drive to work this week #but I've been doing it anyways b/c I need the money lol... #which like it's fine I'm a very experienced and good driver and literally nothing has gone wrong despite my extreme exhaustion #just.... looking forward to sleeping for like 16 hours straight every night this weekend #and also like fuck damn I wanna draw FANART OF ATSV #I NEVER WANNA DRAW FANART

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

#today has been a day. as in time did pass. the earth rotated. and i accomplished very little #bc im just feeling paralyzed and not so good. and i guess thats understandable #like i understand y its happening but its not any less frustrating. mostly its just knowing that i have to make life altering decisions in #the next few weeks. and the pressure of: if i dont decide to go for this one project then they dont get a student and they dont get funding #that makes me pretty nauseous. and knowing i have an interview Thursday that im not ready for and i dont really wanna do #and its a product of not talking to people like a human being. like i just dont interact with people much. when im in the lab i mostly #stand around looking unapproachable or go in when i kno there's no one there and i just dont have close friends so i dont really talk to or #text anyone. i just work and fail to get things done. so then when im in a situation where i have to talk to ppl its all anxious shrapnel #or me dominating the conversation bc i cant stand the pauses and i have so much obsessivly rotatinf in my head. and i hate it. im so sick #of hearinf my own voice but no one talk in the way i want them to. i get so bored. and i want to ask pressing and uncomfortable things but #i kno i shouldnt. but i also dont really have a filter so ill just say fucking whatever. which is what i did Saturday when a triggering #topic of conversation arose. so now my lab mate officially knows too much. but whatever wtf is he gonna do abt it. i just get so annoyed #bc now its in my head. thr fact it set me off and that i overshared and that now its in my head. annoying. #and it doesn't help with the writing things i need to finish. bc i dont like feeling like ive done something wrong and one of the reviewers #has good points. which also probably means ill have to redo my 8 days of measurements so far #but i also might b able to shorten the timeline so idk. just a lot is happening rn and i feel the pressure and by brain doesn't like #pressure. and not doing things rn is not good. things need to be done #so idk i dont feel good but it makes sense. by the end of February hopefully things will b figured out #and i should sleep and hope for a better tomorrow #unrelated

[daedrabela]

about to go against my fears and buy new clothes and stuff

#🥀 #friday/saturday we're hitting up the mall and i'm going to my favorite store and we'll get boba and i won't be unhappy #and after the mall i'll order off my wishlists on aliexpress because i've managed to find a few XL and XXL sizes #hopefully once they all arrive i'll feel better about myself #i keep ordering clothes that don't fit and it sucks a lot #but i'm going to keep trying to lose weight the 'right way'

[raeathnos]

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#yall im having a wild time lately #Saturday was really good- grandma is doing better so I ended up going to the beach for the day after all #had a really good day; I saw a bald eagle and dolphins + found a huge whelk and the bay sunset was beautiful #had the ride home from hell tho #took twice as long to get back because road work + detours + google maps fuckery while trying to find a gas station #we also almost hit a deer and like I live in PA who hasn’t almost hit a deer #but I have never been so close #he leaped out in front of us on the highway and froze #my husband was driving and omg reaction time #he slammed the brakes and I was like there’s no way #either we’re hitting the deer or the car behind us is hitting us or both #we stopped just a couple feet away from it #luckiest deer alive- he snapped out of it and looked at my husband then looked at me and then ran off #shoutout to the car behind us too- they swerved and did not hit us #but yeah he was a big buck and def would have not only totaled my car but gone through the windshield on the passenger side where I was #we got very lucky and so did he #but now I’m sick and I feel like crap #which perfect timing because we have a huge visit tomorrow and the stockroom is a mess #i was dying today cause I gotta lift all the furniture and shit #I literally came home and passed out for five hours and I still feel like I could just go right back to sleep #also I had a video interview last week and they said they wanted to bring me in for an in person interview #and like it’s at a really good company and it pays well and has good benefits #but now I havent heard back #so like watch me get ghosted again 🙃 #I emailed them today so hopefully I hear back but I’m not holding my breath #I need everything to not be so much for a bit #Saturday was good but now things are crazy again

[stuck-in-the-ghost-zone]

uh oh! worlds stupidest little guy used the wrong lotion and now everything smells like my childhood bathroom and the year is 2016 and its february which means its almost valentines day which is perhaps the most accursed date on the calendar and the year is 2016 and your least favorite little guy is in full blown survival panic mode!

#fuuuuuuuuck #head in hands #i fucking . have had perhaps the worst week ive had in years . including all my time in indy last year #i have not had a single win since . idk. last saturday maybe ? #uhhhhh i dont like springtime its the most painfully nostalgic time of year #and idk why i even have this lotion but everything is dry and itchy so i was like hey im gonna treat myself to some basic self care #and now my apartment smells like my second suicide attempt and everything is horrible actually . into the garbage with you. #im going to stick my legs into the fireplace and hopefully the smell of burning flesh will drown it out!!!!! #that is. not serious. im just like. fuck #i was supposed to go home tommorrow but yet another tragedy has struck because the universe fucking hates me #so now i domt know whether i want to or not #like. is it better to grieve alone in my apartment where i (usually) feel safe #or should i go home and be surrounded by grieving family which is. a whole other process i dont know if i want to deal with #pros. i get to see loki and i am extremely pet deprived . cons. my parents are going to ask me questions about my life #and also i have to sleep in my childhood bedroom a week away from my most mentally ill day of the damn year #ugm. um. yeah #i need to cry but i havent been able to cry in a really long time and i know it would be cathartic #but also its already 1030 pm and i cant spend two more hours having a sobbing fest because i have work in the morning #and i dont know how to make myself cry without doing things that would be even more damaging to my mental state #so instead i will stare at a wall and hope the smell goes away and try to fall asleep. i fucking guess #uhhhhhhhhhhhhhg #im holding it together by a fucking thread and boy is it fraying

[tvrningout-a]

i’m gonna get ready to pass out — sorry again for the lack of activity today! hopefully tomorrow i’ll feel better and can be here properly uvu

#sometimes i feel like that jon snow quote that goes something like “all i’ve done since i left home is fight” #to put it dramatically ASDF #just like where i feel like one problem ends just for another to pop up and it’s a continuous cycle #it’s probably my brain exaggerating that though bc i find it does that when i’m stressed #all that said i was very anxious tonight but hopefully tomorrow i’ll feel a bit calmer! #stuff can’t get solved overnight and i can’t hyper focus on it or i’ll make myself ill #anyway anyway y’all have a nice night!! and an even better saturday!! MWAH!! #tw vent #just in case ahhh #get ready to ramble | ooc

[tfshouldidohere]

gooooooooooomorning _(┐「ε:)_

#<- it is 11am #feeling SIGNIFICANTLY better than yesterday #sore throat is gone i think #my body feels less tired #i have no clue what my temperature is bcuz i broke the thermometer last night (°ω°) #but my grandpa is going out for his daily drive and he says he'll buy me a new one #hopefully when i DO take it #its at a normal and healthy temperature #like 35c or 36c or smthn #additionally i found out my friends are ALSO sick #like 3 other ppl r sick #all 3 of them were there during the bday party last Saturday #so now i know where we all got it from #TFShouldIRambles

[suncoved]

WHAT THE BUZZ! — RAFE CAMERON (smut 18+, mdni.)

pairing; boyfriend!rafe cameron x fem!reader

summary: rafe returns home with a fresh new haircut, and you don't know whether to be mad... or turned on

warnings: smut 18+, mdni. fingering, oral.

it was a peaceful saturday afternoon in the outerbanks. the sun slowly setting over the horizon as it emitted a soft golden orange hue to the sky from your window.

you quickly flipped over the next page of your magazine, feeling the glossy pages between your fingertips.

you had to admit you really hadn't done much today. besides going out for lunch with your boyfriend before he dropped you off at your house because he was meeting up with his friend barry for the afternoon.

that gave you an ample amount of time to paint your toes a bright white and to change your bed sheets to your favourite cream set with little pink roses decorating the fabric.

now you were lying on your bed, clad in a matching pyjama and fluffy light pink socks, kicking your legs as you read a magazine filled with unnecessary celebrity gossip lying on your stomach.

rafe was due to be at yours any minute, hopefully arriving with his promise of ice cream for dinner.

you didn't make any attempt to move as you heard your front door lock click and the sound of heavy footsteps making their way towards your room.

you bit your lip in anticipation, hearing the sound of rafe making his way to the front of your open bedroom door and his body leaning up against the door frame.

you smiled and you rolled your body over, making your way to sit at the edge of your bed.

though, instead of your boyfriend standing at your door, there was a man. seemingly resembling your boyfriend.

the same clothes, the same bright smile, the same strong arms with veins running down to his hands, but with... a buzzcut??

"rafe! what did you do!" you jump up from your place on your bed, padding your feet over to your boyfriend. you reach your perfectly manicured hand up to his usually soft, golden mop of hair, only to feel spikiness under your fingers.

"what? don't like it baby?" he asked, painting a mocking pout on his face as he brought his hands to the sides on your waist. "no-no. i-i i like it, its just.. different" he sighed, standing back so you could get a better look at the man in front of you.

his bone structure could probably fit any haircut he had, this one being no exception. he was utterly beautiful.

and as much as you are going to mourn the loss of carding your fingers through his soft locks, you could get used to how this new haircut made him look. which was even hotter, in your humble opinion.

"b-but. how am i going to play with your hair?" he raised his brow at your phrasing of what he knew you meant was 'how am i going to tug on your hair as you're eating me out'

"hair grows, pretty girl. but you and i both know that you playing with my hair is not your only problem with this" rafe stated smirking, the cold metal of his ring making contact with the bottom on your thigh as he hoisted you up so your legs were straddling his waist.

you squealed at his movements, draping your hands over his shoulders and he carried you over to your bed, dropping you softly where your head hit the pillows.

"why didn't you tell me you were getting your haircut?" you asked, changing the subject as rafe planted kisses down your neck.

"barry did it, said it would be fun to see your reaction." he murmured, not lifting his head up from your neck. "you shaved your hair to get my reaction, rafe!" you scolded, playfully pushing his head away from you.

"kinda, and my hair kept getting in my eyes, disrupted me from eating my meals" he said nonchalantly as he swiftly pulled your red heart-decorated cream colored shorts down your soft legs.

"what do you mean?" you asked, staring down at him through your lashes as goosebumps appeared all over the skin of your thighs from his fleeting touches as he pulled your white lacy panties off slowly.

"you, baby." he states simply, running one slender finger through your wet folds. you hissed at his touch, lulling your head to the side as you rested on your plush bunny lying on your bed, discreetly turning it over so it was facing the covers and not witnessing your lewd acts.

he spread your thighs further apart, kneading the skin as he licked a long strip across your slit, making you jolt.

"it's ok baby" he said softly, grabbing your hand for you to have something to hold onto as he watched you grasp the air near his head, not feeling the normal soft locs you were used to due to his recent haircut.

he began to drape your legs over his shoulders, pushing them against your chest as you whimpered, looking at you sternly as he used his large biceps to keep you pinned down.

he bowed his head down, the sound of him spitting offensively making its way to your ears as he took his finger and spread his salvia all over your pussy.

he shushed condescendingly and he entered his first finger into you, watching closely as it disappeared in you. "good girl, you're doin' so good for me yea?"

you nodded quickly at his question, feeling him kiss your clit once before diving in and moving his tongue all around your pussy. he pumped his finger in and out and he collected all your juices, eating you out like a starved man.

"god i love this pussy, so good to me" rafe says to himself, pushing you down further as he pushes another finger into you, making you squirm.

the coil in the bottom of your tummy tightens, getting closer and closer to exploding as he keeps sucking on your clit. your legs shake over his shoulders, making him to chuckle against you, vibrations pulsating through you from his actions.

your eyes squeezed your eyes shut, bringing your hands up to his biceps and pushing your acrylics so hard into him they were sure to leave marks, but he didn't care.

"you gonna cum for me baby?" he asked looking up at you, his lips puffy and slick with your juices.

you bit your now chapped lips as you nodded eagerly, his fingers how speeding up inside of you.

"o-oh my god rafe" you moaned, trying to pull away from him subconsciously but his arms not letting you move an inch. "c'mon sweet girl, give it to me"

your eyes rolled back and you came, his fingers and tongue working you through your orgasm as you squealed, thankful your parents weren't home for the evening.

"so, so sweet. love the taste of this pussy" rafe sighed, not making a move to stop after you had came, causing fat tears to roll down your cheeks from overstimulation.

"how many more do you think you can give me ma?"

#rafe cameron #rafe cameron imagine #rafe cameron x reader #outer banks #rafe cameron drabble #rafe x reader #rafe outer banks #rafe imagine #rafe cameron smut #rafe smut